batmanlegos

[batmanlegos]

Jan 3,2024

— definitely getting shaky in the relationship. started to get questions in my head whether he was still interested in me because there was something definitely going on, looking back I'm starting to understand how I must've been a complete fool and ignorant person for not asking you in the most sincerest way possible if you were doing alright or that if you're actions are caused by something I did, I realized that you must've been having some thoughts too but I just assumed that you were basically just getting really comfortable in the relationship that's why he wasn't entirely as active as before, I thought that maybe a few visits would do the trick.

I remember posting this with the caption of "2024 and still with the same person" does he know how much I felt just by the mere thought of that? that the person who I never expected to be with is still with me? thriving strongly? Huh funny noh?

One of my favorites because of that one picture that we accidentally took when kissed me, definitely polaroid material and we both even smiled seeing how it's gonna be one of our keepers, I even remembered telling him that I'll get it printed in polaroid soon. The day was just great, we ate everything I was craving for, despite the fact I lost almost half a thousand pesos, I didn't regret a single thing, I just got surprised with the amount since even though we only ate a few things but it felt like eating a feast. I remember that I posted it in my dump account in which you adorably asked me if I do regret paying so much for you but I confidently told you no and even chuckled because I knew for a fact, even if it would cost me millions, as long as I see you eat and be happy along my side, I'll be ready to risk it all.

For the first time also, I posted it in my ig story which I knew for myself whenever I'll look back to it, It would definitely make me feel a lot of things, the polaroid filter, the song choice, just everything about it screamed how much we both were in love.

huh 'were'

its October 1st 2024, I used to receive a notification of you posting me with that one song you love. we fell inlove in october

but look at me now, writing this archive, missing you, and fantasizing about the sweet memory... you'd come right? we'd be able to print that polaroid right?

even if it would take years, as long as I believe and feel your presence in my life.id still be your girl in october