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i am a beneficiary of the Cat Distribution System

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WHAT is in the July air

had to pay car tax (£215 gone)

became homeless briefly and have to move all my shit out in 10 hours of straight moving in a heatwave

get a fine from the council because I was DIVERTED into a bus lane

spend at LEAST 2 grand in a month for a new place

drive a combined 800 miles up and down the country which cost about £100 to stay with my in-laws while being homeless

argue with parents

oh and also I'm 21 in 4 days. if i make it

someone put me down I beg

anyways hello Tumblr it's been a bit. I'm still hereeee

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So guys if it wasn't obvious I have been MAJORLY inactive on Tumblr

I'm fine I'm chilling I'm just honestly not on Tumblr as much as I used to be.

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idk when this was but like. if you bang the door aggressively enough, someone will let you in I'm sure

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desperately need an anon or two like spice this up fr

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desperately need an anon or two like spice this up fr

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desperately need an anon or two like spice this up fr

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desperately need an anon or two like spice this up fr

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desperately need an anon or two like spice this up fr

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it's the lack of casual closeness in long distance friendships that kills me. we can't take a walk together, down the road or in a park. can't window shop or run errands. we can't see each other's reactions as we make fun little small talk. that's all i want