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/Have a happiest of happy birthdays <3 /

Now it is sure to be the happiest of happy birthdays, thank you Liz.

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Some self stuff that I drew a few days back. this art block is kicking my ass.

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(OMG IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY? HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY <3)

LUKAS, MY BUDDY, THANK YOU.

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Fan: hey hawks, can i have an autograph?

Hawks: sure ❤️

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(( Happy birthdayyyyy! ))

Heather! It’s real good to see you around. Thanks a ton!

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Omg it's your birthday?! Happiest of birthdays to you! I hope you have a lovely day 💗

Kat, I’m super thankful. & you too, have a great day!

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Happy Birthday!!!

Have an awesome day!

Thank you Sandy, absolute darling doll of mine.

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Happy Birthday!

Thank YOU, Ghost.

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Happiest of birthdays to you, my precious Bear!! Meeting you has been such an honor and a treasure. Your vibe and your energy are always immaculate, you’re so kind and thoughtful and always out here inspiring me in ways you probably don’t even know! Your writing is literally stunning and plotting our characters has been so immeasurably fun, and i’ll always be grateful for the care and love you always show my muses. I know they’re always in good hands with you, and please know I’m going to spoil the shit out of yours. I hope you know that this day is a culmination of 27 years of scrapes and sutures, but every choice has made you this Bear today and I’m so grateful you’re here, i our lives, exactly as you are. I hope you feel so incredibly loved and appreciated today. You’re a stellar human being and I’m so happy to call you a friend!

I cannot see through the happy tears in my eyes…

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Sunshine, happy birthday to you! 🎂✨

Be healthy, happy and make all your dreams come true. Smile more often, get high more often and remember — you're the best! ♥️

Let every day pass to the soundtrack of your favorite track, and every morning begins with the feeling: "What a handsome I am!" (´ ∀ ` )✨

Happy birthday to you, Bear! 🎈

Ahh Li, I cannot tell you my massive appreciation for these words, how sweet is this. Thank you for wishing me all this & the cake.

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"TAKE ME BACK TO EDEN" BY SLEEP TOKEN PROMPTS *  assorted lines from the album, some slightly reworked to suit a roleplay format, adjust as necessary

it was no accident.

you keep me sharp and test my worth in blood.

you've got me in a chokehold.

it's all the same to me.

it makes no difference.

i've seen my days unfold.

i've done the impossible.

show me that which i cannot see, even if it hurts me.

show me the way.

you've got my body.

raise me up again.

take me past the edge.

i want to see the other side.

won't you show me what it's like?

did i mistake you for a sign from god?

are you really here to cast me off?

maybe you're here just to turn me on.

i would be lying if i told you that i didn't wish i could be your man.

you won't ever have to talk about it.

i was more than just a body in your passenger seat.

you were more than just somebody i was destined to meet.

i see you go half-blind when you're looking at me.

you gave me nothing whatsoever.

you say you want me, but you know i'm not what you need.

you sit there acting like you know me.

if you had a problem, then you should've told me.

keep an eye on the road.

i can't get enough.

no wonder my ears are still ringing.

you have become the voice in my head.

my life is torn.

are you in pain like i am?

will the pain stop if we go deeper?

i wanna go where nobody else will ever go.

there is always something in the way i wanna have you to myself for once.

you take what you want, then leave.

who made you like this?

tell me you met me in past lives.

won't you come and dance in the dark with me?

anything's better than the way i feel right now.

you make me wish i could disappear.

don't you know i was trying to hold back the darkness?

are you really okay?

you woke me up one night, dripping crimson on the carpet.

i saw it in your eyes.

don't you know i could see it in you even now?

i cannot fix your wounds this time.

i don't believe you when you tell me you are fine.

please don't hurt yourself again.

why are you never real?

i am trembling with fear.

this scar will never fade.

just let me go or take me with you.

do you wish that you loved me?

is there something you give that you will never receive in return?

do you know what it is?

are you trying to live like everything is a lesson to learn?

can you ever forgive yourself?

do you ever believe that we can turn into different people?

it's getting harder to be myself.

for so long, i have waited.

i don't wanna get in your way.

touch me again.

you have got your hooks in me.

you get what you give.

i can hear you say my name.

no one told you where to go.

i'm a waking hell and the gods grow tired.

i need you to see me for what i have become.

we've no idea what we've got until we lose it.

it was no accident.

give me five whole minutes.

call me when you get the chance.

do you remember me?

do you still believe that nothing else matters?

the night belongs to you.

i must be someone new.

you will not be mine.

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I think we can add 'goofy/laid back bird-like blondes possessing feral or black air force one energy and trauma' to a list of tropes I'm weak to

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Bok-su.....

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Just a white monster energy for my 27th, please & thank you.