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A story: I think I love you chapter one

“What!?” Lucas asked completely off guard.

“I said, you should ask him out!” Jay told Lucas. “I mean, you’ve been best friends for over 8 years now. I know damn well you like him and he clearly likes you too because he hits on you every other day by talking about how cute you are, how you guys would make the best couple in the whole school, and most romantically how he wants to cuddle the shît out of you.” Jay smirked. Lucas covered his face in embarrassment.” Noo it’s not like that! I swear we’re both straight and you know a lot of guys cuddle their bros. I’m not homosexual, I’m homiesexual I promise. And it’s the same for him. We’re just close like anyone else.” Lucas swore. Jay laughed a little. “Homiesexual? Really?” Jay questioned.” “Yeah, it’s when you’re not actually gay but you’re lowkey gay for your homies.” Lucas explained. “The things queer men will do pretend they’re straight because they have internalized homophobia.” Jay muttered under his breath. “Hey I heard that! And I do not have internalized homophobia I accept gay people I’m just not-“ Lucas was interrupted by the bell ringing which signaled lunch ending.” Oh look at that! Even the bells tired of your bullshît.” Jay said. The boys walked their separate ways to class. Lucas had met Jay in the middle of the school year. Jay was a new student. Lucas had shown Jay around the school and introduced him to some of his friends and they connected immediately. But as close as Lucas and Jay were, Lucas was closer with Ash. Ash and Lucas had known each other since 3rd grade. He had always been really close with Ash. Ash was there for Lucas during his transition from female to male. Yes, Lucas is transgender. But that’s for another time. Ash was just so amazing and beautiful and kind and ugh he was perfect. After school had ended Lucas walked up to Ash’s locker. “Hey fellow sinner, how was school?” Ash asked Lucas while ruffling his hair. Lucas giggled a bit. “It was boring as usual. I’m excited to go to your house because then I can beat your äss in Mario cart.” Lucas told Ash.” Hell nah, you know I’m always number one. Although it’s cute you think you’re better than me.” Ash said. Lucas blushed at the fact that Ash said he was cute but quickly recovered. “What ever you say big guy.” Lucas joked. “Come on, lets get out of here.” Ash suggested. They both went to Lucas’s car. Ash had a car but almost never took it to school because he was always trying to save money. Lucas on the other hand always had money to spare and would help Ash out with things he occasionally needed. They both got into the hand me down car Lucas had gotten from his dad. Lucas in the drivers seat, Ash in the passenger seat. “You wanna know what Jay said today?”Lucas asked. “ I mean sure.” Ash answered.” He said that- he said that we should date! Ha, that’s wild isn’t it. I mean honestly, think about it. You and me, together, romantically. Wack right?” Lucas told Ash. “ Not really. It doesn’t sound all that weird to me. I could see us together.” Ash said. Lucas had been absolutely shocked. He was not expecting that response. Lucas laughed a little. “ What’s so funny?” Ash asked. “I’m so sorry but no way. I’d never go for you.” Lucas said.” I mean I get that but it wouldn’t be so crazy for us to get together. But whatever.” Ash told Lucas. They spent the rest of the ride in a comfortable silence. When they got to Lucas’s house the boys immediately went to Lucas’s bedroom. Lucas’s room was a light shade of grey. It had posters of anime shows such as banana fish, HxH, and A silent voice on every wall and his Bed was off to the side of the room with black and white striped sheets and pillows. Ash ran into the room and jumped on Lucas’s unmade bed. “Where’s the food?” Ash asked.” I’ll order pizza in a minute.” Lucas replied.” Right now I just wanna cuddle you because I had a very boring day and you’re soft like a big bear.” Ash giggled a bit at Lucas’s statement.” Okay but you have to order pizza before you cuddle me.” Ash said while laughing. Lucas called papa johns and ordered a large cheese pizza. Lucas jumped on the bed with Ash and

Ash pulled a blanket over them and wrapped his arm over Lucas’s waist pulling him closer. Ash also nuzzled his face into the back of Lucas’s neck. Lucas was tomato red over how embarrassed he was of the contact they were making. They both fell asleep together and they both felt so loved and safe pressed up against each other.