beethinks

[beethinks]

Dunno what to say.

Guess I'm not surprised.

Business business business as usual.

Let me see that you're taking it seriously and then maybe I'll do what you wanna do.

Whatever man. I'll just do it and be the best so you can't say shit to me.

I know it's just hormones but man I'm emotional lately. I have got to bite my tongue.

[beethinks]

I don't know if I can do this

[beethinks]

Hello

It's just fucking laundry. If you get mad that I won't wash your nasty ass jizzed on clothes, wash them your goddamn self or hire a laundry lady.

[beethinks]

Maybe

This isn't what I thought it was

[beethinks]

Rude

God you're so fucking rude. What the fuck crawled up your old ass and died

[beethinks]

Used?

Starting to think I might be just another replaceable receptacle.

[beethinks]

Swirly twirly my heads all foggy kisses are the best.

[beethinks]

So I'm sick and tired of having skin issues. This is the second time I've got a rash in the last month. I can't stop thinking and Itching.

[beethinks]

I can't help but think about what's happening. And this time I'm actually scared to ask the question that's on everyone's mind.

[beethinks]

I don’t know what to tell you other than I’m not happy. I’m not okay and I don’t think I will be for awhile. But don’t worry. All things change with the seasons.

[beethinks]

Let's get drunk and let our sadness fade for awhile.

[beethinks]

I just want to listen to music and go lay in the street.

[beethinks]

Hey. I’m back. It’s been awhile, I know. A lot has changed and yet it’s all the same. Who knows when I’ll be back again. So for now, safe travels and safe thoughts. Goodbye, sweet darlings. XOXO, Bee

[beethinks]

So I'm siting here watching a movie. Trying desperately to put the puzzle pieces together on how this can be salvaged. If that's even an option. Long distance relationships are difficult. XOXO, Bee

[beethinks]

Hi. I'm Bee. I started this blog because I can. Hopefully, writing will unlock whatever toxic and/or urgent things that are currently overwhelming me. It'll be at least an entertaining adventure. So stick around. XOXO, Bee