bellatheball

[bellatheball]

[bellatheball]

When I had a goal and trying to hit mile markers like 350, 400 I felt like I was working so hard to gain and to expand my stomach capacity and to eat enough calories naturally and pleasurably as possible. But now 420 and beyond I’m like I’ve created a monster, I’m bigger than ever, I don’t even have a goal rn just trying to be blissfully unaware and happy … only focused on stuffing my large face and growing body and staying satiated physically and sexually is more of the goal now. I’ve fully succumbed to my desires and all I care about is feeling good, eating, being fed, being sexually satisfied, and being comfy and cozy. Just a completely happy heifer without worries is all I’m hoping for nowadays :) And with that the weight just keeps piling on, and I don’t see an end in sight really? Is that very irresponsible of me? Am I still sexy as ever? Idk I just love good yummy food and being a lazy happy hippo 🦛 I guess as long as I’m not seeing my health decline there’s no harm in living my dreams..ppl engage In risky behavior all the time and don’t get judged so harshly. Just let me live my life how I want in peace and huge! More to love!!!! 💕