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We started playing a new d&d campaign yesterday and on session 0 we already almost had a player die (the enemy could basically one shot you unless you could get greater restoration/heal), and if the same player didn't remember at the last second that the enemy gets 2 more dmg from attacking him (which just happened to be the last of the enemy's HP), a second player would also probably die, especially since there was only one scroll of restoration so I'D HAVE TO CHOOSE WHO TO SAVE. But it was really fun, unfortunately I got sick the next day so we couldn't play again :(

Oh and made my new character to be related to my beloved Xari (although they never met). They're difference is that Eris is unapologetically very evil and trying to destroy the universe xD

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My d&d character got really beat up today and everything was great until he started losing control over his left hand. I completely forgot that he was literally sharing a body with a "dead" deity and that he can get temporarily possessed whenever he gets near death or lose consciousness through different means (like spells) so when it started happening, I was like *panic* and the character was also panicking (he never consciously experienced it) but fortunately one of our paladins casted protection from evil on him which saved the day.

Later I gave my dm props that he really caught me off-guard with it and he was like "At 8HP left, that was just a glimpse~" 💚 Can't wait to see when it actually happens, is he gonna attack the party with my character, talk with them, or something else?? Hehe fun

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We haven't played d&d in a month so we kinda forgot about our quest. We just knew from my notes from the latest session that we planned to return to the cultist camp at night and then kill them. So, since my character has the highest stealth, I was tasked with taking out all the sleeping guys. Easy and fun, right. And then we fought and killed the young dragon they were worshipping (pretty hard fight but worth it). Afterwards, we returned to the cultists' huts to loot them, along with whatever they had on them, and we found someone's diary. After the first two sentences, I had a realisation. I suddenly remembered why we were in the cultist camp in the first place - to find and bring back a brother of a wealthy npc that recruited us for our very first quest earlier. And this guy I killed as the first one of all the cultists? He was that brother 😂 So now we had to return back to the city with this dead idiot and waste 1000 gold to resurrect him 💀

I'd be mad if it wasn't so funny (+we ruined our dm's entire 3 hours of preparation for the session with how we approached this quest (kill first, ask questions later)) xD

(oh and my totally not fucked up monk now has tiefling fingers and horns in his collection, big W)

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Somehow, my true neutral d&d character has already turned into the most psychopathic character on the table (to the point of horrifying even the DM) after like 2-3 sessions.

To be fair, the "true neutral" meant more like a "blank slate", to be shaped by the company around him... But unfortunately, that company consisted of a lawful good paladin and chaotic evil paladin. So my character just focused on what he did well (being a deadly monk), which turned him into a twisted human... Might be also because he could be influenced by the demigod necromancer who planned to use him as his new vessel.

He also happens to be the smartest one in the party, so sometimes you get legit good plans, other times he cuts off his dead enemies' fingers to have as keepsakes (which actually aided us to convince someone to trust us with eradicating some orcs?? I was surprised too lol)

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16 hours before we start playing and now I also realised it's very much just Durge (completely by accident I swear)+Gojo. I'm quickly trying to come up with a few changes just to be more original but ughhhh.

When I was adding the 'Durge' backstory, I was even like "Haha, I'm so creative, now it's no longer just Gojo" 😭

This is the second time I accidentally created my favourite character in d&d (first was Xari, who is very much Daenerys-coded) 💀

You know how I made that Gojo wannabe dnd character... Well since he's human, I wanted an item that gives you darkvision. And well... There are Goggles of Night. Literally described as dark lenses. It really is Gojo just possessed by an evil demigod 😂

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You know how I made that Gojo wannabe dnd character... Well since he's human, I wanted an item that gives you darkvision. And well... There are Goggles of Night. Literally described as dark lenses. It really is Gojo just possessed by an evil demigod 😂

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Got an allergic reaction to iodine-based contrast substance they gave me for my CT today. I returned home and went to sleep, and when I woke up a few hours later, my skin was itching so badly, but I thought it was just my mind playing tricks on me. Well 16 hours later and it's still itching to the point of me not being able to sleep. And the antihistamines I found at our house are both expired, one for 6 years, the other for 3 years 😭 I took the 3 years expired because the itchy skin is driving me insane

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Creating my new D&D character to be basically resurrected Gojo without the DM finding out xD

So far the only difference is that the character has black hair and yellow eyes (the opposite of Gojo lol xDD) I'm even recreating the sorcerers vs curse users struggle (in a creative way) 💀

Oh right and he's monk and not sorcerer since monk in D&D is basically JJK sorcerer

My only problem is that I don't know if I'm going to be in another murder hobo party or if they'll be good aligned. Lowkey think I should make him evil just to have him truly be the opposite of the real Gojo xD

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Yesterday the wall socket that we connect our large fridge to had literal sparks coming out of it, and today I happened to find out our other fridge (on a different floor) had the cable slowly burning from the outside, there was the burning rubber smell everywhere and the cable was all black, and it's so lucky I noticed and investigated in time before anything worse happened. But now I'm paranoid something like this could happen again anywhere in the house 😭

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My most brilliant improvised idea was to start using pads on my wounds. I don't have bandages and other first aid crap, but the pads do what they're meant to do.

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Finally playing the Mikawa Flower Festival event and...

This is so sweet, Scara sent them blueprints from some of the clans that he eradicated in the past when he was all about vengeance.

He really embraced the redemption arc.

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I'm getting rid of one piece of furniture in my room so I'm going through the stuff in there and I found letters from my mum from 2007/8 when I was at the traumatising summer camp. There are 3 things that surprised me.

1) We only had one old Nokia phone with us (me & my brother) that we shared, and we had to try our best to not let it die (=3 weeks without charging)

2) My parents still weren't divorced at 2008

And, this one is the most heartbreaking:

3) My mum mentioned in one of the letters how she's always dreamt of having a naturally self-cleaning pond for swimming in our backyard and that she's hoping to save up for it.

Guess what... 18 years later and she still doesn't have that pond, even though she's talking about it so often how she'd love to have it. But due to the horrible inflation that got much worse during covid, she has nowhere near enough money for it.

And she's getting old, retiring in a few years, and she's getting paid just a little above minimum wage, and I'm so scared that she'll never have this long-term dream come true.

I really wish I could help her out with this. I really wish I had the money... This is so unfair, and it hurts me so much, because she's been keeping this family above water basically on her own, and she sacrificed her life for the sake of her children, and I can't even repay her for it.

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𝙈𝙔 𝙊𝙉𝙇𝙔 𝙂𝙄𝙍𝙇!

Desc: They make sure you understand that you're the only girl for them!

Characters: Gojo, Geto, Nanami, Toji.

Warnings: insecurity, fluff, profanity.

Comments are appreciated! ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

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Day 2 of trying to prove to Amazon that I'm the fucking card owner. Sent them more private info than I'm comfortable to send on the internet. Like we can see how often data breaches happen (even to big companies like Amazon), I don't want my identity stolen. WHY. DO. YOU. NEED. IT. WITH. UNREDACTED. INFORMATION.

Hate this so much, maybe it wasn't worth it to switch to amazon coins for Love Nikki purchases after all... Even if it saves me hundreds of dollars (since they don't have a set currency conversion that's adding one fifth extra for no reason other than Google being money hungry and liking to be predatory toward countries with much weaker economies)

I literally cry and have panic attacks over it (and doesn't help that I found out my ID is no longer valid and I can't get a new one during holidays), AND I CAN'T EVEN CONTACT CUSTOMER SUPPORT TO ASK WHAT THE HELL DO THEY NEED ALL OF THIS FOR AND WHAT WILL THEY DO WITH IT AFTERWARDS. I feel so powerless, I'm confused and have so many questions but there's no email I could send them to. Can't even find anything online, and what people think about this system Amazon has (other than a few old Reddit posts)

I want this to end, why do they only send the email AFTER another 24 hours, this is so damn stressful I can't 😭😭😭

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I'm just now realising how much I lacked empathy all the way until like 15 years old. How death meant nothing to me. I guess it's the childhood experience everyone goes through but it's so strange to retrospectively see it. Funny how you can gain empathy only by living, since before that, you have nothing to relate to.

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Just remembered how I got the best score in the entire school for some math competition, and how I only enjoyed that fact because I got a much better score than the new girlfriend of my ex. (I was still upset because they got together only two months after I had to break up with him, and this math competition happened 2-3 months later)

I've never shown animosity towards her because I'm not that shitty, but this was a nice victory for me - except that nobody knew that this was why I was pleased with the results, and they'll never know (they probably forgot about it already too lol)

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Just remembered how I got the best score in the entire school for some math competition, and how I only enjoyed that fact because I got a much better score than the new girlfriend of my ex. (I was still upset because they got together only two months after I had to break up with him, and this math competition happened 2-3 months later)

I've never shown animosity towards her because I'm not that shitty, but this was a nice victory for me - except that nobody knew that this was why I was pleased with the results, and they'll never know (they probably forgot about it already too lol)