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Jan 28 2021

Hey,

     I went to the hospital 2 nights ago. I got very drunk and cut myself really bad. I’m on medication for my depression again and in recovery from alcohol.

     That’s all I really wanted to say. I’m back to work tomorrow. Today I’m relaxing trying to feel better. I feel bad that I worried mum.

Later -Ev

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Jan 19 2021

Hey,

     I’m back, it’s been a bit longer than I said from the last post but whatever. It issss what is issss. I’ve had a good last few days; finishing up a good book, launching a new menu, smoking a lot more grass than I am drinking which has been a nice change.

     Cait told me today that she’s with someone, and we’re done. I guess she didn’t realise that we were already done? Not sure. Anyways I figured I’d try and get that whole mess off of my mind and shoot a blog post... Guess it’s not working so well, haha.

     I really do like the new menu that Chef launched, and it went over pretty well today. I hope we can bang out the execution when shit hits the fan. One of my coworkers is worried about the first big rush we get as well, I told him we’d be alright, but he didn’t seem too assured.

     The book I’m finishing is probably my most favorite book I’ve ever read, and I plan to write a short review on it here eventually, because why the hell not. My blog, I’ll do what I want! lol. Anyhoo my dinner is getting cold.

Have a good night folks,

-E

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Introduction

          Hi,

          My name is Ev and this is my new blog. I’m a 24 year old chef who lives alone. I’ve been dealing with a lot of stress lately and I feel like I need somewhere to vent and write stuff down and get it out. So I made a tumblr. I figured if anyone were to ever find my page there would need to be an introduction of sort so this is it. I’ll probably talk about a lot of things out of the blue with no explanation or context, considering this blog is just for me.

          I’m still trying to deal with my break-up with Caitlin. Not seeing her at work makes things easy. but when she’s there it’s more difficult to stay happy and focus on my job. My friend keeps telling me to focus on treating myself better, and I’m really trying. Sometimes I feel like its so hard to be happy; regardless of Caitlin. 

         I’ve got the next 2 days off so I guess I’ll update this after that. Until then I hope anyone reading this is doing okay. Hopefully nobody is reading this, haha.

          Cheers           Ev