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I LOVE EVERY CHUUYA EVER LETS GET MARRIED
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I neeeed an abusive fp so bad pleaase I need to be told what to do and how to feel I need to be told i cant like certain things cant talk to certain people need to be told im all yours im gonna GO INSANE
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i could be the perfect devotee, your devotee. your worshipper, i’d ruin my life for you, i’d live for you, i’d cut off everyone, i’d listen to your every word like its gospel. you’re so perfect, you’re divine. please, look at me? please, save me from this terrible world? i need to be special to you, i need to have a purpose, i need you to give me a purpose. i’m below you, i know that, i don’t deserve you. my sins outweigh my need to obey, can’t you help me repent? can’t you make me yours? own me? i need you to ruin me for anybody else. collar me, bruise me, cut me, scar me, kick me and make sure you leave a mark. i’ll do anything to prove my commitment.
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they’re no good for you. come on, you know i’m the only one for you. i’m the only one who can give you the raw, violent and possessive love that you crave. you know you want me, not them.
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this is in reference to Batman: Europa, because I have a thing for comparing fyozai to batjokes
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I need to worship the ground fyodor walks on im gonna go crazyb kdkfkgkgktn
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the idea of being pressured into having too much weed and then being taken advantage of when i can’t fight back is just… so alluring to me
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ough god i wanna break a system into my little puppets. i want to make someone split over and over again until their whole sys is mine. i want to take my emotions out on someone and make them dependent on my attention, want to make them hate me and need me. i wanna ruin someone for anyone else but me.
i wanna force someone into all of my kinks. i want to make an alter for each and every single one of my fantasies. i want a little sister or brother or daughter or son to hurt.
dms are open btw !
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I want to be stalked
I want to be harmed
I want my food to be restricted
I want to be treated like a dog
I want to be in a conabuse relationship
please :c
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You can tell me about your trauma. I promise I'll keep it secret. I promise I won't use it against you. I promise I won't ask more and more invasive questions about it. I promise I'll believe you. I promise I won't make you feel worthless for it.
You can trust me.
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Hello hello I'm Dazai or anything else rlly! He/him pronouns for me mostly plz, I am bodily 25 and I'm the host of a DID system!! feel free to ask about the others in the system if u want! we are very fictive heavy and mostly have fictives from bsd/hsr/genimpact :)
I dont entirely have a byf/dni, I just block if youre tooo weird (obviously maps, terfs, ppl like those ew). Please no doubles of myself though! if theyre in your system I just dont want to interact with them directly
I'm obviously a proshipper/anti-anti whatever u want to call me, im very pro conabuse and when it comes to radqueer stuff like that im willing to learn about it all but i have no real opinion since im not educated enough!
Im mainly looking for Chuuya, Mori, and Fyodor all of who I had an abusive/obsessive relationship with and id love to have one again! I'd also be happy to see akutagawa again for similar reasons. plz dm me if you're willing to talk ahh!!
#im not sure what else to put I'll probably change this in the future?#this is a new sideblog i apologize for how empty it is
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