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How to Fill Your Empty Notebooks

I am going to create a list of Youtube videos, to give you ideas on how to fill those empty notebooks.

16 ways to use a notebook by Mistral Spirit

15 Ways to Fill Your Journal by Grow With E.

Ways to Fill a Journal by Johanna Clough

Ways to Fill Your Notebooks by Jordan Clark

How to Fill Your Journals by Soozee Lara

11 Ways to Fill Your Notebooks by Lavendaire

25 Ways to Fill a BLANK journal by Paris and Roxy

12 Ways to Fill Your Notebooks by Siena Mirabella

20 Ways to Fill Your Notebooks by Overall Adventures

How to Set Up a NEW Journal by Overall Adventures

Empty Journal? by Nicole Coenen

Ways to Fill Your Journals by Ashleigh George

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Give it a Try …

Life might just be better if:

1. You let go of the past

2. You do stuff (instead of just thinking or talking about it)

3. You don’t let nasty people bother you

4. You make the effort to stay in touch

5. You allow yourself to make mistakes – lots of them, all the time

6. You count on things going wrong

7. You decide not to take stuff personally

8. You think about how you want to be remembered

9. You give without expecting anything back

10. You choose to be silly and to laugh more often

11. You value friends, and treat them well

12. You recognise that everything (good or bad) ends, and that loss is a very real part of life.

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The best feeling in the world is when you just stop having feelings for someone. Romantic, friendship, everything. You look at them and just feel nothing. When you just feel at peace because that person is gone from your life. That’s how you know that they should stay gone.

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The people who are still asleep at 3 pm are either heartbroken, depressed or dreamers who stayed up talking to the moon all night.

Juansen Dizon (via juansendizon)

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I’m so scared of being wrong about a person again… should I just be alone?

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on the other hand though,

i’m getting my electra heart and pray for the wicked vinyl next week.

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Just because I pretend I'm okay with this doesn't mean I am. I'm just better at pretending than actually admitting how much it hurts.

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You were a good friend. The best friend I’ve ever had. I treated you like shit and I didn’t even say sorry because I never really was. I used my mental health as an excuse to keep you by my side. Even though there was nothing wrong with me. It wasn’t for attention, no. It was just so that for once someone could stay in spite of my bullshit. We were kids back then. We’ve grown up so well, don’t you think? I don’t know if it still matters to you but I am sorry. I am sorry for calling you my person but treating you like my doormat. You were stronger than me but you were also kinder. Everyone knew that…everyone knew that to be your weakness. That’s why you couldn’t leave. I knew that and used it against you. I am sorry.

things i’m gonna say right now.

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Sometimes I get flashbacks to some of the shit you pulled and get so angry for being so young and not knowing how to stand up for myself

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I’m perfectly fine with you having other friends. But when you start to ditch me and ignore my existence to become close to them, that’s not fucking okay.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via tbfhprincess)

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It sucks knowing that you're not good enough and are so easily replaceable

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maybe I’m a psycho just like you said i was you got me right, but it’s not my fault and i know that i been acting so strange but you should know that you’re the one who made me this way.

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hurting in five simple ways.

- even though you two are fine, try to overthink every situation because that’s reality, everybody leaves, the friends they choose in the end will always be better than you. you’re just there because they need you, he needs you, and you’re that desperate for company that you’ll do everything, in the end, they always leave, always, no one stays forever and you’ll end up broken, not knowing they did it again. be mean to your friend/s because they’re the only ones you can push now. your rantings drive them crazy, your rages are repetitive. be mean to them until your last friend leaves you, that way, you’ll end up more miserable than before.

- try searching for “friendship breakup” posts so you can hurt yourself more. “he probably cares about me” no, he doesn’t, they’re so good at it, pretending, pretending until you give your trust to them and making the same mistake as you did before. the only person i trust is probably tired of me ranting because he has something more important to do, and that’s okay. also, we don’t get along that well because he’s embarrassed of me *i can see it* and i just pretend everything is normal but it isn’t and that’s not how it’s supposed to be. everything is stupid. god i don’t know what to do, i wanted companions not some pain in the ass, you don’t want someone to feel like this because of you? well too bad, i am, and you can never take it away that quick.

- do your work because that’s the only way you can distract yourself from the issues you’ve been dealing lately. do everything in one go, never stop, that’s the only way you can ever, ever forget them. pick up every opportunity you have because you want to keep yourself busy so you can avoid and forget them and your issues.

- save every sad song you have because that’s the only companion you have now. yes, you’re hurting, you just wanna hurt your insides a little bit more so listen to the saddest songs ever created. wear earbuds, set it to maximum volume and let your ears know you’re hurting so they can cooperate too. songs like dodie’s sick of losing soulmates *yes i’m sick of losing soulmates because they keep on leaving, and i’m in this train of thoughts that i can’t get on board with* or even chelsea wolfe’s the culling, such pure sadness.

- pretend you’re okay. it’s easy yet hard, why? ‘cause it’s easy to act when you’re like that, but the moment you realize you’re becoming you’re own prisoner, it becomes hard. go to every single event and pretend to be okay, cover up the tears with your fake happiness and choose colourful clothes to mask that dark, black heart. laugh on the outside, cry on the inside because that’s what you’re good at.

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hearing monsters in my closet