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currently stuck btw 52-55 kg. I started at ca. 63-65 kg when I reactivated my account.

Actually loosing this much makes me realize how truly fat I was (and still am) because the way I look right now is what I thought, I looked like when I weighted up to 70 kg. Like why am I so delusional?! Thats why I cant fully trust myself and must continue to starve!

I hope to reach 43 kg soon..

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currently riding my bike to uni like every day which used to be so hard for me since ca. 80% of the way is uphill. I feel like its getting easier tough and that I might even see a bit of a difference on my body already :))

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my fave atm: vegan Schnitzel and kimchi //

~230 cal

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How do I stop eating? How

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In my binge era 😍

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11.03.25

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Ate a Butter-Brezel on Monday and a whole meal today + a cake. Tought about not sharing that but rememberd that I need to be honest with myself.

I think I‘m going to take it slow and eat omads this month. Also fixed my bike and used it to get it to work since yesterday. I also used it last summer and noticed that it really helped me to loose some pounds so I hoping to loose them again with it. ⭐️

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Losing weight slowly is still losing weight.

I repeat: Losing weight slowly is still losing weight!

Losing half a pound a week is still losing half a pound.

Losing 1 inch off your waist a month is still losing an inch.

So many times we get mad at ourselves because we don’t think we’re losing enough. Don’t beat yourself up for losing “too slowly” because it’s better to lose slowly than not at all.

Yes it’s frustrating to feel like you’re making no progress, but I promise even the tiniest step is still a step.

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Mo, 10/03/25 - Everything I ate on the 9th of march + 2 tortilla wraps (~800 cal). Couldnt continue the water fast on Sunday because of an exam I‘m writung today and needed energy for. Still barely studied and prob gonna fail but I‘m definitly going to starve today and count that as a punishment

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all my children could become me - oh what a mess I‘d leave

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By Bilal and Raphael Saadiq.

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08/03/25 ✅

08/03/25

waterfasting this weekend to make sure I still got it