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why is depression the stupidest thing ever
#im not even talking about the mental symptoms i mean the physical symptoms too#losing sense of purpose in literally every actuon before i even start is dumb but like.#i wanna do something .. but what if i felt heavy all of a sudden and coulnt . wouldnt that be awesome#facing the am i phsycially ill or am i experiencing a negative emotional state challenge#am i in pain because of my chronic pain or am i in pain because of depression pop quiz#i feel stupid calling it depression at this point in life because its been on and off for so long its like who even . gives a fuck#noooooooooooooooooooo nooooooooooooooooooooooooo i want to die!!! so scaryu!!!! im not actually gonna kms so who cares
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From Under the Rubble... I Write My Story 🌿
I never thought I would write these words… 😔
I never imagined waking up to endless screams,
Running barefoot through smoke and fire,
Searching for my mother among the rubble,
Only to find nothing but silence… a heavy silence telling me that no one will answer me anymore. 💔
In one moment, everything changed.
Our home became a memory, my mother’s embrace became the past,
And my father's face, now absent, is the last thing I hold in my memory.
They’re gone… and left my heart burdened with unspoken grief. 😢
But despite everything, we are still here… trying.
I survived with my younger siblings.
Yes, we survived… but who are we after survival?
Children without warmth, without a roof, with no place to return to.
We were displaced to an unknown place, carrying a bag empty of everything… except pain. 🥀
We slept in the open, waking every morning to a life that holds nothing for us,
But despite everything… we keep trying. 💪


I write to you today not to cry, but to ask for hope. 🌱
I ask you to be a small light in this vast darkness,
To extend a hand that can mend what the war has broken in us.
Your donation will give my siblings a chance to sleep safely,
It will provide us with food, shelter, and maybe even a new beginning. 💖
✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #586 )✅️
Any amount, no matter how small, is big for us
It’s a prayer, it’s love, it’s life. 🌟
In conclusion...
From my heart, and from the hearts of my little siblings,
Thank you to everyone who has donated,
Thank you to everyone who has read,
Thank you to everyone who has shared.
You are the proof that goodness does not die, and that humanity has no boundaries. 💚
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ifanybody is mad at me you havev to tell me .
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if eveery one in tha world could just look at me and realiize that im just . a cute puppy that deserves so much pets and loeves then actualy i would not be derpresd and ththe world would be beauuitufl with rainbows
#wwhy doesnt anyonne look at me and want to pet me and loves me and keep me forever and stuff . are they stupid#wwhy dont theyrealize that when im gloomy and moody and kindof mean its because im a cat that hiss because its overstimulated#:^| <- i look like this but im a ctualy sobbing and crying with big soping eyesbut nobody knows because theyr evil andprobabbly want .medea#igo outside and there are just random ppeople minding their busines....why dont they all flock to me and go awwwwwwwwwwwww cute puppykitty!#heh...its fine . im just . im just . depressd and broken inside . hah.......... no its... its ok..... <-im propnably lesbian#considered becomeing a superwholock fan in the hopes that the freaks there could be crazy for ME...........................................#nobody needs me as much as i need them because im a deranged freak but maybe if i go where the other deranged freaks are.............idk...#anybody want to watch something that kind of sucks and is misogynist but we like it anyways because we're at our weakest points together#im on my new bad coping mechanisms grind because im trying to get to 6 months without self harm lol (self isolation isnt helping)#pleeeeeaaaaaaaseeee pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeee . ill be so insane with youuuu . just anyone (who isnt a cis man) pleaseeeeeee#why cant i socialy bond with people by printing out pictures of them and eating them orsomething like that#whyisnt anybody as crazy as me does nobody even want to be friends anymore . is it wrong to want to be friends . grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#grwowls . growls . gggrrrrrrrrr#imgona barf#hahaha..................................sometimes i am suicidal can i show u pictures of my cats and also listen to you infodump..........#anybody want to be cringe about the victorian period together........instruments.......i want to fuck pianos can we be friends#WHY ISNT ANYBODY FREAKY LIKE I AM. unless....they hide it.... inwhichcase.... stop doing that..............................................#ohhhhhhhhgg ohhhhhh . i am just a small kitty . ohhh you love my aversion to speaking . youuu want to keep me company so baddddd#why arent you desperate to have me in the corner of your room drawing with crayons and occasionally harassing you for pets.#smashing my head . Except Not because i dont want to be sent to therapy#hahah.......im so norrmal.... wow.... that was so crazy right insane how that was all just acting..... hahahah... (<-dosnt need mental help#i wish life was just one big lego set i could spent aternity clicking together one piece at a time#anybod y want to discus how we fit into eachother s lives longterm andt hen consistently communicate that so that i can continue to serve a#a purpose in your life and not end up abandoned and forgoten because i need you but you dont really need me hahahahah . rrroblox man face#anybody wana be . equals with me . hahahahahahahahah . (eventthough i am strange and act like a animal of sorts a lot . hahahahaha)#can i be deranged and insane while we talk about our souls and needs and selves and lives and reality becauseits less scary to me btww#<- htis is what hapens when your meds dont let you cry for too long everypony . FUCK MEDS!! just kidding teehee!! !(<-not gona kms)#doesanybody want to make zines oabout our boundaries for eachother and comunicate in other such weird artistic roundabout ways#smashing my head into a wall because anytime ive tried to be intimate with soemeone in such a way it failed miserably#ssmashing my head into a wall because i also want to be alone forever and die of starvation <- EXCEPT I DONT!!! DONT SENT ME TO THERAPYYYYY
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Happy Juneteenth y'all ☺️ remember my sketch comms are still open and I'm accepting reparations ☺️
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it's Juneteenth and pride month no black followers please pay your tithings to a chronically poor black trans bisexy with multiple mental illnesses
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Juneteenth is coming, so if you’re a White American PAY UP!
I’m a Black autistic non-binary lesbian trying to get a couple things for my classes that start in two weeks and raise some money for transportation costs.
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Nader lives in Gaza with his family. They have lived through bombs, destruction, hunger, thirst and illness for so long, now. Recently, he had the displeasure of experiencing an internet blackout, leaving him cut off from the rest of world. Worse even, he has nearly died today, trying to get food for his family. Israel’s attack on Gaza is relentless, so our aid must too be. Nader and his family need our aid to eat, to survive, to escape gaza, and to help his father with cancer. Please, help them.
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Juneteenth is coming, so if you’re a White American PAY UP!
I’m a Black autistic non-binary lesbian trying to get a couple things for my classes that start in two weeks and raise some money for transportation costs.
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Imagine knowing you have only hours left in a place you once called refuge—because the bombs are coming. Imagine being told you have to flee again, this time with just a mattress and a few clothes, to find a sliver of sand near the sea where thousands of other displaced families have already pitched makeshift tents. You're only 200 meters from a declared evacuation zone, and every moment that passes feels like a deadly countdown. There is no safety, no certainty—only the urgent need to survive one more day with your children.


Images: (Top) Hossam and his children, sitting stop the ruins of their home before Hossam cleared out the debris and did his best to rebuild what he could. (Bottom) A recent photo of Bashar, Hani, Diana and little Habiba, eating food bought with money raised from your donations.
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Hossam Al-Qazzaz, his wife Hanan, and their four young children (Bashar, Hani, Diana, and baby Habiba) have been displaced again and again. For months they have endured bombardments, lived in a fragile tent, survived on scraps, and risked their lives just to secure the resources they need in order to survive. Recently, Hossam described navigating chaos and gunfire just to reach a foreign aid center—leaving at 2 a.m., dodging bullets, watching others die for food.
Now, what little fragile stability they have is crumbling again.

An evacuation notice from the IDF, issued to Hossam's region.
TRANSLATION:
Top text: To all those present in blocks 47, 106, 108, 109 in Khan Younis Governorate
Red zone label (center): Dangerous combat zone
Blue box (bottom right): The Israeli Defense Forces will operate with full force in your area of presence. The terrorist organizations, led by H*m*s, continue their terrorist activities in the civilian areas where you live! For your safety, evacuate immediately westward to Al-Mawasi.
Box with QR code (left side): Scan the QR code to view the block map
Hossam and his family are just 200 meters from the evacuation zone. Israeli forces have ordered mass evacuations in Khan Younis. With nowhere else to go, Hossam walked to the beach to scout a small patch of ground between the tents of other displaced families. He will move his wife and children there—closer to the sea, and further from any known safety.
“We’re being cornered,” Hossam wrote to us. "They’re pushing us all into a narrow strip on the coast.”
This is not just a crisis. It is a relentless and systemic stripping away of dignity, shelter, food, and hope.
Please pray for Hossam and his family. Please share. And if you’re able, please donate to help them survive another forced displacement. Your help may be the only lifeline left.
You can donate to the Al-Qazzaz family's campaign here:
We also are sponsoring a Chuffed campaign to assist the family with evacuating, and rebuilding their lives when possible:
The Al-Qazzaz family's campaign has been vetted by @gazavetters and is (#287) on their list of verified campaigns.
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Rebuilding What Was Erased – A Message from Abedmajed in Gaza
My name is Abedmajed, and I live in Gaza with what remains of my once large and loving family.
In a single missile strike, we lost over 25 members of our family. They were not just names. They were mothers, daughters, sons, grandparents — people we shared meals with, laughed with, and built dreams with.
The missile hit our family home — the heart of everything we knew.



Among those killed were: 🕊️ My mother 🕊️ My sister 🕊️ My older brother His wife and their three daughters 🕊️ My uncle, his wife, and all their sons and grandchildren
We were left with nothing but rubble and grief. Yet somehow, my brother and I survived. And now, we carry the responsibility of rebuilding what was taken — not just for ourselves, but for our father, our surviving siblings, and the memory of those we lost.
💔 Why We’re Fundraising
This campaign is not just about survival. It’s about rebuilding a future — A family home, a shared life, a place where our father can rest safely, Where the next generation of our family can grow up knowing peace instead of trauma.
💬 The funds raised will help us:
🏗️ Rebuild our family home — which was completely destroyed 🛠️ Provide basic support for our father and siblings 🏡 Create safe, livable conditions for a family shattered by loss
🔒 How the Funds Are Managed
Due to the collapse of Gaza’s financial system, all donations are processed through my brother, who has a U.S. registered Stripe account. Funds are securely transferred to Gaza and distributed in cash here on the ground. We are transparent and ready to provide proof of every step.
🌱 Why Your Support Matters
We are not asking for charity. We’re asking for a chance to stand again, To rebuild something we can pass on to the children who survived.
Vetted By @gazavetters No:537
Your support gives us the strength not just to remember the ones we lost — but to honor them by continuing.
💬 If you can’t donate, a reblog means the world. 🕊️ From Gaza, with hope and dignity — thank you.
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Help Abdul Rahman family escape to safety
Abdulrahman has lost his home... and his brother... in this genocide unfolding in Gaza. Now, he's desperately trying to raise enough funds to evacuate his family before it's too late. They're living under constant fear -- without shelter, food, or any sense of safety. Even a single bag of flour now costs $500 in Gaza. Imagine not knowing how you'll feed your siblings tomorrow...



This fundraiser will help cover evaculation costs, basic living expenses, and give them a chance to survive.
Please don't scroll past. Share, donate, and be part of saving a life.
Even the smallest donation could be the reason this family escapes.
Only 2% of the €30k goal has been reached so far. Please do your best to donate and share.
Abdul's campaign has been verified by GazaVetters #642.
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The Madeleine ship set sail from Europe to Gaza, attempting to break the blockade. Swedish activist Greta Thunberg was on board. They set sail hoping to achieve even a little help for us, but unfortunately, the Nazi Zionist army kidnapped them from the territorial waters adjacent to the shores of Gaza. They will be handed over to the Israeli police immediately after their arrival, and they will be taken out and returned via Ben Gurion Airport to their countries. Their efforts will be in vain, and this will be met with silence and great international inaction, as every time.

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