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my dad's wildlife photography would do numbers on here

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I’m beggin’

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I want Castiel so fucking bad.

I need Castiel. Biblically, if you will.

I wanna kiss him. Worship him. Yearn for him. Mourn for him when he leaves, even just for a second in his time.

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Me: I’m gonna stop this toxic behavior! I have to be better! For me!

T

10 minutes later:

*kicking and giggling feet* He’s so pretty, I wonder what he thought when he sa—-

I’M DRIVING MYSELF INSANE

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I get on my own nerves.

I went into a spiral;

I convinced myself I had a soulmate out there. Angel numbers, synchronicities, the TikTok tarot readings (deleted TT, so I don’t have to worry about those anymore)

Y’all. I fucking had myself, almost, convinced that the guy I met yesterday was my soulmate. Like wtf, myself, what are we doing? I thought we were over this. 😭

Please, if the Universe is listening, or God, or my ancestors…

Send me a big, flat blunt. 😭

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you’ve heard of seasonal depression, now get ready for non-stop, year-round deluxe edition

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I always hated when boomers would complain about girls dressing up like mechanics or boys dressing up like princesses for Halloween.

THATS THE ENTIRE POINT, KAREN

the thing about being nonbinary is that you really do start to forget that other people have such strict walls around what is and isn’t allowed for genders. i thought we all agreed that we made that up. could you climb out of the cave real quick and feel the sunshine for a minute.

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Beautiful babies, you’re not insane, y’all just live with your parents 💙

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

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Holy fuck— y’all are so fucking wrong. 🤣

100% this bitch suuuuuucks the life outta her friends. It’s also not healthy to be sooo co-dependent, that you have to seek “emotionally healing” relationships. Sounds like *gasp* you’re actually not healing AT ALL, but instead hiding behind people.

💙

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Sigh~

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I will honestly never understand how the absolute FUCK people are NOT seeing what is going on and why don’t they care?!

I’m so glad to see others speaking up and actually being PISSED about this absolute DISGUSTING show of crime against humanity

Personal venting below - feel free to ignore i just need to scream into the void re current events. Might get ugly.

It's So Fucking Cool how my bio and adoptive families both escaped religious persecution from Europe, tried to make new lives in the Americas, bio family even switched religions!, all so that 90ish years later I get to work alongside nazis.

It's so cool how Never Again was branded in our education from primary school to college, just so I can watch it literally happen Again.

It's so frustrating. How am I supposed to work with people who literally voted for my people to be deported/incarcerated just for being brown. How the fuck am I supposed to be comfortable working in highly conservative, Very Christian™️ work environments knowing that some of the leadership members are actual living, breathing fascists who are frothing at the mouth waiting for my Latin, Jewish ass to be fired so their companies can be all White again. And I mean that literally, they fired the only 3 other people of color and I'm the only one still standing because I'm managing a project, which--

And here's the fucking kicker--

Was stalled and had its funding diverted to build the everglade concentration sites instead of *checks emails from last year* instead of the tornadoes, hurricanes, and flooding emergencies that impacted our state like they said it was going towards.

At this point, sign me tf up for organized chaos. Brother I will literally commit violence against nazis and officers I do not give A Fuck. Protesting, petitioning, pleading, voting - none of it mattered. What do we even do at this point?