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i wanted more from this life

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personally i like to say don’t drown, but don’t die is good too

"dont die" is my favorite thing to tell people when they say theyre gonna go do something. going to the store? dont die. going to the bathroom? don't die. going to Mars? don't die. going to write an email? don't die. driving to the gas station? don't die. it fits every situation except for maybe a funeral visitation because then i think thatd be a little bit rude

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i want to be able to grow up and have my own apartment with cats and all the books i want and Tea and music and laughter and someone to take care of and someone to take care of me and furniture i like and joy and care i think

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oh also on the topic of people being unable to get mental healthcare. if they have a disorder thats extremely hard to manage without professional help ITS NOT THEIR FAULT THAT THEYRE INCONVENIENT TO BE AROUND FOR YOU!!!!!! IF THEY PHYSUCALLY CANNOT GET THE HELP THEY NEED DO NOT DEMONISE THEM FOR IT AND TELL THEM THEY JUST NEED TO LEARN HOW TO HANDLE IT THEMSELVES THIS SHIT PMO PMO PMO okbye

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HI JAYYY !! HI TODD 🐦

how r yall? im tryna catching up w my mootss

feel free to yap about literally anything or hs tell me how ur day went / is going (i forgor timezones... it could be the start of the day for u idk ╥﹏╥)

/nf but have a great day (⁠⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

hai haiiiii! im pretty good rn and todd is out with its friends right now but it'll be back later

im crocheting stars but ive decided im too good for a pattern so im sort of just. winging it. going surprisingly well BUT this stupid yarn makes it impossible to see your stitches </33 the color is worth it tho

i actually hung out with one of my irls today so that was splendid! overall it was a good day :3c

(im in est btw [during daylight savings so +1 hour] so its 9:56 for me as im answering this!!)

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hmm... white, red, yellow, dark blue, grey, and black!

open tags cause im lazy...

Come on gng

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RESIDENT GIRLKISSER REPORTING FOR DUTY o7

OK GANG WE GOTTA KEEP DROWNING THE GAY BOY!!!!! @not-really-a-conjunction @jel-e-ton @kerokerrrokerroppi @moldy-strawberrys-offical @strawb3rry-ratcoon @bluejaysnests @thevalkyrieflies @/ALL LESBIANS/SAPPHICS/GIRL LIKERS OF SORTS !!!!

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Can I DM you ? You seem fun :3

sure!!

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carbonating you then putting you in a water bottle with a straw

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yo kinda random, but if you support Trump, don’t follow me <3

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i mean. she's younger than me but sure why not

@cr0wxo @sunny-omor1 @clearlykelsey @clearlykelsey @fanmarasupreme @un-payaso-raro @supernova-shines @yunaeez @artsoftheace @candle-ame @your-local-people-eater @/open tags! /nf

NEW TAG GAME

The last fictional character in your camera roll is now your older sibling/parental figure

@cosmo-lives-here @donthandmemyshovelimstayingout @damsnackbar03 @thejohnlockedfemboy

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this isnt me trying to be depressed or some shit, i just want to say it:

im sorry I cant help people more. im sorry I cant help people when theyre struggling, even though they help me.

ive never been good at giving advice. I feel emotions strongly, but ive never been good at helping people and channeling those emotions into decent words. and honestly? I cant blame it on my current state of mind. its just me.

i love you, i care about you, id cry a LOT if anything happened to you. but in the moment you need me, I have no idea what to say.

if im in a decent headspace in that moment? of course I'll try and help.

but please dont feel as though you have to suppress your feelings because of me. even if I can't help, im forever grateful to those who feel as though they can open up to me and be honest. just know if my answers seem unwelcoming, im just struggling with words.

this is a general statement that goes to everyone btw.

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Ladies, gents, and various otherfuckers, it is time to play everyone's favourite game:

"Is it a crush or a hell of a lot of alterous attraction?"

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Clippy just wanted to help...