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the thing is...none of this is proof or even implies that chuuya knew earlier.

if chuuya had no interest in killing ango, he could have easily confronted him because what does that hurt? where ango had omly just gained his position by being forced into service after crossing the port mafia, chuuya was a loyal sub-executive.

it makes no sense for chuuya to be jealous of ango or oda. Chuuya was always surrounded by people, if anything he would be slightly glad for dazai, even if it's not something he says. The reason he didn't go into lupin (that we saw) is that it's not his place. Why would he go impose himself on dazai's friend group, as if the port mafia isn't filled with his own friends that he would want to spend time with instead.

you kind of just narrated the series of events and then inserted your headcanons amongst them but I don't see what your reasoning is at all.

sometimes you remember that dazai knew ango was a traitor from the moment ango showed them his bag. he asked for those pictures knowing they would likely never meet up with this same simpleness ever again. dazai asked ango if he really needed to leave so soon, knowing their friendship was at its end. and then you just have to live with that apparently ?

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i think chuuya only found out after ango was revealed to be a traitor during the dark era arc. otherwise, why would he not have confronted ango before dead apple? it was clear that ango was surprised by chuuya letting him go. it wouldn't make sense for him to be surprised if chuuya had already confronted him about his friends. chuuya was only reflecting on ango's rank retroactively. it's never really implied that chuuya knew beforehand, and it is made clear to us that dazai only had real proof that made him accept the connection during the first lupin scene in dark era.

ango expected dazai to act bitchy because of his role in oda's death. i don't see how that specifically would mean anything about dazai possibly having known about his status as a double agent earlier?

sometimes you remember that dazai knew ango was a traitor from the moment ango showed them his bag. he asked for those pictures knowing they would likely never meet up with this same simpleness ever again. dazai asked ango if he really needed to leave so soon, knowing their friendship was at its end. and then you just have to live with that apparently ?

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Just out here hurting my own feelings on the daily 😘

(in desperate need of softer world au’s of these two)

 P.D 

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More au doodles, augh. Im also working on a magic au but this one is very fun to doodle since I like putting chuuya in blue. Context… uh chuuya is a fallen angel/monster/smt still working on it Whos cursed to be like a monster and dazai is from a special clan that can share curses. So dazai takes on half the curse (like in toh lmao) as long as chuuya helps him with his exorcism business. And they r like linked and if one dies rhey both die or smt yadayada I dunno

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when did I let my heart get so full of you?

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What about dazai and chuuya vibing to music together?

Soooo... I got a bit overboard and now they're dancing lovingly together.

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spreading my mtf kouyou agenda right now

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feeling a little sick so i'm doodling skk to escape the agony of disease :']

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The trio ever‼️

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It's a trap!!

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Dazai- I don't care about Chuuya.

Also Dazai when Chuuya is genuinely mad him.

Like he was genuinely upset and so subdued after their fight, he didn't even gloat about finding out about Qilin or about putting an end to the conflict to Chuuya. He didn't even make a silly remark before or after corruption. Like man, his friend was mad at him and he knew he needed to fix it.

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Two boylosers and their first crush and two reluctant older siblings forced to listen

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the boy

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STORMBRINGER SPOILERS!!!!!!!

part 1/???

Read left to right!!

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Dazai, seventeen, shaking Odasaku, crying and throwing up because Chuuya held his hand again and his skin burns and his hands feel tingly and his heart is beating too fast and oh my god is he allergic to Chuuya? Is he dying? Ango stop laughing and help me!

Chuuya, seventeen, screaming and crying to Kouyou after having his nth dream where he's a prince and Dazai is his princess and fucking hell it's black magic isn't it? Or was he cursed by some evil sorcerer? Ane san do something!

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the best of enemies