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ׂׂׂׂૢ་༘࿐ Nicholas (Wang Yixiang) Yandere Alphabet

TRIGGER WARNING : Killing, Violence, Yandere Behavior, Toxic!Nicholas, Possessiveness

Author Note : This is my first time doing an alphabet, sorry if this is bad!

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Nicholas wouldn’t show affection through warmth or comfort—instead, his love would manifest as cold control. He’d remain calm, almost detached, but his possessiveness would be suffocating. To him, love means ownership, not tenderness.

Even though Nicholas is emotionally cold, he shows his affection in subtle, possessive ways. He doesn’t express love through warmth or sweet words—instead, he clings. Whether it’s hovering nearby, watching every move, or keeping constant physical contact, he makes sure his darling knows she belongs to him. He’s the type to stay quiet but never far, calm on the surface but utterly unable to let go.

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

In my case, I think Nicholas would simply look over and remember who messed with you, not wanting to cause a scene in front of you—or worse, in public where he could risk getting arrested for what he’s about to do. He would most likely track the person down later, sneaking quietly out of the house at night to get his hands dirty in some dark hallway where no one could see what he was doing.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

Nicholas would act much colder toward you, giving you the cold shoulder. He would never mock you—not even once—because, even though he’s doing something undeniably horrible, he understands how overwhelming it must be to be… well, literally kidnapped.

He’d lock you in his bedroom at first, simply because he doesn’t trust you. He knows you’ll try to escape the second you get the chance, so he takes extra precautions—double-checking every lock on the windows, making sure there are no weak spots. He watches you quietly, always calculating, always two steps ahead.

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Besides abducting his darling, Nicholas would mostly cut her off from the outside world. I don't know if that counts as going against her will tho—but I am putting it here anyway. Sometimes, he even withholds food or leaves her alone for long periods, locked up in his bedroom. He knows that, on some level, even just having him around gives her a sliver of comfort… and that’s exactly why he takes it away. Because even that little bit of warmth? He wants her to earn it.

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Like I said before, Nicholas acts very cold toward you, so he wouldn’t show any of his vulnerability. In fact, it’s hard to say if he even has one—except when it comes to the thought of losing you. Whether it’s from a successful escape or something more final like death, that’s the only thing that could truly break through his composure. It’s the one fear he won’t speak about, but it lingers behind everything he does.

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

If it’s just a small act of rebellion—like insulting him or talking back—Nicholas wouldn’t care much. He’d stay calm and cold, maybe give you a blank stare, then lock you away in the bedroom again like it was nothing. But if it’s something bigger—like trying to hurt him or escape—his entire demeanor would shift.

He wouldn’t just lock you up again, he’d take even stricter precautions: extra locks, no windows, no contact. And this time, he’d be visibly annoyed. Not angry—annoyed. The kind of frustration that simmers just under the surface. He might grab your jaw tightly, lean in close, and mutter something like : “Don’t start your nonsense again. You know what happens when you try, so why even bother?”

He doesn’t shout. He doesn’t panic. But that cold sharpness in his voice is worse than rage—because it means he’s already thinking about what he’ll do next.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

Nicholas doesn’t see any of this as a game—no cat and mouse, no twisted fun. When he has to retrieve you after a successful escape, there’s no joy or excitement, only annoyance at your defiance. To him, this is serious business. He’s not playing around. He’s focused, cold, and deadly determined.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

Even though Nicholas is usually cold and composed, if his darling crosses a line, he can snap completely. He’d become harsh and ruthless—grabbing her jaw to force her to look at him while he speaks coldly and rudely, making her cry without ever needing to raise his voice. He’d insist on keeping her by his side at all times, pushing her around firmly when he needs to move her somewhere. He wouldn’t resort to outright violence, but his harshness would be enough to break her down. When Nicholas is angry, there’s no mistaking it—his fury is quiet, cold, and relentless. That would be his darling worst experience.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

Nicholas isn’t like other yanderes who dream of having kids or building a big family. For him, the ideal future is a peaceful life with just his darling by his side—no more attempts to escape, no more resistance. He wants her to accept her fate with him completely, and for them to exist together quietly, locked in their own unbreakable world.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

Nicholas gets really jealous but doesn’t show it, keeping his cold act. Sometimes, he might shove his shoulder harshly against his darling while walking past her and give her the silent treatment. Mostly, he won’t prepare her food anymore until she apologizes many times—because one apology isn’t enough for him. He doesn’t lash out at her, though, unless she does something way too much for him to handle, like I said before.

When it comes to coping, Nicholas would just quietly go after the person and do what he has to do without making a scene and being silent.

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

At first, right after the abduction, Nicholas is cold and keeps his distance from his darling. But as time passes, he starts to cuddle with her in bed. He lets her walk freely around the house so they can both relax together—like sitting on the couch watching a movie, with her sitting on his lap. He’s not the type to be overly affectionate or kissy; maybe he’ll kiss her once or twice, but he’s not the kind to make out constantly.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

To approach his darling, Nicholas would literally stalk her—following her everywhere discreetly, taking photos of the places she goes, her workplace, and so on. When the time comes to approach her in person, he might even get the exact same job she has so they can become coworkers and spend more time together. Things like that.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Totally, yes. With his friends, Nicholas isn’t cold—he’s calm and kind, always smiling and joking around. But with his darling, as we know, he’s cold and distant. That said, if he ever needs to have his darling by his side when he’s with his friends, he’ll act all lovey-dovey—back hugging her, kissing her—just so others think he treats his girlfriend well.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

He’d lock his darling up and withhold food for days, then maybe do it again just to remind her who’s in control. Along with that, he’d give the silent treatment hardcore. If she even tries to ask him something, he’d just ignore her or snap at her to shut up. Physically violent? Nah, not really. But emotionally? I’d seriously pray for his darling.

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

He would take everything. No questions asked. Next.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

Nicholas is very, very patient. If he ever cracks, it means his darling has seriously pushed him to his limit. But honestly, that’s pretty rare to see.

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

If his darling successfully escaped, Nicholas would go looking for her—no doubt about it. He knows he’ll find her eventually, even if it takes time. So yeah, in his mind, he can move on… because to him, “moving on” just means getting her back by any method necessary.

But if his darling died? No, he wouldn’t be able to move on. That was his biggest fear all along—losing her for good. And if it actually happened, it would destroy him completely.

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

The answer is no—Nicholas wouldn’t feel bad at all, and he definitely wouldn’t let his darling go. He needs her by his side. He needs her in his life. So no, there’s no guilt about the abduction—because in his mind, it was never wrong to begin with.

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

I think Nicholas ended up this way because he doesn’t really know what healthy love is supposed to look like. Sure, he had his parents as an example growing up, but when he fell in love himself, he had no clue what to do with all those emotions. His jealousy didn’t help either—that’s what slowly made him possessive and just a little bit obsessive with his darling.

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

He definitely gets annoyed by his darling’s cries and screams. Like, yeah, he knows what he did was bad—but is having her by his side really too much to ask? As for her isolating herself? He doesn’t really care. He’s the one who isolated her in the first place, after all.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

He wouldn’t be physically violent—but emotionally? He’s a whole different story. Nicholas would play a serious psychological game with his darling, twisting her emotions and messing with her mind until she doesn't know what’s real anymore.

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

His only true weakness is his darling not being there. So yeah… if you’re thinking about escaping? Sorry to break it to you, but your chances are real low.

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

To answer simply : Physically? No. Emotionally? Absolutely.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

Oh, he’d only truly worship his darling if she behaved—no more fighting back, no more escape attempts. Just her liking him back and choosing to stay. And to win her over? He’d go as far as breaking her down completely—leaving her with no hope, no choice but to stay. He’d make sure she learns how to love only him.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

I think Nicholas would be smart enough to wait—really wait. He’d start off as her coworker, then become her friend, then her best friend… and eventually, he’d try to become her boyfriend. If he actually succeeds, he’d snap one day when she comes over to his place—like she’s gotten used to by then.

But if he doesn’t succeed in becoming her boyfriend? Then he’d stalk her, find her house, and pin her down there instead.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Absolutely, he would break her. With his masterful manipulation, he could even make her love him—if she’s vulnerable enough. If not, he’ll just force her to accept her fate, whether she likes it or not.

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ׂׂׂׂૢ་༘࿐ Too shy for your first kiss, you wonder if the moment will ever come—until he shows you how a touchless kind of love can still make your heart flutter. No kiss, no rush—just the hush of almost, and the warmth of love that knows how to wait. Gentle, and just close enough to fill you with butterflies.

Yeon Si-Eun x Fem!Reader

GENRE : Fluff, romance, introvert x shy trop, green!flag!Si-Eun.

TW : Shy!Reader.

Autor Note: Posting it on my primary blog as it will become my fluffy and cute blog!

You were sitting beside Si-Eun as he helped you with some homework you couldn’t quite understand. But it was hard to focus—your thoughts kept drifting, your heart fluttering every time you sat this close to him. His leg gently brushed against yours, and while he didn’t seem to mind the closeness, you could tell he actually liked it—even if his face stayed as unreadable as ever. Still, his eyes gave him away. They held a hidden warmth, just for you.

You suddenly froze, gaze fixed on his face, your eyes softening without you realizing. Si-Eun stopped mid-explanation when he noticed your stillness, turning his head toward you.

“You okay?” he asked gently. You snapped out of it and quickly waved your hands in front of you.

“Y-Yeah, I’m okay,” you stammered, redirecting your attention to the notebook on his desk. He resumed his explanation, but you found yourself stealing glances at his face—and more than once, at his lips.

You and Si-Eun had been together for a while now, yet you still hadn’t had your first kiss. Unlike most couples your age, you hadn’t crossed that line—not because either of you refused to, but because you were scared. You didn’t know why exactly. Maybe it was the fear of messing up, or maybe it just felt too intimate, too unfamiliar. Even if he was your boyfriend, the idea of kissing someone was still... overwhelming.

“______?” he said, snapping you out of your thoughts again. “Do I have something… on my face?” He touched his cheek, confused.

“N-No! It’s not that. You don’t have anything on your face,” you replied quickly, smiling shyly. He looked kind of cute when he was flustered like that. Then again, he was always cute—so much so that you often wondered how you’d ended up with someone like him.

“Then what is it? You’re not listening to anything I’m saying,” he said, narrowing his eyes just a bit. Your own eyes widened in panic. How were you supposed to explain that you’d been staring at his lips because you were too nervous to ask for your first kiss?

“Your lips…” you mumbled before you could stop yourself, the words slipping out of your mouth before you realized it.

“My lips?” he repeated, tilting his head as he set his pencil down and turned to face you. “What about them?”

You froze again. Your cheeks turned a deeper shade of red. He waited in silence, watching you, his curiosity growing.

“Well…” You tried to explain, but the words just wouldn’t come out. How could you tell him how badly you wanted your first kiss, but that you were also scared of it?

He suddenly leaned in closer. One of his hands rested on the desk, the other braced against the back of your chair, trapping you between him and the table.

“You’re blushing… Is it because of me? Is that why you can’t concentrate?” he asked calmly, his voice gentle—but his proximity made it impossible for you to think straight. You leaned back in your chair, breath hitching in your throat as the space between you disappeared.

“M-Maybe we should take a break,” he said, finally leaning back to give you room to breathe. You quickly stood up and moved to sit on his bed, putting some space between you. You couldn’t even look at him—you were breathless, and all he had done was exist too close to you.

He looked at you from his seat. “So… was it because of me?” he asked again, not to tease, but because he genuinely wanted to understand. He had never been in love before you, never had a crush—so all of this was just as new and confusing for him as it was for you. Everything you did together felt like discovering something uncharted.

“Yes… No! Well… kinda?” you fumbled, trying to compose yourself. He stood up and walked over, then sat beside you on the bed.

“Did I do something wrong?” he asked gently.

You quickly shook your head. “No! I’ve just been thinking about something. Something I’m… curious about.”

He listened, patient as ever. “What is it?”

You inhaled deeply. “Our first kiss…”

He straightened his back slightly and cleared his throat, but his gaze returned to you—softer now, almost tender. His eyes were full of quiet affection, like he’d been thinking about the same thing.

“I want to have it with you… but…” you hesitated.

His eyes lit up at your confession, his cheeks slightly pink too. He was flustered, just like you. Neither of you had done this before.

“But?” he asked softly.

“I do want to kiss you, but… I’m scared,” you admitted, nervously toying with your fingers. “Not because I don’t want it—but because it’s my first. I’ve never been kissed before, and the idea of someone kissing me on the lips is… kind of overwhelming. Even if it’s you.”

Si-Eun didn’t respond right away. But he understood. He’d never push you into anything you weren’t ready for. Still, a small idea formed in his head.

Suddenly, he gently pushed you down on the bed, moving above you. You gasped.

“Si-Eun—!”

You didn’t have time to say more. His face leaned in close—so close you could feel the tip of his nose brushing your cheek. His lips hovered above yours, but he didn’t kiss you. One hand stroked the top of your head gently, the other covered your mouth. Then he lowered his lips to the back of his hand, his breath warming your skin, his nose still touching your cheek.

He held your gaze as the seconds stretched between you. Butterflies filled your stomach.

Then he pulled his hand away slowly.

“If you’re not ready… I won’t cross your boundaries,” he said, voice low and sincere. Your heart fluttered at his words.

Instead of kissing you, he pressed his lips gently to the corner of your mouth—close, but respectful. Not even brushing your lips. Just enough to leave you breathless all over again.

“You’re mine… but that doesn’t mean I’ll do anything you’re not ready for,” he whispered.

You stayed there like that, hearts pounding.

What other man in the world could compare to someone like him?

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