bodaciousboy

[bodaciousboy]

I say this as a black immigrant from a third world dictatorial country that has faced genocide and is actively facing ethnic cleansing, stop tokenizing people’s traumas and oppression.

these are actual people facing traumas that you cannot begin to conceptualize, stop using their existence and/or deaths as morality tokens on the internet. it’s becoming less about the literal genocides taking place in various countries and more about morality competition.

posting/using people’s deaths as a talking point is disingenuous. stop weaponizing the traumas of the oppressed to feel morally superior than strangers on the internet, these are actual human beings, they are not talking points.

anyways, here’s is a master list on how you can educate yourselves and provide resources to people in Palestine. Additionally you can follow @LetsTalkPalestine on instagram and join their broadcast channel to stay informed and updated.

this is a link to assist in humanitarian efforts in Haiti

link to assist with humanitarian efforts in the Democratic of Congo

link to assist with humanitarian in Sudan

[bodaciousboy]

Heartstopper bloopers ♡

[bodaciousboy]

Charlie + looking at Nick

[bodaciousboy]

every time simon has to open his phone to 19 text messages, 8 missed calls, and 5 voicemails from victor

[bodaciousboy]

[bodaciousboy]

[bodaciousboy]

Mitski is exhausted by people reducing her to “sad girl music” and the white fans in the comments are like, “Mitski said no more depression,” which misses the point quite comically.

[bodaciousboy]

GOOGLE GAY PORN!!!! GOOGLE GAY PORN!!!!!

[bodaciousboy]

im a creep im a bimbo or whatever radiohead said

[bodaciousboy]

Felix in Love, Victor (2020-)

[bodaciousboy]

i rewatched this episode legitimately days ago and i still can’t get over this moment’s pure, stupid perfection

[bodaciousboy]

hello everyone.

as some of you know, i was furloughed during the pandemic. i worked as a substitute teacher before the schools closed. i was unemployed for 7 months and my unemployment benefits were keeping me afloat. i have a job now and i’m working hard. i’m moving out of my apartment because they increased the rent during a pandemic! i’m looking around and have a few leads, but by the time it’s time for me to move mid december, i won’t have enough to secure a place and keep my head above water at the same time. hopefully this will be my last time having to raise money for housing in a long time. i’ll be making pretty decent money at my job and i shouldn’t have to worry about this going forward. i’m trying my best to graduate from e-begging university. 😖

my current lease ends december 15th and i’m looking to completely secure a place for myself and my mother by that time. i’m hoping to raise $5000 by december 1st. this will cover the following expenses that i anticipate:

application fees. these can run up to $150-200 in some cases.

security deposit: this could be twice my base rent, but my credit is decent so hopefully it will be just the first month’s rent or lower. my max base rent may be $1100 (yeah i’m in atlanta lol). but my ideal is $900 max.

moving expenses.

gas (traveling for looking at places around the area).

depending on where i live, i might need to buy a microwave, a washer + dryer, and storage shelves for a pantry.

i’ll keep you updated with my progress in my donations and in my moving process. if you have any questions or suggestions, please feel free to direct message me on twitter @tender discord contour kit#5536 or email me at soaplover11@gmail.com. thank you for your continued support. also uhhhh let me find my cards okay i’m a black lesbian working on finishing the second year of my masters degree! i take a biologic for my crohn’s disease so i’m at moderate risk for severe illness if i get covid but! i need the coins so i gotta work! there’s no obligation to donate in these cursed times but spreading it helps. thank you.

venmo.com/medicate

paypal | soaplover11@gmail.com

cashapp | $medicate

gofundme

[bodaciousboy]

Your laughing, they finally cracked the Zodiac killer’s 340 cipher and figured out the fucker can’t spell ‘paradise’ and you’re laughing.

[bodaciousboy]

I’m a cis-gender man which basically means that, when I was born, the doctor went “It’s a boy!” and when I was old enough to understand I agreed with him.

The thing is, I don’t know why I feel like a man.  I was teased and bullied for it a lot when I was little.  I’ve never had stereotypically American male interests.  I never cared about sports or cars or guns.  I was more interested in music and cooking and the arts.  I’ve always been emotionally in tune and sensitive, even when I did my best to suppress my emotions to survive a childhood of abuse from other children.

It’s not physical either.  I don’t feel like a man because I have a penis or a beard.  If you put my brain in a robot body or any other body, my essence would still feel male (I assume).  I literally can’t imagine what being any other gender would feel like, since I feel so acutely male.

I think that’s why the concept of being transgender always made sense to me.  I’m a man.  I don’t have any bloody clue why I feel like a man, but I don’t feel that it’s tied to my body or my interests or the way that I’ve been treated.  I feel like a man because of something beyond that.  Something ephemeral.  So, why couldn’t others feel the same?  Why couldn’t a person who’s been misidentified as a girl feel like a boy for the exact same nebulous reasons that I do?

And, since gender really doesn’t make any sense to me anyway, why couldn’t there also be people who feel as if they don’t have one?  Or who flow across genders like a ship on a map?

Are there people out there whose sense of their own gender is inseparable from their physical form?  If you put those people into robot bodies or, simply, other physically different bodies, would their gender identity also swap?  If so, why?  Are they actually more lost in their gender identity than I am and they need to hone in on the physical in order to anchor themselves?

Why do people feel like they are the gender that they are?

[bodaciousboy]

[bodaciousboy]