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Taken 🖤

Angst 💔

WARNING ⚠️ profanity, mentions of blood, weapons, other acts of violence. This content is recommended for mature audiences.

Synopsis: After awakening Faye sets a daring plan into action. One moment that changes everything. Will this moment make or break her? Meanwhile, Chenle and Jisung have awakened to find themselves in a peculiar place.

Word count: 3748 words

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Chapter 1: Jail Break 🚨

Faye’s p.o.v

My eyes flickered open as they began to adjust to the lightening of the room. A strong wave of burning pains shot throughout my body. I groaned as I felt a throbbing in my head. My body felt weak and woozy and no matter how much I told myself to move, I couldn’t find the strength to. My head began to run over the events that lead me here. In a panic, I began looking around the room. When my eyes finally adjusted a fire ignited in all my joints. I snatched and yanked every way. I was trapped. My ankles were shackled to the legs of a chair. My waist bonded down to the seat by rope, and my wrist was strapped tightly to the arms. As I struggled to try and break free just hoping the bondages were too weak, a low deep chuckle sounded from above me. I slowly lifted my head to face whatever made the sound and when I did I wished I hadn't. My mouth went dry and my stomach churned.

"Don't worry darling I won't hurt you. Well not yet" he spoke. I knew him all too well. I thought he was a trusty friend. I thought he was someone whom I could go to in a time of need. I let him be around my children. I allowed him into my home. He even attended my fucking wedding. "Caesar what the hell!" I pulled as I pulled at my restraints while he watched me. "Faye...Faye...Faye" he squatted himself down to my face before speaking again. "It's so nice that I have you here now." Caesar ran his hand down my cheek causing me to jerk away. Everything about this moment made my blood run cold. What could he possibly want? Why is he doing this?

"You know I can read minds." He allowed his hand to roam my face as a shit-eating grin tugged at his lips. "Right now... you're thinking. Why am I here? What does he want? Am I correct?" He smiled smugly as I glared into his eyes. "Well, that piece of a shit husband of yours left without paying me." "I don't have a husband" I spat through clenched teeth.

*FLASHBACK*

I had just gotten home from picking the boys up from baseball practice. My life was all I ever wanted. I have children, a husband, and a beautiful home with my dream career.

"Hey, Mom can we have burgers tonight!" Chenle asked taking a seat at the bar. "NO WAY! I want tacos" rebutted Jisung taking a seat beside him. I smiled as I watched my two babies bickering back and forth. Although Chenle and Jisung weren’t mine biologically I still loved them dearly. "Ok ok I'll make both, but only if Dad agrees ok." I smiled as the boys nodded eagerly hopping out of their chairs and running to their rooms.

"Dil baby, we're home.....Dylan...Dil baby?" I called his name over and over and there was still no reply. I decided to check our bedroom maybe he had fallen asleep. I was welcomed by an empty room. All of his belongings were gone. I plopped down on the bed as my eyes glossed over. I just knew this couldn’t be happening. "DAMN IT!" I screamed over and over in my fit of rage I stumbled upon a note.

Dear Faye,

I'm leaving. Don't bother to look for me. Take care of Jisung and Chenle, and move on from us. I am going to start a new life and hopefully, you will too

Sincerely, Dylan

Attached to the note was a set of divorce papers Dylan had already signed. I crumbled the note and trashed it. I took a minute as I let my brain comprehend the situation. My head was saying this is real, he left. While my heart screamed that it was all false. Tears stained my face as I allowed myself to take in my new reality. After about 10 minutes I gathered myself together and continued my day as if nothing happened.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"Well well well. That's such an interesting declaration." Caesar smirked smugly while running a hand down my thighs. "He left me without a trace as well Caesar....look this has nothing to do with me or my child-" Wait where are my children? " Where are my children?" I began to frantically ask for Jisung and Chenle. "CAESAR I SWEAR IF YOU HARM THEM I WILL KILL YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS!" I began to shake around in the chair while Caesar just watched. He began to circle me as I was still in a panic. Finally, his hand wrapped around my throat cutting my words and also my air. Another chuckle left his lips as he leveled himself to my ear.

"Listen up princess, Dylan left without paying me" Caesar squeezed harder on my windpipe. I choked and gasped trying to gather air into my lungs. "So now either you or your two precious boys are going to pay off that debt. Now, who will it be?" My eyes shut tight. I was in shock. I didn't want to choose between me or them. But I knew Caesar and I knew that he'll do whatever he wants. "Huh? What was that?" Caesar asked as his hand still cut off my air supply. Tears sprung in my eyes. Finally, Caesar released his hold on me. I coughed and swallowed as much air as I could. I shut my eyes tight to block my tears from falling."I'll give you some time to think about it ok." I didn't open my eyes until I heard the sound of the door slam.

"WHYYYYYYY" I screamed. Why was this happening? What debt did Dylan owe? Why are I and the boys even involved? Dylan and I left that life a long time ago and Caeser knows that. So why is everything coming back now?

My messy hair stuck to my forehead while sweat rolled down my face. It's been hours since Caesar left me here and I still have no answer for him not even one. How could I choose between me and my sons? We can't survive without one another. I finally allowed the tears I had been holding back to fall. I just couldn't stand the thought of parting with them. My boys were my entire world. I’d give up everything as long as I could still have them. The thoughts of what Caesar could be doing to them ran through my mind and pushed more cries from my throat.

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My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening. I didn't want to face Caesar so I turned my head in the opposite direction. I held my breath as I heard footsteps approaching me. The sound stopped as someone's feet appeared in my sight causing me to look up. When my eyes finally locked on the person's eyes, he just stared blankly. He didn't blink or anything. He just looked at me. I've never seen him before. I couldn't recognize him if my life depended on it. He must be one of Caesar's new men. I felt fear creeping inside of me. Who knows what Caesar sent him in here to do? If there's anything I know about Caesar he will get what he wants no matter the cost. My eyes began to widen the longer I looked at him. My heart pounded so loud I'm sure you could hear it in the silence of the room.

“If you touch me, I’ll kill you” I panted out as the man looked at me. “Oh please I have no interest in you.” the man scoffed as he walk away from me. I watched as he took a seat across from me. My heart clenched as I watch him pull a knife from his pockets. “Don’t worry doll, I’m not going to hurt you.” He began to pick his nails with the knife. His aura and presence intrigued me. If you work for Caesar you must be the best in your field and have little to no concern for the well-being of others. My brain was struggling to comprehend why this guy only sat before me. “Why so quiet? I heard you were more animated than this?” Our eyes locked only momentarily before he rolled his eyes away. “A still solider are we? I like that.” I watched with wide eyes as he arose from his seat. “You know…I don’t think either of us are cut out for this.” He made his way towards me stopping right at my feet. “What’s your game huh? You wanna sweet talk me before you kill me?” I spat. I only received a chuckle in response. “Oh dolly no” he placed a hand over his chest in an attempt to calm himself. “I think you know if I wanted to do that I would’ve done it already.”

He was right. You knew how ruthless you had to be when working with Caesar. Orders were always direct and carried out flawlessly. Caesar was always good at doing his business and always kept his hands clean. “Then why are you playing these mind games with me!” My fist clenched but it’s not like I could do much. The man gave me another chuckle before making his way towards the exit. “Like I said dolly….I don’t think either of us is cut out for this.” I watched in confusion as he made his way to the door. “Catch you later dolly” he spoke before letting the door slam tightly behind him. When my eyes landed back on the floor I felt my heart drop. My eyes glistened as I looked at the small pocket knife that was set by my foot. “Little prick” I huff. I shift my weight just enough in the chair to help slide the knife beneath my foot. I wasn’t quite sure how I was gonna get this to work but I knew I had to think fast.

I was broken. My children are gone. I couldn’t help but think of how afraid they may be. Jisung can't be in hot temperatures for long or his nose will bleed, and Chenle has bad anxiety that makes him faint when he's put in difficult situations. I promised them I would never let them be put in harm's way again they've already been through enough. My thoughts were broken as the door opened once more. I watched tentatively as the woman made her way into the room. She began to set up a tray before me with her many medical utensils. My body jumped as I felt her begin to toy with the ropes by my feet. “You’re being moved. Caesar wants me to asses your wounds first. You know how he hates damaged goods.” She flashed me a small smile that said it sucks to be me before she continued to untie my feet.

Finally, she stoop to my level leaving me just enough space and room to headbutt into her. Without stopping I kick my feet out pushing her further back from me. As she struggles to catch her balance I bring myself to my feet quickly turning my back to her. I rush her into the wall helping break the chair connected to me. I pull away and watch as her body drops to the ground. “Sorry didn’t Caesar tell you? I’m far from damaged.” I know with all the commotion the room was soon to be flooded with workers. Quickly I push myself out of the remaining ropes and grab the pocket knife from the floor. I positioned myself behind the door and waited for the arrival of the next guard. As anticipated a worker entered the room questioning the causes of the noise. I grab him and place him in a tight hold as I place the blade to his throat. “You’re gonna let me out of here now or I’ll slit your throat.”

I kept my head down as I walked through the halls. I shrugged my shoulder as I struggled to keep the baggy uniform properly intact. I took note of my surroundings hoping that I could recognize the building. Damn, you Caesar for always having to change your locations. I made my way smoothly until I was stopped by the sound of a voice. “Yeah, I’m talking to you? Where are you going Caesar wants us all out back immediately.” I took a moment as I struggled to find my voice. “Oh, I sent him on a task before in regards to the girl in 413.” I felt sweet relief as I recognized the voice of the second male. I turned my head slightly as he laid a soft hand on my shoulder. “Has she been properly treated?” I clear my throat as I raise my head to look at him. “yes sir.” I say as I nod slowly. “Head up to medbay and get her proper medications. Tell Lily Ten sent you.” With a small wink, he pushed me off and continued with the other worker.

I hurried through the halls hoping to find an exit soon. Just as I had prayed I finally spotted a side door. I pushed my way through and was met with the side of the facility. I didn’t bother to stop moving once my feet hit the pavement I was on the move. I waited til I was far from the facility before I stripped myself of the worker's uniform. It felt like I had been running for hours but finally, a small town came into my view. I watched closely from the bushes at the many passing cars and truckers. Finally, my eyes came across a small noodle shop on the corner. I scoped the scene before I moved hoping to not be seen by any of Caesar’s men. I blended in with the crowd of people and slowly made my way into the noodle shop. Once inside I immediately ran to the restroom.

I didn’t bother to look in the mirror instead rushed into a stall and immediately began to treat the wounds on my arm. I wrapped it tightly and gathered my thoughts before I exited the bathroom. As I stepped into the corridor of the shop I noticed two men searching the place. Before my mind could even form a plan one of them locked eyes with me and began to head my way. My legs jetted away from me as I ran for the back of the shop. I heard the many voices of the men chasing me as I ran. I pushed open the kitchen door startling the workers. “Sorry,” I yell out as I rush through and out the back door.

Once outside my eyes set on a black van parked beside the shop. Without thinking I rushed into the back of the vehicle quickly shutting its doors behind me. “WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK” a voice rang out behind me. “SHHHHH,” I say as I finally turn around to make eye contact with the voice. My eyes were met by the five men who sat before me. “Who are y-“ “Are you deaf or something shush!” I whip my head back around as I stared out the back window. I watched as the men who chased me searched the perimeter. “Hiding are we?” I turn to face the slight smile of the boy who whispered to me. I nodded softly as he did in understanding.

A warm sensation flooded my body as the men began to leave. I let out a heavy sigh before turning around to face the men again. “Thanks, guys… I’ll go now.” I stretched my arm to grab the handle but my attention was quickly focused elsewhere when a small hand grabbed my arm. “Hey guys she’s got some pretty nasty cuts on her face. She also looks dehydrated." I look once again at the small boy who examined my arm with concern. “Gosh, it’s a miracle she didn’t bleed out, Renjun hand me my kit.” I watched the younger male as he handed the other guy a case. "Don't worry I’m not going to hurt you. I need to tend to your wounds. My name is Kun." I nodded my head as he began pulling bandages from the case. “And I’m Renjun. You wouldn’t happen to be allergic to any medicines would you?” This boy looked no older than 19 yet he seem to be very intelligent. I assured him I wasn’t allergic to any medications and watched as he began typing away on a tablet.

My eyes widened as I wondered what I could’ve possibly gotten myself into. But even as the vehicle started I could bring myself to question it. “And you are?” I hissed slightly as Kun applied alcohol to a gash on my arm. “Who? Me?” I looked into the review mirror and my eyes connected with the guy behind the wheel. He chuckled slightly as I nodded to agree with his question. “Yuta” he simply stated. The coldness in his voice ran a small shiver down my spine. “Don’t be afraid he’s only scary when you first meet him. I’m Johnny” Johnny chuckled as he ran his hand through his hair. “We need to get her to a shower, the remaining particles on her skin could infect these wounds” Kun spoke as he tied off a bandage around my arm. “We’re going to the agency, there are some arrangements we have to make, we also need to advise a plan” Johnny spoke to the others in the car.

“The agency?” I looked at each face in the van and awaited an answer. “What you guys spies or something?” I chuckled. “Not exactly but in a way we are.” My eyes flickered to the review and I met Yuta’s eyes “Something like that” he taunted. My eyes skipped over to Kun who tended to bruises on my legs. “So….who are you guys exactly?” “We are Neo Culture Technology a high-tech agency composed of 20 members.” I guess Johnny sensed my curiosity because he began to speak “We’re just good guys who do bad things.” he winked his eye as he let out a small laugh. My brain slowly processed the information I just heard. I decided to reserve the rest of my questions allowing us to make the rest of the drive, in silence. The only sounds heard were between Renjun and Kun as they pieced together a medical report.

“Hurry Taeyong and the others are waiting” Yuta spoke quickly as he exited the vehicle. I looked at the building before my eyes. “This place looks like it should be condemned.” I stepped out of the van cautiously as I observed the scenery. Kun laughed lightly as he and Renjun helped me into the building, “We like to keep a low profile.” Once inside my eyes ran over the intricate workings of the place. It seemed as if it was just a hotspot for the world's newest technologies. “The shower room is there, we took the liberty of supplying you with some clothes.” I looked at the set of clothing being placed in my hands as Kun lead me down a long hall. “Take your time, the men here are gonna guard you. They’ll send for you when they’re ready.” “Send for me?” I raised my brow as Kun nodded quickly before hurrying off to join the rest of the men.

I nodded as I walked through the door appointed by Kun. The shower room look like something from a hospital and the sounds of the leaky showerhead echoed off the walls. I began to strip myself slowly careful to avoid my many wounds. I fought the urge to groan with every movement I made. I stepped into the shower area and slowly turned on the water. Once the warm water hit my skin my mind went blank. I couldn't think of anything. My muscles began to retract and my pores opened. I held my head down running my fingers over my hair. I watched as the water below me ran into shades of red and brown. Slowly I found myself sinking to the floor as my tears blended with the streaks of water that covered my face. There I sat in the stillness of the shower room, heartbroken and battered.

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Chenle’s p.o.v

My head throbbed as my eyes struggled to open. I lifted myself with the small bit of strength I did have. I winced in pain but quickly forgot once I heard my brother sniffing. “Jisung-ah?” I called out “Jisung-ah!?” My eyes finally adjust to the dim lighting and I spotted Jisung across from me in a corner. I tried to rush to him but metal bars kept us separated. “Jisung are you okay?” I frantically searched his frame as he sat shivering. He finally lifted his face to me. Jisung’s face burned a pure red color and his eyes barely opened. He must’ve cried all night. “Chenle…” his voice faintly called, “I thought you were dead.” My heart ached as I watched my younger brother cry out as he looked at me. “No, no Jisung I’m okay. See look.”

I gripped the bars tightly as I tried my best to hide my pain. “I saw them hurt you Chenle, don’t lie to me.” More tears stained Jisung’s cheeks as he slowly made his way to the bars to meet me. “Jisung I’m okay” I grabbed his hand through the bars and squeezed it tight. “You’re bleeding” Jisung cried harder as he looked at my face. I took my free hand and gently touch my head. As I pulled my hand back into my view a saw where a red film of blood coated my fingers. “Jisung-ah I'm okay, look at me” I turned Jisung’s face and looked him deeply in his eyes “I'm okay.”

It pained me to see him like this. It was scary enough when I would see him break out in crying fits in the middle of the night. “Jisung I need you to stay strong okay.” I held his face firmly as he bobbed his head. It was hard to tell him to stay strong. “Chenle I’m scared.” Jisung’s eyes fixated on mine as a few more tears escaped down his cheeks. “Me too Jisung…me too.”

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Hello guys long time no see. 🥰

Anyway after so long I finally managed to release this and i hope you guys really enjoy reading it. I can’t say when the next chapter will be uploaded but keep on the lookout for it. Let me know what you guys think ☺️

Epilogue: How I Got Here

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So I took a break from writing cause things got a little hectic for me. Juggling school, work, and life kinda left me with little to no room to write anything plus I had a very bad case of writers block. I hope to become active again so I can keep you guys entertained. I know you guys are waiting for parts to other stories to be released and I want you to know they’re coming. I’m also working on some new stories so be on the look out. Anyway thanks for reading and stay tuned

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Epilogue- How I got Here

Chapter 1: Jail Break

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Taken 🖤

Synopsis: “A fight or flight response is useless. No matter the situation...you stay and you fight.” It has taken Faye years to build and lead a seemingly perfect life. Just as things seems to be okay, Faye’s entire world caves in when the one thing she cares for is stripped away from her. Her children.

Word Count: 239 words

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Epilogue- How I got here.

It was just going to be a regular drive home. My normal everyday routine. Just me and the boys enjoying the company of one another.

I wish I had never stopped at that light.

I wish I had never turned around.

I wish I had fought back.

It all happened so fast, I had turned around to see the boys sleeping happily. I couldn't help but smile to myself knowing that we were a happy family. Once I faced the wheel again the glass beside me shattered and my head was covered. I felt myself being dragged away from my seat. All I could hear was the sounds of my children screaming out for me.

"MOM...MOM...STOP I WANT MY MOM!!!" I heard Jisung cry.

"MOM...JISUNG...HELP ME!!!" Chenle's voice rang through my ears.

"DON'T HURT THEM.....PLEASE NOT MY BABIES DON'T HURT THEM!" I begged and pleaded.

My mom told me it would be a bad idea to come here. I should've listened but I was so in love. I followed Dylan wherever he went. He held a power over me that no one else had. I loved him with every part of me. All my heart and all my soul.

But he abandoned us. He just left with no trace.

No goodbyes.

No last kiss.

Didn't even tell the boys. I thought he loved us......I thought he loved me.

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Hi guys 😁 I know you guys are still waiting for You Come in Waves and I promise I'm trying to get it done 😭. But in the meantime, this is just a thought that popped into my head, of a series I would like to start. I'll be uploading Chapter 1 soon but I wanted to see if this would catch you guys attention.

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Fairy Love 🧚‍♀️

Heachan x female reader

3k Word

| Fluff🌸 | Smut🔥 |

Synopsis: When a young fairy meets a handsome god, who knows what they can create together. With a little love, nature, and the tweaking of time a lifetime of eternity is the answer.

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You rang the bell of the palace, you would've thought they would already be expecting your arrival. You watched with wide eyes as the large wooden door fell before you allowing you to enter. A bit hesitant you allowed your wings to push you further inside.

You've been to the palace many times before but the beauty and galore of it never ceases to amaze you. The glittering chandeliers sparkled above your head as the lights gave the room a golden glow. The red carpet in the corridors often gave you a sense of nervousness. As a fairy, you could only hope to be invited inside the palace. Only those of high ranks were ever allowed inside. Many of those times were to sort out the concerns of the land. A fairy in your class could only dream of setting their eyes on the palace even the faces of those who inhabited it.

The Gods and Goddesses ruled the entire land. Though they alone could maintain the earth they often enlisted the help of the fairies. Only a select few were able to work with them though. The family in charge now was especially picky with the helpers they selected.

The royals, as you liked to call them, were quite the sight to see. There was Johnny the God of strength who lived in the palace with his three sons. His eldest was rumored to be the product of a one-time fling with a messenger Goddess. Though her name is unknown every creature in the land knew of Mark. Mark was the god of time. He could freeze it, rewind it, or even speed it up. The forest nymphs would often talk of his chiseled cheekbones, and how he'd goofy grin after bumping into things while flying. Many of them hoped he'd be like his father and not mind having relations with one of them. Which is exactly how Johnny was birthed his middle son.

Now it was truly no secret that Johnny had selected a water nymph to birth his son Jeno. Jeno had taken after his father and was gifted with great strength. But in the likeness of his mother, Jeno also had a gift with water. Many would gossip over how he'd often meditate in the early glow of the mornings by the water. Though Mark and Jeno were incredibly handsome, that didn't quite capture your attention nor did you capture theirs.

You were in your daily rounds of spreading pollen to all the flowers when you came across the path of the third son. Scared to even set your eyes on his frame you hide behind a tree and prayed he hadn't seen you. Your soul seemed to float right out your body as you heard his voice command you to reveal yourself to him. You wished you brought your shrinking powder but when he unveiled that he could see your wings poking out from the tree you knew you had to face him. Slowly you stepped from behind the tree tucking your wings away as you stepped into his sight.

Heachan, the god of beauty and nature. The only son of Johnny's wife, but after his birth, she passed. Though he had a gift of handling nature he wasn't quite sure of how to do it which is why he insisted on you to help him. Over time you'd meet Heachan in the garden of the palace to explain to him the way of nature and how he can control his gift. You loved how his face would light up when he bloomed the perfect flower or gave life to a dying tree. Eventually, Heachan introduced you to his family The boys seemed to take a liking to you but Johnny seemed to have a different emotion towards you. It seemed he knew you weren't high ranking with the fairies, you were just one of the many who never made the cut. Though he'd never say it out of fear of upsetting his sons, you could feel it whenever the two of you spoke. It seems Heachan felt it too which is why he'd never invite you to the palace if Johnny was there.

This day Johnny left the palace to tend to business on the earth, leaving the boys to tend to affairs in the land. As you made your way through the palace you took note of the stillness of it. Not a sound was made not even the chirp of a bird in the sunroom. You allowed your feet to softly land of the floor as you tucked your wings away. You took a small breath as you knocked softly on the door before you and pushed it open slowly.

As the view of the room came into perspective you noticed the figure of Heachan sitting in his widow seal talking with the birds. You almost giggled at the sight of his face twisted in confusion as he spoke to the bird. "I'm sure he doesn't understand you." Heachan smiled at you as he allowed the bird to fly away from him. "Well you were taking too long and I needed someone to talk with until you got here." You smiled lightly as Haechan flashed you a wide smile. “Come I have something to show you.” Haechan jumped from his seat and took your hand and began to lead you through the halls of the palace.

You couldn't contain your laughter as the excited boy rushed you all around. “Hey slow down I'm getting dizzy back here.” Haechan only laughed at your request as he continued to tug you along. “Okay, so my brothers and I have been working on this in secret for a while now. This room has yet to be revealed to anyone.” Your eyes glistened as you looked over the golden door before you. Your stomach twisted with both excitement and worry. “W-why am I the first to see it?” you slowly sound out. Haechan took a firmer grip on your hand and looked you in your eyes before speaking. “It’s because I think you're kind of special.” You stood in disbelief as Haechan began to open the door.

Special. You ran the word in your mind over and over. You were special. You smiled to yourself as Haechan finally grasped your attention again. “We don't know what we want to use this room for yet, so don't be shy to give me your honest opinion.” Haechan shyly pulled you into the room. Your eyes were met by the most beautiful room you had ever seen. The room seemed to stretch on forever and resembled the forest where you met Haechan. A quiet river ran through the room that you assumed was Jeno’s contribution. The room ran wild with many different plants. Vines, trees, and beautiful flowers covered the entire venue. “You must really like it.” You heard Haechan chuckle from behind you. “What makes you say that” you focus your attention back to Haechan. “You keep fluttering” Haechan laughs again as he points behind you. You turn you head back and let out a giggle as you notice your wings fluttering quickly. You shyly try to tuck them away but your excitement kept them moving. “Come on I can tell your excited to see the rest.” Haechan began to walk before you leaving you behind. “There’s more” you yell out as you quickly fly behind Haechan’s every step.

You followed behind Haechan for what felt like hours. Just the two of you playing around in the open space they had created. The powers of the Gods and Goddesses never ceased to amaze you. To see such a beautiful creation before your own eyes filled you with more excitement than you've ever known. Haechan watched with adoring eyes as you frolicked through the flowers he made. You felt like a young fairy who was still learning how nature worked. Everything in this room felt brand new to you and you felt like you could spend an eternity in it. Soon Haechan led you to a large tree where a bed swung slowly from its strong branches. You allowed yourself to rest as you marveled at the many flowers that coated the strings of the rope ties. Haechan took the space beside you and held your hand lightly as the wind pushed a gentle breeze over the two of you.

“This place is incredible did you and Jeno do this all by yourselves?” Your eyes flickered over to Haechan who calmly sat in the glow of the light. “Mark help too. He had the most important part.” You stared in confusion as Haechan’s eyes met yours. It stumped you to think about how Mark could contribute anything to this room. Nothing about this room reminded you of his powers in any way. “I don't want to sound absurd but, how did Mark play a part in all this?” You watch as Haechan closed his eyes lightly. He inhaled deeply before he sat up to speak to you. “Have you ever just wanted a moment to last forever, but there was always something that stopped that?” You nodded in agreement but you weren't quite sure what that had to do with the question. “Y/N every moment I spend with you is something I want to cherish forever but our moments together are always so short-lived because of my father.” Haechan pulled your hand and brought you closer to him. “This room is so special because I had them help me create it for you.” Your eyes widened as you comprehended the words Haechan spoke to you. “For me?” you questioned. Haechan nodded lightly as he looked you deeply in the eyes. “Do you enjoy being with me y/n?”

You stared almost thoughtlessly at Haechan. It was true that you loved being with Haechan. No moment with him was ever dull but you hated that the moments would end just as quick as they started. Haechan caressed your hand as he awaited an answer. “Y-yes I do...but what does all this-” you trailed your words off as you caught sight of Haechan's smile. It would be easy for anyone to fall in love at the sight of Haechan but for you it was different. You never felt an overbearing power when you looked at him, it was always a natural feeling for you. “Time.” The word floated off Haechan's lips almost seamlessly into the air. You cocked your head as you hummed lightly in confusion. “That’s what Mark contributed.” Haechan watch as you began to put it together in your head. “In this room, 5 minutes feels like forever. Mark was able to slow it down just enough to where you wouldn't get stuck here for all eternity but just long enough to enjoy every single second.” The royals never ceased to amaze you. It was almost impossible for you to fathom such a thing but now that he said it you do notice how it seemed like you'd never run out of time here.

As you sat in silence your curiosity took over you sparking you to ask one last question. “Why did you have him contribute only that?” You watched with soft eyes as Haechan smiled to himself before lifting his gaze to you. “For this...” You watched with a frozen breath as Haechan brought your face closer to his. For what felt like hours his eyes held a strong gaze on yours. Finally, his lips met yours. The moment seemed to hold all-time as you felt sparks ignite inside you. Haechan held you in a firm hold as your lips found a perfect rhythm. His lips felt as soft as the petals on the many flowers you had bloomed. You were so captured at the moment that it was no shocker to feel his tongue softly swiping at your bottom lip. Without even a second of hesitation, you allowed him access. Your hand made its new home resting on Haechan’s neck. A soft breeze passed over your thighs as you met the softness of the mattress beneath your back. Your body molded perfectly against Haechan’s and each kiss took more and more of your breath.

You liked the way Haechan’s hands felt on your skin. They seemed to glide across every inch of it. His touch felt like a million butterflies were tickling your skin and it made you arch deeply into him every time. Just as his hands made do of your wardrobe yours did the same with his. The beautiful tan tint of his skin was forever painted in your mind. His soft moans made their way into your ears and fill you with pure joy. His tongue then began to draw many patterns on your skin. Circles, lines, boxes you were sure he even spelled his name into the crevice of your neck. As his hands held a tight grip on your waist he began to trail his many kisses to your center. You kept your eyes on him as he applied many kisses around your bottom half. He brought his gaze to you as his eyes pleaded for every bit of your permission. You felt your entire soul lift from your body as you felt the warmth of his tongue against you.

You battled the urge to lock your legs but the more he licked and swirled the weaker you became. Your back arched off the mattress as your hands grasped Haechan’s brown locks. You felt pure bliss as you felt him explore each morsel of your lower region. You were thankful to be in such an enclosed space cause you didn't want anyone to hear the sounds you were making. The soft mewls and moans that came from Haechan only made you increase the volumes of your own.

Your body jolted and your knees rattled as Haechan slowly wiggled his fingers inside you. Your moans were wrapped up in the wind but they still made their way to Haechan's ears giving him all the momentum he needed. He curled his fingers striking a spot in you that had you grasping at the sheets. You pushed your heat closer to Haechan as you began to feel a tightening sensation spreading throughout your body. Your core burned more and more as Haechan sucked viciously at your clit. The sensitive ball of nerves sent pulses through your entire body. Using his free hand Haechan clamped down on your tight spreading you open as wide as he could. He enjoyed seeing you like this. He couldn't help but watch the rise and fall of your chest as your breathing hitched in your throat. His eyes glistened with excitement once you finally flickered your gaze to meet his. You couldn't stop the shaking that rocked your bones. You could only allow your mouth to spill praises to Haechan over and over. Once he was face to face with you again his face glistened with your essence. Slowly he lifted your legs to wrap around his waist. He scooped you into his arms and pulled you closer to him. “I am so in love with you and I want this moment to forever be in your mind.” Haechan spoke softly.

You couldn't take your eyes off him not even if you wanted to. Haechan locked your lips once more before gently pressing you into the mattress. You hugged him close to you as you felt him preparing to enter you. With steady eyes, he watched you and slowly pushed his way into you. He’d stop at the slightest movements you made cause he was too afraid of hurting you. You urged him on but he was still hesitant due to the slight pain in your voice. He held your waist firmly and finally made his way into you fully. Your loud moans were then captured by his lips as he wrapped his arms around you tightly. He moved in and out of you slowly careful not to take you too fast too soon. He watched in awe as your essence coated him allowing him to move so smoothly through you. “You’re taking me so well my love.” Haechan's voice was soft and it soothe away every bit of pain you felt. You were full of him and you loved every bit of it. He fit perfectly inside you and stretched you just enough to feel the pain of pleasure. Your nails dug into his back each time he pushed deeply into you and he sang praises to you each time his name fell from your lips. You loved how his moans were in time with yours and blended to get to create the most beautiful song. It was like nothing you had ever heard, not even the song of the sweetest bird could compare to the sounds of the two of you.

The pace of Haechan’s pumps quickened and there wasn't much you could do to fight off the fire that built inside of you. Haechan had you caged between his arms as his hips created a rhythm that kept you speechless. Your hands pushed at his waist urging him to stop his attack on your body but instead, he pushed onward. “H-haechan I-i can’t” you stammered out only to be shushed by his praises of how well you were doing. Haechan had no intentions of stopping, not until he heard what his heart so desperately wanted your lips to say. He angled himself to hit that familiar spot inside you and once he found it he made sure not to let off it. Haechan wrapped your legs around his neck and rammed into you mercilessly. Your throat was raw from all your screaming and not even the wetness of your tears could help it. Your body burned and every single thought ran out of your head. All except for one.

You promised you'd hold on to this in your mind forever. Not a single soul had ever heard this thought it was something so deep and sentimental to you, that you didn't know what you'd do once it was out in the open. You've spent many nights dreaming of how to say this and Haechan was the only face you could ever see when you thought of it. It filled your eyes with more and more tears as you thought of it. You watched Haechan as he threw his head back in pleasure and at that moment you were sure. You've watched him for many days now and finally, you could say it. The thought you've been thinking all the time you've known him. “I love you,” you yell out into the air. Without skipping a beat you say the words over and over making sure to pour every bit of your heart into it. Haechan groaned in joy as his heart was now satisfied. And just as he pushed himself into you, sending you over the edge once again he confessed his love for you. He confessed how he'd dreamed of this moment and how he knew he loved you from the moment he set his eyes on your frame. It brought tears to your eyes once more to hear him confess his feelings to you. With all his strength Haechan pushed into once more and as his warmth filled your walls he made sure to say his last words while staring deeply into your eyes. “I love you too y/n.”

Haechan kissed your face making sure to catch every tear that fell from your eyes. He wrapped you in his arms and brought you to the still waters of the river. He rested you against his body and dropped handfuls of water over you. “My dad knows this room exists. He thinks it'll be a good place for readings and the many other arts.” you hummed lightly as Haechan continued to speak. “He went out today to find the Fortuna who will now inhabit this place.” Your heart sank to your stomach as you turned to look at Haechan. “However she did request that she will need an apprentice. And I maybe somehow convinced her that you were exactly what she needed. And she mayhaps requested that she get exactly you or she wouldn't take the offer.” You raised your body so you could properly look at Haechan he only flashed you his wide grin once again. “Are you serious? She wants me.....as her apprentice?” Haechan applied a small kiss to your head. “Welcome to your new home, my love.”

You couldn't believe your ears. You heard the quick fluttering of your wings from behind you. You hugged Haechan tightly and expressed your joy to him. “I mean we can't have the wife of the God of beauty just living in her small hut in the fairylands now, can we?” You could only smile and express your gratitude once more. And with a few more expressions of love and the sweetest kiss of history, you seal your fate and earned your title as the new Goddess of nature and love.

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Okay, so this isn't the story that you all are waiting for.......BUT I'm giving you this to pass time until You Come in Waves part 4 is uploaded. It won't be too much longer I'm kinda stumped for the ending but I promise it's coming. In the meantime, I hope you all enjoy this Haechan story, and don't be shy to request some things that you guys would like to read next. ☺️

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Okay guys i know it’s been months and you guys are still waiting for part 4 of You Come in Waves 🌊 i promise it’s coming 😭. I just finished my second semester of school and haven’t had time to write much. Part 4 will be up soon so stay on the look out.

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why does it sound like he’s saying “swear to god girl you know you got that wap” 😭 i can’t freaking unhear it help meeeeee

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Sink or Swim 🌊

Part 1: You Come in Waves 🌊

Part 2: Tsunami 🌊

Jaehyun x reader

| Angst 💔 |

Synopsis: After months of a seesaw love affair, Y/n finally ends things with Jaehyun. But what will the two do with the lingering feelings for one another?

But no matter how loud your feet thumped, you could still hear the voice of Jaehyun saying to you:

“ I love you y/n. I do.”

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To stay afloat you must remain calm. Any minor inconvenience could send you deep into the unknowns of the water. The slightest nudge, tap, or even a quick break in concentration could cause you to fall and sink. Staying afloat was all your mind could think of. Regardless of any past events, you must stay afloat.

Between school and your personal life, you weren't sure what kept you up late at night. Your days were filled with cramming last-minute information in your head and Jae- dare you even say it. Let alone think it. You cringed at yourself every time you even allowed your mind to think of him. Why can't you get rid of him?

You tapped your pen lightly against the table as your eyes scanned over the textbook before you. If there was anything in this world you hated more than Jaehyun, it was Math. It didn't matter how hard or much you studied, you never could grasp the concept of it all. And as the minutes ticked away, so did your will to continue. You promised yourself you'd spend 2 hours in the library today and you just prayed your time was up. You let out a deep sigh as you checked your watch. “I’ve only been here for 10 minutes.” You planted your face into the book and sighed.

You didn't even bother to wrestle with yourself as you felt your eyelids growing heavy. Instead, you embraced the feeling of drowsiness that took over you. You had finally grown comfortable when you heard the sound of a chair beside you. As you popped your head up you were shocked to see the slightly embarrassed smile of the person taking the seat next to you. “Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.” You motioned that it was okay and straightened yourself up. “It’s fine, I should be studying anyway.” A small giggle of relief filled your ears.

You picked up your pen and began to attempt a problem. Sadly you failed yet again and verbally expressed your disappointment. You lightly tap your head against the table. Maybe then you could knock some sense into yourself. “Hey, you okay? You seem very irritated?” the stranger beside you questioned. “Yeah, it's just this stupid class. I feel like I never get these questions right.” You whined as you dragged your head back up. “What are you studying maybe I can help?” “Calculus.” you huffed out heavily. “Really! I love calculus, show me the question.” You looked slightly confused at the boy before you as he excitedly read the question. You watched him closely as he stared off into the open. “The answer is 360. Check me.” You hesitantly flipped to the answer key at the back of the book, and sure enough, he was correct. “How did you do that?” you swapped glances between the book and the boy as he gave off a cheeky grin. “Told you I love calculus.” You clasp your hands together and bow your head slightly “Teach me thy ways, oh great one.” The boy let out another shy giggle before agreeing to help you.

In what felt like only a few minutes, you finally learned and understood calculus. “Oh my gosh thank you so so much, you just don't know how grateful I am.” You say as the both of you begin packing your things to leave. “It was no biggie. I don't mind helping a struggling stranger.” You smile softly as you look at him. “There’s this cafe right off-campus. Let me buy you something as a thank you.” He nodded softly as he expressed how much he'd appreciate it.

As you headed out the door you began to get to know your savior. “I don't think I caught your name earlier? My name is y/n, and yours?” The boy stuck his hand out to you as he spoke “Jungwoo. My name is Jungwoo.” You grasped his hand and gave it three light shakes. “Well nice to meet you Jungwoo.” The two of you share a laugh as you walked along the sidewalk. You quickly found out that the two of you share many similarities, except for his love of Math. It felt great to have such a refreshing conversation with someone. You could tell Jungwoo was a sweet soul.

Everything about him was just so cute. From his smile to the way he'd speak, it all made you giggle. He was funny too, the type of funny that made your sides hurt from laughing. It seemed that in the short walk you took the two of you had grown close. The two of you were so giggly an older lady asked if the two of you were dating when you entered the cafe. The inquiry kept the two of you laughing even as you sat down together. “Order anything you'd like, my treat.” You say boldly as you tap the menu. “Well, then I'll take one of everything.” As you both locked eyes you began another fit of laughter. “Hi, welcome to Shellie's what can I get for you today- Oh wow now who is this?” You smile shyly as your eyes meet the face of your best friend Haechan. “Y/n is this Mr. Man that you've been crying over cause-” You hurriedly cut off Haechan by introducing him to a confused Jungwoo. “I promise you I'm not Mr. Man,” Jungwoo says as he shoots a nervous grin towards you. “We just met today I'm buying him lunch as payback for helping me.” You began to bury your focus into the menu before you hoping Haechan would move on to another table. “You come here every day, you've read that menu forwards and backward by now. What do you want?” You rolled your eyes at Haechan’s inpatients.

You decided on two frappes and a share of churros for you and Jungwoo. You felt slightly embarrassed that Haechan spoke of Jaehyun in front of Jungwoo. Did he have to mention that you cried over him? “I don't want to seem intrusive but are you okay?” Jungwoo placed a hand on the table as he searched your face with concern. “Yeah, I'm fine. I just got a little embarrassed that's all.” You tried to stare everywhere but at Jungwoo. But it felt like no matter how hard you tried you still found yourself staring into his eyes. “We don't have to talk about it. I mean you just met me,” he spoke as he left off a soft giggle. “Whoever Mr. Man is, he must’ve messed up bad to make Haechan dislike him. Sounds like a jerk to me.” You both laugh lightly as you hum in agreement. “Oh trust me he is,” Haechan says as he comes back with your drinks. “Like how dare he hurt my best friend. You know I should beat him up for you. Give him one of these.” You couldn't help but laugh as you watched your best friend prance around like he was fighting someone. “Channie he'd crush you, babe. So try plan B instead.” You watched as Haechan made a face as if he was thinking before he agreed. “Still someone should smack the guy.” You laughed again as Haechan cocked his hand back as if to slap someone. “You got customers dude go do your job,” you giggle out as you heard the chime of the doorbell.

“Oh hey it's my roommate, do you mind if he sits with us?” You motioned that it was okay as Jungwoo hurriedly left his seat. You sat peacefully sipping your coffee as Haechan came and stood by your side. “Welcome to Shellie's.” You looked up at your friend to see why he spoke so softly. His voice sounded less excited and more worried. Your head followed the direction of his eyes and sure enough, you lost your excitement as well. There he stood with Jungwoo wrapped around his shoulders. You felt your heart sink with each close step they took to your table. “Y/n this is Jaehyun, my roommate. Roomie this is y/n.” Jungwoo excitedly took a seat as you and Jaehyun both tried to not make eye contact with one another. You could feel Haechan slightly nudging you as Jaehyun took the seat before you.

Maybe Jungwoo could sense the atmosphere around him or maybe he didn't care. “So,” Jaehyun began “h-how do you two know each other.” You could tell Jae was nervous by the way he cleared his throat almost as if his words got stuck inside him. “I'm her new calculus tutor.” Jungwoo flashed you a smile but you could only give a half-grin back. You nervously shook your leg while praying the moment would soon be over. “Oh. Do you already know her?” Your eyes cut a glance over to Jaehyun as his ears began to turn a slight pink tint. “Uhhh yeah, we um had a class together last year,” Jaehyun spoke as he cleared his that again. “Oh, really what class?” You rolled your eyes as you spoke up “I think it was Human Anatomy, wasn't it?” Your eyes locked on Jaehyun’s as he seemed to struggle with keeping up with his lie. “Yeah, Human Anatomy. Right.” He let off a nervous laugh as he began to look around the room. “Yeah, Jaehyun here loves to learn about human bodies.” You huff out as you take another sip from your coffee. “Since he knows so much about them then, why haven't you been able to get over this cold of yours?”

Your ears perked up as you ranked over Jaehyun’s appearance. You began to notice just how sick he appeared. The rim of his nose burned a bright red and his eyes were on the brink of sealing themselves shut. “I told you I don’t get sick often. It’ll pass” Jae sassed as he yanked a napkin from its holster. In the few years, you've known Jae not once has he ever been sick. Not even a single cough. Your heart wanted to take pity on him but your brain kept yelling at how much he deserved it. “Well we do have a chamomile tea...maybe that’ll help,” Haechan spoke attempting to break the silence. “Make it hot, please” Jae’s voice trailed off as he set his head down on the table. “So I believe we were discussing the unknown fellow Mr. Man,” Jungwoo spoke as he diverted his attention back to you. Your eyes bucked as you nearly choked on your beverage. “Oh...yeah...right,” you began as you tried to regain your composure. “You know Mr. Man isn't important...you know I'm over him.” You made sure to emphasize the ending of your statement just so it cod reach Jaehyun’s ears. A small part of you grew excited as you noticed him shift slightly to better open his listening path.

“Oh really?” Jungwoo’s posture perked up as he leaned in closer to you. “Most certainly.” In the short time, you've come to know Jungwoo it is evident that he isn't very good at reading you. No one was ever good at that, well no one but Jae. If there was a book written on you he had read every single word of it. He knew how to turn you on, how to make you giggle, even how to piss you off. You hated the fact that he could read you so well, yet you couldn't even tap the surface of his mind. It wasn't that he was a complex individual, just inconsistent. Or maybe you were making excuses again. You may hate his guts right now, but you could help the soft spot that had formed in your heart for him.

“Well if that's the case...” Jungwoo speaking brought you back to reality. Your eyes locked on him as the boy seemed to sink into himself slightly. “If you're free...I'd like to take you out Friday...on an actual date.” Jaehyun’s head popped up at the bold declaration that had come from his roommate's mouth. Even Haechan stood in shock as he placed Jaehyun’s beverage on the table. You couldn’t do much but blink as the pink-cheeked boy shyly began to smile. “Most certainly she is...I'll have her ready by 7,” Haechan spoke as he slapped a hand on your shoulder. You franticly looked between him and Jungwoo before your eyes landed on Jaehyun. As you looked into his red eyes you made your statement agreeing to a date with Jungwoo. No sooner than the words left your mouth was Jaehyun grabbing his things to leave. “Great, and I'm sorry to cut this meeting short but I have class in 30 minutes I should get a move on.” You smiled and said your goodbyes as Jungwoo quickly left the cafe. “Mr. Man certainly did not like that.” Haechan chuckled as he walked away from you.

To stay afloat sometimes you must grab ahold of other things. Driftwood. Abandoned tires. The roommate of your old fling. You didn't rag on yourself too much for doing it, it wasn't like you knew they were roommates. It didn't matter cause over 3 months Jungwoo had changed your life for the better. Every date was spectacular and he always seemed to outdo himself every time. He even gifted you small things just to let you know he was thinking of you. He was the sweetest boy you had ever met. Yet, something just would let rid yourself of Jaehyun. Sometimes you'd find yourself reading old messages between the two of you. Not to mention the countless nights you cries at the thought of you lost him forever. No date, nor gift could convince your heart that Jungwoo is who you want. You could fool your mind all you wanted, but your heart knew where home was.

Even now as you sat across from the sweet boy your mind ran wild with the thought of Jaehyun. You couldn't bring yourself to let Jungwoo down, but you knew it needed to be done. And you knew you'd be the villain of the story for even playing along this long. You honestly thought you could convince yourself to like Jungwoo, and you did, but you just didn't love him. Not like you loved Jaehyun. You didn't want to throw yourself back into the endless cycle but you found yourself being drawn back in. It felt wrong that you even allowed yourself to entertain the thought of being with someone else. And it didn't matter how much you poured your thoughts out your friends all say stick with Jungwoo. If your mind wasn't such a mess making this choice wouldn't be so hard. “You must be thinking on so really heavy stuff over there. Want to talk about it?” Your eyes flickered up as you watched Jungwoo sip his water. Maybe you should air it out to him, he might understand.

“Well, I have a friend. She caught feelings for this shitty guy.” You began to drag your dinner fork over your food as you stretch the truth about what was racing through your head. “There’s this other guy that we all love and think is perfect for her, but she won't stop whining about the shit bag she caught feelings for.” You went on and on airing out every thought that came to your mind, even the parts that didn't need to be said. Jungwoo just sat and took in every word you spoke. You didn't realize just how much this situation weighed on you until you began to speak to him about it. It felt good that you could at least get this part of the problem out the way. Your rant finally halted as you looked at the slightly shocked facial expression of Jungwoo. “Sorry, she's been stressing me out with all this.”

You drank from your glass to avoid the embarrassment that crept onto your face. “Well,” Jungwoo cleared his throat before he continued speaking. “We can't control who we love. If we could the world wouldn't be such a complicated place. But if her heart is with the shit bag then she should go be with him.” Your eyebrows raised as you took him Jungwoo’s statement. “Wait...what?” Jungwoo laughed lightly before he continued talking. “See we men often have trouble communicating our feelings. The shit bag isn't a shit bag. He's just afraid to put his feelings out there cause he thinks they won't be reciprocated.” Your mouth widened as you motioned for him to tell you more. “From what you've told me it seemed he only agreed to that type of relationship because he thought it’d be the best way to keep her. If he was a true shit bag he would've left after the first time they had sex. And you say she doesn't give in easily to him which means he's not using her for easy access.”

The more Jungwoo spoke the more since it all made to you. Although none of this excuses his behaviors you could see why he acted the way he did. “However,” Jungwoo started catching your attention again. “She must know that being with him is going to come at some kind of price. Whether it is the heartbreak of losing someone who could love her correctly or being done wrong by shit bag, she’ll be buying shit bag’s love at a price.” And that one statement is what lingered on your mind for the rest of the evening. Was Jaehyun worth it? Did you want to lose Jungwoo? What if he didn't mean what he said to you? What if he doesn't feel the same?

Unexpected turbulence can cause you to lose your balance when floating. And this was that moment for you. You couldn't stop your mind from racing even as Jungwoo parked in front of your door. “Y/n I have a question.” Your head turned to face Jungwoo as he took your hand in his. “This wasn't how I was going to do this but I think I should get it out the way.” You felt your heart rate increase as Jungwoo began to fumble over his words. “I kinda said a bunch of nonsense but in short I want to ask you...if you would...” he cleared his throat before making eye contact with you. “Will you be my girlfriend?” It seemed all time had come to a stop as you stared at Jungwoo. You started thoughtlessly as you tried to gather your thoughts. The longer you stared mindlessly you faster Jungwoo’s face softened. He gave your hand a firm hold before returning his back to the wheel. It was completely silent until he left out a soft sigh. “It’s Jae isn't it?” You snapped your attention to Jungwoo as he slowly lifted his face to look at you. “The shit bag. It's Jae right?” Your head dropped and you began to stare at the floor. “You don't have to explain. I found out a week after we first met. I didn't know that things between the two of you were that serious until you told me about it tonight.”

You facepalmed yourself as you realized that your cover-up wasn't the best he had ever heard. “Yeah, I had to stop him from drunk calling you one night. Most definitely wasn't my happiest night. I was just hoping that maybe just maybe I could make you forget about him. And that I could make you love me. But I know myself that you can't change what your heart wants.” Tears slowly filled your eyes as Jungwoo spoke. You didn't want to hurt him. “Look Jungwoo I'm sorry okay.” You choked out as you looked at him. “I really do like you it's just...” you paused momentarily as you look into his eyes. It seemed he too would cry at any given moment but he was holding it all in. “I love Jaehyun.” The words felt unreal as they left your mouth. You could finally admit that you loved Jae. With every inch of your body and spirit, you loved him. You loved the bright shade of pink his ears turned when he was embarrassed. You loved the way his nose scrunched when he’d laugh hard. Everything from his head to toe you loved. And you could finally admit it. “You don't have to apologize okay. And don't worry you didn't say anything that I didn't know already. Y/n I’ll be fine I promise. Besides, I wouldn't mind still being your friend.” You smiled softly as you wrapped Jungwoo in a soft hug. “Thank you for everything Jungwoo.”

You kissed his forehead lightly before exiting the vehicle. The soft sound of rain on your window was just what you needed to help ease your mind. You sat alone on your couch sipping at a glass of wine you had poured yourself. You finally found peace with yourself. Finally, your heart and mind relished in the thought that you loved Jaehyun. You didn't need to fight it anymore, but you still could help the pain you were feeling. Deep inside you knew that there was a very slim chance that he even felt the same. You were finally free from the chains of denial but not the shackles of rejection and reality. You wrapped your blanket tighter around you as you felt the familiar sting of tears pricking your eyes. You didn't want to let them fall but slowly they rolled down your face. You didn't bother to wipe them instead you left them fall. You didn't know what else to do to cope with the fact that you lost both Jungwoo and Jaehyun.

The rain picked up and so did your tears. Soon you found yourself wrapped into a ball crying your eyes out. Why did love have to be such a shit show for you? Suddenly three rapid knocks on your door tore you from your pity party. You wiped your tears as you asked the guest to announce themselves instead they only delivered three more knocks. You fixed yourself as you dragged your feet to the door. You didn't know what shocked you more as your door opened. The quick flash of thunder and lightning or a soaked Jaehyun standing at your door. “Jaehyun what the hell!” You looked at the boy who stood before you. His skin seemed flushed and dull as he stood before you and his nose glowed a bright red. “You look horrible Jaehyun what are you doing out here.” Since the last time you saw Jaehyun, it seemed his condition had worsened.

“Look if you're just going to stand there I'm going to leave you out here. Now answer me.” Another clap of thunder sounded as you looked at him. The longer you stood the more irritated you became. “Goodbye, Jae.” As you turned to shut the door you felt the cool damp hand of Jaehyun on your wrist.

“Y/n do you really love him? Tell me it isn't too late for us.”

This whole time you had been worrying about staying afloat. You fought the waves every time they came in. But for some reason, fighting the wave never gave you as much pleasure as falling into them did.

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The long-awaited part three. I'm so sorry this took so long upload but I've been really busy with school that it slipped my mind. Since I'm on Christmas break I finally had some time to sit down and finish it. Think of it as a Christmas gift ☺️. Anyway hope you guys enjoy

P.S: There will be a part 4. That will be the end of the series.

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Another Lifetime 🌟

Kun x reader

3k words

| Angst 💔 | Smut 🔥 |

Synopsis: A young couple in love nothing could ever go wrong. What more was there to ask for? Even if life threw in a curveball...

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Some people believe in love, while some choose to think it's a myth. If love was so magical, then why must it cause people so much pain. But just like the gold at the end of a rainbow, love is only awarded to those willing to seek it. But when you seek it you mustn't be aggressive, it takes diligence and patience. And you shouldn't be in it for power, but only have pure intentions for it.

You wholeheartedly believe that is how you found love. It took you many tries to get it right, but once you did you felt like you had won the lottery. There are many types of love. The expected love, where people pin the two together why before they do themselves. The Cupid’s arrow love where it feels like as soon as you set your eyes on one another you felt it. And finally the unexpected love. An unexpected love occurs after you have finally given up. It comes when you're no longer interested in what love has to offer.

It still feels like a dream to you. All you remember is the moment you gazed into his eyes and felt the jolt of energy inside you. You knew you loved him from that moment, so much that you knew you could spend your life with him. You had never been loved the way Kun loved you. It seemed like there was a manual on how to love you, and he had read it in its entirety. Every smile, laugh, giggle he knew how to create them. He knew what made you sad and what made you angry. He studied you and learned everything he could about you.

So it was no surprise when he finally took a knee before you. To this very moment, you always wondered what made him choose you. Not only to have you but to hold you, love you until death does you part. Even now as you look into his eyes, you couldn't believe the words being spoken to you. It all felt unrealistic to you. The flowers, the chandeliers, even the white dress that draped your body. You were positive someone would be there shortly to wake you, but that time never came.

You rocked slowly in Kun’s arms. This moment felt like heaven on earth to you. Not a sound in the room was heard only the soft sounds of music floating around in your ears. “I didn't have time to tell you but you look beautiful tonight.” You chuckle softly as you lift your head to look at your husband. “Or maybe you were just too busy crying to say anything.” As Kun’s head falls gently into your shoulder you both shared a laugh. “Well, what can I say, your beauty is tear-jerking.” You watched as those small holes appeared in Kun’s cheek. All you could think about was how you now get to see them for the rest of your life.

After a long night of congratulations and being separated from one another it felt good to share this moment with Kun. Though the two of you have been close before, this moment felt more intimate. There were no guests there to interrupt the two of you. Only the sounds of the last song and soft steps of staff packing things away. As the song came to an end Kun gave you one last spin into his arms. As you smiled softly you giggled at the feel of a small kiss being applied to your cheeks. “I know you're a little tired so I ordered a limo just for you to go back to the hotel,” Kun whispered lightly in your ear. You playfully frown as you began to speak “But why aren't you coming with me...” Kun chuckles at your cuteness and gives you another kiss. “Don’t worry love, there's something I need to pick up from Johnny. I'll be on shortly. I promise.” As Kun extended his pinky to you, you smiled as you intertwined yours.

Kun walked you down the stairs and out to the limo. “I won't be long love,” he said as he kissed you on your forehead “Hey driver, be careful you have precious merchandise back here okay.” You playfully slap Kun’s arm as you laugh. “Okay, I'll see you in a bit.” Kun gave a small tap to the roof to notify the driver. You smile to yourself as you think about how lucky you are. Kun always said it wasn’t luck that brought the two of you together, it was destiny. He said the moment his eyes landed in you a small voice told him you were the one. You always laugh at it but it seemed each time he said it he was more and more serious. As the city lights flashed all about you still felt like you were in a fever dream, but you didn't want it to end ever.

“Would you like for me to assist you to the door madam?” the driver spoke as you arrived at the hotel. “No sir, but thank you.” You gave a small bow as you exited out the door. You began to walk to the entrance of the hotel and with every step, you grew more anxious. As you were in the elevator you stared at your reflection in the mirror. Kun told you countless times how beautiful you were but at this moment you truly felt it. You made your way off the elevator and down the hall to your room. As you turned the knob you felt like you were walking into a new world.

Upon your entry, you were graced with the soft sounds of music. As you made your way into the room you were able to see the whole setup. Your eyes flickered between rose petals and candles spread throughout the room. As you made your way to the center of the room, your eyes landed on a small picture frame set on the TV stand. You lifted the picture and let out a small laugh. Framed before you was a picture of the moment Kun proposed to you. A small tear entered your eye as you looked at it. “Well, it took you long enough to get here.” As you turned around you were met with the cheeky grin of Kun. “I thought you said you'd be late.” You laugh softly as you make your way to him. “I mean I was but anything is possible when you tell the driver to take the long route.” You gasped lightly as you gave Kun’s arm a small tap. Kun only chuckled at you as he took your hand and began leading you to the bathroom. “I know your dying to get out that dress so, I went ahead and ran you a bath.” As you entered the bathroom you were greeted by a warm bubble bath with petals floating all about. “Aw Kun, you should have.” As the zipper of your dress slowly came undone you felt the soft lips of Kun kissing your shoulders. “My wife only gets the best things in life. And that includes baths.” You turned to face your husband and gave him a small kiss as you thank him.

The bath felt soothing to all your muscles. It felt even better once Kun joined you inside with a glass of champagne. Now you set flesh against is chest as he dripped water over your body. “Kun...” you began softly. A small hum left his lips noting that he heard you. “Do you really think destiny is what brought us together?” Before he responded Kun gave a small kiss to your head “Of course I do. When i met you, I wasn’t even in the right place i was supposed to be in. And I mean you’re not a very clumsy person. So you falling in front of me wasn’t luck, it was destiny pushing us together.” You turned your body over to look at him. As you set chest to chest with him the only thing the two of you could do was smile. You giggled softly as Kun poked a strawberry at your lips. You hummed lightly at the sweet fruit filling your mouth. Kun gave a small peck to your lips making you giggle even more. “Is that how you're going to kiss your wife?” You both smile at the slight tease.

Kun’s hands rested on the small of your back. As one hand crept up your side Kun interlocked your lips. It felt like a million fireworks had set off around you as you kissed Kun. You felt like a princess who had finally been awoken by a true love's kiss. As Kun deepened the kiss you shifted yourself to straddle his lap comfortably. Kun’s kiss traveled down to the crevice of your neck. A blissful moan escaped your lips as he found a sweet spot and gently sucked at it. You pulled his body closer even as his teeth nipped at your exposed skin. You slowly guide Kun’s lips back to your’s to reconnect them once more. Kun’s hands groped your waist tightly as his tongue made its way into your mouth. As he pulled away slowly you chased his lips. “Slow down love,” he chuckled lightly “I’ll meet you at the bed.” Kun raised his eyebrow as if the request was a challenge. You smile softly as you raise yourself from Kun’s lap. You watched as your husband dried his body before coming back to you. “Don’t be too long love. I've got a lot planned for you.” With a small kiss on your forehead, Kun exited the room.

You sat in the bath for a few minutes before allowing your curiosity to take the best of you. You wrapped yourself in a robe before leaving the bathroom. As you enter the bedroom once more, the room was light with candles all around. Set at the edge of the bed with a smile on his face was Kun. A smile made its way onto your face as you heard him began to speak “Come here y/n.” Your legs slowly trailed over to him, and once you were there his hands guided you to straddle him. “Would you be a good girl for me tonight love? I would hate to punish you on such a special day.” You nodded your head as Kun’s hands explored beneath your robe. “We’ve been through this before haven't we,” his voice was soft as he lowered his head to your chest. He kissed around before allowing his tongue to roll over your sensitive buds. “I want to hear your voice. That way I know you understand me,” you hissed slightly as you felt a pinch on your nipple. “You have such a beautiful voice love. Use it.” A sharp slap was applied to your thigh making you gasp. The words yes sir quickly escaped your mouth. “That’s what I like to hear.” Kun guided your chin to bring your lips to his. “Now lay down for me.” Just as requested you laid your body down on the bed as Kun hovered his face above you. “Do me a favor, try not to move.” You watched as a grin tugged its way to Kun’s lips.

You grew curious as Kun tied a silk blindfold around you. Your heart raced at the endless thoughts going through your mind. It thumped even louder as you felt your hands being tied above you. A whisper filled your ear “Remember don't move.” Shortly after expressing your understanding, you felt a cold line trail your body. You forced your body not to move even as you felt the coolness between your thighs. “Does that feel nice love?” You hummed in agreement as the sensation left your body. Suddenly a hot drip fell onto your body “Try again.” “Yes,” you hiss out as another drop fell onto your body. The hot feeling was chased away by the coolness of another ice cube. You hummed lowly at the chilling sensation now circling your inner thigh.

You felt the mattress dip lightly insinuate that Kun had gotten in. You felt a cool rush of air as your legs were lifted and placed on his shoulder. “I haven't touched you love,” Kun said as he chuckled “And look at what a mess you're making already. Should I clean it for you?” You moaned aloud as you felt the cold chill of the ice on your clit. You legs shook lightly as Kun held it there awaiting your answer. “Yes please, it'd make me so happy if you did.” Your body shook as you felt Kun blow a stream of air on your heat. “How can I deny such an excellent request.” A moan left your lips as you felt the warmth of Kun’s tongue sliding around your heat. You tugged at your restraints grumbling because you couldn't grip his hair. You felt Kun’s hands digging into your waist to keep you still. Your legs jerk as you felt a sudden sensation of cold poking at your entrance. Kun smacked your bottom harshly “I thought I said don't move?” You whined as you felt him pull away from your heat. “You told me you'd be a good girl,” Kun spoke lowly as he slid a finger into you. “You said you understood that love,” slowly another digit made its way into you. Slowly the two objects began to move inside you. “I shouldn't have to punish you on our wedding night.” With another slap to your bottom and the coolness of Kun’s fingers, a small knot began to build in your belly. “Do I not make myself clear enough for you?” the speed began to pick up the more he spoke. “Maybe I'm being too soft? Should I be rougher with you?”

Your moans grew louder as Kun’s fingers curved to hit a special spot in you. “Is that what you want love? Do you like guys to be rough with you?” Another slap sounded off from your body making you hiss. Kun’s fingers pumped more quickly inside you. “Why aren't you answering me? Use your words.” The walls around you echoed the sound of a direct hit to your thigh. “No s-sir, you're p-perfect.” You stuttered out as the knot in your belly tightened. You could hear the small chuckles leaving Kun’s lips. As his thumb began to circle your clit you felt slightly dizzy. “I-i...” you began softly. You whined even more as the pace began to pick up once more. “Are you going to climax love? I can tell by how tightly you're clenching around my fingers.” You moaned loudly as the blindfold was removed from your eyes. “Look at me. I want to see that pretty face of yours.” Your eyes locked with Kun’s as your mouth stood a gaped. “It’s okay baby, you can leg it go.” Kun began to press down on your abdomen as he came to intertwine his lips with yours. Your climax shook your body as Kun captured every moan in between his lips. Kun pulled away to allow you to catch your breath.

He kissed your shoulders as your legs shook off the ending of your high. “Wow,” you chocked out softly. “I’m not finished, love.” Your eyes widened as Kun scooped you up into his arms. He made his way over to the balcony door and opened it. He set you down softly as your eyes glazed over the moonlight water. You felt your robe pool to your feet as Kun urged you out onto the balcony. You took in the scenery as Kun rested behind you. His arms wrapped tightly around you as you both peaked out over the railing. “I want you to tell the world how much you love me. Okay.” You spoke softly as Kun spread your legs apart. The excitement inside you already began to form another knot in your stomach. Kun’s hands trailed your back as you arched resting your upper half on the balcony rail. You moaned lightly as you felt Kun seeping inside you. “I love you so much y/n,” Kun whispered before giving a small kiss to your back. Your eyes fluttered shut as you Kun began to roll his hips into you. “You’re so beautiful, gosh I love you.” Many praises filled your ears as you looked out into the open. Kun found a pace comfortable for both of you and rocked into you forcefully each time. As the pace quickened you reached your arm back to gain some control. Kun gripped your arm and pulled you against his chest. He pushed his hips forward, leaning you both into the railing. “You take me so well love. Do you love it too?” You whined out as Kun angled himself to hit deeper inside you. “You know I do.” you moaned out into the open air. Kun pulled himself out and turned you to face him before pushing himself back into you. You wrapped your arms tightly around Kun’s neck to stable yourself on the rail.“Tell me how much you love me.” You began to pour out your heart as Kun rocked into you harder. As your climax neared you tightened your legs around him bringing him closer to you. As you looked at him with tear-filled eyes you repeatedly told him how much you loved him. “I’ll forever love you Kun, even in our next life.” You cried as you bit into Kun’s shoulder. Your second climax of the night hit you just as Kun began to let go inside of you. And as the two of you struggled to catch your breath Kun wiped away the tears from your cheeks. Once your highs had settle Kun took you back to bed.

You watched Kun from afar as he wet a towel to clean you with. “Kun, I want ice cream.” He chuckled as he set himself between your legs and started to wipe you. “Fine, we can get ice cream but rest first love okay.” You watched those two dots form at the corner of Kun’s mouth. You felt all warm and fuzzy even as the two of you sat in the car together. Those bright lights once again made you feel like you were in a dream. As you and your lover drove together, singing along to the radio you felt that life couldn't get any better. You never wanted this to end. You loved Kun with all your heart, and you meant every word you said to him on the balcony.

Your hand rested in Kun’s as a bright light came towards the two of you.

Life isn't a fair game. And it didn't matter what cheat codes you thought you knew. Life always had a way of throwing curveballs. Life stops for no one. Not even a newlywed couple. Crashes and scattering were all that filled your ears. The faint call of your name from Kun’s lips. And the frantic calls of nurses and doctors. Your hand still rested in Kun’s only being pulled away as you both were rushed away in ambulances. You saw moments from your life flashing before you. It seemed everything paused as you recall your last moments with your husband. Then finally came an elongated beep.

Some people believe in life partners and some believe in soulmates. You believed in luck, while Kun believed in destiny. But whatever the case you always hoped Kun was your soulmate. No matter where the two of you meet, you prayed he’d always be yours.

You walked around the record shop searching for a new album to add to your collection. And just as you had found one another hand rested atop of yours. “Oh I'm sorry were you-” the stranger's words cut off as the two of you made eye contact. “I was only going to listen- here you can have it.” You smiled as the kind stranger handed you the album. “Why don't we just listen to it together. I like to listen to them before I buy them anyway.” You watched as two deep holes formed on the stranger's cheeks, it made you smile softly. “I’m y/n by the way. It's nice to meet you.” The softness of the stranger's hand felt almost familiar to you. Usually, you'd just carry on about your day, but you felt comfortable with this guy. The two of you had a great time listening to the record.

Finally, you made your way to the counter to buy it. And as you walked away, somehow you missed a step causing you to stumble. You didn't even notice the stranger coming out behind you. As you fell into his arms you were relieved to be caught by such a sweet guy.

“Thank you so much, that could've been bad.” you both chuckled softly. “I don’t think I caught your name earlier?” You began as he slowly set you to your feet.

“Oh right. Hi, I'm Kun”

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I apologize for any feelings of sadness this may have caused 😭. But i hope you guys really enjoyed this. Let me know what you think. And i’m working on the next part of You come in waves so be on the lookout for it.

p.s- the ending is not a flashback 😂

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Tsunami 🌊

Part 2 of You Come In Waves 🌊

Jaehyun x reader

| Angst 💔 |

Synopsis: Everyone has a breaking point. But it's what we do at that moment that leaves such a lasting impression. Jaehyun’s last sentiments to you ravage through your mind. And those words are what left an impression on you.

He was no good for you. And you knew it. After this shared moment, you knew he'd just leave you alone. Forcing you into another fit of loneliness, but you didn't care. You knew he'd still continue to be himself, but you didn't care. Nothing could stop you from this feeling. Not even the shame and embarrassment you felt as you heard yourself claiming your love for him aloud.

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Water works in mysterious ways. It’s honestly one of the most confusing things on the planet when you think about it. The very thing the human body needs to live is one of the many things that causes many to take their last breath. Drowning. That was the best word to describe your situation. At this point, you're no longer lazily floating in a river of happiness. Somehow you were washed out to sea and now you're left alone to pulled yourself out of the salty waves. And it seems the only person who can pull you from them is just sitting ashore, watching.

Just as you had known after the last time you had sex with Jaehyun he disappeared. Usually, when he vanishes you'd just wait for him again cause he always returns, but this time felt different. Almost like he’d never reappear. It's been weeks, maybe you should just forget him. Forget him. Now that's just absurd. How could you forget about him? He was able to make you feel something you haven't felt in ages. What you felt with Jaehyun wasn't just a physical attraction. You had become so attached to him on an emotional level. You admit that it was a poor decision on your end, but how could you not? You couldn't erase those images of him out of your mind. No matter how much you tried not to think of him, you always found yourself doing it.

Why is letting go so hard? Why can't you just put him down and move on? He makes it look so easy to do, maybe you weren't important to him. And that alone was the only thought that raced through your mind. You loved Jaehyun and couldn't help but love him. You felt it in your spirit that this was the man the universe set here for you. You felt it every time you touched, spoke, even breathe the same air as him. It didn't just hurt you to think that Jaehyun didn't love you. What you felt was move than pain. You rather something tear you into shreds than feel this sensation inside of you. This feeling kept you awake at night and brought tears to your eyes every time you thought of Jaehyun. It had come to the point where people worried about your health. No matter how much you tried to lie, everyone knew you were sick.

Sick physically, mentally, and emotionally. It was weird that you couldn't function without Jaehyun. It was like he was your drug of choice. It's lethal but you still chose to use it. Maybe you abused it? You had to admit you got too comfortable with the thought of Jaehyun being in your life. You had visions of being with throughout life. Marrying him and eventually having his children. It was all so bright and vivid to you. But now those visions have been wiped away.

Everything was being washed away by the waves. Hopes, dreams, and even desires. And finally, that numb feeling was returning. It didn't matter anymore. Nothing did. You could no longer fight the water. It's best to just let it have its way with you. Consume you whole and drag you into the deep depths of the waters. And now as you sat still you were still seeping into the bottom of the sea. It's a slow drowning and you are still wondering how you haven't hit the bottom yet.

Nothing could speed the sinking. Not even the taste of the alcohol you were consuming. If you couldn't move on from Jaehyun manually you'd have to do it forcibly. However, not even the loud thumping around you could drown out your thoughts of Jaehyun. Instead, you forced your eyes to the two figures dancing in the center of the room. It sickened you to see such a sight honestly. Maybe it was sadness you were feeling but mostly it was anger you felt. Who even invited him? Why did he choose to pop up now? Why was he here with her and not you?

As you sip from your cup the questions ran through your mind. What were you even doing here? You knew you should've just stayed in tonight, but your friends would suspect something was wrong if you did. Nothing about the night was taking your mind off what you were going through. It didn't matter how many songs you danced to, how many cups you drank, you still felt the same. There was nothing to feel anymore. You didn't care to feel anything. Just when you thought you had him, he slipped away. If there was anything that conflicted you more than your own feelings was Jaehyun’s. That night as Jaehyun left your room you could hear a small whisper leave his lips. And that one small whisper is what you choose to rack your brain over.

Careless whispers. They were no better than sweet nothings. They're just one of the many tactics people use to get what they want. But does it still count as careless if it is said after the heat of the moment? You kept telling yourself don't feed too much into it, but how could you not. At this point, you didn't know what to do. You wanted to not care, but every time you tried the memories of Jaehyun seeped back into your brain. And no matter how much you tried to suppress the yearning it was like your soul still called out his name.

Perhaps he was the one with the problem and not you? How could he leave you every time, yet still come back to you? Maybe his cravings for you came and went just as the tides do. But who were you kidding, you knew better than that. But the question still haunted your mind. What was it that kept him so attached to you? Also what kept you so attached to him. Just like the heavy thoughts dragging your mind, your body forced your feet to move into a less crowded area. The stillness of a different room may be able to help you make sense of all your thoughts.

As the music faded away you were left with the loud thumping in your head. You embraced the coolness of the air as it hit your skin. If the buzz of alcohol couldn't help you shake this feeling, a breath of fresh air could. However, it seemed that not even the crisp air could help you. You never described yourself as a hopeless romantic, but now you finally started to identify with the term. You hated the thought of being some lovesick girl, but your current situation forced you to he one.

You forced your feet to trail along the pavement and with every step you felt your heart getting heavier and heavier. It's a difficult feeling to describe for you. To say you were heartbroken would be the least. You felt more than pain, and with each thought of him, that made its way into your head the worse the feeling felt. As you stared at the stars above you prayed to see just one shooting star. Just one, so that way you could wash everything away. Wish that you'd never fallen for him. Wish that maybe, just maybe he'd change for you. And wish that the two of you could be happy together as one.

As you trailed along a faint giggle caught your attention. You almost smiled as you thought about times when you'd giggle just like that for Jaehyun. As your head lifted you caught the image of two figures standing in the moonlight. Instincts say to turn around and act as if you weren't watching, but curious planted your feet to the ground. Slowly your smile faded and a large mass formed in your chest. You stared, no moving, barely any breathing. Your whole body became numb as you watched the two. And after what felt like forever, a familiar face locked its eyes to yours.

You wanted to run, but your feet felt like cement. You wanted to scream, but the mass in your chest prevented any sounds from coming out. All you could do was stand, solid. You could almost feel the disappointment coming from Jaehyun even as he stood many feet before you. You watch as he frantically moved the girl aside and made his way to you.

By now you couldn't stand it. The constant ups and downs of this relationship were killing you and you could no longer hold your piece on it. Not even the faint whisper of your name falling from Jaehyun’s tongue could put out the fire inside you. “Please do continue I'm not even here.” you snap. As you turn to walk away a light tug on your arm stops you. “It’s not like that I swear it isn’t.” Jaehyun began to plead. “Oh, so I didn't just see you with another girl. You're right I may need glasses.” It made you feel slightly better to finally be able to snap at him in such a manner. It only made the fire in you grow more and more.

“Will you please just listen”

“WHAT IS THERE TO LISTEN TO JAEHYUN! There's literally nothing you can say right now that will make me understand you.” You snagged your hand away from Jaehyun and glared at him. “You know Jae, I use to think I really scored with you. But now I see that you're no different than any other trashy guy that I've dealt with. I can't even right now.” You took a step back and just stared at Jaehyun. “Why are you even upset? I thought you wanted to be friends with benefits?” You cocked your head to the side and looked at him.

Levees work a lot like boundaries. But the thing is they break once too much pressure is applied. When levees can no longer hold back water, they break. Allowing waters to rush in and destroy whatever is in its path. And finally, your levees broke, leaving the way for all your emotions to rush through. “Why am I upset? WHY AM I UPSET! WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY AM I UPSET!” You couldn't believe the words that had just been said to you. How dare he question you like you're insane. This all literally his fault. “I don't understand where all this is coming from y/n? This is what you wanted right?” The eyes that you once adorned to stare into now fill you with so much anger as you looked into them. “YEAH JAE BUT THAT WAS BEFORE!”

“BEFORE WHAT Y/N!”

“BEFORE I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU STUPID!”

As a deafening silence fell over you, realization began to set in. The mass in your chest has now spread to your throat. And it didn't how much you swallowed it wouldn’t leave. Your nose burned and your eyes felt wet. “I knew this wasn't a good idea.” The words floated off Jaehyun’s lips and into your ears. And those few words dug daggers into your heart. And just like your heart tears began to drip from your eyes. “Yeah maybe you're right Jae, maybe this wasn't a good idea.” You began to sniff as your emotions finally began to take over you.

“But just know... I heard you that night.” Jaehyun’s ears perked up at the words. “The last night we had together. I heard you as you left out. I wasn't sleeping.” You watch as Jaehyun’s ears began to turn a light shade of pink. “I’m done playing this seesaw game with Jaehyun. I've put my heart out there for you, and I'm not afraid to let you know that it's there.” It pained you with every word you spoke, but you knew it needed to be said. “But you're right. This isn't a good idea. So let's just end it here.” More tears painted your cheeks as you turned to walk away from Jaehyun.

Feelings are a lot like water. You can try to hold them back, but eventually, they will come in. It doesn't matter where you run to or where you hide, the waves will always catch you. But sometimes we get so wrapped up in trying to run, that we don't realize we have floaties. Sometimes we think we aren't prepared for what the waves bring when we have everything we need to survive them. Even as your feet tapped the pavement you couldn't run away from what you were thinking. And that memory alone is what was keeping you afloat. But no matter how loud your feet thumped, you could still hear the voice of Jaehyun saying to you:

“ I love you y/n. I really do.”

Part 3: Sink or Swim 🌊

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Okay, here is part 2 you have been waiting for. Sorry if it's not the ending you were hoping for. But let me know what you guys think. Also what member do you guys want next? I'm open to suggestions ☺️.

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You Come in Waves 🌊

Jaehyun x reader

| Angst💔| Smut🔥|

“ I won’t do it. I won’t do it. “ you repeated over and over as you sat to yourself. Your entire life you had been told to find a great guy, settle down, and have a beautiful life. But for some reason, God didn’t make your life that way. One failed relationship after the other until finally, you swore off dating, and love in general. You stuck to that up until college. College. The start of a new world, and in your case a new life. It seemed like the moment you took in a breath of this new land, he popped up. Unannounced, and unspoken. He just came in and messed up all the plans you had made.

When things started you were fine with the type of relationship the two of you had established but over time your feelings decide to drag you down. It was too late before you even knew it you were crashing and burning in a sea of your feelings. It felt like every moment you tried to swim back out into the open, the waves came crashing over you again. And just like those waves of emotions crashing over you, the burning desire for Jaehyun burned inside you as well.

Jaehyun was no different than any other jerk you had met, yet he had a way of making you feel like you were the only girl he cared about. Knowing how he was, you still questioned how you let yourself fall so deep in love with him. You cringed at the thought of it all. You knew there was no changing him but something in your heart made you think you could. Even now as you sit alone in the darkness of your room, you still fantasize about a relationship with him. What it would be like if he loved you. It seemed like such a childish thought to anyone else, but to you it made sense. It never mattered if anyone else understood how you felt, it only mattered to you. Not even your best friend could under why you put yourself in such a situation.

You huffed aloud and tossed your phone on the desk aside from your bed. You know you shouldn't be upset, but the little demon on your shoulder urged you to text him. Tell him how trashy he is and how you hate him a regret ever being with him. You had to admit you felt a tad bit jealous every time you saw Jaehyun with another girl, but you knew you had no right to be upset. You knew your status with him, so why even try and be upset over it. You smashed your face into your pillow and just sat there. You'd give anything you could to just pull yourself away from your reality. But just as you began to fade off into the deep fantasies of your mind the phone on the nightstand made a small ding.

You knew you should just let it sit there, but your curiosity got the best of you. Why is someone texting you so late at night? Usually, you'd feel ashamed at how quickly you'd check your notifications but right now you had no energy to care. There it sat at the top of the screen. Your belly tightened at the small grey box and the name glowing in white letters.

Jae: u up?

You huffed in annoyance. Are you not even important enough for him to use proper grammar? “ I should really block his number “ you murmured to yourself. Don't answer, right. That's what you're supposed to do. But the little person on your shoulder wouldn't leave you alone. So just as quickly as the message came in, the more quickly you answered it. It was only a simple no, but a no that didn't have to be said. In the few seconds, it took for him to respond you felt like it was an eternity.

Jae: i’m serious...i want to see you. can i?

You knew you'd be regretting this some time or other, but the devil on your arm convinced you otherwise. S…U…R…E. You typed slowly. With each letter, you pressed you felt your stomach ache. You knew you shouldn't do it, but you could no longer lie to yourself. You loved him. And you hated how much you did.

You could only sit and stare at the door. You couldn't move, you only felt numb. Maybe it was better for you to feel numb. Numb to your emotions, your thoughts, even the outside world. Even as you pulled yourself from your bed and towards your door you couldn't feel a thing. Even as you twisted the knob to reveal the face of Jaehyun. Those cheeky dimples popping out as he gazed at your figure in the doorframe. Those same dimples that pulled you into this. Those same hands that once held your books were now wrapping their way around your waist. Those same lips that once opened to showcase the most beautiful smile you had ever seen now attached themselves to your neck. You didn't fight it, nor did you resist. This is what you wanted right?

That was the only question you could ask yourself even as you laid beneath him. Maybe he could sense the vibe of the room or maybe he could read minds. Whatever it is, he took a moment to gaze onto your face. You could only stare back at him. “This is the part where you smile....why aren't you smiling?” Jaehyun searched your eyes as he awaited an answer. You didn't want to sound silly with what you were thinking but if it helps soothe your thoughts then why not. “Jae I don't want this to be like all the other times......i want to feel something this time,” you spoke softly as you drew onto his arm. “What exactly do you mean by “you want to feel something” do you not feel enough any other time?” by the tone in his voice you could understand you had slightly hurt his feelings. “Of course I FEEL something...but I'm not talking in a physical sense, Jae..... I wanna...” you pause for a moment and stared off and slowly trailed off with your words “.....make love” You felt a gentle touch on your cheek turning you back to the strong gaze of Jaehyun. “Tell me what you want...I promise to listen. Tonight you can take the lead.” You blinked softly as you looked at him. You knew he was serious but part of you wanted to know why.

“Where do you want me to touch you,” Jaehyun asked as his lips returned to your neck. “Is here fine?” You arch slightly as you felt the palm of Jaehyun’s hand trailing up your thigh. His touch was light and felt almost as if small butterflies were tickling you. You hummed slightly in response as Jaehyun continued to work his way over you. “I wanna be on top” you spoke so softly you weren't sure if the words had even reached Jaehyun’s ears. But per your request, Jaehyun rose and moved himself beneath you. You straddle him slowly and as you planted yourself on top of him you couldn't help but take in his appearance.

You allowed your hands to travel their own paths. To each their own way. You felt as if you were learning Jaehyun. Each groove and crevice of his body. How some touch made him shiver and how some made him chuckle. Even as you began to play with the hemming of his shirt you could hear the soft sound coming from his mouth. “ Here let me help you with this. “ You sat back as Jaehyun rose to remove his shirt. Once the cloth hit the ground his hands were all on you. Squeezing you and touching you where ever they roamed. As you connected your lips Jaehyun made a way of the fabrics on your body.

Maybe your mind was playing tricks on you, but something about the air tonight felt different. It was cooler and it wasn't warmer, but something in this air made you sink deeper into Jaehyun. And just as you pressed forward he pulled you closer to him. You ground your hips down slowly on him and just as soon as the softest mewl left his throat you repeated the motion. Jaehyun wasted no time bringing his hand to meet your center. “You want me to touch you here love?” You almost wanted to scream aloud but instead, you only hummed against Jaehyun’s neck. Your head dropped to his shoulder as you felt his long slender finger making its way inside you. You bit down on him as the second slid into you creating a tempo perfect for you. “Is this good for you?” You shook your head, but a quick smack on your thigh gave your body a jolt making you shake. “Use your words princess?” You looked up to see that cocky grin playing on Jaehyun’s face. Yes was the only word you could say as you began rocking yourself on Jaehyun’s fingers.

You had to admit you loved the trill of him watching you like this. It never ceased to amaze you that you could get off with just the use of his fingers. You’d love how there were times when he would just send you over the edge multiple times with those fingers. Those same fingers that once wiped tears from your eyes. Just as you felt your walls clenching around him and that sweet sensation building in the pit of your stomach he pulled them away. “Not yet...I haven't got to have my fun yet.” With a smack to your backside, Jaehyun had you pinned beneath him. He grinded slowly into you and you hated how much he teased you. “Do you want me?” You hummed aloud and nodded your head frantically. Jaehyun chuckled light as he placed his hand around your throat. “Speak....next time I won't be so nice about it.” You loved the small pressure he applied as he pushed his bulge closer to your core. “Oh my gosh...yes Jaehyun.” you mewled softly. “That’s what I like to hear.”

You moaned light as Jaehyun slicked himself with your essence. Even as he slid himself into you, you felt pain as if it was your first time with him. “Tell me how you want it love...tonight is about you.” As you locked yourself around him you whispered lightly into his ear. “Slowly, I don't want to feel you physically... I want to feel you emotionally.” You weren't quite sure he knew what you meant but at this point, your climax was more important. But as Jaehyun rocked into you slowly you felt that maybe he did understand you. And as he ventured deeper inside you tears sprang into your eyes. And as they fell into place, there was Jaehyun to catch them.

You cried because it was wrong, but it felt so right. You cried because you fell right back into the arms of temptation. You were indeed stuck on Jaehyun and no matter how much he hurt you, you couldn't pry yourself away from him. Even now as he rocked himself deep into your waterfall you wondered if you'd ever let him go. It was a dangerous game the two of you were playing, but by now it seemed you had found a cheat code. Cause as Jaehyun pulled you up closer into his chest, you felt him. He was no longer touching your walls, but now your mind and heart. It was then that everything came crashing in. Your emotions splashed over you just like your climax. And another wave of Jaehyun had begun to come in. You craved him. His smell. His touch. Everything about him you wanted. And as your legs were pinned above you, a new wave tears washed over you.

He was no good for you. And you knew it. After this shared moment, you knew he'd just leave you alone. Forcing you into another fit of loneliness, but you didn't care. You knew he'd still continue to be himself, but you didn't care. Nothing could stop you from this feeling. Not even the shame and embarrassment you felt as you heard yourself claiming your love for him aloud.

The waves never stop. Gravity always brings them in. Some waves are small and some waves are big. Then some waves are dangerous. Maybe this was a small wave, or at least so you thought. But as the warmth of Jaehyun filled you and your second climax came ashore, you realize. This wave was dangerous. It was no longer small, and it was no longer calming to see. This wave was one to fear cause you knew you couldn't run from it. It’d wash over you anyway, destroying anything in it's path

Part 2: Tsunami 🌊

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Seeing that so many of you enjoyed my last post here's another one. I don't want to play into the “jaehyun fuckboy” thing which is why I'm thinking of doing a part 2 to this. So let me know if you guys want another part anyway hope you enjoyed this. ☺️

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why he need all that tiddie meat… huh? 🤨 exactly he don’t he should just donate that to someone who needs it……me for example 😌

johnny fucking suh why is he like this i am in pain

HIS BOOBS, MAN. THEY'RE JUST,,,, OUT

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Gates of Heaven 🕊

Johnny x female reader

Angst💔|smut🔥|

TW ⚠️: mentions of physical and sexual abuse

You sat in a chair across from Johnny and just stared at him. At this point, you didn't know if you loved him or hated him. You were afraid of what you were capable of doing when your adrenaline began to rush. The smallest thing could set you off as if you were a bomb just waiting to explode. Johnny, on the other hand, was on the verge of a mental breakdown. His red eyes searched for your's but you just couldn't dare to look at them. Newly born tears rolled down his cheeks tracing the ones that had already fallen. "Why won't you look at me?" He reached out a hand to touch you, but you jerk away from the embrace.

In all your years of dating, Johnny never quite figured out how to deal with you in situations like these. Storming out was no longer an option, but it was so hard for him not to. He never did anything wrong. He was faithful to you and treated you like a queen. He was always there when you needed him and never left you hanging. He was everything you've ever wanted but you just couldn't let go of your past.

Since a kid, you were great at bottling up your emotions. To you, if you kept a cold, unbothered facade, then no one would ever question how you felt. Johnny wasn't like everyone else. He wanted to know everything you felt in every moment of the day. Sometimes he wouldn't ask anything, he would just cuddle you until you fell asleep in his arms.

It felt good to be held by him, it was nothing like you had ever experienced. It wasn't full of lust, it was filled with the purity of love. You never felt suffocated either. In fact, you felt free. You felt like the gates of heaven had opened and allowed you to walk its streets. Everything Johnny did makes you feel that way.

"Baby talk to me please, I wanna know please." Johnny's voice wavered and you cut him a glance. That one glance was enough to make your walls crumble down. You felt the warm pool of tears began to fall from your eyes. You tried to wipe them away but they kept coming. It was like a freshly opened wound that just bled until someone comes along to stop it. "Baby please."

Johnny pulled you into him. Once you inhaled his scent you broke. Everything you spent years building came crashing down. "No please don't cry, talk to me sweetie, please just talk to me." Your arms shot out from under you and wrapped around Johnny. He held you tighter in his arms. "I'm sorry Johnny, I'm so freaking sorry." You began to say. "Don't be, it's okay." He placed a kiss on your cheek only making you cry harder. "No, no it isn't"

You pulled back from Johnny and took a breath. "I'm getting in the way, it's not you. it's all me. You're trying so hard to love me, and I can't let you. And it annoys me so much with how much you do love me. No matter what I do to you, you always stay. I'm no good for you Johnny. Why won't you just leave me already?" You began to sink into yourself and cry more. "I'm not pretty enough, I can't cook, I'm not rich, my body looks terrible. I'm bipolar, I push you away all the time, I have explosive anger. WHY HAVEN'T YOU LEFT YET. LEAVE ME ALREADY. I KNOW YOU WANT TO!"

Your voice echoed through your small apartment. You and Johnny had got this place together during your 3rd year of dating. It was way better than living with your old roommate in her apartment. The day you moved in here, Johnny told you that he might as well marry you. You thought he was joking, but throughout the next two years of your relationship, you could see he meant it.

Johnny lifted his tear-stained face to you. "Just leave like the others. They all leave, just like you'll leave." You admit your love life was not perfect. Actually, it was horrible. You had the worse luck when it came to choosing men. Your last relationship before Johnny was your worse yet.

You were in college when you met him. You thought he was everything you ever wanted. The first year was like heaven on earth. He was sweet, attentive, and just an all-around great guy. When your second year into the relationship began to roll around things took a turn for the worse. He was a drunk, and when he got drunk he was another person. He'd abuse you mentally, physically, and emotionally. There were times when he'd even force himself on you. He was too strong for you to fight off so you'd just sit there. Numb from head to toe. When he'd finish he'd just leave you there to sulk to yourself. You never thought your boyfriend could rape you, but he did. Between the abuse and his drinking, he would cheat any chance he got. You couldn't confront him because you were afraid. You found yourself trapped in the cycle for another 2 years before you finally reported him. Johnny was the one who pushed you to do it.

You'd met Johnny after you graduated from college. You built an amazing friendship with one another. Johnny would notice your slight flinches or how you sink into yourself when he rose too quickly or yelled. He never wanted to invade your space, but once you started showing up with bruises and black eyes he couldn't help but ask you questions. After you got out of the relationship it took you 4 years before you'd ever trust another soul. Johnny waited for you the entire time and when he had you he was ecstatic about it.

"I'm not gonna leave you. I'm never gonna leave you. You're perfect too and for me y/n. Look at me." Johnny rose to face you. He gently lifted your chin to look into your eyes. You could see all the love and sympathy behind his eyes. Johnny was always an open book. He was not afraid to show his emotions to you. He'd always tell you everything he felt. He never kept secrets. He was honest and faithful and you loved it.

"You are perfect" Johnny kissed your forehead. "Let me show you" Johnny began placing kisses around your face. "Please just let me show you." In your six years of dating, you and Johnny never had sex. He understood that you were still healing so he never pushed the matter. He pulled back and began to search your eyes. "Show me" you whispered against his lips. "Show you?" Johnny frantically searched your eyes only for you to agree with him again.

He eagerly connected your lips. It seemed like Johnny waited an eternity to do this. You could feel his love for you as his tongue glided over yours. As you wrapped your arms around Johnny's neck you felt your feet lift from the ground. You felt light as a feather as Johnny walked you to your shared bedroom. Johnny sat down on the bed with you straddling his lap. Your lips made their way to Johnny's neck. You could feel his breathing hitch in his throat as he let out a throaty moan.

Johnny's hands began to explore your body. His touch was soft and gentle. He acted as if you were a piece of glass that would shatter if he held you too tight. His hands traveled from your breast to your waist, then down to your thighs. He gripped them slightly making you arch into him. Your fingers fumbled with the hem of Johnny's shirt. He pulled back from your steamy kiss and smiled at you. You sat back and watched as Johnny removed his shirt. You watch the fabric slid off his arms and fall to the floor. Johnny guided your eyes back to him. He smiled before he began placing kisses on your neck.

You moan out in pure bliss as you felt Johnny leaving his mark on you. Your fingers dug into his back making him moan against you. You felt the slow lifting of your shirt. The breeze from the room whipping past your now exposed back. When the fabric came off you wrapped your arm around your chest. A shy smile tugged at your lips. A slight bit of embarrassment came over you as well. You felt weird because you decided to go bra-less today. Johnny slowly began to move your arm. "No no, don't cover up. You're beautiful" he stated as he began placing kisses on your breast. You closed your eyes as Johnny inhaled your nipple into his mouth. You couldn't help but tug at his roots as he swapped between each sensitive bud. Johnny just watches your lust-filled face in awe. He loved how your face would squish when he sucked hard, and then soften when he licked. He pulled back being satisfied with the mural he painted on your chest. With a slight push, Johnny had you stand between his legs. You felt like you were being put on display. "You're so beautiful, I never want you to hide from me. I'm gonna love you no matter what" Johnny whispered into your belly. He left a small kiss as he began to pull the fabric around your waist away.

You began to chew at your lips anticipating what he might do next. Once the fabric was gone Johnny stopped. Johnny just stared at you in all your glory. He traced every dip, curve, and bump your body made. To say he was awestruck would be an understatement. Johnny fell to his knees as if he worshipped you. "So freaking beautiful" he'd whisper repeatedly as he left small kisses all about your lower body. Your legs spread apart once you felt Johnny's tongue poking between your folds.

It had been ages since you've been ate out. You almost forgot just how it felt exactly. Johnny seemed very experienced, however. He would circle and swivel his tongue in ways that had you seeing stars. Your knees feel weak at the feel of his long, slender fingers sliding their way into you. This combined with his warm tongue on your sensitive bulb almost had you falling to the floor. Johnny's hands snapped to your hips holding you still as he devoured you whole. With every lick, you felt yourself opening more and more to him. Your fingers tugged at his hair, clenching and unclenching with each passing second. From below it was a site Johnny had only dreamed about. He could've sworn he saw a halo form on your head as he glanced at you. This gave him all the more reason to please you. Your sounds grew louder and your grip strengthened. Your body was giving you all the signs that it was at its breaking point. Your knees wobbled, your eyes rolled, and your toes curled. You could only see white as your vision blurred. The sounds you heard from below had to be something unholy. All his slurps and groans had you weak in the knees. You looked down as Johnny placed kisses on your thighs. You smiled softly as he began to rise. He placed a few kisses on your lips allowing you to taste yourself.

As he picked you up your legs wrapped around his waist. Johnny took a seat on the bed and began to attack your neck with kisses. Your fingers worked away at the fabric below you. Johnny's mouth found its way back to your mounds of flesh. You attached your lips as you grinded down on him. You wanted to savor every moment of this. You didn't mind how slow the pace of things was. You just wanted this time with Johnny to be special. He was making sure he made you feel as beautiful as he saw you. He was attentive to every part of your body. As your back touched the softness of the mattress below, you could've sworn you were on clouds. The light from the sunset painted the room a beautiful hue of orange. "Before I go any further, are you sure?" Concern dripped through Johnny's voice. You could tell how much he loved you. You reach a hand up to trace his face. You faltered your touch down to his waist.

You took in the scene around you. The sounds of birds, the softness of the bed, the glow of the room, and the beautiful creature between your legs. You bit your lips as you nodded your head. You wouldn't want this moment with anyone else. Johnny wrapped your arms around his neck as he braced himself. He gave you a few kisses to prep you. You felt his tip slowly poking at your entrance. You let out a moan as you felt him slid into you more. It was painful, but you liked it. Johnny stopped and searched your face. A few tears pricked at the corner of your eyes. "It's okay, it's okay," Johnny said as he kissed your face. You nodded for him to continue. You winced in pain as Johnny began sliding into you again. The tears fell and Johnny kissed each one away. "We're almost there baby, okay." You gave a broken response. Johnny kissed you long and slow as he slid the rest of the way into you. He captured every moan, mewl, and cry between his lips. His hips rocked slowly into you. You pulled him close to you. Your bodies molded together perfectly and you felt like a puzzle that had finally been completed. You whispered "faster" into Johnny's ear. He was hesitant at first but slowly began to pick up his pace. He soon found a speed comfortable for both of you. His hips rolled into yours and filled you to the brim each time.

The room turned white and you felt that familiar feeling in your abdomen. Johnny grunted as he felt you clenching around him. As he sat back he had never seen a sight so beautiful. The sunset a light onto you that painted your body gold. His marks contrasted beautifully with your skin. As he looked at you he knew that there was no one else in the world for him. He watched your mouth fall open as he speeded up slightly. Let him tell it he saw music notes come from your mouth which each moan. "Johnny" sounded like pure music coming from your tongue. It was all he needed to finish strong. He pulled you up to meet him. You clung tightly to him as Johnny began to bounce you. More tears stained your face. Spots dotted your vision and your sounds hit the maximum. "J-johnny, I-" you cut yourself off as you moaned loudly "-i love y-you." You pulled back and looked into Johnny's eyes and began to say it again. Johnny smiled at you, with a soft touch he wiped away your tears. "I love you too baby" was all you heard as Johnny rocked you into heaven. Your emotions took over you and more tears began to fall.

As you rode out your highs together Johnny swore he saw wings from behind you. He held you tight as you cried softly. He laid you down softly and made sure you were still in his grasp. Johnny whispered a quick thank you to the Lord before he joined you in slumber.

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Sorry if this turns out to be one of the worse things you’ve ever read 😭. I’m trying my hand at some different styles of writing and this is kinda my first writing like this. Anyway enjoy it or maybe not.

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The Boy

2013 was the year. I lay bedridden in my hospital room listening to the sounds of monitors and my oxygen tank. It wasn't an abnormal thing to me, I've spent most of my life in and out of hospitals but there was something different about this visit. I don't remember much of how I got to the hospital, I can only remember waking up attached to multiple machines. According to my mom, I had been asleep for almost 3 days and was finally gaining consciousness again. Many mysteries surround this particular visit to the hospital. No one can fully tell me all the events that happen, no one except my mom. Each event she tells me about I either remember with great detail or not at all. It started when I woke up honestly. First came the “personalities” as my mother called them. Stories and tales of people who have passed on and the many ways they died. Then came a random list of numbers, well at least that's what my family thought. These numbers turned out to be event markers for days yet to come. One of those dates including a severe car accident my cousins would be in 2 months after I was released from the hospital. I cannot recall many of these events ever happening, there's only one that sticks with me. I had always felt as if it was a dream I may have had, but I soon found out that it was reality.

During my stay in the hospital, my mother was able to go out during the day and have the chance to meet other families in the hospital. One particular day she met a family who had a son staying in the ICU, on the same floor as me coincidently. The boy was in ICU with fluid build upon his brain. My mom wished the family well and expressed her hope that the boy would be okay. She returned to the room and sat by my bedside. As day turned into night I still sat staring into the hallway. Finally, I broke my silence and spoke. “Coding red...10 minutes.” I still remember the confused look on my mother's face as she looked at me. She could only question me on what I meant. Slowly the minutes ran down as my mother began to stand “coding red...1 minute.” My mom turned to me frantically asking me what had I done my only response was “ It wasn’t me, it was him. “ The seconds ran out, and as my mom turned back to face the hallway nurses and doctors rushed the hall. My mom came back to me asking me more questions hoping that I could soothe her curiosity. Finally, as a last resort, she stopped a nurse in the hall and asked about all the commotion. The nurse relayed the news that the boy had passed away. My mom could only look at me in horror, as if I, myself had killed the child. She slowly made her way to me and asked me how did I know he would pass soon and I simply replied with “ I saw him as he left. “ Although I had been in bed the entirety of my stay, I could recite to her to room number of the boy. And the following day as she left out of the room she passed by the room and sure enough, it was the exact numbers I had cited to her before.

I wish I could say this event was fake, but sadly it isn't. There are times when I can vividly remember this all happening. The sounds of the people, the concern of my mother I remember it all. Even now after all these years, there are still events coming back to me. It's a mystery as to why those things happened to me. And it's scary to me that I may never know the full story. All I know now is that since then my life has been “normal” to me. Constant Deja Vu, dreaming of events that become true, even calling events before they happen. I honestly just want to know is this a gift.......or a curse.

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First I’m glad to see some of you enjoyed my last writing. My friends actually pushed me to post it 😅. Anywho I was going to submit this for NCT’s horror night but I missed the deadline so instead, I'm going to post it here for all of you. Enjoy

p.s- this actually happened guys. Seriously

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Choices 🖤

Yuta x reader

Angst💔

"You know what you have to do." Those words replayed over and over in your head. It was like that one song you swore you hated but still found yourself singing. You hated the feeling in your chest. You felt like someone sat a weight on it and refused to let it up.

Your entire life you've made choices. Some good and some you weren't too proud to admit to. One of them is the day you decided to join this life. Accepting Hoonhee's job offer. Moving up so quickly in the ranks. It was all too much too soon. But you didn't care, none of them could compare to this. Your biggest regret, the worse choice you could've ever made. This wouldn't be happening if you had never gone to that stupid club. If you had never accepted that drink. If you had never gone to VIP. If you had never met him. Had you never fallen in love.

Love. That is whom you blamed for this. Not Hoonhee, not yourself, no one but love. You hated the way he played his game. You hated the way he made you a player without your permission. You hated how he made you feel. You just hated him completely. Love was the only thing you could blame. Just when you trusted him and decided to accept him, he betrayed you.

Your heart felt heavy and your hand felt almost numb. You forced your feet to move up the path you trailed. With each passing step, you regretted them. You paused momentarily and tried to calm your breathing. You felt like your heart was about to beat out your chest. You began moving again and you hated yourself more and more the closer you got to the door. Your feet stopped. Your heart paused. And your breathing hitch in your throat. "You know what you have to do." You said to yourself as you knocked on the door.

That short moment felt like a century. Everything passed in slow motion. The quick flicker of the porch light. The soft thud of feet on the floor. The click of the deadbolt. And finally the slow creaking of the door opening. You felt nauseous as you began slowly lifting your head. "Y/n? Is... it's you?" There he stood. Him in all his glory. Just as beautiful as you remember him. You took in his appearance, running your eyes over every dip and curve of him. His soft tone abdomen rising with each breath he took. His silver jewelry reflecting the lighting on the porch. His bleach blonde hair falling into his eyes. "Long time no see" you joke softly "uh...mind if I come in." You dropped your head as Yuta made way for you to pass.

It had been a month since you left. You left him with nothing. No contact information, no clue as to where you went to, and not even a proper goodbye. You just. Left. You couldn't tell him why you were leaving, it would only complicate things even more. You couldn't bring yourself to sit so you just stood as Yuta eyed you from the door. The tension between the two of you was so thick you were sure you could reach out and touch it. You took a deep breath as you rose your head to look at him. "Where have you been." Yuta was never one to hold in his curiosity and you knew it. "Why haven't you contacted me? Why did you just leave?" You felt your heart drop with each and every question he asked. Somehow you just couldn't bring yourself to answer them. "Well. Answer me." You sat silently as you tried to think of your response. "ANSWER ME!" You jumped at the loud request. Yuta never raised his voice unless he was angry, or in this case, hurt. "Yuta, i-i I had to." Yuta scuffed in disbelief as he began to make his way to you. "Why? What are you running from? Why did you have to?" You rested a hand in your pocket. "You wouldn't understand." He paused in his tracks at the statement. "I wouldn't understand. I WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND?! YOU KNOW NO ONE UNDERSTANDS YOU LIKE I DO." He began moving forward again but stopped cold in his tracks.

"Yuta, I know what I'm talking about." The loud click echoed off the walls in the room. You could see Yuta's eyes widen as he looked at you. The soft whisper of your name floated off Yuta's tongue and into the air. He stood there staring into the barrel of your gun. The metal felt hot in your cold hands. Your slick fingers held tightly to the handle as your index finger rested on the trigger. "What are you doing?" Your nose burned at the sound of Yuta's quivering voice. "Yuta please don't make this harder than it already is." You squeezed your eyes shut as you prepared to pull the trigger. "You don't have to do this, please put the gun away. Baby let's talk about this." Your eyes watered at the pet name. You were Yuta's baby, and he promised to never let anyone ever hurt you. He promised to take care of you, protect you, and love you. You knew he meant every word and now they burned themselves into your brain. "Yuta I have to, you don't understand." Tears pricked at your eyes and threatened to fall with each passing second. "Hoonhee. Did he put you up to this? Is it him? FUCK Y/N ANSWER ME." Your brain felt like it was about to blow and you just couldn't take it. "YES, YES, yes. Yes. Yes." That was all you could say. You look off to avoid the look in Yuta's eyes. You could only imagine how he was feeling at this moment. "You don't have to do this. You said you love me, remember. You swore on it. Remember." As much as you wanted to forget it you couldn't.

"It was all a setup Yuta okay. All of it." You began crying as you looked at him. "That night in the club Hoonhee sent me to you. He wanted me to get close to you. He wanted me to kill you in the end. It was all planned. The dates. The late-night rendezvous. Me and you being together. It was all planned." You had only seen Yuta cry once and you promised to never see it again but here you were watching his tears flow freely. "What." He ran his hand over his face shaking away the strands of hair from his face. "Yuta please." You swallowed hard as you looked at him. "What do you mean, please. Please nothing. You mean to tell me it was all lies." Your eyes began producing more tears as Yuta's words threw knives into your heart. "What about all those times you said you love me. All those promises we made. Y/n what about all those times we made love."

This is why you hated Mr. Love. You see in the beginning it was all fun and games. It was to help Hoonhee. It was to hurt Yuta and the rest of NCT. But slowly you found yourself becoming a part of the Love game. He was the master and you were his puppet. Going along with all of his demands. "Huh. Remember. Here in my bedroom. That night at your apartment. What about that night on your hotel room balcony."

Your mind flashed short moments from each night he mentioned. All you could think about was him on top of you pleasing you. Holding you. Kissing you. Loving you. Each time he made sure he poured his all into it. And you felt it. With every thrust, every dip, and every touch. But the night on that balcony was something different. He just held you in his arms as he rocked into you. But the moment his tear-filled eyes locked with yours, you knew you were in love. "I saw that look in your eyes. I saw how you looked at me when you said you loved me. I felt how you held onto me. How your tears hit my skin when you finished." He was right. You still remember how you screamed your love for him as he took you on the most amazing love high you had ever experienced, and you knew he was the only person who could make you feel this way. "I-" you found yourself choking on your words as you tried to speak. "Y/n please don't tell me those were lies too." Yuta's eyes searched your's and you just couldn't take it. "Lord knows your right Yuta. All that was planned, but falling in love with you was never planned. I meant it that night I said I love you. And Yuta I promise you I do, but Hoonhee has me. I'll try to make this quick and painless." You straightened back in your stance and aimed the gun. "You can't let him control you anymore. Just join us. We can take him down together. Baby please." "YUTA STOP, JUST LET ME GET THIS OVER WITH." you cried out. You just stood there looking at him. Slowly you found yourself collapsing. You knew Yuta was right. "Yuta, I don't wanna choose between the two of you." You pulled yourself into a ball there on the floor and just cried. "And I don't want to force you to, but now you have to." You felt Yuta's arms wrapping around you. "But I can't, and you know that." You sat there and cried into Yuta's chest as he removed the gun from your hands.

Your problem with love wasn't that he made you play his game. It was just how twisted his game could be. Everyone knows better than to resist him, cause he'll find you in the end. You never liked how low and unfair love played. The things he could do. You just hated it. Who was he to make you choose between your one love and your family? But if there was one person who played their game way dirtier than love and you hated him as well. Yet you always found yourself willingly and almost naive about playing along with. Was hate. The coldest, cruelest, most heartless game show host of all time. But you couldn't help but admire how he ran his game. Unlike love, he never forced you to choose, he only drove you to choose. And the hate for your uncle ran deeper than the love you had for him.

"When can I talk to Taeyong?" The way the words rolled off your tongue sent shivers into Yuta's spine. "He'll be here in the morning." And just like that, you made another choice. You were sure you'd be adding this to your list of regrets soon, but the way Yuta held you made you think otherwise. The same way you were making choices in your head so was Yuta. And when he finally laid you down in the bed beside him, he made his final decision. He'd get rid of Hoonhee even if he died trying.

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