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what happened didn’t make sense. it was ugly and had no reason. and now you have to carry it with you.

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Someone: why are you always so clingy?? 

Me: 

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the signs as I know them

Aries: tries their best to be a good person, is always there for everyone, mood swings, smiles a lot

Taurus: has a lot of problems but acts as if everything is fine, loves animals, short temper, stubborn, lovable, tries to help but doesn't know how

Gemini: acts dumb but is smart, can't be serious for too long, makes their friends laugh, has A LOt of friends, popular

Cancer: pretend they're someone they're not, caring if they like someone, fall easily in love, cries a lot but smiles a lot too

Leo: VERY STUBBORN, does a lot for love, always think they're right, fun to be around

Virgo: makes a lot of jokes, tells you their opinion, don't care what other people think, cheer you up

Libra: don't know any

Scorpio: will make you laugh even if you don't like them, very caring, easily heartbroken, don't trust many

Sagittarius: think WAY too much, gets angry easily but calms down quick, moody, tries to be okay, very loving

Capricorn: extrovert, pretend they like things that they hate, hide their emotions, loves to cook!!

Aquarius: wants to be liked by everyone, weird sometimes, tries new things a lot, very loving and caring towards their friends

Pisces: tells you what you need to hear, cares a lot about you if they like you, very honest, rarely fall in love, needs someone who will listen to them, laugh a lot

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you make me happy in ways no one else can

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I broke his heart but he destroyed mine

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Someone: *treats me badly*

Me: *forgives them immediately*

Me 2 weeks later, eyes snapping open at 3 am: you know what?? I'm mad at you.

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i think we start healing by telling the truth

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living with bpd is like:

me: [feels tired and drained bc I spend all my energy giving to others before giving to myself]

everyone else: [feels like i dont give enough and believe that i only care about myself]

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me @ anything ever: it’s like that one episode of spongebob

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I just hope that one day—preferably when we’re both blind drunk—we can talk about it.

J.D. Salinger (via help-n-quotes)

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honestly? I’m a shit person and I’m truly sorry to anyone who ever talked to me lol

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concept: i don’t threaten suicide, claw at my face and scream-sob whenever i get upset over something i know is irrational

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Wolf of Wall Street