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anna ichor

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i love him... i hate him... i need him...

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okay i lied put your clothes back on we're not having sex i'm fundamentally evil and i need you to kill me

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Go touch asphalt and broken beer bottles

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scary dog privilege etc etc

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weird vibes aren't exactly rare at an antique mall but this one stall w/haunted energy had a sign with phrasing that has been stuck in my head for days lol

GIRLY STUFF FOR THE DAMSEL

BITS OF GLAMOUR FOR MADEMOISELLE

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hey if anyones interested in my fallout ocs im working on characterhubs for them. theres only 3 up so far though

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"You're losing blood" no I know exactly where it is. The floor. Don't ever underestimate me.

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Reach WITH IN To your LOCAL bog and you may find A Friend And Boy…

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Please draw MacCready pushing around drunk/high Hancock in a shopping cart

hancock knows how to party.

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*dipping a dart into an unlabelled flask and loading it into my crossbow* you better not try anything stupid because i don't even remember what this one does

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i’m obsessed w this game 😓

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Nick sweep

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Underworld ghouls set 2 set 1

You start to notice reoccurring textures on the ghouls when ur studying their models, so I strayed off canon a bit and focused on what places would lose skin the most (like hands or inner arms) or what I felt fit their character…or what looked interesting...

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im trying to get my fallout 3 liveblog started and i was going to talk about this there but it got too involved bc i feel too many things about star and butch so I'm making it its own post

for context my lone wanderer star constantly clashed with butch for their entire childhoods, they wind up reuniting after the 101 revolt, start traveling together, ultimately fall in love. i dont care that you can't canonically romance him i am doing it anyway.

but im thinking so much about this moment, when you're given a choice as you're escaping - butch's mom is cornered by radroaches and mr. big tough gangster is too paralyzed with fear to act, reduced to begging you to the point of tears for help

butch teasing, bullying, picking on star for their entire lives but then there's this moment of weakness. he's forced to admit he needs her help. she's running for her life, and he's been nothing but cruel to her, but right now he needs her, and he has no one else

and of course star isn't going to leave someone behind to die no matter what, so she helps. she helps him and a sudden moment of understanding passes between them. they will probably never see each other again. he doesn't want to die in here but the odds of getting out are against him, and the odds of her dying out there are even worse.

star has to get out, now, and this might be the last chance he'll ever have, and there's no possible way to make up for a lifetime of wrongs in one moment, there's nothing he can do to justify the way he's treated her, nothing he can say to express the overwhelming gratitude for the fact that she helped him anyway, he didn't deserve it, but she saved his mother anyway

he tries, in a stream of meaningless nonsense ("I'll be your best friend, I'll let you join the tunnel snakes!") and ultimately the only thing he can think to do is give her his jacket. in some way saying "please don't forget about me, please don't leave here hating me" because he knows he's out of time, no longer has any other way to make things right

star takes it, and she runs. she makes her way out of the vault for the first time in her life, seeing the sky for the first time, the big wide open burned out shell of a world out there, alone for the first time, free for the first time, grieving and celebrating and more scared and more excited than she's ever been

and it's cold out here. she's wearing his jacket.

it's warm. it smells like his stupid aftershave he uses way too much of and it makes her want to choke. it's the closest thing to armor she has right now. it has his idiot gang symbol on it and now everyone's going to ask her what it means everywhere she goes and she doesn't know what she's going to say.

it's the only nice thing he has ever done for her. she hates his guts. she'll never see him again. she doesn't know why she's crying