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me after episode 4:

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my fav misunderstood boy

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me if being obsessed with older men was illegal

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birthday sex w/ rafe 😝😝

SAY CHEESE BABY…

summary:..-> Rafe wants a tape for his birthday, you can’t say no to that can you?

warnings:..-> smut, p in da v, choking, spanking, daddy kink, rough sexy bad sex, videoing during sex, dirty talk???

word count:..-> 585.

a/n:..-> hi hi! i hope you like this! i think i’m getting better at writing smut….hopefully. anyway love ya. send me more requests.

A tape. That’s all Rafe wanted for his birthday. He had begged you for months. He loved watching you, loved watching how your pussy tightened around him, the sounds your bodies made when connected. It was surprisingly sweet and intimate of him, you knew better than that though. Rafe was a complete perv, but who were you to deny the birthday boy?

“Fuckkkk look at that, taking this fat dick so good.” Rafe groaned out, the bright flash of his phone trained on you, his other hand keeping your ass bent in the air. The sounds of his pelvis meeting your ass was sinful. Clap-clap-clap. The man loved having you face down ass up. The curve of your ass bounced with every stroke, his dick fucking your slick walls at an unrelenting pace.

You were grateful the camera wasn’t pointed at your face, your eyes lulling back at every stroke. God, he was splitting you in half. “So fuckin’ good daddy.” You whined out, your cunt squeezing around him in the hopes to slow his rapid pace. Rafe could only growl out, rutting his cock deeper inside you, hitting your cervix painfully. You cried out as he landed a harsh smack to your ass, his deep chuckle drowning out the noise.

“Look back at it, come on show ‘em that pretty fuckin’ face,” Rafe growled, the flash of the phone pointed up and away from your fucked out pussy. “Show ‘em my birthday present.”

You bit at the flesh of your bottom lip, as his cock hit that sweet spongy spot inside you. You could feel your slick dripping down your thighs, the Rafe Cameron effect. Rafe watched as you peeked over your shoulder, giving him a sly smile. He could’ve nutted right there. “You like your present ray?” You moaned, your voice getting choked up as he pushed your face flush against the mattress.

Rafe’s large frame hovering over your arched, his hands tangled in your hair, the flash of the camera blinding you as he pointed it directly in your face. He was fucking you like a madman, your pussy making a squelching sound as he fucked himself deeper. “Fuckin’ love it, fuckin’ love this pussy.” Rafe grunted against your shoulder, his teeth grazing the flesh. He was grinning wildly at the camera, he loved this.

Your brain was numb with pleasure, and your pussy completely fucked out. Rafe was fucking you stupid, damn him and his fucking birthday. He moved his arm around your neck, his bicep coming around your throat as he pulled you both up to your knees. His rhythm was getting sloppier and quicker, he was close. The flash of the camera made you squint as he moved it right in front of your ruined face.

“Ray, fuck. I’m goin’ cum baby.” You whimpered, your noises being quieted by his arm around your neck. Every stroke, every nudge in your walls pushed you closer. He moaned, deep and throaty, his pace quickened as his cock twitched against your sweet spot. The cord snapped, your body slumped against him as you squeezed around his cock desperately, your whines and screams mixing with his own. You release dripping down your thighs and his cock. A mess truly.

Rafe's arm loosened around your throat as he came, his dick shooting ropes of cum inside you. He held you against him, his deep breaths heaving his large chest. “Say cheese baby.” Rafe rasped, kissing your cheek as the camera flash clicked off.

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when someone tries to correct me about my favorite show but I literally live there…

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I love making these

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✶ THINGS TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU’RE DOUBTING SHIFTING.

𖥻  SPACE. just.. HELLO ?? we are literally a speck of dust in a ginormous cosmic playground that we can’t even fully explore because we’re too busy figuring out if cats can vibe to beethoven or if that godforsaken dress is white or blue. you think THIS is the only reality? somewhere out there, there’s a planet where the sky is pink, dogs talk, and you’re riding unicorns. shifting is NOT a crazy concept.

𖥻 DINOSAURS. THEY. WERE. REAL. like actual dragons without wings, stomping around, acting like they owned the place. if THAT can exist, why not shifting ? you think the universe peaked at “giant chickens with teeth”? no way. reality is way too wild for limits.

𖥻 DÉJÀ VU. EXPLAIN IT WITHOUT THE MULTIVERSE. I DARE YOU. why do we randomly feel like we’ve been here before, done this before, or even said this before? because we HAVE. somewhere, somewhen, sometime. you’re already living proof of infinite realities brushing shoulders.

𖥻 QUANTUM PHYSICS (4 da nerdies). scientists out here with their schrödinger’s cats and double-slit experiments proving that reality isn’t fixed. it’s ALL probabilities until you observe it.

𖥻 YOU'RE HUMAN. our brains are INSANE. dreams? lucid dreams? daydreaming? thinking of a time and feeling like you just tasted it? if your brain can already do ALL THAT, shifting is just another level. literally just....closing your eyes and opening them in another place.

𖥻 YOU'RE ALREADY DOING IT. every time you daydream or even think “what if,” you’re stepping closer to a version of yourself in another reality. you're peeking through the multiverse’s window. shifting is just diving in instead of peeking.

𖥻 YOUR DESIRES EXIST. if you can imagine it, it exists somewhere. that’s not wishful thinking; that’s logic. where do ideas come from if not from infinite possibilities? you’re not just dreaming—you’re remembering. nothing goes by you without a purpose. if it found you, it was supposed to !!!!!!!

𖥻 THE MANDELA EFFECT. remember when pikachu definitely had a black tail tip, or when the berenstain bears were called the berenSTEIN bears? reality’s already glitchy as fuck. shifting? just another glitch—but YOU’RE IN CONTROL.

𖥻 FAIRYTALES HAD TO COME FROM SOMEWHERE. you think someone just WOKE UP and said, “dragons, magic castles, enchanted forests!” no. no. no. those stories? they’re just whispers from realities where that’s NORMAL. you’re not making it up—you’re tuning in. experiencing it. liviiiiiiiing it.

𖥻 TIME IS FAKE. i said it. not to get too conspiratorial on my tumblr blog, but what even IS time? a straight line? a wibbly-wobbly thingy? we made clocks, but the universe? the universe is, like, “what is a ‘tuesday’?” shifting doesn’t care about time; it’s above all that silly nonsense. and so are you.

𖥻 PARALLEL UNIVERSE ARE A THING ('n' SCIENCE effing SAID SO). quantum mechanics already told us there’s an infinite number of realities where every possibility plays out. in one of them, you’re already living your best life. shifting is just YOU popping in to say hi to THAT version of you.

𖥻 REALITY IS (lowkey) BORING WITHOUT BELIEF. why settle for “this is it. this is my life. a 9-5 job. a life which i barely live out” when the multiverse is basically screaming, “come explore!!” ? you’re a creator. you’re a wanderer.

𖥻 "I FEEL IT" IS ENOUGH. don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. if you can close your eyes and feel that DR, the love, the magic, the LIFE—you’re already there. the multiverse doesn’t need proof; it needs belief. so don't let idiots with half a brain on tik tok tell you that you're wrong, when you're so, so, so, so, SOOOO close to BEING THERE and living your best life.

𖥻 finally, LITERALLY, WHY NOT ?  life’s already bananas. people thought flying was impossible, and now we’re out here booking ryanair flights to halfway across the world. people said sex with robots isn't true, and kim k is already siting on a robot's lap. people said the government cannot be stupid, and elon musk is already part of it. shifting is just the next “impossible” (and not to be cheeky...but the word literally has 'i'm possible' in it) thing that YOU are proving possible.

so. girl. dude. diva. bro. go shift.

part two of my series: DIVING INTO THE CONCEPT OF THE SOUL.

part three: MINDSETS.

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DREW STARKEY for Dazed Magazine (2024)

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OH MY GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDD

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my dr bf is literally so pretty somebody save me 😔🫨🥰

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Why would I stay in a reality where I'm no ones priority?

Where I struggle to even live and get basic needs?

I'd rather shift somewhere and never come back, instead of manifesting my dream life here. I know I deserved better.

10 year old me deserves this.

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Rafe Cameron in every episode of Outer Banks — 1.04 'Spy Games'