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Is there something on my face

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that stupid skeleton that I hate

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i wish that i could get my hands on A DOZEN FISH!

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Bubby is able to get away with all sorts of shit in Black Mesa because everyone is terrified of getting burnt. The only person who can do anything about Bubby is Dr Coomer but he doesn’t because he thinks it funny

he canonically kills people who go into his office without permission

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Tommy posting but there are other weirdos too i guess

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I'm not late trust

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nevermjnd im just doodling for a collab

happy hlvrai anniversary i did not forget

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I *am* working on an art but I have not gotten past brainstorming. and It will not be finished soon

happy hlvrai anniversary i did not forget

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY HLVRAI ‼️‼️‼️ 🎉🎉💥💥💥 what weird freaks . oh how i love them i managed something woo

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happy hlvrai anniversary i did not forget

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Both Tommy and Bubby enjoy marzipan.

Gordon has never tried marzipan.

Coomer and Gordon love almonds.

Kirsch marzipan chocolates are Tommy’s favorite.

Coomer loves a good hazelnut.

Bubby has a problem with nuts.

Keep reading

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Another attempt. Another failure. I'm beginning to think I'll never get back.

I've been at this for years now. I'm beginning to lose hope.

I suppose I'll just keep trying.

Trying and trying.

Until I either drop dead or find my way back.

and I'm starting to hope for the former.

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theres something about the fact that dr coomer sent a message off into the void.

not knowing if anybody would hear him or if the right person would hear him or if the right person would even care his tone is melancholic, but still hopeful. he learned to hope, he learned to say goodbye and he learned to accept.

he learned compassion in a space where he was doomed to never get to feel it on a level that matters to anyone but him and i think before it all went dark i think he learned to be okay with that

theres just something about the shot in the dark he took, that blind assumption of that person he fought, laughed and lived alongside actually being the person he believes they were

he spent almost his whole life with that person. the player. he was born the moment the game started up. how must it feel to be nostalgic for a time that never existed.

there was nowhere before black mesa, before the player and it was unclear if there would be anything after

he and the rest of the team were treated as novelties by the audience and by the player at so many points. because thats all they were. part of the experience. part of the game. the programming. the code. the game was made to be entertaining. they were made to be entertaining.

is it not wrong for a man to play god with things that feel the same as he. is a computer not just a brain made from plastic. what gives us the right to toy with a brain like ours. is it the fact that we made it that gives us superiority. or is it the fact that we just cant accept something made by our hands can be an equal

sometimes god is not a holy beam of golden light, or a man with a long, white beard and white robes. sometimes god is a line of code. 1's and 0's. Print "hello world!" sometimes god is a cup of coffee, the snake, a letter, oxidized metal. sometimes the god you pray to isnt something that can answer. sometimes prayer isn't in its programming. sometimes when you pray to the heavens, you're met with 4124: Unknown attribute prayer will be ignored

i dont think he knows what to think after the realization.

the player could be god god could be someone else entirely. at some point, i think he looked at his hands and saw divinity oozing out of the cuts on his knuckles.

when you're the only one that truly sees your worlds nature it would be hard not to mistake your blood glimmering in the floodlights for golden pools of ichor

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just fucking sad ^

following stoptagginghlvraiashalflife just so i can see more hlvrai art i am so desperate

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full below btw + sketches bc im not sure how to draw that bug yet