Just your average depressed human being. I'm awkward, a mom, and just trying to look for friends to talk to.
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I thought I was doing good. Things were looking up for me. I just can't seem to shake these demons off of me. I haven't felt this horrible since I was 14-15 years old. There's so much weight on my shoulders right now. I feel myself losing it again. Everything I did to climb out of this dark hole is useless now. Instead of cutting myself, I drink myself to sleep. Either way is unhealthy. I'm so tired mentally, physically, and emotionally. I've never felt so alone in my life. I don't even know who I am as a person anymore besides a McDonald's manager and a mom. And I feel like a horrible mother, but these demons make me too tired to even play the simplest games with my child. I need help finding myself again before I lose her forever...💔🥺
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