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i don't wanna talk about how long this took me.

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The Fabulous Killjoys

Send Requests!

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whos gonna tell him..

Insp

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It makes me so happy to see married couples who have been with each other for decades but still act like they’re in their honeymoon phase. You just know they’ve found a pure and beautiful kind of love. That’s what I want.

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HI

I'm Fish or Void! I'm an autistic system who loves art and science. My pronouns are he/xe/they and I prefer masc terms. I'm goth and punk and an absolute loser freak :3

pronouns.cc

My special interests include medical science, my chemical romance, pokemon, my little pony, and monster high.

Some of my past/current hyperfixations include stardew valley, the sims 4, lalaloopsy, witchcraft, bug keeping, goth rock, age/pet regression, danganronpa, and pusheen.

Bands I love are my chemical romance, nine inch nails, ghost, hole, green day, and poppy.

Please feel free to talk to me about any of these topics!

As for being a system, we don't have a host but our frequent fronters are Kay (they/he/ae/it), Kiko (any), and Lilya (they/he/she)! Please don't ask any personal information about our disorders unless we're friends.

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for an mlp au :3

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[ ꩜ .ᐟ trixie lulamoon [ mlp ] stimboard for me !

x | x | x - x | X | x - x | x | x

this ones super self indulgent , small vent under the cut :-(

i havent been feeling well recently , been super sad and blurry for a bit . been fighting with my mom a lot too , she said i was the problem this morning :-( it really set my day off and im just not sure how to handle it . bad situation !! :-((((

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✦ | Trixie Stimboard

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hmm nagito as dan

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protagonist: wow, i sure hope nobody says anything strange today

insufferable twink antagonist in chapter two:

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To the regressors and dreamers who:

✨ Experience harmful, obsessive, hateful, sexual, religious or any sort of intrusive thoughts

✨ Have bursts of sadness, anger or self destructive tendencies

✨ Relive the most traumatic moments of their lives while in their headspace

✨ Are struggling to come to terms with their coping mechanism

✨ Have a negative relationship with their regression or dreaming

✨ Feel selfish for wanting to be cared for while regressed or dreaming

✨ Aren’t sure whether they regress, dream, or both or neither

✨ Have an aversion to touch

✨ Are touch starved

✨ Grieve the loss of their childhood or lack thereof

✨ Are afraid of having a caregiver/babysitter/etc due to trauma

✨ Prefer to be alone and/or offline when slipping into your headspace

✨ Have ‘unconventional’ or mature interests in your regressed/dreaming mindset

✨ Berate themselves for being ‘childish’

✨ Struggle to connect with or relate to other regressors and dreamers

✨ Rarely regress or dream

✨ Can’t regress or dream unless they are under very specific conditions

✨ Have religious, medical, sexual or any kind of trauma

✨ Frequently vent regress or vent dream

✨ Don’t enjoy what’s commonly associated with regression/dreaming either due to preference or personal reasons

✨ Experience mental health issues or have mental disorders of any kind

✨ Feel forced to regress or dream a certain way and often feel invalidated by others

✨ Worry about being seen as ‘impure’ for regressing or dreaming for mental health reasons

✨ Don’t want to be babied or called cutesy nicknames

✨ Tend to regress or dream when high or intoxicated

✨ Refrain from sharing your coping mechanism online in fear of being harassed or sexualized

✨ Don’t have a safe space to indulge in your regression or dreaming

✨ Feel ‘too old’ to regress or dream and excluded from the community because of their age

You are deserving of the same love, care, kindness and respect as any other regressor or dreamer receives. Your experience is equally as valid as anyone else’s and don’t need any approval except your own. We’re all just trying to heal our inner selves, have fun and do what makes us happiest. Please be kind to yourselves and others and I wish you the very best on your road to recovery.

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they want me so bad

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energy drink did not make me feel vibrant and refreshed? who could have predicted such a betrayal

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Shout-out to systems who have inconsistent memories due to amnesia. Shout-out to systems who can remember some things one day but cannot the next. Shout-out to systems slowly recovering memories. Shout-out to systems trying to piece together traumatic or otherwise stressful memories different alters hold. Shout-out to systems who once had little amnesia but now struggle with a lot.

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