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[bunbun34]

literally about to start sobbing, ever since my surgery i’ve been in all sorts ways. up until a few days ago the worat pain i was in was due to the cramping. the cramping is gone but i started having tics and so now i have to deal with that. i’m in so much pain my back is constantly tensing up, i’m clenching my teeth, my neck is sore from constantly moving it and i’ve apparently started biting the inside of my mouth to the point there are sores there. the worst part is how much i’ve been missing out on. i’ve had to cancel all my art lessons and worse i’ve been just so angry at the smallest of things and just haven’t felt like talking to anyone. and i’m scared that my boyfriend thinks i hate him and wants to break up with me. i’m honestly just very tired and want my pain to go away..

edit: i wrote some of this last night but the tics got worse and so i had to stop. oh and i almost died twice last night when i was eating cause one of my tics made me almost choke

[bunbun34]

put your clothes back on, we're not having sex I need you to sit with me for an hour and tell me you don't hate me and I'm not a terrible person.

[bunbun34]

when your boyfriend didn’t answer your question so now you’re overthinking everything

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Cool idea: We hold hands and I kiss yours and you blush and I find that adorable and we continue holding hands.

[bunbun34]

oh to sink my teeth into a boy who whines and whimpers. send post

[bunbun34]

i'm being replaced by jungwon...

[bunbun34]

i have a problem...

i want cuddles and kisses...

problem fixed as i have a boyfriend..

all is well

new problem

MY BOYFRIEND ISN'T HERE TO GIVE ME SAID CUDDLES AND KISSES BECAUSE HE LIVES SO FAR AWAY SO PROBLEM IS IN FACT NOT FIXED AND I AM ABOUT TO EXPLODE

[bunbun34]

Boys that whine and whimper <3

[bunbun34]

I'm curious. Reblog this if you know how to cook

I don’t even care if it’s macaroni, ramen or those little bowls you stick in the microwave. Please, I need reassurance that most of the population on tumblr WOULDN’T STARVE TO DEATH if their parents couldn’t fix them food or they couldn’t go out to eat. 

[bunbun34]

Don’t tell him but I have a huge crush on my boyfriend

[bunbun34]

holy fucking shit i love my boyfriend

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[bunbun34]

He redefined the word ‘love’ for me

He is always changing my understandings…

When I thought I knew it all

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[bunbun34]

𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 , 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚏 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚢

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[bunbun34]

ur reminder that roman kitt never gave up on iris even when she was "taken away" by forest

ur reminder that he had still been crawling to find her even when he was close to his final moments with blood filling his lungs

ur reminder that he followed her to the front lines just to make sure she would be safe and not alone

ur reminder that when they were in the trenches, he pushed her around the corner so that he would get the brunt of the blow

ur reminder that he left his father's estate and his family to find her after her departure

ur reminder that he disliked having his table messy but secretly didn't seem to mind when she flipped his dictionaries

ur reminder that the one person he ever trusted was iris

ur reminder that the first time he visited her apartment to return her jacket, he made sure she locked the door before leaving

ur reminder that roman kitt and iris winnow's story is one of the best stories out there 💌

[bunbun34]

@letokookielucas

i wanna spend money on a boy. i wanna get him silly little gifts. i wanna give him chocolates and candies and other miscellaneous treats. i wanna get him cool stickers for his water bottle. i wanna take him out for breakfast or lunch or dinner or dessert. get him ice cream. get him a video game. get him a cd or a vinyl record. get him a funny little hat we find at the mall. yeah.