bunnykill3r

[bunnykill3r]

I should just give up everyone will find people better than me people who can actually talk to them without blanking out and forgetting to respond people who are so much better than I ever could be

[bunnykill3r]

Talk to meeeeee..... Talk to mee... Talk to me..... Talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me

[bunnykill3r]

I should be focusing on myself. I should be. But I fucking can't. I can't. I want to do bad, maybe that'll fix me, but how am I supposed to fix myself when I have to be near someone. I'm getting worse I know I am I'm falling back into that loop of wake up, eat, zone out, have dinner with my family, zone out again unless I'm forced to play a game with them. I don't even remember what I did today. I should remember. Why can't I remember.

[bunnykill3r]

Hai are you placing notes here for me to find if so I'm giggling and hwhehrmwhehehgeeggeegbsns

[bunnykill3r]

She hates me she hates me she hates me she hates me she hates me she hates me

[bunnykill3r]

I hate pain. I don't know why I'm seen as a masochist. I hate it. Maybe it's because I can take verbal pain or whatever. But I hate pain. If it's not self inflicted I start bawling I hate it it doesn't make me feel nice I hate it so much.

[bunnykill3r]

Ohkillmeplease I hate liking people I hate it so much I hate it so much hatehatehate

Idont even know if we're together but apparently to our mutual friend (my irl one) we are dating??? Huh?? When did that happen??gfhhfhhf

[bunnykill3r]

Imsoconfusedddd. We aren't dating but we are but we aren't cause you're aromantic but we're dating??? I can't handle this. I'm so confused. I wish you hated me instead I'd be able to accept that but

[bunnykill3r]

I'm never getting in anogher relationship OOPSIE!! I hate life

[bunnykill3r]

Why am I crying I shouldn't be why the fuck do I start crying over thelittlest shit they weren't even mad at me but no I have to be ajttle fucking baby and cry about it

[bunnykill3r]

Chat how do you flirt I haven't done it in ages and last time I did I just bullied the hell out of him how does one actually flirt 💔 gosh I hate life

[bunnykill3r]

I see you. Open discord (≧□≦)

- xo

Yes sir...

[bunnykill3r]

Waow!!! I get why my friends hold me off from the world oh my godddd it's so THRILLING knowing they have to go through ME to reach someone... Yay!! They're MY friend and you have to contact them through me cause they have YOU blocked!!! Hwhwgsuwhahshdh

Also when did tumblr get an update

[bunnykill3r]

I wanna lay myself bare to someone soooo bad before I die. Like I wanna die knowing that SOMEONE knows who I truly was. But if I laymyself bare they might hate me and then hhhghhh

[bunnykill3r]

I miss when I could. Survive on my own. Actually that's a lie I've never been able to survive on my own. I wish I could though. I wouldn't have to worry about my friends not liking me, then that causing a million other issues to pop up, because I'm afraid of being a burden. But that's all I'm on this god forsaken planet for. Is being a burden. UGHHHH I'm going to bed

[bunnykill3r]

"our platonic relationship is the closest thing ill ever get to romance" starts freaking sobbing

I did think about making this serious but the SILLY it overtakes

[bunnykill3r]

Crying just because I can is so much fun. #copingmechanism I can cry whenever I want now I suppose. Anywayw I have to get back to my crying match I'm winning