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“I got thinking about the window seat: how special it is and how it can be taken for granted. These expansive views can be very humbling. Everyone is fascinated by flight, and for now airplaines are how we get to experience it. At some point on each flight I’ve been on, I think about sitting in a chair in the sky, and it seems crazy every time.” - Jim Darling on his ‘Airplane Window’ series 

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“are you ok? you’re acting weird. you’re not your normal self.” am i really ok?

i guess i got so badly hurt in the past i’m just scared. i never want to go through the same shit i went through that time.

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Letting him go There is a particular kind of suffering to be experienced when you love something greater than yourself. A tender sacrifice. Like the pained silence felt in the lost song of a mermaid; or the bent and broken feet of a dancing ballerina. It is in every considered step I am taking in the opposite direction of you.

Lang Leav (via ohteenscanrelate)

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📷: nataliewongphotography

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Jasper, Alberta

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Spring in the woods🌿

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River in the woods.

Alberta, Canada.

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Perfect.

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“Some things, once you’ve loved them, become yours forever. And if you try to let them go, they only circle back and return to you. They become part of who you are.”

-Kill Your Darlings

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I’m smiling because I’m falling even more deeply in love with my best friends. Falling, falling, falling. Always very much.

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it’s just a vicious cycle isn’t it. i spend my days hating myself, torturing myself with the memories of you, drinking till i lose track of time and even forget my own name till i reach a certain point of self hate that i snap and decide that i should do something for myself. i magically change into this cheerful, outgoing, friendly vera that i detest so much for the next few days, weeks, months idk. till i finally get so fake till the point i start hating myself again and i snap right back to the toxic me. it never ends, does it? all i want is to be happy. i just want to be genuinely happy like i was back then when i was with you. is it too much to ask for?

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idk. i just want to be happy yknow?