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You are back!!!!! I hope you are doing really well <333

I am I ammmm!!! I hope you are as well!

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BLAH! SEHVYN! YOU’RE BACK! seven,,,,weeks,,,,it’s been like stumbling through a desert,,,hope your well mwah mwah x and hello?? hotd era inbound??

I have returned to you guys! And ofc you’ve read my mind 🌚

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by the gods..my new infatuations.

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<- wishing you the ABSOLUTE best !!!!

isaac, you are too kind. thank you my beloved <3

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kissinf you to make you feel better like i’m rapunzel witv her freaky hair that heals people 🙏😓

thank you very much love, your affections are very sweet and much appreciated.

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Hope you get well soon:]] good luck❗️

thank you, I’ll try.

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If ur getting help that u need u don’t have to apologize or even explain it u coulda said u were taking a break if people are mad about the fact other things happen in life that’s on them. Take care of yourself love, writing is supposed to be fun not a task or job. Stay safe and take care of yourself 💙

See you on the flip side - 🌊

thank you truly. 💙 people like you are the reason I do this. <3

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I promise I do not mean to leave you lot on the dry end but some things happened which led me to rehab. So writing and publishing will be pushed back for now. don’t worry, I’m fine now, i just need to take a longer break for me. sorry guys i know it isn’t quite fair to you. be right back! goodbye for now sailors. love you forever.

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Hey man it’s late asf where I’m at ( 3:38 am ) but I woke up subconsciously ripping the skin practically off my right arm 😬😬 because I went swimming ( I can’t look like Casper 😔 ) and the changed and wtv and my skin on my right arm hurts so bad I like dumped a goo on it it’s a itching goo all up my arm it’s so gross and it dries and if u ever put a thin layer of glue on ur hands as a kid and then peeled it it’s like that I changed shirts and I feel so nasty bc I just lathered my arm up w this itching stuff and it’s so gross… but anyways my arm hurts so bad just that one arm and it itches so I think ima go and lather myself up like the peanut butter baby atp praying it isn’t poison ivy or oak anyways have a good night love!!

- the now itchy 🌊

GUYS LETS PRAY OMG 💀 THAT SOUNDS LIKE LITERAL HELL.

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Hey I’m really sorry to be annoying but idk if tumble is eating my asks. Did you post the sunburn fic

-🎭 anon

DUDE EVERYTIME I TRY TO POST YOUR ASK IT DOESNT LET ME SO IF THIS UPLOADS IM GONNA BE FAIRLY SURPRISED. I’ve been having issues with tumblr a good fucking bit since my simon story, which it did let me post another ask after having to rewrite it 2x, I tried to post 2 stories the other day and the upload failed and so I have to rewrite it off of memory because tumblr has no saving factor.

I will however get yours done!

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3 stories coming.

angst — happy ending

dark smut — pining/obsessed makarov.

death

that’s all the warning you get. good luck stomaching these 🌚

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Thank you for clarifying everything! <3

And yes, the abused becomes the abuser in some part of their lives. But in the end I am happy they (sort of and maybe) began to understand that they need to work on that as the last line said they fell asleep in eachother's arms and happily so. I mean, I understand Ghost as he was abused by his father and all of that traumatic shit happend changing him a lot but we can't really escape from the trouble we cause. As I say, you can use your mental state as an explenation but you can't use it as an excuse to hurt the other.

Deep down I truly believe he doesn't want to hurt reader but he just doesn't know how to fight his own problems that come to the surface while being with R.

(And R yes, he is a shitty person too in this context)

C3berus let me tell you, I have to say that you are one hella of a person to portray trauma like this and liked it a lot! It shows how even the coldest and heartless of soldiers can still be a human being inside that need to work and glue themselves back Together 👏🏼.

this made me so happy to read honestly. the end was to hint at them getting their shit together because the love and craving to get better finally overweighed feeling comfortable in the miserableness. it’s always an uncomfortable journey when traveling the mind and undressing trauma. I never want to try to glorify trauma and abuse in a relationship but no one ever always has the “picket fence relationship”. simon always feels like shit after hurting the reader and vice versa, if they truly hated each other im sure they would’ve split completely before even wedding off. you’re completely correct, R is also a shitty person we’ll never let them off the hook 😂, I like to say that simon likes to surpress and forget anything that makes him feel like the victim (even though he was) because he often thinks everything was his fault and has convinced himself that over the years, R does the opposite (though it’s morally right on their part they do it in spiteful and shitty ways to provoke him so it makes them just as bad.)

thank you very much for your support! I love to see my readers feeling comfortable with my works. everyone deserves a chance to be whole again!

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Hiii how are you doing? I hope all good mate (if this has any misspelling I am truly sorry but the protective screen of my phone is more dead than alive💀 and it's all cracked up)

I have a question regarding the wipped Simon story, I was wondering how did reader and Simon end up fighting like dogs. Sure, they got married bcs they love eachother, but like how? How did they end up fighting like rabid animals? What did it take to make them go on that level of "hatred"? Is it the poor communication skills on both parties or something more?

I hopw you can reply and if not that is totally ok! Have a great day/night!

hello hello! I’d like to picture the reader as a tough topic or blast from the past a constant reminder of the man ghost was before and while everything happened, it often frustrates Simon so much he’s torn between loving him for sticking with him and hating him for reminding him of who he once was. like it’s a lot of trauma connecting there, though it’s not always necessarily healthy connection they still stay because no matter the bad, they know that there’s still love there. It’s all a matter of traumatic bonding so closely seeing themselves without each other paints a worse picture than being together and triggering each other because of how far they’ve stumbled along the roads of fate with each other. they remind each other of how human they are and of how broken they are.

think of it as something like this…

S — “hey we’ve stuck together this long and i hate you for it but i love you for supporting the disgustingly human remains of me.”

R — “hey no issue im more comfortable with you than being alone with my faults, you make me feel whole.”

the abused becomes the abuser and they’re two in the same who only feel truly loved and valued when they’re with each other even when they acknowledge that they’re breaking each other down.

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#needthat😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

me and the grown man who whimpers when i call him a good boy

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Kia Ora again! It’s 🫀anon. I loved how you did my request. Recently saw your post about taking a break from the media. Hope you have great rest when break comes🙌🏽.

kia ora to you as well!! I’m just now seeing this 😅. thanks for the support! I feel a bit better now, think im ready to write. how are you?

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Thank you for feeding us with your wonderful work😮‍💨

- 🫀anon

the pleasure is mines! forever happy to please 🙏🏽!

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Your recent work is just 🤩 loved every second of reading it :)

thank you thank you 🙏🏽 !