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Lol fuck i really like you

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Lol awks we won an award together for biggest stoners so like.... *shrug*

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Lol now roommate is bringing them wine and cookies and thats fine i wanna die

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Hey i really like you but id also just like to have a normal friendship so maybe like...hmu sometimes? Jesus fuck...

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Roommate didnt come back til after 3am again.... cant be sure but like...really?

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Lol forreal honestly how the hell are you gonna fuck my roommate

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Wow cant believe it was my ROOMMATE this whole time

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How do i distance myself enough that im not in pain all the time but also still communicate with them enough that i dont miss talking to them but also dont overcommunicate and feel like a burden but also be a supportive friend while theyre going through a shit time

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Cant believe that last night i spilled all my sads to my roommate that was not good of me lol

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Fucking ugh

Honestly i only came back on tumblr to use it as my personal journal to vent about dumb shit

It just really hurts that we used to flirt all the time and then i just kinda lowkey got replaced

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Lol i was promised a vent and smoke sesh tonight but then they got some reay bad news and now theyre sad and thats fine and whatever but i offered to smoke them up and just be company so they werent alone with their thoughts but i found out j is already with them so that hurts a lil but lol okay im fine 🙃🙃

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Lol "text me if you need me" really means i wanna seem supportive but dont actually text me

Cause when i texted them i got no response soooooo lol *shrug*

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Lol if j and c are hooking up honestly it might kill me lmao

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Hello i came back to tumblr bc i need a place to put all my feelings where people cant give me a hard time about them

Still gay

Still sad

Still feel like a burden always

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Reblog if Black Lives Matter to you

Where are those woke white people at!?

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When u wake up and ur teddy bear is on the floor

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File under: Mistakes I can't believe I made.