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KHO : “M E R R Y . C H R I S T M A S”

Merry Christmas everyone! From our family to yours 💝🎄

God bless everyone!! 

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St. Patrick School Ambassadors of 2017-2018 - Ginoo at Binibini ng SPS Winners

"True beauty isn't measured with what the eyes can see but with what kind of heart a person has and its perspectives in life." -unknown

First of all, I would of course like to thank God for giving us this experience and opportunity. It helps us learn, grow, and be more confident about ourselves in a way that we won’t put others down. Second, I would want to thank my mom and my sister for being there all throughout this competition since month of October. Third, I am thankful to my friends/classmates, teachers, and leaders for their ever full support in everything I do and for believing in what I can. Lastly, I want to thank our school, St. Patrick School for giving us this opportunity and chance to prove ourselves and be an example to others by being true to ourselves.

It is an honor for me and my partner, Mr. Jacko Miguel Bautista to be the ambassadors of our beloved Alma Matter before we leave it in 4 months and transfer to a new home. 

We are indeed grateful and blessed to be a part of St. Patrick School. For our 2 years of stay in SPS, we’ve learned a lot and have been through a lot. But we will always be thankful for the school, the people in it, and the experiences given to us for it helps us to grow and stand out instead of blending in.

This win and title is not given to have something to boast in, but to have a responsibility and duty in being a good example and inspiration to our co-Patricians and youth. And we are ready and accepting the challenge for we believe that God is up to something and this is just the beginning.

So in behalf of my co-ambassadors and ambassadress, we would like to thank our parents, brothers and sisters, friends, classmates, Mrs. Cruz, Mrs. Cacalda, and the whole SPS community for the trust and support that you have given us! 

AMBASSADORS and AMBASSADRESS of SPS For Pre-School and Elementary Department:  Mr. Lorenzo Celebre and Ms. Airille Bumanglag For Intermediate Department:  Mr. Clyde Flores and Ms. Ayessa Dapitan For Junior High School Department:  Mr. Jeremiah Acedillo and Ms. Rhea Rivera For Senior High School Department:  Mr. Jacko Miguel Bautista and Ms. Gershei Quirao 

Congratulations to all of us fam (my co-candidates of Ginoo at Binibini ng SPS)!! Win or lose, we all deserve this win and  we just all slayed that night ☘️💛👑😊💚

(other candidates are in the photos below) 

Gown : Katherine Lim HMUA : Raymond Sunico 

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Depression / Anxiety

When I was a child, I never thought of having friends, talking to someone I don’t know, getting too close to someone I don’t even know if true, serving others even if I’m not feeling better, etc.. But now that I am into it, I can say that I love doing it for them because I do love them more than I do love myself but.. I AM TIRED AND GETTING SICK of it. 

It hurts that you care for all of them 101% but nobody made you feel like there is someone who cares for you. Maybe I am getting closer to having a depression or maybe I am just tired and just needs a rest. But how should I know? 

It suddenly started to feel like I am drowning from both random toxic and harmless things that I have to pass through in order to survive. And I just don’t know anymore what I have to do and what is really true. 

Sometimes, I just want to get out, stay on top of a mountain for days, or hide in the corners of our church where nobody knows and will see me.. just to find what I am missing. 

Yes I’ve been through a lot of things, and I do know that those things are far way smaller than what I have and will go through when I grow older. But how? How can I just easily eradicate all those what, who, how, and why’s that kept on bothering my mind and giving me a hard time to distinguish why am I feeling so worthless and alone even if there is or there are actually someone/somethings that are far more worthy to look at in order to live. 

I just don’t know anymore.. I don’t know why I can’t say no. I don’t know why I can’t stop loving people that very much even if they don’t actually care. I don’t know why I keep on blending myself in to everyone where in fact I am not born to be one, but to stand out. 

I don’t know.. all I know is that.. (changing “you” to “i”)  ↓

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Mr. and Ms. St. Patrick School - Senior High School 2017-2018

Coronation Night : 20 Dec ‘17 💚

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Pastels of Reality

Here’s a long overdue post that I just decided to post last few weeks ago. Having been so busy with school works and... work 😂

CLOTHES: Silk Baby Pink Bomber Jacket from my dearest friend, Carmela Uy Baseball Jeans Crop Top by Jukaykay Mint Green Skater Skirt from US Black and white rubber shoes from Addidas 💞

This photo was taken during our United Nations Celebration in our beloved second home (Shoutout to ST. PATRICK SCHOOL 🙌).. The background is actually in the country of JAPAN. 😋

And here, is our ever so greeeen field where Patricians play softball and football 😂 Hope everyone is having a great day!

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Laban

Laban. Patuloy na lalaban Kahit na ako'y iniwan. Iniwang luhaan Luhaan dahil ika'y di nasisiyahan. Di nasisiyahan sa lahat ng nagawa. Nagawa naman ang lahat Ngunit lahat ay di sapat.

Sapat. Sapat bang isuko na ang lahat? Lahat ng pagdurusa’t-saya? Saya na kahit kaylan ay di naramdamang tapat? Tapat ba talaga’t totoo? Totoong ako'y gulong-gulo. Gulong-gulo sa mga nangyayari sa mundo. Mundong ang alam lang ay saktan ang mga tao.

Tao. Sino-sinong tao Ang totoo at nagmamahal sayo? Sayo na binibigay ang buo Buong pagkatao at pagsasakripisyo. Pagsasakripisyo na hindi kaylangang palitan Palitan na lang ng pagtanggap at pagmamahal.

Pagmamahal. Kaylan ba mararamdaman ang iyong pagmamahal? Pagmamahal na tulad ng binibigay mo sakanila? Sakanila na laging pinagtutuunan. Pinagtutuunan ng bawat pansin at oras. Oras kong nababaliwala’t nasasayang.

Nasasayang. Nasasayang lang ba ang aking paghihirap? Paghihirap na baka akala ko'y hindi mo nakikita? Nakikita ngunit di mo lang pala pinapahalata? Pinapahalata na ika'y may paki pala.

Pala. Anong mapapala at anong mawawala? Mawawala na ba ang sakit na nadarama? Nadarama ng isip ko’t dibdib? Dibdib na gusto lamang ay lumigaya. Lumigayang kasama ka. Kasama ka sa patuloy kong pag laban. Laban na ayaw mong samahan. Samahan dahil natatakot kang saktan Saktan at ipagLABAN.

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Give yourself a rest, okay? Stop trying to figure out everything. Surrender it all to God and He will do the work for you. Trust Him even more.

Jesus declared, “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

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Hey, it’s me The one who’ll always care for you Oh yes, it’s me The one who’ll always love you I just hope you still remember And I wish it crossed your mind All the memories that we have left behind

Jamie Rivera

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🖤🖤🖤

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How you finish is as important as how you start

Professor Yoon (Weightlifting fairy)

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Remember: God is using all of your experiences, both good and bad, to develop your character to match your calling.

Lysa TerKeurst (via foreverhelives)

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