callmeyuby

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구마워

Thank you for changing your WA account profpict. That's a relief for me. But hopefully you will do the same thing to your other WA account profpict. See, I told you that its hard to maintain 2 accounts at the sametime. But, maybe you just want to keep the other profpict to stay still with it so you can remembering your own memory? Ah, I dont know, hope that you will only "forgot" that you still have another account that its profpict need to be changed. 구마워. 아녕.

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kalo jd ketemuan nanti, mau: 1. cek wa nya 2. traktir nonton/makan 3. kasih kado ultah

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yeay

how are you? are you okay? seems that avoiding you have a little progress, like I didnt send chats, except sending job vacancy. yeay! but i.. miss you sometimes. haha silly right? but i wont sent any silly chat to you again like the other times. so I'll just saying what I want to say or ask to you only here. no more mistake! :) sometimes I still read our old chats. It gives me chills while reading it. Thinking about that, I'm still not sure about what do you think about me. Do you like me or not? because sometimes you can chat me for a long long chats, and sometimes you didnt even chat me for a long time. okay. I just want to say, that I miss you. that's it. good night :)

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안녕

Woaaah, I cant believe that ignored by you does really makes me feel hurt. Maybe it is an answer for all my last questions to you. That I was nothing in your eyes, mind and heart. Okay...., from now on, I'll stop to talk and chat to you. I accept this bitter truth, although its really hard for me. Hope that you will have a brighter happier life and family in the future. But, only one that I ask from you. I hope thet we can meet each other for the last time in the future, so I can check your chat from me, from the very silly accident that I made, in your Whatsapp account. I want to make sure that you kept your words. Lastly, Goodbye R.

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Avoid.

I will try try to avoiding you for upcoming 1 week start today. It means that I wont whatsapp or contacting you first from now until January 5th 2018. Unless I need something urgent to tell you or you contact me first, then its okay no problem. Hope I can get through of this matter. Fighting !!

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Trust

should I trust you for the rest? even you never answer my last questions. and now it seems that you hard to answer my other question. What was it that you hide from me?

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Forgive for everything

I wont budge you anymore with anything. but i found that its hard for me to get away from you. i even keep back and forth to saw whether you went online or not. lol such a fool of me. okay, i'll be get away from little by little.. dont worry, i wont be around your eyes anymore. thanks for everything and i'm sorry for everything.

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so this is what it is feel :'(

Ya Allah, mungkin karena hamba masih banyak kurang beribadah jadi hamba belum bisa memiliki pekerjaan yg halal. Hamba mohon, kuatkan lah hati hamba utk menghadapi tantangan di masa yg akan datang. Ya Allah yang Maha pemurah, limpahkan lah rezeki bg hamba dan keluarga ya Allah. Aamiin ya Rabbal Alamiiin

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Hope

semakin dekat dengan tanggal pengumuman kelulusan, rasanya semakin deg2an. Ya Allah, hamba sangay berharap untuk dapat lulus hingga kelulusan akhir dan diterima sebagai PNS di Instansi Lapan pada penerimaan PNS periode kali ini. Agar hamba dalat berbakti kepada kedua orangtua hamba dengan lebih baik lagi serta agar hamba dapat mengaplikasikan ilmu yg telah hamba dapat selama kuliah serta mendalaminya ketika bekerja di Instansi Lapan nanti. Insyaallah jika hamba nanti lulus dan diterima sbg PNS di Instansi Lapan, hamba berniat bernazar untuk menyumbangkan uang sebesar 300rb rupiah untuk di infaq kan ke mesjid tempat hamba biasa sholat berjamaah. Aamiiin Ya Rabbal Alaamiin

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I remember moments, not dates

baru kepikiran, sejak kapan bisa dekat sm abang waktu kuliah? waktu ppgl? waktu kuliah barengan di matkul yg sama? how?? tp rasanya yg lebih masuk akal waktu kuliah bareng d matkul yg sama. karna jelas pas ppgl abang kan jd team advance yah sebutannya? team yg buka jalan, yg dominan diisi sm anak2 ary. jd mana sempat ketemu anak peserta ppgl gini hhehe yg aku ingat, momen yg pernah bareng sm abang: -jalan bareng berempat sm bg robin arum, ngajakin nonton mid night. mall tutup, nyari makan d susilo. makan mie rebus hahahaha, diantar pulang. dah gitu aja. -jalan bareng minta ditemenin beli buku tes cpns or toefl ga tau kenapa tetiba minta ditemenin. -k kosan abang, dibantuin bikin peta grid pemetaan. main k kosan abang ditunda2 mulu, karnaa asli saya takur, banyak senior kaaan. tp rupanya seniornya cuma bg hadit bg arie haha. ga ding karna agak malu juga masa anak perempuan sndirian k sana, k kosan cowo lagii dan bg topik iseng ngirimin foto data peta grid ufa ada d fd abang via twitter, dan komennyaaaaaa bikin malu ngahaha - jalan k bromo. paling inget pas ufa tidur di kereta otw k malang, abang d sebelah ufa. tp ufa ga pandai main nyender seenaknya di bahu abang, jadilah ufa ambil bantal, letakin di bahu abang, baru nyender haha kata dede muka lo parah beut bang mupeng pengen disenderin haha. maaf ufa msh jaga batas yaaa -jalan k mall yg d tb simatupang fatmawati nonton maliq d essential, diajak tiara hadit, ad ka nila bg ondo jg sm sahabatnya hadit. kita makan bareng d aw nya sebelum nonton maliq, lumayan ada ngobrol sedikit. trus yg paling diingat dr lagunya itu cuma lirik ini dan asli penasaran ke abang ttg ini, “adakah ku sedikit dihatimuuuu~~~?” - abis ufa balik dr ambil data skripsi, abang nanya lg dimana, kalo smpat k ta, k ta ya. tp ufanya kecapean, lg d jalan mau pulang k kosan. jd nya abang ngajak ketemu di warkit smping kosan. baru tau knp tumben ngajak ketemu, rupanya abang ngabarin kalo keterima kerja, di field tp, jd wellsite geologist. abang minta tolong kirimkan data formasi cekungan sumatera selatan via email waktu itu. jujur, senang diajak ketemu sm abang, karna tau yang setau aku abang ni pendiam apa pemalu kalo ngajak jalan org “yg disukainya?” haha ge-er to the max. -nelfon pertama kalinya pas waktu lg d bengkulu semenjak dr terakhir ketemu - dan ga tau kapan terakhir ketemu sm abang sampai saat ini. -asli kangen sm abang, kangen waktu masih bisa bareng2 ketemu abang. kangen denger suara abang lg. padahal waktu di bengkulu kmrn brharap banget dikasih ijin sm mama biar bisa jalan bareng ketemu lg. tp apadaya, abang pun ndak nyamperin k pnginapan. -and today is your birthday, 18 agustus. ufa cuma bisa berdoa utk abang, semoga diberkahi Allah SWT diumur abang yg sekarang ini. semoga abang sehat selalu, diberkahi dan diridhai Allah SWT dlm beribadah dan mncari rezeki, diberi keimanan kesabaran ketabahan kekuatan yg berlebih lagi agar tetap istiqamah dlm mnjalani ibadah dan kegiatan sehari2nya. sukses dunia akhirat. tercapai segala cita2 yg diinginkan. Aamiin Ya Rabbal Alamiin. - dan ufa berharap kepada Allah SWT, kalau memang kita berjodoh, permudahkanlah jalan untuk kita hidup bersama hingga akhirat. Aamiin Ya Rabbal Alamiiin - and now, where are you? dikirimin ucapan d wa, tp dr hari minggu tgl 13 agustus nya udh ga aktif wa, sampe skrg belum k kirim wa nya. dikirim sms, delivered, tp jg ga bales. padahal kmrn pernah bilang kalau ada apa2, kirim sms aja, karna sinyal d rumah ga bagus. where are you? I have been terribly missing you :(

-finally you come up again the day after I text you saying congrats for your birthday, with a new WA account with new number, after you read my message you said. dont know why you really have to change your wa number, but the old number still active for messaging and calling. -remember that I’m gonna asking you “a lot questions” to you? its because i’m going not to really understand with your thoughts about everything nowadays. I just want to understand you in your every thought. I wont asking anything again until you answered my first question about why people in Ary keep calling you with “momo”? you said that you’ll be answered it while you have time to type the answer because it was a long loong looooong story to tell. Seems that you really busy right there. And I’ll just keep waiting for your answer here. - then you came up again texted me about job vacancy at LIPI. and it seems that it was an Hoax information. but the next day it turn out that it just legal information. very happy about it. but i just got too confuse or galau to choose which one i should pick, between BATAN and LAPAN. you’ve said that you’d be happy if i’m really going to pick BATAN as my choice, instead to fulfill your dream long time ago. after long chat with you, suddenly I asked myself if I really should choose BATAN this time, whether it is my personal choice or because of you. yesterday you’ve said that you would tell me about the test, how it is going, will the result came out after you finish the test and so on. but it seems that you wont tell me anything tonight. I wont asked you first about that or anything anymore, I will let you tell me by yourself without i’m asking you first. I wont hope anything from you anymore. cause it really pain for me if I have high or even any expectation from you while the results dont even get near my expectation. So, hopefully you’ll get the best for your life and everything and get achieved your nice dreams in the future. Insyaallah. Amiin Ya Rabbal Alamiin.

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Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiiim

1. sholat lima waktu full 2. khatam al-quran 3. tahajud tiap malam 4. kerja sebagai geologist 5. bahagiain mama papa & keluarga 6. nikah dengan lelaki yg lebih beriman dan istiqomah dlm beribadah kepada Allah swt, mnjadi suami yg dapat membina rumah tangga brsama saya dengan sakinah mawaddah warrahmah.

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Mr. AO, how are you?

Entah kenapa beberapa hari belakangan ini terlintas dipikiranku mengenai salah satu teman sekelasku ketika SMA. Karena hal ini, aku mulai mencoba mengontaknya, bermaksud utk sekedar menyapa, mencoba mngeceknya, apakah ia baik-baik saja di sana, ntah dimana di sananya, aku tidak tau pula, karna mungkin aku hanya kangen dengan seorang teman. Sudah semua cara aku coba untuk menghubunginya. Sms, line, email, ym, tetap tak ada hasil. Tak ada kabar setitik pun tentang dia. Satu cara yang belum ku coba, yakni dengan menelponnya langsung. Tetapi aku masih belum memiliki kepercayaan diri utk menelpon seseorang tanpa alasan yang jelas, apalagi dia salah satu seseorang yg aku kagumi dan sukai(?) dulunya.

Jujur, setiap aku memilih sesuatu, kalau aku tidak suka, aku bilang tidak suka. Tapi sekalinya suka, aku langsung yakin, kalau aku yakin atau suka dengan sesuatu itu. Begitu juga dengan menyukai seorang laki2, bisa dihitung dengan jari laki2 yg begitu saya sukai. Salah satu diantaranya adalah Mr. A ini.

Pertama kalinya aku melihat ia adalah ketika kami berada di dalam kelas yg sama IPA1.

dan terakhir aku lihat ia, katika kami sama sama berada di ruang tunggu bandara ssq, otw jakarta, ntah saat itu msh pakai pelita atau udh ngga. aku ngga yakin ia ngelihat aku ada d sana, tp aku jelas lihat kalo itu ia. aku duduk di bangku row depan mnghadap langsung ke pesawat, sedangkan dia duduk di bangku row nomer 2 dr blakang, persis d bagian blakangku. ia keliatan rapi, pakai sweater, jam tangan dan tas sport jinjing. well, hope you had become a true real man right now, laki2 yg sholat wajibnya tepat waktu dimasjid, ngaji lancar dan bagus, udh ga nonton dan nyimpen film yg aneh2 lg, punya kerja rutinitas yg halal dan baik, rezeki lancar, sehat selalu. hope to see you again with Allah SWT will.. Aamiiin ya rabbal alamiiin

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WTK 2

hmm how are you now? how was your master study? hope everything goes well with your plans. hope that someday I will pursue my master too in geothermal, hopefully. thank you for encouraging me that day in our friend’s car, after geology big reunion. but I’ll have to work first as geologist so I can pay my tuition fees and others that related with it by my own, cause I want to be dependent and dont want my parents feel burden with it. well, hmmmm, actually i want to see your face right now. the last thing that I remember about you is only your back, yeah your back. at that day, I went to campus want to send something via Pos. to get there I need to pass GEMA. then i realized that there was a basketball competition at GEMA, it was geology team vs other study major team. after knowing geology team was playing that time, I went rushing to Pos to sent my document. after that, I came back to watch my team. but suddenly i saw someone’s back under the ring. i guess i know whose back it is. yeah after a while I recognize it was you. you were standing there holding your drink cup, alone. i was so happy just to see your back at that time, until i’m frightened that you might turn your back and saw me while im starring your back. I’m just happy.. but then, someone approaching you and then standing right beside you. it was a girl, a girl that i really hate, hate that she likes you and turns out that you really like her too. woaah that time i’m hoping much that you two never turns your back and really saw me standing behind you. continue..the players in geology team that i know were my juniors, and there is 1 of my junior that I very proud, he play well in basketball, cause i know that he was joining RBBC while still in high school, his name is Willy. while im hoping like that for them two, geology team play hard to got a score. after some times, Willy made a score by his lay up. oh I forgot that the home field of geology team is opposite from where i stand, GEMA front door, which is he shoot the ball right in front me. after he made a score, he suddenly recognizing me that I’m standing out from the front door. then he waving and smiling at me, only him done that things to the crowd people in front of him, not with other player. that makes me afraid that others will pay attention to me too. so im waving and smiling back to him, and he went to continue his game. i feel relieved that no one pay attention to me after that, especially you two. seeing you two standing side by side like that makes me jealous. but i cant do nothing to you two. i just cant, even i cant saw your face. i need to get out from there so you guys didnt realize that im standing behind you all that time. im hoping that you will do your best for your religion, nation and for your self, and lastly ofcourse separate with her.

-19 agustus 17 kok makin gendut aja siiih?? mau nyaingin gendutnya gue??? asli lah itu badan dah pada ngebulat semuaaa.. jaga kesehatannya yaa

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that woman 그여자

One woman loves youShe loves you with all her heart Everyday she follows you like a shadow She is smiling but is actually crying How much more, just how much more Must I gaze at you like this alone This meaningless love, this miserable love Must I continue for you to love me oh Come closer a little bit more When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet I, who loves you, is still next to you That woman is crying That woman is very timid So she learnt how to smile There are so many things she cannot tell her closest friend That woman’s heart is full of tears So that woman said She loved you because you were so like her Another fool, yet another fool Won’t you hug me once before you go oh I want to be loved, my dear Everyday in my heart, in my heart I shout out that woman is still Next to you oh Do you know that woman is me? Don’t tell me you know and are doing this to me But you won’t know because my dear, you’re a fool How much more, just how much more Must I gaze at you like this alone This foolish love, this miserable love Must I continue for you to love me oh Come closer a little bit more When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet I who loves you, even now I’m at your side That woman is crying 한 여자가 그대를 사랑합니다 그 여자는 열심히 사랑합니다 매일 그림자처럼 그대를 따라다니며 그 여자는 웃으며 울고있어요 얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자 이 바람같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니 oh 조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는 널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 여잔 웁니다 그 여자는 성격이 소심합니다 그래서 웃는 법을 배웠답니다 친한 친구에게도 못하는 얘기가 많은 그 여자의 마음은 눈물투성이 그래서 그 여자는 그댈 널 사랑 했데요 똑같아서 또 하나같은 바보 또 하나같은 바보 한번 나를 안아주고 가면 안되요 oh 난 사랑받고 싶어 그대여 매일 속으로만 가슴 속으로만 소리를 지르며 그 여자는 오늘도 그 옆에 있데요 oh 그 여자가 나라는 걸 아나요 알면서도 이러는 건 아니죠 모를꺼야 그댄 바보니까 얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자 이 바보같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니 oh 조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는 널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 여잔 웁니다

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Ndak ada satu orang pun yang benar-benar tahu isi hati seseorang, sedekat apapun mereka.

Bapak agia ~ Hatimu ( a novel by Salsa Oktifa)

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Missing my hometown :(

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