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• 9.22.2024 •

The first official day of fall 🍎 I’m eating cider donuts, baking apple desserts, re-reading my favorite books, and wearing sweaters in the crisp autumn air.

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Thursday, the 12th of September 2024

Before I dived into the stories set in Middle Earth, I read two shortstories by Dostoevsky. White Nights and Bobok satisfied my need for something concise and concerned with the human condition. The latter was witty, quick and absurd in its critique of society and bureaucracy, while the former laid out the heartbreak of young love and friendship as well as the normalised dependency of women. The writing was beautiful, I marked many passages that conveyed intense emotion and truths.

I remember it fondly when I sit at my desk writing. The quick mind and the precision of the language were quite impressive but piqued my interest in reworking my paper again and again. I've become a stonemason, slowly chipping away at the incomplete stone to fashion it into a breathtaking statue.

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100 days of productivity 1/100

going to start doing a daily thing to hold myself accountable :')) i spent most of my study time today just trying to figure out how the hell to use r... we've got like 60 practice questions and i've only gone through 27 of them and they're due by tomorrow night i'm so cooked... i ended up walking home at 9:30 because absolutely nothing was going on in my head at that point and pushing any further didn't feel productive anymore. i think i'll take the rest of tonight off to reset and get back to it tomorrow and just pray i get it done by midnight tomorrow.

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Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, from a letter to Jane Williams written in February 1823, featured in The Letters of Mary Shelley

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A Burst of Light, Audre Lorde

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corra para si ✨

voltando a ler sobre feminismo e violência de gênero pro grupo de estudos.

estudos na faculdade ao longo da tarde, coisa que as férias do estágio me permitem.

feliz de ver o por do sol tão lindo, embora tenha sido em dias diferentes, e mais feliz ainda de ter encontrado uma professora que tenha entendido a essência da minha pesquisa pro tcc - a calmaria foi a mesma.

feliz em ter terminado o retrato e que graciosidade é ter o privilégio de ler veríssimo.

curtir a solitude no cinema é, também, muito feliz.

corri pro abraço, pro meu abraço, corri para mim.

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11.09.2024 // day 202 // making the most of productive bursts.

been feeling pretty energetic and motivated this week, even getting out of bed before the sunrise as the days get warmer and longer. so I'm channeling that energy towards writing the 10k words I need to submit by december. i do not know when the next crash will happen. it's all a chaotic mess of rage writing but writing is the only way through which i can think.

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second year of uni has started in full swing!

went through personality theories for my personality psych assignment

made a cute study set up <3

(tried) to start my biological bases of behaviour course's assignment by reading the assigned research article

did a mini art project for said biological bases course because ✨why not✨

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rory gilmore study inspiration

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Literally the second week of school and I’m already swamped with readings and coursework 🥲 But I also did back2school shopping and restocked a bunch of stationary so I’m ready!💅🏻🫶🏻🩷✨

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112 Days of Uni [8/133]

🌞12/08/24🌛

🎧song of the day: Simple - Kali Uchis

Today I had classes again, so I did some light reading for this week's lecture and then I took some preliminary notes for the lecture

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24/08/27

Taking full advantage of my access to a standing desk. Reading while standing is so much better for my focus tbh.

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Going aight

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Lamp Light Books (a literary themed hotel) in Sapporo. The lobby is a library coffee shop.

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today’s study || happy first day of classes!!!

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I had such a hectic day today. I had to present my science project and the amount I stress I've had since last night was immense. But it's all done now so I think I'm gonna take some rest today. But I will catch with my studies by rising early in the morning. 🥹

Wish me luck <3