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I’ve been thinking about it all along - At the moment the flame of this short life goes out, what should I say?  But every time, it’s like grasping mist with my hands.  The answer didn’t take form.

I understood it now.  Just a few seconds ago.

I need no words.  Only actions.  

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OLYMPIAN AESTHETICS.

APHRODITE // laughter-loving. sweet smiles.  dressed in silk and satin.  flower in their hair. sees the world as a runway.  unapologetically sexual.  the sea washing their ankles.  in love with love.  stirrer of passion.  cunning concealed by painted lips. secret daggers.  doves. revolution in their kiss. delighting in the waves.  flirtatious winks.  strolling along the beach. staring wistfully from a balcony.  this is how to be a heartbreaker.  wants to be adored. gets turned on by danger.

APOLLO //  glitz and glamour. art galleries.  turning the volume up.  being made of gold.  neatly organized music sheets.  notebooks filled with poetry.  bathing in the sunlight. the powerful urge to create.  collecting vinyl records.  beautiful cover of wonderwall.  playing multiple instruments.  tasting like sunshine.  healing touch. speaking in prophecies. smile mingled with wrath.  shunning lies.  sporting shades.  hanging out at music festivals with their friends.  sleeps naked.  arrow to the heart.  paint brushes.  probably has a tinder account.

ARES // armed for battle.  wants to raise a dog with their significant other.  soft spot for children.  gives piggyback rides.  scarred body.  blood on their hands and face. willing to fight the world for the ones they love.  fights against injustice.  warm hugs. well worn combat boots. boxing gloves. bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles.  fist raised in protest.  ignites revolutions. fear is a prison. more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think.  exhausted.  damaged goods.  force to be reckoned with. red roses. curses under their breath.

ARTEMIS //   keen sense of a hunter. freckles like constellations on their skin. piercing eyes.disheveled braid. moonlight peeking through the shadows. the calm of the forest at night. lying on the grass and staring at the stars. mother doe and her fawn.  protecting their kin. the moon shimmering on a still lake.  quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree. running with wolves.  bonding while circled around a campfire.  not being much of a people person. arrow hitting a target.  popping egos.  patience on 3%.  touches heaven and returns howling.

ATHENA //  discerning gaze. unreadable face. quiet museums.  owl perched on their finger. armor that intimidates.  eye for architecture. plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses. studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid.  big fan of logic. loves brain teasers. ancient buildings.  sweaters in neutrals and cool colors.  hair done up. can kill you with their brain.  heads to the library often to research.  sharpened pencils. abs that can cut steel.   stoic statues.  pottery classes.

DEMETER //   soil covered hands. smile that can bloom flowers.  skin loved by the sun.  being the mom friend. can lift you and your friends.  flowers kept in the pockets of overalls. takes pride in their beautiful garden.  speaks to their plants. leaves rustling in the wind. stalks of wheat.  picking fruit.  greenhouses.  heart as strong as a mountain. values simplicity. daisies dotted across a collarbone.  curls crowned with flowers. folded pile of sweaters in warm hues. pulling out fresh baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.

DIONYSUS //   drunk shitposter.  on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second. seductive smirks. untamed curls.  rich fabrics on dark skin. sleek furred panthers.  theatre masks.  stage productions.  receiving a standing ovation.  rose caught between their teeth.  being the baby of the bunch. wild parties that last from sundown to sunup. creeping vines.inspiring loyalty. grand opera houses.  masquerade balls.  rolls of film.  shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine spilled floor.  pouring champagne into flutes.  lives for the applause.

HEPHAESTUS //  the calloused hands of someone who knows labor.  sweaty brow. flame burning in their eyes. inventive mind. broad shoulders.  steampunk goggles.  nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes. ashes.  striking a match.  blueprints for future projects.  fixing up a busted up car and giving it cool upgrades.  wrestles with bitterness. work boots have seen better years.  wrinkled plaid shirts.  iron melted in blazing fire.  huge jackets.  crafting masterpieces.  greased stained overalls.  fascination with robotics.  pain is fuel.  stack of weaponry.  even their muscles have muscles.

HERA //  resting bitch face.  dressed to the nines.  cows grazing on a pasture.  cool rain. loving and hating fiercely. hand clutching a string of pearls. large chandelier with glittering crystals. plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims.  romance to realism.  pictures of the sky while flying on a plane. files that under fuck it.  downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix.  like their selfie or you’re grounded.  knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man. dark eyes that penetrate your soul.  marble and gold.

HERMES //   devil - may - care smile.  always up - to - date on the latest technology.  will steal your french fries. does it for the vine.  shitposter. puts googly eyes on everything.  meme hoarder. long drives on the highway. ma and pop diners.  spontaneous road trips. folded maps.  fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop.  shooting hoops on the basketball court. chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations. goes jogging in the morning.  mixes redbull with coffee.  menace on april fool’s.  hoodies and sneakers.

POSEIDON //   storm with skin. colorful coral reefs.  waves crashing against the shore. stroking the soft fur of a cat. their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop. tousled locks.  clothes smeared with paint.  owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more. leather jackets.  fondness for diy projects. handwriting that flows across the page.   nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin.  a velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams. mood as ever-changing as the sea.  the roar of a motorcycle.  compass with a spinning arrow.

HADES //   walking home alone in the early morning.  back alleys.  drinking alone in a graveyard.crippling loneliness hidden by sarcasm and cynicism. crows picking a carcass.  untended dead flowers. the black sheep of the family. black coffee.  money can’t buy you happiness. murder mystery dinner parties.  blood on your shirt collar. dust illuminated by sunlight.  classical music.  dogs are better than people.  quiet wrath. shady business deals. taking what you are owed. paint it black. seasonal affective disorder.  popping the suit collar.  grey rain on a cityscape.

ZEUS //      thunder in their heart. running on coffee. a flash of lightning. natural charisma. eloquence. badass in a nice suit. an aficionado of history. a force of nature. lenny’s face. nightmare - filled nights. proud arm around their lover’s waist.  high - rise buildings.  planes soaring through a cloudless sky.  technician on the piano. maintains order. strong handshake. juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease. expensive watch.

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a look into some content from my main blog's akutagawa tag

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I'M STILL ALIVE BTW I just got caught up bc I'm stage managing a show that opened yesterday on top of a full time job but I WILL be back as SOON as we close on sunday B)

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higuchi: he's so...mysterious...you never know what he's feeling because he's never going to let you in...he'll never open up his heart to anyone..... 

atsushi, who saw akutagawa trauma dump on the guy feeding the birds outside of their apartment like 20 minutes ago: okay

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things I think would fix akutagawa 

 - pup cup from starbucks - wrapped in a blanket like a burrito and put down for a nap - animal crossing 2.0 update - dance dance revolution (on easy mode so his heart doesn’t stop from strenuous activity)

things I think would kill akutagawa

- drinking ice water - advil 200mg - an edible - socks get wet - a really loud noise  - going to the zoo

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❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

“...I don’t recall announcing that the blood is mine.”

It is.  Most of it is.  And it’s obvious - it dribbles out of his mouth and onto the (previously) white fabric of his dress shirt.  

More of it bubbles out with his cough.  He attempts to subtly wipe it away with the back of his hand, but there is so much of it that a stream begins running down his wrist instead.  

“...This is not any worse an injury than I have endured before.  Besides, what concern does the Armed Detective Agency have with my health?  Does your good samaritan complex suddenly extend to members of the Port Mafia as well?”

He cleans the back of his hand with a white handkerchief before moving on to dab his face.  

“Get out of my way.  I’m in a hurry.”

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he’s in the starbucks drive thru about to get a pup cup

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me: akutagawa listens to doja cat and I ghtink it would be funny for this to come up in threads

 someone else: you're a stupid fucking bitch he listens only to gothpunk grunge bc he's too sad and goth et cetera

me on my new megaphone: congratulations!!!!! akutagawa listens to jimmy buffet too now

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they aren’t wrong sorry

it’s worse in my discord server (which you should join) sorry

benji advertising her twitter like it’s anything other than talking about oda like he’s a piece of MEAT

LWSMRNDwodmsjKFWJQKFNQOQPDCISLDFJAKFNZLAEPALCNEJQOSKFNSBDAKRNQOEKWNFIWOANFBDIKFFJA YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO THAT

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benji advertising her twitter like it’s anything other than talking about oda like he’s a piece of MEAT

LWSMRNDwodmsjKFWJQKFNQOQPDCISLDFJAKFNZLAEPALCNEJQOSKFNSBDAKRNQOEKWNFIWOANFBDIKFFJA YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO THAT

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MICROPHONE FROM ATSUSHI GIMME MORE OF UR THOUGHTS

GIRL YOU ALREADY KNOW IM FUCKING GOING CRASY IM TRYING TO THINK OF ONE I HAVENT TOLD YOU ABOUT YET

magnolia - the hush sound

your heartbeat is pulsing, at night in your chest, it's gold and it's glowing with all the life you have left, i received your words from hospitals where you felt alone, your words like smoke, they made me sick, but they kept me warm.

run where you'll be safe,  through the garden gates.

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Send in “microphone”

and I’ll pick a song / lyric that represents our characters’ relationship

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🖤🤍 My I 🤍🖤

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so here’s my main shin soukoku playlist <3 

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I saw a tweet earlier asking who would win in a fight between chuuya and akutagawa.  is this even a question people have the drowned victorian piece of paper is getting his ass FOLDED

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WELL.  here’s my oldies sskk playlist