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anyways this used to be a BTR blog and now it’s probably gonna be a Dramoine blog again so I’m sorry but it’s gonna happen

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LOL haven’t used this thing in a hot minute but I need a judgement free place to think about a boy so here we go

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Hello, thereee!!! Logan Henderson has just release his new album Echoes Of The Departure And The Endless Street Of Dreams and it also includes his singles Sleepwalker, Bite My Tongue and Speak Of The Devil! Can’t wait to listen them <3

Btw, sorry if the first one pic is a bit small, I couldn’t find it big enough :-( Anyways, listen to the album and enjoy it as much as I do :-)

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I feel more like myself when I’m with you  than I do my own

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You: One Direction Me, an intellectual: Big Time Rush

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This show is a blessing on humanity and everyone should watch it

Like this clip doesn’t even do it justice, I’d upload this whole episode if I could

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big time rush: make it count, play it straight, don’t look back, don’t hesitate when you go

me: BIG TIME

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Look how cute these guys are 😍

(Posted by him)

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holding a really great poll if i should leave the logan henderson fandom on twitter - please advise//vote!!!

https://twitter.com/RusherProblemz/status/843249578556178432

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i think i gave up Logan for good today so tomorrow i am going to get incredibly drunk and just let myself go stay tuned for an anxious rant!

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hello so i just need to do some writing/ ranting so just an fyi this might be  a long winded - i get my feelings out - kind of thing

logan’s dating this new girl and i just don’t think its a good situation for him and im worried hes going to get his heart broken and fall even farther away and even lower than he is, i mean its gotten to the point where i really dont know if hes okay anymore and that really scares me and i know im not one to talk because ive written so many dang stories about him in bad situations but this time im genuinely concerned that hes spending too much time drinking and spending too much time with this new 21 year old dj chick and being careless with his heart and they tell you that when you see one of your friends like that you’re supposed to make sure that they’re okay mentally which i cant do and its just like, i want someone to make sure that hes not just putting himself in these situations and its so hard to be so anxious and so worried about someone that doesnt even know you exist to the point where i almost just want to figure out a way to get one of his family members to see whats happening and just see if hes okay because i really dont know anymore

second rant

all of my friends are growing and progressing and out having great lives and i continuously feel like im in a rut career wise and my boss follows me on twitter and that makes me so anxious and i just dont know what to do anymore because i havent even been in this job for a year and i just dont feel like im even happy anymore and its not that im not a happy person its just that im trying to find ways to make myself happy and trying to create things to look foward to and i just dont know anymore because its kind of like all i want to do is just sit on my kitchen floor lately and just not deal with people because everyone is applying for all of my dream jobs and im just stuck where i am and theres so much pressure to be successful and make money but like when you arent truly motivated by your job what do you even do like whats the plan actually and i dont know if i made a mistake going into this field right away and i just feel like im about to have a quarter life crisis and im 23 wow that is kinda sad

anyways if youve read this far im listening to a playlist of really emotional head spinny songs and feeling horribly sorry for myself but dont worry this is just like everything falling apart at once as usual

at this point i just want to find a nice boy who will understand how much worrying i do thats not even good worrying so there’s that 

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me while listening to Sleepwalker by Logan Henderson: Grit Time Rush

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“Sleepwalker” - Logan Henderson (2017)

There was a moment we said our goodbyes. I sat and wiped the tears from your eyes. We said we needed space to turn and walk away, but you know how to make me come back, so my darling dreamer, I’ll see you tonight. I’m running through the nightmares you put in my head. Every time that I wake up, I’m in your bed. Lock these chains. Throw away the key. I try to stay away, but you grab a hold of me. You say, “Keep walking, sleepwalker, keep walking.” You pull me under, and I’m drowning in the deep. I try to stay awake. I don’t want to go to sleep, but you say, “Keep walking, sleepwalker. Keep walking, sleepwalker.” Haunted by secrets, my lips are sealed. All of your demons, it turns out they’re real. The shadows on the wall watch me as I crawl, but you know how to make me come back. I’m just a monster that you’ll never fear. Lock these chains. Throw away the key. I try to stay away, but you grab a hold of me. You say, “Keep walking, sleepwalker, keep walking.” You pull me under, and I’m drowning in the deep. I try to stay awake. I don’t want to go to sleep, but you say, “Keep walking, sleepwalker. Keep walking, sleepwalker.” Why won’t you ever let me leave? Why won’t you ever let me leave? Just fucking let me out. Every time that I’m out of reach, you say, “Turn around.”

Lock these chains. Throw away the key. I try to stay away, but you grab a hold of me. You say, “Keep walking, sleepwalker, keep walking.” You pull me under, and I’m drowning in the deep. I try to stay awake. I don’t want to go to sleep, but you say, “Keep walking, sleepwalker. Keep walking, sleepwalker.”

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who's big time rush?

Oh my god this hurts

They were a boyband that was big a few years ago, got put together by Nickelodeon for a tv show that was about 4 boys becoming a boyband

They were great, sounded great live and acoustic and their songs were really nice, and unlike some other boybands they never got into any fights with other celebrities, just all around angels

But Nickelodeon dropped them to kiss 1D’s ass and so with no more show and no Nick to support their music either they all went their own way