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Back to where it started

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and suddenly …..

every heart wrenching break up song makes

sense.

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No one ever tells you when the heart break is going to go away.. and to be quite honest with you I don’t believe it ever truly does. You go on about your daily life and then the emotion just engulfs every single inch of your body until you remember to catch your breath again. There’s days where you wake up in an empty bed and can’t help but to think if there was anything you could’ve done to have that empty space filled with the person your brain tortures you to dream about. You still hear their voice, feel their touch and just hope that they think about you too. I can’t help but to think that this is what people refer to when they say life isn’t fair. It’s so so so not fair.

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I wish I would’ve never met you.

I would hurt less. I would have saved me precious time. I would be a bit more together instead of losing my fucking mind. Was it worth the risk? The police knocking at my door? I want to just forget you but when I drink I just don’t know how to anymore.

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I cannot stand your bitter words when you get upset.

It just confirms that you are not the man I first met.

Take and take but you never want to give.

Guilting me saying that without me you can’t live.

Ironically with you, I cannot live and refuse to give in.

What’s the use in trying again and again if we know how it ends?

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6am wake up feels. all the emotions you feel straight as you open your eyes.

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The lights are off, the moon is bright.

All day I’ve been looking forward to night.

Just to hope you pop into my head as I shut my eyes and go to bed.

In my dreams is the only way I’ll be able to see your face.

Seems somewhat perfect since it won’t leave a trace.

Somehow I can’t help but wonder where you are now and often think of how in a different life it would’ve worked out somehow.

I say my prayers and shut my eyes but ohhhh how I wish you were here to kiss me goodnight..

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reaching for a star

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Please give me the moon and all its light, since you’ve always been the star that shined so bright.

Tell me how quiet and calm it is in space. I have placed the same hope in you day after day.

Give me a twinkle or a wish tonight.. this is all I want from the star I have in sight.

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“They say that good girls love bad guys and that might be but a bad girl with a good guy, that’s unlikely.”

- Murs (The Pain)

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The deepest pain causes the most beautiful poetry.

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I buy your favorite drink just so I can taste your lips.

Every sip that I take, takes me back to the day when I saw your eyes for the very last time..