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manifesting the batman and superbat hyperfixation by reblogging shit about my beloveds (you started liking this ship today spencer stfu) (NO YOU STFU) (okay but seriously I was a complete batjokes shipper, still ship it but..... this ship has me in more of a chokehold than batjokes did..... #crying)

okay but batman is literally me

New stoopid meme out of the oven

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okay no because I'm gonna throw up probably

context for why underneath and also a trigger warning

TW: talk about starving one's self and suicidal thoughts.

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okay this gonna make me cry what

(I cried earlier about something bad so now time to cry for a good reason. also me stomach hurts eugh... :()

*big mwah* <3

[Spencer] in drag

listening to Andrew in Drag.

I’m crying./hj(?)

ok, look.

before I started dating my bf, before I even had a crush on him. Before he went by Spencer. I really liked him. But, I was Christian at the time. But I still felt wrong. Why do I love this person…We’re the same gender…? We can’t…do that? Can we…? Tbh, this was before I was bi/gay. I felt attracted to him.

I felt so wrong for being me.

but, I started dating someone else at the time, but, I still liked him.

thinking about the fact that we’re together, feels…weird? In a good way. I’m finally with the man that Ive loved for so long…

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I'm gonna cry because it feels hot in my room but my fan is literally on full blast

it might also be shit from me being on my period but idk

no because I don't feel great omg

I hate this so much eugh....

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no because I would probably accidentally hurt him and then immediately start crying and like pet him and tend to his wounds

this is what I get for being a sensitive little boy 😔😔😔

somebody's favorite game! it's all a game, don't worry!

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NOT MY FUCVKING HEAD PERKING UP AT BONES

I WANT BONES

PLEASE

JUST GIVE THIS PATHETIC DOG A BONE 😭😭😭😭😭😭���

OH

JUST SAW MEDIC TITS

YUMMERS

BITE BITE BITE BITE BITE BITE

Medic doodles because I love him dearly

Medic tits undercut!

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no because tell me why I'm on call with my friend at he was talking to his cat and she like meowed into the mic and I started like crying cuz I want a cat so bad

I've never had a cat ever in my life

@threekobolds-in-atrenchcoat we need to get kibbies when we live together, or like at least one cat because I'm emotional about these little babies 😔😔😔

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GOOD LORD 😧😧😧😧

BITING IT

og pic below:

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transition goals go crazy

biting him affectionately 😋😋😋😋

i wish she was real

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cry and freak the fuck out (in a good and bad way, but mainly good)

Wyd in this situation

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not Wilson literally being me

stupid pathetic puppy boy 😔😔😔

I'd like to deeply apologise but i had a vision

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*BIG NOM* 😝😝😝

The reason why you like Hilson is because Wilson loves house no matter what. He could be the most pain in the ass and Wilson would never hate him. House literally does anything but nice things or morally correct things. Sure, house is hot but he always looks crusty. But Wilson never leaves House. And you want it for you. You want Wilson for your inner house. Because you actually wanna be loved even for the worst side of you.

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man that hit a little to close to home.. ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

@threekobolds-in-atrenchcoat this is why we're the silliest mentally unstable boyfriend's ever, because you have anxiety disorder BPD boyfriend that shakes like a chihuahua and NPD ASPD boyfriend that tries to bite literally anything (well I mean.. I try to bite everything too but... yeah..)

The reason why you like Hilson is because Wilson loves house no matter what. He could be the most pain in the ass and Wilson would never hate him. House literally does anything but nice things or morally correct things. Sure, house is hot but he always looks crusty. But Wilson never leaves House. And you want it for you. You want Wilson for your inner house. Because you actually wanna be loved even for the worst side of you.

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this little boy was going to the black parade...

he made it though.

through the rise and the fall.

even through all the bodies in the streets.

he carried on.

okay so I was not emotionally prepared 😭

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me when I love autumn with all of my being (I was born in winter but I love fall so much)

I can't wait to eat literally anything pumpkin flavored...

pumpkin pie, pumpkin spice, pumpkin anything....

rjfhfhrjrjdjd..

I love pumpkin flavored stuff a lot, hell I'd probably even eat a whole thing of pumpkin puree..

how life is starting to feel (its almost autumn)

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okay so I just got done talking to a 988 counselor and that took like 2 hours

holy waow....

I'm okay now I just needed to talk about shit

we made a safety plan for myself and I have a follow-up planned for 4PM (CST) 9/3, so wednesday just so they can check up on me, so literally all their gonna do is like text my phone number saying whatever

so that's cool

tell me why my brain is making me relive what happened Friday night.

I'm actually so upset right now because I want to forget it but I can't and I'm scared someone's gonna do something to me at school,

and I'm scared that I'm gonna hurt myself or something else and I don't know if I should talk to one of those suicide lifeline people because I'm scared to talk to someone I don't know, but should I?

I just want to be reassured that I won't have something happen to me at school :(

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tell me why my brain is making me relive what happened Friday night.

I'm actually so upset right now because I want to forget it but I can't and I'm scared someone's gonna do something to me at school,

and I'm scared that I'm gonna hurt myself or something else and I don't know if I should talk to one of those suicide lifeline people because I'm scared to talk to someone I don't know, but should I?

I just want to be reassured that I won't have something happen to me at school :(