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Every day. It truly is every day. I wake up and I go to my silly job or to my silly classes and I finish my silly tasks and then I come home and think wow holy shit. He was just a guy and then he died and he went to hell and then an angel. An ANGEL. AN ANGEL. Gripped his soul tight (he was lost the moment he laid a hand on him in hell) and raised him from perdition. He fought he rebelled, he gave up everything for him (has anyone but his closest kin ever done more for him?). There was betrayal, there was bruises and blood, there was Dean on his knees in that crypt (I forgive you. I love you.) (before that, where’s the angel? We‘re gonna get you through the eye of that needle, if it kills all three of us). You can‘t stay. I can’t let you do this. Don’t lose it over one man. You just gave up an army for one guy. He’s in love - with humanity. I miss him. This mission is everything. Diner dates. Everyone you know, everyone you love will be long gone. Everyone except for me. Next time I won‘t miss. You think my car is shitty? Eye of the beholder. Maybe it is your so-called werepire. Follow your heart. If there‘s one thing I’ve learned on the road, it’s when somebody‘s pining for somebody else (not Amara. Textually textually textually NOT Amara. In the Text. In the script. In the show. I‘ll say it again. Textually. Not Amara.) He‘s not an it, Sam. It’s Cas. (-slapped during sex wearing a Zorro mask? Why is your mind going there while talking about Cas.. anyway). I could go with you. The hugs. THE HUGS. It‘s okay - he‘s a friend. (‚good friend‘). This is Castiel. (The tone the face oh my god. This is Castiel. This is Castiel.) oh he speaks (the bickering, the BICKERING!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!) he gave him a zeppelin mixtape. (textually the band his parents fell in love to .) the widower arc. You‘re gonna bring him back. Maybe you can forget about that but I CAN‘T. The immediate forgiveness to Jack when Cas is back. The COWBOY HATS. They watch cowboy movies together. They had a child. You asked ‚what about all of this is real?‘. We are. They had a DIVORCE. Every since the mark made Cas go crazy, ever since I had to bury him in a Ma’lak Box, ever since then? I forgive you, of course I forgive you. Here‘s to being right (in their Little nook .. smiling at each other … toasting each other … ohhh the all of it …). You know what every other version of you did after gripping him tight and raising him from perdition? They did what they were told. But not you. I‘ll go with you, Dean. She‘s gonna kill you, and then she‘s gonna kill me. When Jack was dying I made a deal. To save him. (You what?????) the Price was my life. When I experienced a moment of true happiness - you are the most selfless loving human being, I will ever know. Knowing you has changed me. I cared about the whole world because of you. Why does this sound like a goodbye. Because it is. I love you. Don’t do this, Cas. Goodbye, Dean. And he sat on the floor of that dungeon. HE SAT THERE AND HE CRIED. AND IT‘S EVERY DAY. EVERY FUCKING DAY.

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Ur the most beautiful girl I know. Tomorrow two girls will say can I have your number? Or do you have a girlfriend? Send this to 15 beautiful girls or nothing will happen, just passing luck. This is fake. Apparently if you copy and paste you will have the best day of your life tomorrow.

Lots of mixed messages here

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Kissing God Goodbye, June Jordan // I don't want to live a small life, Mary Oliver

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hey all. we’ve got an electric bill for the next month, that even with my paycheck from work, will probably be difficult, if not impossible to cover.

here’s the bill. it’s not immediately dire, but we need help to pay this. please spread if you cant

paypal: paypal.me/luquisgabriela

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he put his arm around her. did you know he put his arm around her. funny story he put his arm around her. fyi for your information.

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doorpost of the temple

After, when Dean is beautiful and exhausted and glowing, Cas lies down beside him and lets his fingers trail easily across Dean’s chest.

Dean closes his eyes and says, in a tone probably aiming for sardonic and landing much nearer the genuine, “Thanks.”

There’s no way Cas can explain how little he needs Dean’s thanks for performing this, a duty of such pleasure; he presses his lips to skin shining with sweat, just above the protective tattoo. Dean’s collarbone is firm beneath his mouth, and Cas wants to bite it, but he refrains. Dean sets a hand on the back of Cas’s neck as though to keep him in place, which is a self-flattering assessment of his own power, but also an entirely accurate understanding of what it would take.

Just ask, thinks Cas, but the request doesn’t have to be spoken. Dean’s touch is enough. Knowing he’s wanted here is enough.

When long-ago humans felt this level of devotion, they erected temples to the objects of their attention. Cas could build monuments if he chose; he could twist stone and metal and clay into a structure visible from space and it would still be insufficient. He could rewrite the galaxy, as seen from Earth, into the pattern of Dean’s freckles in warm sunlight, and it wouldn’t be fair tribute.

“You are become my altar,” he murmurs, and Dean huffs out a small laugh.

“You’re so weird,” he says, fond, and Cas smiles at him.

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ok now see this

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fuck it. dean popping his pussy to kajra re

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like ….

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how is anyone not obsessed with him

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They were in love. Do you understand. They were in love. And i just gotta live with that and move on with my life … ????

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20-something year olds who rediscover what day of the week it is every day. Rise up

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this should have been dean and miracle

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this pic just said you can't be gay you ride a motorcycle and then threw up

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The True Lucifer Vessel

Part 2 of 2

Inspired by a couple of people who were pilot posting a couple of days ago. (If anyone can remember who was I’d kinda like to tag them if wanted!)

Wings used: Black vulture, Andean condor and Crested caracara

Screencap used:

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