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TEXT 📲 JAYSIE

JAYCE: I'm not sure if I should feel insulted by that or not.

JAYCE: I was just wondering, can two people say they're dating if they've technically never been on a date?

CASSIE: It was meant as an insult, but it's okay, you know I'm kidding.

CASSIE: I don't know. Are you trying to take me on a date?

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TEXT 📲 JAYSIE

JAYCE: You don't know what I've been thinking, so how would you know if it's really dangerous?

CASSIE: You thinking in general is dangerous, babe.

CASSIE: Tell me. What have you been thinking?

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TEXT 📲 JAYSIE

JAYCE: I've been thinking about something.

CASSIE: Oh? That's dangerous.

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@blowmyclarington: @cassieharps: I could easily pretend to care, and be somewhat sympathetic, or simply tell you to stop acting like such a snowflake.

@cassieharps: @blowmyclarington and I could easily fuck you up, because that's the most insensitive shit I think I've ever read. #educateyourself

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@suttonelouise: @cassieharps Punch em in the dick

@cassieharps: @suttonelouise stellar advice.

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TAGGING ➝ Jayce Anderson & Cassidy Harper.

LOCATION ➝ Cassie’s place.

TIME FRAME ➝ 4/16, evening.

WARNINGS ➝ TBD. 

NOTES ➝ After finally talking about his feelings, Jayce decided that he needs to see Cassie.

JAYCE ANDERSON

Jayce never imagined that they would actually be having this talk. It probably had something to do with the fact that he had been denying his feelings for so long. Once he finally admitted them out loud, it was like he couldn’t stop himself if he had tried. Being honest sounds easy enough, but it actually took him a really long time. He doesn’t know when Cassie started feeling the same way about him. He could only assume that it had been recently, since she obviously knew how he felt. Despite the fact that he thought he was being totally subtle, everyone knew. He had more time to come to terms with his feelings. Cassie didn’t. Whether that made a difference or not, he didn’t know. Maybe asking for her to talk about her feelings was selfish? Or maybe he deserved to know. He was just as bad as this as she was. The only difference was, he wasn’t afraid to admit it anymore.

“I do know that.” He chuckled, giving her hand a light squeeze. He hoped that she could at least find comfort in it, since he wasn’t really good at making people feel better. He was at least trying, because he didn’t want her to feel weird about anything. Even if things were kind of weird. Suddenly realizing that you’re falling for your best friend would do that to you. Still, he seemed to be the one taking the lead here, which was probably for the best. “It’s just me. You can tell me anything. You do know that, right?” If there was one thing that he didn’t want to change, it was the way they could always be honest with each other. Besides the crush he kept from her for all these years, he always felt like he told her everything. He wanted to feel like they could always do that.

Hearing Cassie say he made her smile only made him smile. The smile didn’t last very long, though. He couldn’t understand how Cassie didn’t see how happy she already made him. They didn’t have to be together for that. Just having her in his life in general made things better. He didn’t even know what qualified as being a ‘good’ person, anyway. Was anyone really a good person? He didn’t feel like he was one, either. When he thought about it, though, he couldn’t see her as anything other than a really amazing person. “Really?” He finally spoke up, the smile returning to his face; only much bigger this time. The moment she kissed him was honestly the happiest he’s ever felt.

“I’ve always been yours.” He whispered, scooting back only a little to take both of her hands. “I used to think about asking you something like this, but I never would have had the nerve to do it before. And I don’t know if I even have to ask now, but it’s just something I’ve always wanted to do.” He rambled, hoping that he didn’t sound like a total idiot. “Cassidy Harper, will you be my girlfriend? My one and only California babe?” He chuckled, thinking he was the funniest guy ever. Although he had actually felt nervous now that he finally asked, he mostly felt really happy and it was because of her. He just wished she realized that.

CASSIDY HARPER

It was fortunate that this was happening with one of the very few people Cassie trusted, because if she’d started stuttering and being all weird and awkward with anyone else, she probably would’ve turned on the defenses and lashed out at them, as if it was their fault. Luckily, she trusted Jayce, so as well as the fact that she knew she wasn’t about to flip out on him, she also knew he wouldn’t judge her. Plus, like he’d said, she could tell him anything. Cassie responded with a small smile, gently nodding her head. “Yeah, I know. I’m just not good at this, that’s all,” she laughed softly, knowing her cheeks had definitely darkened a shade.

The fact that she’d actually managed to stutter out a whole little speech surprised her, but she felt much better once she had, and even more so when her lips were against his. It was like it relaxed her somehow. It shouldn’t have been surprising really. Jayce was her best friend, if she was going to be able to admit something like this to anyone, it was only natural that it’d be him. She just hadn’t expected it, that was all. It hadn’t been a bad surprise, though. In fact, it was very much the opposite. Nodding her head again, that same small smile curving on her lips, she brushed her thumb gently against his cheek, “Yeah, really. I think you know that already, though.”

Cassie only dropped her hand from his face once she saw him reaching out for both of her hands, and didn’t hesitate to let him, her fingers curling around his. It made her heart race, in the best way, to hear him say he’d always been hers. She was pretty sure she knew what was coming when he started rambling, but it didn’t make her any less nervous. Again, it was all in a good way. Cassie just smiled, watching him, her heart only racing harder with each word. “Did you just full name me?” she laughed a little, twisting her hands to lace her fingers with his. “Of course I will. You’re better than any Italian dude could ever be,” she grinned, tugging him closer and pressing her lips to his again. “By the way,” she mumbled against them, “There weren’t any Italian guys. It was always you.”

I WANT TO BE WITH YOU ➝ JAYSIE

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@suttonelouise: @cassieharps: So fucking shitty. I've felt that - chin up sweets.

@cassieharps: @suttonelouise it's disrespectful as fuck.

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@oliverwj: @cassieharps That's really quite awful. I'm sorry. Is this a constant thing/do you know who does it?

@cassieharps: @oliverwj I've seen it on dumb porn pictures before, but that's not the same. This is the first time I've seen it just in a general sense. Some idiot on Tumblr.

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@lorenzocrawford: @cassieharps people can be very cruel, sorry to hear that.

@cassieharps: @lorenzocrawford yeah, they really fucking can. Apparently my face works, but my body doesn't.

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@cassieharps: Can people not photoshop my head onto other people's bodies? Way to make a girl feel like shit about herself.

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TEXT 📩 JAYSIE

JAYCE: I didn't say you were freaking out; I said not to. There is a difference.

JAYCE: Is it? Did you think it was weird when I called you baby?

CASSIE: Mhm.

CASSIE: No, I liked when you did that.

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JAYCE: That's as equally scary as it is hot.

JAYCE: Damn, don't start freaking out. I say it to myself. Ya know, just to remind myself that it's real and I didn't make it up in my head.

CASSIE: Then I did it right.

CASSIE: You clearly don't know me if you think that counts as me freaking out, babe.

CASSIE: Ignore the 'babe' thing, that was weird.

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JAYCE: Anyone else would have been in danger, huh?

JAYCE: It's gonna take some getting used to, that is for damn sure. I like saying it, though, so I'm sure that it'll take no time at all.

CASSIE: Sure would. So would you.

CASSIE: How freely are you saying it? Because this has nothing to do with anyone else, Jayce. This is about us, and I'm not trying to run around telling the whole world, I hope you get that.

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JAYCE: This person does happen to be my girlfriend. I don't spend my time thinking about anyone else like that to miss them.

CASSIE: Good, then I guess she's safe.

CASSIE: I wonder when it's gonna stop being weird? Calling myself your girlfriend, I mean. I still haven't called you my boyfriend yet. Not aloud, at least. That right there was the first time I said it in text.

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JAYCE: Is it weird and clingy to always miss someone? And I'm asking out of complete curiosity, not because of anything else.

CASSIE: That depends, is the person you're always missing your girlfriend? If so, I'd say that's okay. If it's anyone else, she might just go ahead and kick their ass.

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muadakotah:

Got to be honest, Coachella is such a great place to be and have fun and to make new friends and get connections in the real world, I mean I have already got the number for some other make up artist and they have already given me the opportunities to do some amazing things. Things are really looking up here. 

Why would you go to Coachella and work while you’re there? Seems like a waste of a ticket to me.