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New Chapter out now!

A new chapter is out for Survivors Guilt!

Ch. 16 - Out in Town is out for you to read on A03! The link can be found on my Master list or just search "Survivors Guilt - A Supernatural Fic" !

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New chapters out now!

That's right, I relased some new chapters!

Ch. 15 - Bobby's House for Survivors Guilt

And..

Ch. 3 - Free Time for The Worlds End

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Like Mother Like Son. (Part 1??)

A/N; First time im actually posting any of my works here, please dont mind the punctuation i know it’s bad. I made this like half a year ago. I also wrote this free flow ADHD style LMAO

Warnings; drugs , smoking , death, implied abuse

Jason put a cigarette to his lips, taking a hit — god that feeling gave him back so much power— his eyes closed, the cold wind of Gotham's depressing yet beautiful city smacking him in the face. smoke appearing into the air as he exhaled — tip tap tip tap —footsteps could be heard, 'god Dickie, you’re gettin rusty' Jason thought to himself; "Could i get a hit of that little wing?"

Dick's accent was soft - not to rough , not to unnoticeable. Jason's eyebrow shot up "A hit, huh? for 'the golden boy'?" a faint chuckle came from Jason. dick rolled his dark brown eyes at jason — his not so little brother — c'mon Jay" his new jersey accent now getting thicker " 'm serious, can i getta hit or wha?, yer ass has been avoidin everyone for hours now!". it was true Jason had been avoiding everyone for hours.. he didnt mean to or maybe he did? he wasn't even sure himself... his mind was in ruins, Jason slowly handed his cigarette over to his brother. Dick said something but Jason didnt hear it as his vision started to blurry and memories played out, "ma?" a soft voice called out it came from a younger Jason just coming home from the corner store his step mother sent him to. he couldnt have been any younger than 8. his father at 'work' selling drugs to crackheads or even having meetings with two-face about the latest drugs on the market everyone craved. Jason knocked on the door to his families apartment "Ma, im back!" he yelled. His step-mom didnt answer, Jasons heart started to sink- oh god.. he was the verge of tears "MA?" there was no answer... Jason kicked in the door not caring his father would beat him later for it. He ran through the apartment screaming for his step-mom until he finally ran to the bathroom and oh god.. one of his fears came true.. there laid his step-mother in their bathtub — dead — she had overdosed on drugs.. he wasnt sure which ones. she and his father had this 'bad habit’, the walls felt like they were closing in on him.. his head spinning everything blurred together…

“JASON! are you even listening?!” Was suddenly all he heard as he slowly came back to reality.. “Sorry, dickie i— i uh… never mind” he bit his tongue not wanting to explain what he had been thinking about or rather what he had been remembering almost every night for the last six months… the sight of his dead step mother, the sound of that damn clown’s laugh, the fuckin sound of his ribs being broken, god just the smell of fire… of smoke… the feeling of being able not to breathe. He just wants to sit down and stare at the walls, what shapes they make as he escapes reality — and thats all he wants to escape the reality he is in because he can’t believe that his mother is dead… and he isn’t dead anymore.

Both of his mothers, dead. Just as he was… he could care less about his father (but his father would care about him… in his own way anyway), Jason sighed “dick, go home” .

Dick looked at his little brother, trying his best to understand what was happening with him even though he knew he couldn’t always him like he wanted — he wanted to be a good brother to make up for the past and not being able to save him — “Jason, please when ever you need to… talk to me, alright?” He asked with concern laced in his voice and under his mask behind those beautiful brown eyes of his. Jason just nodded in response, he wouldn’t actually go through with it but he wanted his brother to think he would As his brother left. Jason stared at Gotham’s twist beauty, the strip clubs neon lights flashing. The cop cars driving down the street, the sound of couples fighting… yeah he was home again. Sadly, putting on his helmet he started to walk away looking to see what roof top to climb or some place he could actually. Be alone at maybe just maybe he could be ‘ normal ‘ for once, but that all changed once he heard a scream from crime ally… a scream that was all to familiar but he knew it wasn’t her.

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My Master List!

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Yes you read that right! I am creating a Master list! This will contain links to all of my fics that I am either actively working on or have completed!

And if you have any questions on the fics, please feel free to ask!

(So please be aware that this is subject to change!)

1. Survivors Guilt - A Supernatural Fic

~Status: Actively being worked on!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/59282257

2. The World End - A Supernatural Fic

~ Status: Actively being worked on!

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Chapter 14 is out now!

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The strong smell of coffee filled Cas’ senses as he rose from the chair in the guest room that Anna had made for him the night before. Although he appreciated the sentiment, angels had no need for sleep. So he had found it a bit odd that Anna had made the guest room for him–nonetheless he took the room and spent the night in it. Unlike the rest of the world where as many spent the night blissfully asleep he spent the night thinking. Thinking about Dean and Sam..

“Cas, are you awake?” Anna called from the kitchen.

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“Where the hell are you going?!” Bobby’s eyes squint as he demands an answer.

“I’m..” Cas hesitates before continuing, “I’m going to speak to someone. Please let me speak to them, I’m sure you know how to reach me. Yes?”

Bobby grumbles before nodding his head, Cas nodding in return. The ruffle of feathers signaling his departure.

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Chapter 12 is now out!! 

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“Hey, name’s Billie.” Her eyes take me in slowly.

“Dean.. Dean Winchester.” I manage to mumble back.

Her eyes widen as she looks at me, I raise my brow in return. She’s looking at me as if I’ve just lied about who I was.

“Huh.. I didn’t think you’d have gone so soon.” Billie retorts back.

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Darkness.

Utter darkness.

Painful and bitter darkness.

It envelops me whole and shows no sign of letting me free.

Silence.

Eerie silence.

It’s too quiet.

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New Chapters added!

Chapters 9 and 10 have been added to the fic, take a look!

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Survivors Guilt - A Supernatural Fic: Ch 8

If you would like to read the previous chapters, here are the links!: Prologue, Ch-1, Ch-2, Ch-3, Ch-4, Ch-5 , Ch-6 and Ch-7.

Now, onto Chapter 8!

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Chapter 8

Sam’s eyes widen as his cold blood runs colder, he hesitates before running down the stairs to try and find Dean. But it was too late, he had already left.

Tears fill in my eyes. This- this can’t be happening.. No! I have to stop Dean from being his dumbass self! But how?!

Sam’s eyes widen as he runs up the stairs and into the room Castiel was in, he slams his fist into the wall making the lights flicker.

Cas looked around before sighing and sitting down, he had a feeling he knew what the cause was. Cas closes his eyes and sighs.

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Cas huffs as he enters the astral plane and as he turns he sees tears streaming down Sam's face.

“Sam? What’s wrong?” Cas questions.

Sam eyes bore into Castiels as he speaks, “It’s Dean! I don’t know what he's gonna do or when he’s gonna do it but he’s in trouble! Please.. Stop my stupid brother.”

Castiel nods, seeming to already understand. “A demon had spoken with him in the forest. It seemed.. Off.”

Sam's heart sinks to the bottom of his chest at Castiel's statement.

“Yellow eyes?” Sam responded nervously.

“I think so, why?” Castiel raises a brow.

Sam scoffs softly, “That’s the damn demon that killed me and my parents..”

Castiel shakes his head slowly as Sam nods in return.

“Thank you, Sam, I mean it.” Castiel’s words are soft.

Sam nods gently as he takes his hand away from the wall and leaves the room. Castiel sighs and closes his eyes once again, returning back into the normal plane of existence.

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Cas sighs as he stands up and makes his way downstairs to Bobby and Ellen.

“You okay Cas?” Bobby raises a brow as he looks at him.

“We need to go. Now.” Cas states blankly.

“What? Why? Where's the fire?” Ellen chuckles as she questions him.

“It’s Dean, he’s in danger. He’s going to make a deal with a demon.” Cas’ words are sharp.

Bobby and Ellen's eyes widen before they slam their drinks down. Bobby speeds past Cas to grab his bag while Ellen runs off to get Jo and Ash. They all knew how stubborn and irrational Dean was but.. They never predicted this.

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Survivors Guilt - A Supernatural Fic: Ch 7

If you would like to read the previous chapters, here are the links!: Prologue, Ch-1, Ch-2, Ch-3, Ch-4, Ch-5 and Ch-6.

Now, onto Chapter 7!

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Chapter 7

Possible TW, read with caution!

Chapter 7

Dean huffs and glares Azazel down, “What do you want..”

Azazel grins and approaches Dean. Dean grumbles and takes a step back, not wanting to be anywhere near him.

“It’s simple really, I just want something from you and in return you get your family back.” Azazel states.

“Stop avoiding the question! Answer me!” Dean yells, his fists clenching at his sides.

Azazel grins before speaking, “Your life. A fair trade it seems, at least in my eyes. You are the reason you lost your family after all.. So why not sacrifice yourself for them like you should’ve done the night of that fire.”

Dean's entire body feels frozen at Azazel's deal. Never in his life did he think this is where he would be.

I feel my hands subconsciously tighten as Azazel speaks. No.. I-I wasn’t the cause.. Was I..? No I-I can’t be! I didn’t start that fire! But- I didn’t save them.. Is it really all my fault? What if I’d just run from the firemans arms and ran into the burning house..?

Azazel starts to laugh as Dean starts to raise his hand, as if about to take the deal. Suddenly Castiel rushes between the two and swings at Azazel. Azazel ducks down and avoids Cas’ swing.

“I hate to see that our conversation has been interrupted but.. Keep my deal in mind Dean. I know I’ll be seeing you soon.” Azazel hints before disappearing into the fog of the forest.

Cas turns to face Dean–whose face is almost impossible to read. Cas frowns and tilts his head.

“Dean?” Cas asks softly.

Dean is quiet before responding, “..yeah?”

“What was he talking about? What deal? What did you do Dean.” Cas interrogates.

“I didn’t do anything..” Dean mutters softly.

Cas shakes his head and grabs Dean and his fallen gun, shoving it into the bag he’d brought and starts to lead him back to the house.

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The sun slowly rises as they make their way back into the house where Bobby and Ellen were standing inside of the kitchen waiting for the two.

Bobby shakes his head before stating in a blunt manner, “You’re off the case boy.”

Dean's head jolts up at Bobbys sentence. “WHAT!” Dean yells in retortion.

“I said you’re off this case! You can’t deal with this!” Bobby retorted back.

“I am FINE Bobby!” Dean's voice began to raise.

“No you aren’t boy! My word is final.” Bobby's voice stern as he looks at Dean.

Dean scoffs and frees himself from Cas’ grip, slinging the bag he’d had over his shoulder and storming off into the upstairs of the house. Ellen starts to move to comfort Dean but Bobby stops her.

“Bobby- let me talk to him.” Ellen suggests.

“No. The boy needs to learn Ellen.” Bobby huffs.

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Dean tosses his bag into a corner of the room and slams the door shut, slumping against the back of the door. Dean buries his face into his hands, fighting back tears that screamed to fall. A sudden creak from the floor makes Dean raise his head.

“Sammy..?” Dean mumbles softly.

Sam’s ghostly figure smiles softly at Dean and sits down in front of him.

“Hey Dean..” Sam replies softly.

Dean chuckles taking in how Sam looks, last he saw Sam was just a kid and now.. Geez he looks like he should be in college.

“What’s wrong.. You look like you just got into a fight or something.” Sam inquires.

Dean sighs, “Well.. I got the chance to get you back but it got interrupted and.. Now I don’t know what to do. Not to mention Bobby just took me off the case we're on..”

Sam frowns at Dean before his eyes widen. “Wait- Get us back? Dean I know I asked if you thought if you could get us back or not but please tell me this way is safe.”

“I-I uh.. Yeah it definitely is.” Dean’s voice falters as he speaks.

Sam’s eyes widened more, “Dean.. I know that face. It isn't, is it?”

Dean sighs and starts to stand up. He doesn’t need this right now.

“Dean, please think this through. I know you miss us but if this isn’t safe then don’t do it!” Sam pleads.

Dean pauses as he opens the door he was slumped against. “Sam, I told you I was getting you guys back.. I’m not about to pass up this chance.” Dean mutters before leaving the room

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Survivors Guilt - A Supernatural Fic: Ch 6

If you would like to read the previous chapters, here are the links!: Prologue, Ch-1, Ch-2, Ch-3, Ch-4 and Ch-5.

Now, onto Chapter 6!

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Chapter 6

Possible TW, read with caution!

After a bit of discussion on the case Bobby grabs Cas and pulls him off to the side.

“Yes?” Cas tilts his head at Bobby.

“I want you to watch Dean tonight, I don’t trust that boy one bit. Not after his disappearing act..” Bobby sighs as he rubs his temple.

Cas nods and pats Bobby on the shoulder before walking over to Dean and the rest of the group—who were sat in the living room.

“Cas do you need to eat?” Ash takes a swig from his beer as he asks.

“No. Angels don’t need to eat.” Cas replied blankly.

Dean laughs and sticks out his hand, in which Ash reluctantly slaps a $20 dollar bill into. Cas tilts his head and Ellen shakes her head gently.

“Don’t question it hon, boys are being boys.” Ellen chuckles.

Cas nods before stating, “It’s late, we- no. You should go to bed.”

Ellen nods at Cas and turns to the group. “You heard him, bed.”

Dean and Ash groan as they get up in which Ellen scoffs at. Dean huffs and grabs his bag, making his way upstairs.

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Soon the house fell silent, night covering the world in its cold blanket. Cas makes his way up into the room Dean was staying at and peeks in. Dean lays asleep.. or so it seems.

Dean quickly sits up and grabs his jacket muttering, “Need to find out what that.. thing was.”

Dean quickly packs a bag and starts to make his way out of the house. As he steps outside he’s hit with the cold air. He huffs and starts into the woods in the backyard. Cas slowly follows behind.

Dean trudges through the woods until he finds an open space in the brush. He glances down to the creek and nods his head.

“This is the place..” Dean mutters under his breath.

He places his bag down and rests a hand on his hip-holster. He scans the area and grumbles upon not seeing anything or anyone.

The air seems to get colder as Dean stands silently. A sudden crack comes from behind him and he whips around to face it.

Dean's heart drops to the floor as he looks at what—no—who was standing in front of him.

“Well.. if it isn’t the infamous Dean Winchester.. in the flesh. It’s a pleasure to finally meet you face to face.” Azazel grins as he looks Dean up and down.

Dean's entire body is yelling at him to run as fast as he can but his heart is telling him to face him. Dean’s body tenses as he glares down Azazel.

“What do you want?” Dean asks hesitantly.

Azazel smirks and starts to slowly circle Dean, eyeing him as he does.

“Well.. I think I can give you an offer too good to pass up.” Azazel states in an oddly calm manner.

Dean quirks an eyebrow as he looks at Azazel.

“Why the hell would I pick up an offer from you?” Dean retorted back.

Azazel laughs and shakes his head, “Oh you’re funny Dean. It’s your fault your brother died. Same for your mother and father. I know deep down you hate yourself because of it.”

Dean’s face contorts into a mixture of grief and anger, the grip on his gun holster tightening. Azazel pauses in front of Dean and glances down at Dean's hand.

“That gun won’t do you any good Dean..” Azazel pauses before continuing, “I can bring your family back Dean. All we have to do is make a simple deal.”

Dean scoffs, “And why would I trust demon?”

Azazel shakes his head before starting to approach Dean, in which Dean starts to back away.

“You would trust me because I know that deep down you’ll do anything to bring your family back.” Azazel replies bluntly.

Dean grumbles and pulls his gun from his hip holster. Azazel rolls his eyes and with a flick of his hand Dean’s gun and bag are flung behind him, leaving him defenseless.

“Now.. that deal? Are you willing to hear it now?” Azazel grins at Dean as he speaks.

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Here’s a sneak peek on Chapter 6!!

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Chapter 6

After a bit of discussion on the case Bobby grabs Cas and pulls him off to the side.

“Yes?” Cas tilts his head at Bobby.

“I want you to watch Dean tonight, I don’t trust that boy one bit. Not after his disappearing act..” Bobby sighs as he rubs his temple.

Cas nods and pats Bobby on the shoulder before walking over to Dean and the rest of the group—who were sat in the living room.

“Cas do you need to eat?” Ash takes a swig from his beer as he asks.

“No. Angels don’t need to eat.” Cas replied blankly.

Dean laughs and sticks out his hand, in which Ash reluctantly slaps a $20 dollar bill into. Cas tilts his head and Ellen shakes her head gently.

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We're on AO3 now!

You read that right! Survivors Guilt is now on AO3!!

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I hope you guys are enjoying this fic so far, this is the first fic I've put this much effort into.

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We got some fanart!!! Thank you so much @ronitheraccbaker for this amazing work of art!!

If you’d like to make art you totally can!!

(Don’t worry! Chapter 6 is in the making!!)

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Supernatural Fic: Survivors Guilt - Ch 5

If you would like to read the previous chapters, here are the links!: Prologue, Ch-1, Ch-2, Ch-3 and Ch-4.

Now, onto Chapter 5!

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Chapter 5

Dean storms off into the woods behind the house–night starting to snuff out the light from the day. Ash grabs Ellen's shoulder, pointing to Dean. Ellen’s eyes widen and she runs outside yelling for Dean to come back. Jo and Bobby run after Dean but they lose him in the brush and thorns of the forest.

Dean doesn’t stop walking until the path under his feet is nothing but the brush surrounding him. He turns around and his heart drops.

“What the- wasn’t I just on a path..?” Dean pauses in his tracks, as he ponders to himself.

Dean looks around confused and the soft sound of the wind blowing is all that can be heard. Dean continues through the woods slowly and carefully. As he moves he can’t help but feel as if he’s being watched. He stops at what almost looks like a creak, kneeling down to the water bed. He looks around and sighs, slumping against a nearby tree. He looks out onto the water, the sound of the running water almost soothing. His eyes start to feel heavy and he lowers his head–falling asleep against the tree.

I jolt awake and look around confused and disoriented. “Where am I? I thought I was in the forest behind the house..” As I turn and look my eyes widen. “Mom? Sammy? What are they doing here? Is that Dad too? What is this place? Did I die?” I reach out to them but as I do they seem to get farther and farther away, I try to run but my legs don’t carry me any length. I try to scream out to them but nothing leaves my throat. It feels like I’m drawing, like I’m falling into a pit I can’t climb out of. My eyes burn as I fight back the tears that threaten to leave. Suddenly I feel a sharp pain in my lower abdomen. I try to scream but I can’t open my mouth. Piercing yellow eyes glare down at me and my eyes widen. What is this?!

A cold voice shatters the silence in the void like hole I was trapped in, “Dean Winchester.. Shame this is how we had to meet.. If you want to bring your family back I think I have a proposal that would interest you.. But first you’ve gotta finish your case.”

“Dean!” Cas yelled loudly.

Dean jolts awake and whips his head up to look at Cas, his breathing heavy and sweat pouring down his face. Cas frowns as he looks down at Dean. He helps Dean up and teleports them back to the house where Bobby, Ash, Ellen and Jo rush him worriedly.

“Dean! Where did you go?!” Jo cups his face checking for any injuries.

“Have you lost your goddamn mind boy!? God knows what could’ve been out there!” Bobby lectures him as he rubs his head.

Dean sighs and walks into the kitchen, grabbing yet another beer and taking a long sip from it.

“So are you gonna lecture me or are we gonna start this case?” Dean raises a brow at the group.

The four stand in silence before sighing and grabbing something to drink and looking over the details of the case again.

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Supernatural Fic: Survivors Guilt - Ch 4

If you would like to read the previous chapters, here are the links1: Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, and Chapter 3.

Now, onto Chapter 4!

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Chapter 4

Dean is snapped out of his daze once again as the back door can be heard opening and footsteps coming up behind him. A gentle hand is placed on his shoulder.

“Hey Dean..” Jo’s voice is low and soft.

Dean turns and smiles, “Hey Jo, Ellen here too?”

“Yup, and Ash. Bobby wanted a bit of extra help and he figured we could help.” Jo explains.

Dean nods before asking. “What about Rufus?”

“He’s busy on a hunt of his own, something in uh..” Jo pauses before continuing, “Oh yeah, something in like New Jersey.”

Dean nods, still staring at the swing where the small Sam once was. Jo frowns and rubs his shoulder.

“Come back inside Dean, we’ve got a case to work.” Jo insists.

Dean sighs and turns to face her before walking back inside. Dean is greeted by Ellen with a hug and a hand shake from Ash. They all sit down at the kitchen table, reading over every little detail there could be.

“Bobby, didn’t John have something similar to this happen?” Ellen raises a brow.

Bobby shrugs and looks over at Dean. Dean’s eyes go wide and he quickly gets up, running into the living room and ripping open his bag.

“Dean?” Ash leaned back in his seat to look at him.

Dean quickly walks back over and flips through John’s journal before stopping on a page.

“Yellow eyed demon..” Dean’s voice is weak as he reads those three words.

“Well I’ll be damned..” Bobby clenches at the kitchen table slightly.

Jo, Ellen, and Ash all look at each other. The dots connected. This is the demon that took Dean’s family from him. Dean grits his teeth and slams the journal shut.

“Son of a bitch!” Dean raises his voice and storms out of the room.

Jo starts to walk towards him but Ellen stops her and shakes her head. “Leave him be honey.. leave him be.”