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feeling this

There’s a reason why we feel lonely even though we aren’t alone. It’s because loneliness is not about how many friends we have or how many people are in the room with us. It’s a disconnection from others. Being social doesn’t cure loneliness, loneliness comes when there is not a single person close enough to see past the illusion to who we really and what we really feel inside.

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i'm shoooore ><

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i love seeing people with the same kind of neurodivergency as i have

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i wish loving me would feel like this

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SAVEME ANDRE MATOS DE BARBA

PLS SAVE ME

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minha amiga @noctilucentis

lily of the valley ࣪˖ ִ𓇢𓆸 ; a symbol of purity in heart and soul.

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Hoje faço 9 anos de Tumblr! 🥳

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tenderness of lilac in the paintings of claude monet 🪷🌿

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playing with shuffles

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It's okay to 'grieve' things that aren't just death. I've allowed myself to grieve a friendship ending, a situationship, losing something important to me, etc. It's okay to give yourself time to process the loss of something. Grief looks different for everyone, try to find a way that works for you to help make it easier for you.

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I've always associated september with new beginnings. so whatever happens this month, I hope it leads to the start of something new and good for all of you. as the days slowly get shorter I hope we can make the best of what's to come

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I love people who are confident and highly aware of their worth, but highly humble too and don't look down on anyone.

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passei uns dias mais online no sky por conta dos meus amigos, e andei sem tempo de fazer mais de uma coisa. mas tenho tantas coisas que quero falar/postar aqui

recentemente estive pensando na identidade visual da minha mente e que cores e penteados e texturas e estampas e filtros/efeitos alinhavam-se com o que quero passar e que ainda assim fique autêntico. fico tão agoniada de tirar inspiração de pessoas reais — com isso digo meninas como eu, meninas no geral — que tento focar apenas nas mídias e sensações que me inspiram, mas acaba sempre sendo influenciado por quem admiro também. daí uma pira de: será que algum dia vou me sentir autêntica e única o suficiente como tanto aspiro?

acho que minha pouca autoestima tem um grande papel nessa situação. até fisicamente sinto que meus traços, fios de cabelo e corpo não passam aquilo que sou ou que quero ser. aí essa coisa de eu querer tanto ser um conceito. nunca estarei satisfeita comigo.

[celestiaurora]

There’s a reason why we feel lonely even though we aren’t alone. It’s because loneliness is not about how many friends we have or how many people are in the room with us. It’s a disconnection from others. Being social doesn’t cure loneliness, loneliness comes when there is not a single person close enough to see past the illusion to who we really and what we really feel inside.

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I am looking neither respectfully nor disrespectfully. I gaze without recognition of your form, and without understanding.