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[celo-mar]

Hey Maecelo, Just wanted to check on you. I hope you are well, taking care of yourself, having your meals, and drinking water.

Hi, thank you for checking on me, that's very sweet of you. I don't have nothing positive to say that's why I haven't been here because I don't want to bother anyone here with my pain. The only thing I do is cry everyday so I don't have a lot of things to say. Thank you again for your message♥

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This maybe not my place to say anything but you know why you don’t feel better even after writing all this down? You can’t forgive yourself... for not hugging and kissing her and until you don’t forgive yourself, the pain will still be there... I’m sorry for making you uncomfortable by saying that... may her soul rest in peace and all my prayers goes out to you and your family... I’m sorry for your loss

Thank you and don't worry it doesn't make me uncomfortable but I don't think is that. There other things that happened like she had a mastectomy months before that, her brother (my uncle) passed away at the beginning of this year and it's like why did they make my mom suffer like that and there are other things that happened but I don't want to bother you with my feelings...Thank you again for your message.

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I was just clicking through Tumblr and randomly stumbled across your blog. I'm so sorry for your loss, and I hope that your mother rests in peace. Blessings on you and your family.

Thank you so much♥

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Please Help

I don’t know how to start this. I never thought that one day I was going to have to do this. For those who don’t know my mom died yesterday because of  COVID-19, you can check my blog too see those posts. She was an amazing person and an amazing mom. She was loved by a lot of people, if you had the chance to meet her you would’ve know how sweet she was and why she was loved by all.

This virus didn’t just broke our hearts by killing my mom but we’re also struggling financially. We need help covering the funeral costs. It’s been more than a month since we stopped working because we all got the virus. A friend of my family opened a gofundme page to raise money for the funeral/medical expenses. Please help with anything you can and please reblog this.

This is the page https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-for-the-funerals-cost-of-beba-flores-rip

I’m rereading what I just wrote  and I’m not good with words and now I wish I was so I could tell you all how amazing my mom was. She was everything to me and I miss her so much. I love you so much mom.

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I love you. We'll get through this. If there's anything, and I mean anything, you need don't hesitate to ask. No matter how trivial. Mom loved us a lot and she knew we loved her back. Let's make sure we make her proud and put to practice what she taught us all these years. ❤️

Thank you so much. I keep repeating the same words, I still don’t know what to say. I have no words but I’m very grateful for all your messages.

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sending all my love to you and your family 💕

Thank you♥

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i'm so sorry for your loss :( i can't even imagine what you're going through right now and i'm really sorry this happened. i hope god can comfort your heart. if you need to talk i'll be here :(

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it. She was everything, my mom was the heart of my family and now this home feels so empty. I miss her so much more than words could ever express.

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I'm so sorry for your loss I'm so sorry to hear about everything that is going on with you idk if this is appropriate but may she rest in peace, and all my prayers go to you and yours and your health, hope so much that you can get through this

I hope we can get through this, it’s too hard but we’re trying....Thank you so much for your message

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I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you and your family stay strong in this difficult time ♥️

Thank you so much ♥️

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I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm struggling to find the right words. In Dutch we have this saying "ik leef met je mee" which roughly translates to I'm feeling your pain with you. She did her best. She fought hard. By the way you talk about her she must have loved a lot. Knowing that I'm sure she will find peace now. I'm wishing you and your family the best during this rough time. Love, Laura

Thank you Laura. I’m sorry for the late reply, my mind was a mess, still is. I don’t know how we’re still standing because this is too painful. I miss my mom so much....again, thank you for your message.

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Hi, I want to say that I read all your messages and I want to thank you all so much. I can’t answer them because I really don’t know what to say yet. I also want to thank everyone for donating on gofundme and everyone that reblogged the post as well. I really appreciate it, I was crying reading the tags of that post. Thank you all so much.

My heart is completely broken right now. I still can’t believe it, I don’t want to believe it. She was happy and fine 2 weeks ago and now she’s gone, everything was so fast. The last time I saw her  was on wednesday of last week when she was leaving for the hospital. I didn’t kiss her or hug her because I thought she was coming back. I regret it so much. While she was in the hospital we only talk twice on the phone for like a minute because she had the oxygen mask on and she wasn’t breathing properly. I remember my dad told her to keep fighting because we’re waiting for her at home and she said “that’s what I’m doing, I love you all” and that was last thing she said to us because she was intubated after that.

It’s been 9 days since we last saw her and I don’t think we will see her again, not even her body. The next time it’s going to be a box with her ashes. Like I said I can’t believe it and I don’t want to accept this. This is too painful. I’m sorry you all have to read this. I thought if I wrote this down it was going to help me release some of my feelings and I was going to feel a little better but no. I’m never going to see her again. I don’t know how are we going to continue our life without her. Ma te amo y siempre te amare.

Again thank you everyone for your support.

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Please Help

I don’t know how to start this. I never thought that one day I was going to have to do this. For those who don’t know my mom died yesterday because of  COVID-19, you can check my blog too see those posts. She was an amazing person and an amazing mom. She was loved by a lot of people, if you had the chance to meet her you would’ve know how sweet she was and why she was loved by all.

This virus didn’t just broke our hearts by killing my mom but we’re also struggling financially. We need help covering the funeral costs. It’s been more than a month since we stopped working because we all got the virus. A friend of my family opened a gofundme page to raise money for the funeral/medical expenses. Please help with anything you can and please reblog this.

This is the page https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-for-the-funerals-cost-of-beba-flores-rip

I’m rereading what I just wrote  and I’m not good with words and now I wish I was so I could tell you all how amazing my mom was. She was everything to me and I miss her so much. I love you so much mom.

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I’ve been crying all day. I still can’t believe this is happening, nothing feels real. My heart is broken. I’m sad, I’m angry because my mom didn’t deserve this. She was an amazing mom and an amazing woman. I’m gonna miss her so much. I love you so much mom.

Thank you so much  for all your messages, I read them all. I’m gonna answer them later when I can because right now I just want to cry. I miss my mom so much, we can’t even see her. We haven’t seen her for a week. I just want to wake up from this nightmare.

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She’s gone, she couldn’t make it

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Please everyone keep praying!! We just got called from the hospital saying she’s only has 99% chances to get out and that her heart stopped beating please keep praying, we’re waiting for a miracle.

Hi, this is about my mom. The doctor called yesterday and he said that she was getting a litter better but today they called us again and said that her breathing got worse and that they’re going to intubate her. I’m scared, my dad is crying and I’ve never seen him cry. We can’t even go see her, we have to stay at home, we’re desperate so Please everyone pray for my mom I don’t know what else to do.

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We just got a call from the hospital and they told us she got worse again. Please, Please everyone keep praying for my mom. I don’t know what else to do. This is the only thing I can think of, asking people to pray for her. It doesn’t matter what your religion is or if you don’t have one it’s fine too just send her good wishes, energy or something. Please help me with this, I’m desperate.

Hi, this is about my mom. The doctor called yesterday and he said that she was getting a litter better but today they called us again and said that her breathing got worse and that they’re going to intubate her. I’m scared, my dad is crying and I’ve never seen him cry. We can’t even go see her, we have to stay at home, we’re desperate so Please everyone pray for my mom I don’t know what else to do.

[celo-mar]

I'm SO sorry to hear what's going on in your life, sending you all good thoughts and strength, I sincerely hope that everything turns out well and that you can leave this dark chapter behind soon, until then, much love from me ♡

I want this to be over already. I just want her healthy and back in our home and thank you for taking your time to write this because you didn’t have to but you did and it really means a lot to me, thank you.