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if you sing an american idiot cover and you refuse to say faggot you’re horrible and boring and lame and i hate you i hate you i hate you.

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breakfastless behavior

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my problem is that i forget most ppl arent gay

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YALL IM LOSING IT i was watching 1x4 Discomfort in a Married State, the scene where they’re eating marmalade dressed in each other’s clothes in the morning light, and Edward looks over at Stede in pure awe while they’re eating, after they mentioned the fact that they could keep living like this, teaching each other about the other’s life. At first I kind of saw their relationship as envy of what the other one has, and it is at first–Edward finds a longing in Stede’s fine things and Stede aches for the intimidating aura that Blackbeard has when he boards a ship. There’s envy there for sure, a longing, an ache, as I think there often is in certain queer relationships. But as he’s staring at Stede with those big doe eyes of his I realized something even more important; that loving look on his face isn’t because he’s seeing something he wants for himself. He’s seeing Stede, being who Stede really is for probably the first time in his life. He’s looking at Stede in admiration, not envy. Dressed in Blackbeard’s clothing, being the pirate he so desperately wants to be–in this moment Edward is the only one truly seeing Stede for who he is–for who Stede sees himself as inside. And it goes the other way too, Edward is being vulnerable, letting Stede really look into his red silk heart and see him. And i think that’s why they’re so special. Why them playing in each other’s clothes is so important. They’re the only ones that see each other as the other person sees themself. That’s what love is–when someone sees who you are the way you see you (or the way you want to see yourself) despite whatever anyone else might think or say. Edward doesn’t have that gooey look in his eye just because he’s closer to coming to his own desires of having fine things–he has it because he’s sharing those inner desires with Stede, who’s dressed as a fearsome pirate, who’s showing his true self to Edward and they’re sharing that together. 

I dont know if that made any sense and it’s probably been said before, i’m just having a lot of feelings kdjfakljesdkljfkl

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Sjfkgkhlgks HI! I just wanted to say that seeing your name and icon on my dashboard today brought me immense joy!! I hope you're doing well, dear!!

Hi!!! I’ve been offline for a while haha. It’s good to hear from you! I hope you’re doing well too!

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Oops, I never uploaded this one to Tumblr (which I only realized when someone else did, but then was kind enough to tag me, thank you)!

This is the comic that kickstarted my obsession with telling stories with as few panels as I could (usually 10-11 haha), so it’s got a soft spot in my heart. 

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OFMD fandom I need your help! I’m looking for a piece of art I saw once and cannot find again! I don’t know who the artist is unfortunately. The art is of a smiling Ed from the waist up. He’s holding onto some rigging and is surrounded by big tentacles. Any ideas who drew this or where I can find it?

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ponyo au stuff from twitter.

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Some ~spicy~ hands because I can 😜

Available as a print [here]

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A quick kiss sketch! This is so messy but I’m sick and exhausted so we make do

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in the water

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Wear your heart on your sleeve AND your flag!

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god bless ‘em 

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maybe in a way…you never left.

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