chatpile
chatpile
Ratty Ramblings
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Sideblog of a whiny piece of shit. DON'T reblog DON'T follow DON'T like my posts. they're not for you. fucking write your own.
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chatpile · 2 days ago
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10 years ago I sat my a level exams out of a hostel because my father is insane. Lol
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chatpile · 2 days ago
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Not to be dramatic but 11 years ago everyone who cared for me abandoned me (it wasn't their fault and they owed me nothing) and it was so traumatic lol
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chatpile · 2 days ago
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I keep farting so much GOD
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chatpile · 3 days ago
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Walked past these evangelical Christian preachers and they immediately started yapping about how lusting after women is sinful and equivalent to adultery. Mega lols
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chatpile · 5 days ago
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Lowkey wanna tell my former '''''friend''''' to eat shit and die. I want him to hurt and be miserable, like he did to me.
Except I don't. In spite of EVERYTHING. In spite of how much he hates me and wants to hurt me, somehow I still care about him and want things to be back the way they were.
Except they never will be <3
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chatpile · 15 days ago
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At Download, which I've been looking forward to for ages, having an amazing time.
Thinking about Danny.
Man, fuck that guy.
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chatpile · 17 days ago
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I gave up at 74kg last year ahaha here I am 5kg lowerrrrr yeah boi
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chatpile · 17 days ago
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In fact I am 8.7kg lighter than I was at last year's download ok I am making SOME progress
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chatpile · 17 days ago
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I did it AND I got to 69 actually. And yes I did starve el oh el
Shall I say 70 for a challenge lol. I'll have to fuckin starve
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chatpile · 18 days ago
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I'm actually so hungry lol good thing there is the square root of fuck all in my fridge otherwise I'd be binging tonight!!!!
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chatpile · 18 days ago
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Heavy on the 'fuck this gay earth' vibes tonight lads
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chatpile · 19 days ago
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I know saying this will make it seem like I'm lying, but I think I am genuinely, truly, honestly, over it 😌
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chatpile · 23 days ago
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I'm hungry!!!!! 😞
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chatpile · 1 month ago
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Thinking about how they didn't invite me to my grandma's 90th birthday........ okay
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chatpile · 1 month ago
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Why don't I get any family it's not fucking fair. I have literally no one
My father. Lol. Let's not even go there. I'm the worst thing that ever happened to him. I'm evil. The worst.
My mother. Well. She witheld 50k from me for ten years. She couldn't use it herself lol she just didn't want me to have it. In the meantime I once had three jobs at once. I tried to kill myself cos I was so stressed about money lol. My universe had to bail me out.
My brother. I mean nothing to him. He never suffered because of my father so it was convenient for him to take his side. Coward.
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chatpile · 1 month ago
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The fact that my family collectively just pretend I don't exist to them is so funny to me kek
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chatpile · 1 month ago
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Desperation gives me the ick lol
I just want Danny to make an effort for me but I know that makes me toxic lol
It's just that when I upset him my first thought was to apologise
I know I'd welcome him back with open arms if he just said he was sorry. But that will never happen. So.
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