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(Unpleasant) Surprise...?
Hey lovies! It's been a while since I've written... I'm finally getting the feeling to write again so I'm not gonna let it go to waste. I just wrote this but its not proof read or anything... just bare with me đ„č Let me know what you guys think! Should I write more? Request if you want me to write anything in particular! I don't mind writing for any of the kids but I don't write smut... Angst or fluff are my go to's! Any kind of feedback would be great!
Thank you! Hope you enjoy!
Pairing: Channie x reader
Genre: slight angst?, fluff!
Word count: 2.4k
Summary: besties to lovers trope...? You take trip to visit the kids only to be greeted by a moody Chan! But why was he so moody?
Warnings: None? The use of the term "idiot" but in a playful way! Chan being a jerk but only for a millisecond...
âLixie! I just landed! Where are you?!â You said overly excited into the phone. You had flown all the way from Australia to Korea to see your favorite boys in the world. More specifically, your most favorite boy, Chris, or as the rest of the world knows him, BangChan.Â
You and Chris had been best friends since kindergarten. Ever since he stood up for you in the playground, you have both been inseparable. But of course, like every friends to lovers trope, you inevitably fell in love with him when you both became teenagers. He, for obvious reasons, does not know about your feelings and you would prefer to keep it that way for the rest of your lives together. You really didnât want to ruin the relationship you both already had by bringing up feelings that were quite obviously not reciprocated.Â
You had decided to surprise the boys by going to Korea to visit but due to the fact that you had no idea how to get around Korea or even how to get to the JYP building, you had to inform at least one of the boys about your surprise visit. You had planned on Minho being the one you let in on the secret seeing as he was also one of your best friends aside from Chris, but the last time you FaceTimed Felix, he read you like an open book and he managed to get the information out of you.Â
So here you are at the airport waiting for Felix to come pick you up so he can take you to the JYP building to surprise the boys. You had missed the boys and you had really wanted to see them. Felix had told you that Chris was under a lot of stress because of their comeback being right around the corner so you thought now wouldâve been the best time to visit so you can help calm him down and make sure heâs taking care of himself.Â
âIâm coming right now⊠I think I see you!â Felix says over the phone. You look up ahead and see that he was right, he was running towards you. You were immediately wrapped in his arms as soon as he got to you. âI missed you, Noona!â. âMissed you too, Lixie!â You say as you return the hug.Â
After the two of you finished with your reunion, Felix took your bags from you and led you to the car and he drove you to the JYP building so you can go see the other boys. When you got there the two of you made your way to the practice room where all the boys, except for 3racha, were.Â
âNoona!!!â You heard as soon as you walked in. You looked up and saw Jeongin running towards you. He did the same as Felix did and wrapped you in his arms as soon as he got to you. The rest oft he boys following suite with the hugs as soon as Jeongin let you go.Â
âAre you boys surprised?â You say as soon as you were finished with hugging them all.Â
âWhy didnât you tell me you were coming?!â Minho says as he looks at you with an angry face. But you knew him better than that. He wasât really mad at you. You could see the excitement behind his eyes.Â
âI was gonna tell you! But Felix figured it out before I could mention it to you and I didnât want more than one of your to know.â You say with a slight pout. You know Minho stops with his tough guy image once he sees your pouty face.
âItâs okay⊠Iâm just glad I get to see you again. We really did miss you. Especially with how Chan has been acting latelyâŠâ Minho trails off as he looks at the rest of the boys who slightly nod their heads with a look of concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Whatâs been going on with Chris?â You ask as your concern for him begins to rise.Â
âHeâs been extra moody and angry lately. Heâs been snapping at us for no reason. He even yelled at Jeongin yesterday because he didnât put away the dishes in a certain way when he did the dishes last nightâŠâ Hynjin says as he looks at Jeongin for confirmation. You look over at Jeongin yourself to see that he was nodding along to what Hyunjin was saying with a pout on his face. Jeongin is a strong young man who is very independent but you know how much he cares for Chrisâ opinion and you know he felt bad for making Chris angry.Â
âInnie⊠Donât let what he said get to you, okay? You know how he gets when heâs stressed. He didnât mean it. I promiseâŠâ You say as you give him a hug.Â
ïżœïżœOkay I think this is my sign to go surprise 3racha now⊠Wish me luck!â You say as both you and Felix make your way out of the practice room and make your way towards the studio where the other boys were. Once you were outside of the studio door Felix stopped you before you went inside.Â
âNoona, be careful okay? Chris Hyung really is in a bad mood⊠he might yell at you too.â Felix says as he looks at you with worry on his face.Â
âDont worry about me Lixie⊠You know I can handle him!â You say as you give Felix a reassuring smile before knocking on the door before entering. As soon as you open he door you see Jisung running towards you.Â
âNoona! You will not believe how grateful I am that youâre here!â Jisung says as he grabs you by the shoulders and look deep into your eyes. You see the stress and tiredness in them as well as some fear. You know it was because of Chris. These boys hate letting Chris down.Â
âIm glad that my presence makes such a big impact!â You say with a giggle as you give him a hug and look over to see Changbin looking at you with a tired smile. What you werenât expecting to see though, was Chris with his head still in his laptop pretending like you werenât even there. Your heart dropped a little but you pretended not to care since you didnât want the boys to see you sad. You knew the boys all knew about your feelings for Chris and you were grateful that none of them ever said anything to him about it.Â
You take deep breath as you look over at Chris and then you looked at the other boys who were also in the room. âWhy donât you boys go take a little break, go get something to eat and drink and just get some fresh air for a littleâŠâ You say. The boys agreed and they all began to leave the room before Chris finally turned away from his laptop screen.Â
âWe have work to do! We donât have time for breaks!â He said quite loudly and it caused for everyone in the room to jump in surprise.Â
You take deep breath before looking at the boys and you whisper a small âgoâ before turning to look at Chris who was avoiding looking at you.Â
Once the boys were all out of the room you sat in the chair next to Chris. âWhat is wrong with you?â You say as you try to make eye contact with him.Â
âWhy are you here?â He says in return as he had a blank look on his face once he finally looks over at you.Â
âAre you serious right now? You havenât seen me in almost a year and this is how you greet me?â You say as you look at him in shock. He had been rather cold towards you lately but you thought that it was because of all the work he had to get done but now that youâre here with him, it feels like it was something more than just that.Â
âYou never told anyone that you were coming. Do you know how inconsiderate you are for doing that? Weâre all busy. We donât need the extra headache of having to babysit you.â Chris said. You were confused as to why he was being like this towards you but you were getting angry and annoyed.Â
âBabysit meâŠ? Chris I have no clue what has gotten into you but I know I didnât fly all the way to Korea just to sit here and be insulted by my best friend. I came here because I missed you! We havenât had a proper conversation in months and I was worried about you! I had to make sure that you were okay with my own eyes and clearly youâre not okay. So either you tell me whatâs actually going on with you or I find a way to figure it out myself. Your choice. Either way, youâre not getting rid of me.â You say with a straight face as you try to look as tough as you can but you were actually on the verge of tears.Â
Chris looks at you with his jaw clenched. You knew he was actually thinking about it. You can tell that he wanted to talk about it but something was holding him back.Â
âWhy are you holding back? Why donât you want to tell me? Do you not wanna be best friends anymore? Is that it? Are you finally sick and tired of me?â You continue to ask questions without waiting for a response as your voice wavers. Your tough act dropping as you cant hold your emotions in anymore. A single tear rolls down your face and that is what breaks Chris. He immediately reaches out and pulls you into his arms.Â
âIâm sorry for being such a terrible best friend. Im sorry for being cold to you for the past couple months. Im sorry for making you think that any of this was your fault. None of this is your fault. Itâs all my fault. I let my emotions get the best of me and I pushed you away because of it⊠I can never get tired of you. I miss you every second of everyday that Iâm not with you.â He said as he continues to hold you as you let your silent tears fall. You were still so confused. You pulled away from his hug slightly to look into his eyes.Â
âWhat do you mean? Why did your emotions get the best of you?âÂ
âI mean⊠IâŠâ He pauses for a minute as he looks into your eyes. It seemed like he was preparing himself for what he was about to say.Â
âI donât want to ruin our friendship but I think I already did that when I started acting cold and distant⊠Again, Iâm so sorry for that. I didnât mean to make you think that any of this was your fault. Its just⊠I donât think I can hold it anymore. Lately youâre all I can think about. Any spare moment that I get, all I think about is you. Iâm in love with you⊠Ive been in love with you for years but I never said anything because I didnât want to ruin what we already had by making things awkward for you.â
âYou are such an idiot!â You say as you pull away from him completely and you smack him on his arm.Â
âOw! Why would you hit me?!âÂ
âBecause youâre an idiot! How could you possibly think that you confessing your feelings to me would make things awkward? Iâm in love with you too! I have been since we were teenagers!âÂ
âOkay wait, you technically are an idiot too⊠just sayingâŠâ he says with a small smirk.Â
âWhat?! How?!â
âBecause you also didnât confess your feelings for me earlierâŠâ
You stayed silent for a bit because you knew he was right. You were both in the same boat.Â
âGuess weâre a pair of idiots thenâŠâ You say with a giggle as you look into his eyes. He then leaned over and grabbed you, pulling you onto his lap as he wraps you in his arms.
âI really did miss you, idiotâŠâÂ
âI missed you too, idiotâŠâ You say as you rest your head on his chest.Â
âYou gotta stop yelling at the boys when you get frustrated⊠theyâre all afraid of you when you get angry.â You say after a few moments of silence.Â
He starts giggling at your words. âThey are not afraid of me⊠theyâre just a little intimidated sometimes but they know meâŠâ
âYou still have to apologize to them though⊠for the way youâve been treating them lately.â
âYes, maâam! I promise that ill apologize to the kids⊠but only if you promise to be my girlfriendâ He says with a cheeky smile on his face.Â
You look up at him in shock at his words. You really werenât expecting him to want to be boyfriend and girlfriend right now, but you werenât gonna complain.Â
âOkay, deal!âÂ
You both continue to sit there, with you in his lap for a couple more minutes until Changbin and Jisung walked back into the room with boxes of food in their hands. Changbin was the first to say something when he sees you in Chrisâ lap.Â
âPlease tell me that the two of you finally confessed and that we donât have to keep pretending that we donât see the way you two look at each other with heart eyes!â He says in a pleading tone. You couldnât help but laugh at the way he was so stressed about the mundane situation.Â
âDonât worry Binnie! Chris stopped being a chicken and he finally confessedâŠâÂ
âHey!â Chris exclaims as he pokes your side playfully. You giggle in response and immediately stop when you hear a gagging sound coming from Jisung. You quickly look over at him, only for him to start complaining.Â
âOkay, im a fan of love but I really donât want to see the two of you being all lovey lovey⊠its weird and gross⊠its like seeing your parents kissâŠâ He says as he unconsciously shudders in disgust. Chris, Changbin and you all begin to laugh at Jisungâs reaction.Â
You really were happy that you made the decision to visitâŠÂ
#bang chan imagines#bangchan imagines#bangchan x reader#bangchan stray kids#bangchan fanfic#stray kids imagines#stray kids x reader#stray kids fanfic#bang chan#christopher bang
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Should I write again???
Hey Munchkins!! I've been inactive for a veryyyyy long time! đ I've been thinking about writing again tho! This time for Stray Kidz!!! (don't @ me đ.... I know I keep jumping from fandom to fandom but I swear I'm gonna try my best not to drop off the face of the earth again this time)
Should I try writing again? My bias is Channie so maybe I'll be writing about him the most but let me know if you guys are interested in reading anything in particular! (please send in requests)
I also work full-time and I'm a full-time college student đ Don't ask me how I do it because I also have no clue... so I'll try to get the requests out asap when you send them in but no promises!
Anyywayyysssss Let me know if you guys are interested! đ

#stray kids#stray kids imagines#stray kids x reader#stray kids fanfic#bang chan imagines#lee know imagines#seo changbin imagines#hwang hyujin imagines#han jisung imagines#lee felix imagines#kim seungmin imagines#yang jeongin imagines
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Anonymously ask me one thing & I'll answer it, no matter what.
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Iâve been so inactive lately đđ€Ł Iâm sorry đ„șâ€ïž
1. You got it - Vedo
2. For the night - Pop Smoke
3. Beso - CNCO
4. Money in the grave - Drake
5. Woman like me - Little Mix
6. No guidance remix - Ayzha Nyree
7. Dem nuh ready yet - Sean Paul
8. Already - Beyoncé
9. Dear promoter - Kes x Voice (had to put a song from my home đčđč)
10. Touch it - Ariana Grande (Acoustic version)
I tag @h-bea92 @apla-o-eaytos-mou @anevayys-writings and whoever else wants to do it đ
post a selfie, your top ten songs, and tag five others!!


wasnât gnna answer this yday but now Iâm bored so-
1. TKN - ROSALĂA & Travis Scott
2. Ring ring - Juice wrld & Clever
3. Soul burn- city morgue
4. Beso- Cnco
5. HawaĂ - Maluma
6. I dunno - Dutchavelli x Tion Wayne x Stormzy
7. Relaciones- Lunay
8. Who needs love - Trippie redd
9. Bussin 2.0 - Saweetie & Tay money
10. Welcome to the party - Pop smoke
Tagged - @glossedchaos @calums-betch @ohitsnicolexo @sweetlikehooney @anninhiliation only if u want to obvs
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SHUT THE FUCK UPPPP
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His smile, his goofy side, the way you canât spell, the way you love others are some of the many reasons that we love you!
Happy Richard CamachoïżŒ Appreciation Day!
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excuse me while i go cry!!!
#can he please father my children?#i will forever love this man#this man has my whole heart#heâs so precious#richard camacho#cnco
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Why hasnât he shaved his head yet?
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I literally feel like strangling Johann rn đ€đĄ
Chapter 17

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Thereâs 3 different P.O.V.âs in this chapter you guys! LmaoooÂ
Previous Chapter
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(Y/N)âs P.O.V.
Seeing him begging for forgiveness the other day has made me think of a lot of things. He looked so hurt and it made me want to hold him in my arms and forgive him right then and there, but I couldnât shake the thought of what he had done.
Iâm so conflicted. I just want to punch him in his perfect teeth but I also just want to kiss those plump lips of his. I know I said that I didnât want anything to do with him and that weâre over⊠but I still canât help but feel differently. My head says one thing but my heart says another.
Heâs still holding onto the hope that we can be together and I donât know whether to push him away or kiss him. I donât know what to do. Maybe Iâm overreacting? Am I just saying that to myself just because I love him and I want to start over?
Pfft what am I even saying? Heâs the one who threw it all away, not me.
âCâmon, (Y/N), tell me something about yourself.â Johann said as he leaned in and rested his chin on his hand on the table between us. âThereâs not much to tell.â I took a sip of my coffee as he shook his head. âNot much to tell? Everybody has a story, nena. Iâm just interested to know what yours is.â He smiled. âLetâs start off with one thing..â
âOne thing. Okay uh..â I thought for a moment. âSomething simple. Maybe something nobody else knows about you..?â I cleared my throat. âUm.. I can dance.â
âEnserio?â He asked and I nodded. âYeah.â I chuckled. âNot many people know, but itâs the truth. I havenât been able to really dance in a while because Iâve been busy, so Iâm hoping to get back into it.â
âYou gotta show me your dance moves one of these days.â He smiled. âI donât know about that. Maybe one day.â I took another sip of my drink. âMmm what about you?â It was my turn to ask. âAhh thereâs not much to tell.â He chuckled, picking up one of his tacos from his plate as I raised my eyebrow. âNow youâre using my words against me.â We continued talking for a few minutes before it became quiet between us.
I wish I was with Joel at this moment in time and not with one of his friends. This still feels kind of wrong and I donât know why Iâm even doing this. Hanging out with him just doesnât feel the same as being with Joel. I know he said that heâll help me get over him, but is that really what I want?
I moved a strand of hair away from my face. âJoel came to visit me the other day..â I said. âOh, really?â He lifted up his head slightly and folded his arms across his chest. âAnd what did he want?â
âHe just wanted to apologize and wants another chance.â I looked down at the empty plate in front of me as I thought about Joelâs tear stained face engraved in my mind. âHe wants me to go to the airport so⊠I can go with him. So we could, I donât know.. see the world, as he put it..â
âSo.. are you going to give it to him or..?â I shrugged my shoulders and sighed. âI donât know⊠I want to. I really really  want to, but â â
âYouâre seriously thinking about it?â He cut me off. âWell no I⊠I mean..â He shook his head and sighed. âMira, (Y/N), listen to me and listen to me well..â He started off. âHeâs not worth it. Do you think heâs actually gonna have time for you considering the schedule he has? Heâs busy 24/7..â He took my hand in his own and it just felt⊠weird.
âItâs time for you to forget about him and move onto more important things. You need to move on with your life and not wait around for someone who canât give you the time of day and put in the work.â He smiled and rubbed his thumb over the top of my hand. âI⊠I guess youâre right.â I mumbled, slowly nodding my head.Â
âTrust me⊠I know what you need.â
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âIs there anything else I can help you with?â I asked the customer as they shook their heads. âNo, I think thatâs about it. Thank you.â I nodded as they walked through the isles to get what they wanted. I sighed an continued hanging clothes on the racks as Andrea walked up to me. âHey bubblebutt.â She smiled at me and I chuckled. âHey numnuts.â
âHow are you feeling today?â I raised my eyebrows and shook my head. âIâm fine.â I picked up another article of clothing and put it in a hanger as one of her hands rested on her hip. âAre you really?â I nodded. âMhmm..â She sighed and handed me some clothes so she had a reason to be standing next to me and talk. âI hung out with Johann recently.â I spoke.
âJohann? From.. the cookout?â She asked and I nodded. âYeah, heâs been wanting to check up on me and see how Iâm doing.â
âOh yeah? And howâs that going?â
âIâm not really sure. Heâs nice but.. I donât know. Iâm kind of at a loss right now.â I hung up the last pieces of clothing onto the racks as I sent someone else to go put them away while I stood there talking with her. âI donât really know how I feel about him.â She said as she crossed her arms over her chest. âWhen we met him, something just didnât quite feel right.â
âWell, he was truthful with me. He told me that he found out what Joel was doing and thought that I should know firsthand what was going on. He had the balls to tell me and Joel didnât.â I looked around and saw Enrique talking to customers that needed help with something. âI feel like he would tell me the truth even though it hurts. I respect honesty, you know that Andrea. Thatâs one of the reasons why Iâve been seeing him.â
âAnd the other reason?â She asked as I saw Enrique looking over at his lover and wondered why someone canât genuinely look at me like that â with love in their eyes. â⊠A distraction..?â
â(Y/N), you canât be serious.â
âAnd thatâs what it is. Itâs nothing serious.â I said. âYouâre hanging out with one of his best friends. How do you think this will end?â She asked and shook her head. â(Y/N), Iâm telling you this because I love you⊠but something isnât quite right about him. Frankly, I donât know why Joel ever associated himself with someone like him but thatâs besides the point.â She gave me a sad smile.
âI know what that little shit did, but.. I knew there was something magical between you two. If only you could see the way he looked at you would you understand what Iâm trying to say. Iâm all for women empowerment and how we donât need no man, but honey⊠that man loves you, despite of what he did.â
Itâs almost as if Iâm asking myself if I should stay or if I should go. Johann told me to forget about him and move on, and Andrea said that I should listen to my heart and donât give up on love.
I gave her a small smile and saw a customer walking towards us, getting ready to ask us a question. âHi, Iâd like to try these clothes on.â I nodded and handed her a number. âJust go right on in.â
Iâm so confused.
~1 Week Later~
Joelâs P.O.V.
I donât know what I was expecting when I went to go to (Y/N)âs house begging for forgiveness a few days ago. She wants nothing to do with me anymore and itâs all my fault. I lost her⊠I completely lost her and I have no one else to blame but me. I found myself subconsciously going out of my way to make her laugh and felt myself gravitating towards her more and more and then I fucked it up in the end.
âJoel, câmon! Weâre gonna be late!â Erick said as he was quickly grabbing his things and making sure he had all the things he needed. âTour starts today!â I got up from bed and quickly grabbed my shoes. I havenât heard from her these past three days and Iâm praying to God that sheâll be at that airport. I know she said that she didnât want anything to do with me, but I donât know⊠I just.. I have a feeling that she might be there. I donât know how to explain it, but I do. Maybe thereâs a chance for us to start all over again? Maybe sheâll surprise me?
I did a quick over check to make sure I had everything. Suitcase? Check. Passport? Check. Phone? Check.
I havenât mentioned the whole situation to anybody just yet. I guess I had kind of hoped that I could fix us before we left. That maybe I wouldnât have to explain to everyone why I suddenly stopped talking to (Y/N). I walked around the room to see if Iâm missing anything as Erick opened the door and started walking out, me following behind him. âLetâs go.â He smiled.
The whole ride to the airport had me anxious. Will she be there? Did I do enough to get through to her so we could start over? I really donât know. She said she loved meâŠ
I guess this moment will tell me if we still have a chance. Iâll pay for her ticket so she can come with me and I can show her places sheâs never been to before⊠or Iâll stay here if she wants me to so I can mend the broken bond between us.
âCâmon guys. Our flight leaves in 25 minutes. We gotta hurry up!â Clara spoke as we all got out of the car and ran inside the airport. We handed over our luggage that passed into the aircraft hold, went through security gates and into the departures hall and I still didnât see her. Thereâs only a few minutes left. Please, (Y/N)⊠please tell me youâre coming.
I paced back and forth, looking side to side in hopes that sheâll come running through the door. âJoel?â I heard someoneâs voice calling my name. I turned around, hoping to see her beautiful face, but was a bit bummed when I saw it was just Johann. âHey dude. What are you doing here?â I asked as I walked up to him and greeted him with a hug.
âI heard you were leaving today, so I figured Iâd see you real quick for a few minutes.â He smiled as I looked around. âHey uh.. quick question. I know you donât really know (Y/N) all that well, but.. have you seen her here at all? Do you know if sheâs here?â
He shook his head. âNo man, I havenât seen her since the cookout.â My shoulders slumped as I thought about the last time we spoke. âAre you expecting her?â He asked. âI was.. I was kind of hoping that she would come and see me.â
âMan, I donât know if thatâs gonna be possible.â He swayed from side to side as he looked down at his watch. âWell, you donât know that.â I sadly chuckled and thought back to our last conversation.
âWell as a matter of fact, I do.â He placed his hands inside the pockets of his jeans and looked up at me. âWhat do you mean?â I asked. âJoel, Iâm not stupid..â He raised his eyebrow and gave me a small smile. âLetâs stop beating around the bush and talk about the elephant in the room.â He walked closer and spoke. âI know.. that she knows your secret..â I backed away from him and cleared my throat.
âSheâs not coming.â He stated. âHow do you know?â I asked.
âDude, the way how she left Christopherâs made it pretty obvious. The look on her face⊠yikes.â I frowned at the thought of her crying because of me. âBut thereâs still a chance â â He chuckled and shook his head. âNo way. Open your eyes, Joel.â He placed his hand on my shoulder and side smiled at me. âYou lost her buddy. Iâm sorry.â
âJohann?â
âYeah?â
âIâve been thinking about that night for a little while and Iâve had the same question pop up in my head over and over again..â I said and slowly shrugged his hand off my shoulder. âOh, yeah? Whatâs that?â
It just dawned on meâŠ
âHow did she find out anyways? You were like the one person I told my secret to and the night she met you⊠everything changed.â His posture changed for a split second before reverting back to how he was. âWhat are you saying? You think I  told her or something?â
âI donât know, you tell me.â
âAccusing me? Me? Â Seriously?â I crossed my arms over my chest and sighed. âJoel, Iâm your best friend. Youâre confused and hurt and I get it! Iâm not gonna hold what you say to me against you because of what youâre feeling. Besides, we donât have time to get into it. You need to get on your flight.â He started to slowly push me to the gates before I stopped him.
âNo no no wait a minute, Iâm being serious.â I turned around and glanced back to see if sheâll be there. âHow did she find out?â
âJoel, this is silly! You need to â â
âWhat? I need to what?â I opened my arms and I could feel my anger rising. âJohann, I need answers now. Did you do it?â
Silence.
No answer is an answer.
âYou told her, didnât you?â I asked, confirming to myself. âYou lying â backstabbing â son of a bitch. I trusted you!â He held up his pointer finger and slowly spoke. âIâd be very careful on how you word your next sentence, Joel.â
âOr what? What else can you possibly do?â
âJoel, câmon! We gotta go!â Christopher spoke as I saw him walking towards the gate. âLooks like youâll find out soon enough.â He reached down and held up my luggage. âI suggest you get on that plane and start that tour. Iâm sure the cncowners would love  to know whatâs in store.â
âYouâre not gonna say anything.â I pointed at his chest. âIâve worked too fucking hard for this and Iâll be damned if you â â
âJoel!â I heard Claraâs voice coming closer to me. âWe have to go! Now!â I turned to look at her before putting my attention back on Johann. âYouâre gonna stay away from her too.â
âOh, am I?â He raised an eyebrow. âYouâre not gonna be here and sheâs gonna need someone to.. be her shoulder to cry on, if you will.â He came closer to me. âLet me make this clear.. you contact her, Iâll spill your secret. Not only will your career will be over, but think of the boys. This is their job too youâre putting on the line. Once your fans find out what you did, there goes the band. Your five minutes of fame will be up. Youâll be history.â
âWhy are you doing this? What have I ever done to you?â
âMaybe I want what you have. If I canât have it, then Iâm gonna have to get creative and take something else.â
I felt Clara grab onto my arm as I was slowly being dragged away. âJoel, ya vamanos! We need to go!â Johann smiled as my bags were being taken by Richard. âIâll see you around, Joel.â
âNo.. no, wait! I need another minute! Sheâs not here!â I spoke as I was getting closer and closer to the gate. âIâm sorry, Joel, but we have to go.â Clara said and handed in my ticket. I turned around last minute and saw him standing there waving bye as I got on the plane. âHave a safe flight!â He yelled out.
I slowly found my seat and saw Richard putting my luggage away up on top of the cupboard. âDude, why the hell did you take so long?â He asked and I frowned. Why did I get my hopes up? I shouldâve known..
âYou okay?â I shook my head. Itâs time to start being honest. I have to tell everyone. âNo⊠somethingâs wrong. Somethingâs completely wrong.â
âWhy? Whatâs going on?â He said as he sat down next to me. âItâs JohannâŠâ
Things are about to get roughâŠ
Johannâs P.O.V.
I stood there as I watched him get on the plane, now knowing the truth. âThatâs right. Get on the plane..â I mumbled as the doors shut. I wasnât really planning on telling him, but he just kept on pushing and pushing. This worked out better anyways.
Joel got everything.
He won La Banda, therefore him getting to live out his dream and perform for his fans⊠he has more followers, obviously because of his fame⊠he has the looks and the voice that the girls just go crazy for⊠and he got the girl. Not the one he originally wanted, but someone new.
Well if I canât have everything, then Iâll have to take what I can. This is the one thing I wonât give him. Itâs my turn for a little taste of what he has, or in this case, had. Jealousy really does a thing to a person, doesnât it?
âExcuse me.. pardon me.. please I just..â I heard a voice voice coming closer to me. I turned my head and saw (Y/N) making her over.
What the fuck?
âJohann?â I turned fully and gave her a sad smile. âHey, what are you doing here?â Seriously, what the hell is she actually doing here? I thought she said she was busy?
âWhat are you doing here?â She asked. âWell, I was just here to say bye to Joel. Heâs my best friend after all, so I thought Iâd catch up with him real quick before he left.â
âOh.. well um.. is he still here?â I shook my head. âNo, you just missed him.â Her shoulders slumped as she looked out the windows around us and wrapped her arms around herself. âOh..â
âBut I tried to stop him.â She glanced up at me. âI figured you would stop by, considering how our last conversation went, and see him off or something. So I tried to buy you a little time, but he wouldnât listen. Said he had a tour to get to and he got right on that plane and left me standing here alone.â
She frowned slightly and bit her lip. âIâm sorry.â She shook her head. âNo uh donât be.. you.. you tried. Thatâs what matters, I guess.â
âWere you here to say goodbye?â I asked. âSomething like that.. as much as he hurt me, I still..â She sighed. âWas I naĂŻve enough to think he would wait for me, Johann?â I wrapped my arms around her shoulders as I guided her away with me. âLetâs not talk about that, his job is way too important anyways. Câmon, Iâll buy you breakfast. Iâm sure you must be starving.â I smiled as she slowly nodded. âYeah.. letâs just go.â
Game.
Set.
Match.
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đ© IS ABOUT TO GO DOWN!!! My heart isnât ready for this đ
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I didnât proof read this, so Iâm sorry if this is shit lmaoooo the angst you guys have been waiting for is literally around the corner đ
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(Y/N)âs P.O.V.
âLetâs just get the Caniac Combo and split it. Weâll switch out the coleslaw for another Texas toast so we each get one. Sounds good?â
âIâm alright with that.â
Victoria and I were currently waiting in line at Raising Caneâs ordering some food for the both of us. âGo and find us a seat. Iâll pay this time.â I told her as she smiled. âYouâre too good to me. This is why youâre my best friend.â She laughed. âI got next time, okay?â I nodded as she walked away to one of the booths next to the window.
âCual quieres?â I heard someone behind me ask. âPues.. let me see what they have first.â
âI can just get you the kids combo since youâre sho â â
âDonât say it.â I heard him laugh. âIâll just get the sandwich combo.â I walked up to the cashier and ordered our food. âOkay, your total is $11.55.â I took out my wallet and handed him my debit card, handing it back to me after it got approved and told me itâll be ready in a few minutes. I grabbed our two cups and walked off to the side getting our drinks. I turned my head to look over at who was behind me and I swear⊠Iâve seen these two guys somewhere before.
I canât keep looking at them for too long or else theyâre gonna think Iâm some weirdo. So I took our drinks in my hands and walked to the booth where Victoria was sitting as my attention went back to those two boys. âThank you so much girl.â She took one of the drinks and put the straw through the small hole, bringing it up to her lips and taking a sip. âYou alright?â She asked as I nodded.
âYeah no uh.. sorry, itâs just that those two guys over there look really familiar. I feel like Iâve seen them before.â She directed her eyes to the two guys laughing as they got their drinks as she turned back to look at me. âTheyâre cute.â She stated. â⊠Really cute.â
I started walking back to the cashier to go pick up our food, which was gonna be done any minute, before Vicky stopped me and said. âDo you think theyâre single?â I laughed and told her to go and strike up a conversation with one of them if sheâs interested. â(Y/N)?â I heard one of cashiers call out my name as I walked to go and collect our food.
I noticed one of the guys turned their attention towards me as my name was called. I didnât think too much of it, so I grabbed our tray and brought it back to our table. I slid in the booth, got comfortable and we both started eating. âSo, this cookout thatâs coming up..â
âWhat about it?â I took one of the fries and brought it to my mouth, taking a bite. âHow many boys are we thinking are gonna be there?â She asked as I laughed. âAhh Vicky, youâre so lucky I love you.â
âCome on!â She chuckled and took a chicken tender in her hands. âIâve been single way too long. I want to get back out there. Maybe find a prince charming to sweep me off my feet like you did.â I smiled and grabbed my drink. âIâm sure thereâs gonna be cute guys at the campfire that you can flirt with all night long.â
I looked around and saw one of the guys that caught my attention earlier keep looking my way. I gave him a small smile and got back to talking with Victoria. Why does he look so familiar and why is he looking my way? Do we know each other or something? Is that why heâs looking over at us?
âHey, donât look now but those guys we saw earlier are looking our way.â I spoke as I took a bite of my Texas toast. âOooh should we try and get them to come over here and strike up a conversation?â
âVicky..â
âOh come on! If they come over, you can maybe find out why he looks so familiar and I can get a chance to talk to them. Itâs a win â win situation.â She looked over her shoulder and gave them a smile. I canât control her. Vickyâs gonna do what Vickyâs gonna do. After a few minutes, she stood up and told me she was going to get âa refill for her drinkâ. Which was complete bullshit because she hardly drank any of it in the first place. Sure enough, as soon as she got close enough to get a refill, one of the guys stood up and followed after her. I swear, sheâs a magnet for guys.
I just watched the whole thing go down a couple feet away. They started talking to each other until he walked back to his seat with his friend. âSo, what did the great Victoria find out about that guy?â I asked as I bit into one of the chicken tenders in my hands. âWell, his name is Richard and his friend over there is Chris. I invited them to come and sit by us, but theyâll only come over if you give the okay.â
âOh my God, Vicky..â
âTrust me! I think I might know the reason why he looks familiar to you..â She spoke. âWhy?â I asked. âBecause..â She leaned in, as if almost whispering. âHeâs in a band..â I stayed quiet, not really understanding why she told me that. âOkay.. and?â She sighed and kept going. âOkay, let me make it easier for you. The reason why they look familiar, is because youâve been listening to their music latelyâŠÂ Joel is in that same band.â She said as it finally clicked.Â
âOh my â â
âExactly! So, now my question is.. do you wanna get a chance to talk to some friends of his and get to know a little about them? Maybe get a little insight to how Joel is when heâs busy with his band.â I looked over at the two guys waiting for an answer. âI⊠I guess it wouldnât hurt.â I slowly nodded, indicating that it was okay for them to come closer to us. They grabbed their trays and made their way on over, setting down their food.
âHola.â They greeted us as we greeted them back.
âUh Iâm Richard.â
âIâm Chris.â
âIâm Victoria.â
âAnd Iâm (Y/N).â They smiled as Richard cleared his throat. âI hope weâre not intruding. I know this is probably a bit weird.â
âOh no donât worry about it. (Y/N) here has just been dying to talk to you.â She nudged my shoulder as I gave her a look. âReally? Are you a fan?â He asked. âUm.. something like that.â I smiled. âI actually know a friend of yours. Well, one of your bandmates.â Chris looked like he wanted to ask me something, but stayed quiet. âOh, really? Thatâs awesome!â Richard said. âWho is he?â
âJoel Pimentel.â
âI knew it.â Chris mumbled and smiled as I looked at him. âYou know her too?â Richard asked. âN â No itâs just uh Joel has mentioned her to me before. I heard her name being called and I just.. I had a feeling, but I wasnât sure until now.â
âAll good things I hope.â I chuckled as he nodded. âTrust me, all good things.â He laughed. âItâs great to finally meet you in person.â
âIâm happy Iâm finally meeting you too! I thought I was gonna meet you guys at the cookout, if Iâm being honest.â I smiled. âYou guys coming?â He asked. âYeah, Joel told me about it last time we were together.â
âHow did you guys meet, if you donât mind me asking?â Richard asked as I thought back to that night. âUh haha we actually met at a party a little while back. I was actually with Victoria.â I mentioned over to my friends as she smiled. âHe came up to me out of the blue, we talked for a while and at the end of the night he asked me for my number.â
âHe made the first move?â Chris asked as I laughed. âHe did!â
âWhatâs crazy is the fact that I heard a few guys from a boyband were at that same party that night, but who wouldâve guessed it would be you guys. She happened to run into Joel and here we are.â Victoria smiled. âWait uh ha rewind real quick. How long ago was this?â Richard asked. âIt was a couple months ago. It was at a nightclub around the area.â
âPlease refresh my memory.â He chuckled. âWhich club was that?â
âIt was at Late Bar. There was a party there and we ended up meeting each other. We shared a couple drinks until this one..â I mentioned over to my friend, laughing. âPulled us away.â
Richardâs demeanor changed for a second before nodding his head. âWow thatâs uh.. haha thatâs crazy.â He smiled as Chris laughed. âDude, what are the odds? Hey, Iâm happy for you guys.â He smiled.
After Victoriaâs and Christopherâs constant flirting and me getting to know more about their band through Richard, they had to leave. We threw our garbage away and all walked outside together. âHey, Iâll see you guys again in a few days, yeah?â Chris asked as we nodded. âWe wouldnât miss it for the world.â
I noticed Chris send Victoria a wink before walking to his car, Richard following behind after saying goodbye. Me and Vicky walked to her car, got inside and sighed. âI think he likes me.â She blushed as she started the ignition.
âOf course he does. Look at you! Youâre hotter than any day in July.â I laughed as she drove out of the parking lot. Seeing Richard and Chris made me super excited to meet the rest of Joelâs bandmates. I canât wait for this cookout coming up!
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Joelâs P.O.V.
I sat on the couch with my phone in my hands scrolling through Twitter, Richard sat on one of the kitchen chairs while the others went to go and buy some things we needed for the campfire. Itâs been almost half an hour and Richard hasnât said a single word to me. Actually, Iâve noticed that behavior for the past couple of days. I wonder whatâs got him so upset? I actually invited Johann over so we could go out later on today. Heâs supposed to be arriving any minute, I think.
âHey, Richard..â I tried to start up a conversation. âHow have you been lately?â
âFine.â I waited a few moments to see if he would give me more than just a one word answer.
Nothing.
âItâs just uh..â I cleared my throat. âI donât know. I feel like things are weird between us and I just wanna know if youâre alright.â
âI said Iâm fine.â
I sighed and scratched the back of my neck. âOkayâŠâ
SilenceâŠ
âDid I⊠did I do something?â He stood up and looked over at me, slowly walking my way. âI donât know, Joel. Did you do something? Something you werenât supposed to do?â
âWhat are you talking about?â I asked. Richard can be a bit of a hothead sometimes, but this looks different. âYou know, I didnât actually think youâd go through with it. I forgot about that night until the other day.â He spoke. âIâm just hoping Iâm wrong. Tell me Iâm wrong, Joel.â
âWrong about what?â Where the hell is he going with this? What did I do? He looks so disappointed⊠what happened? âChris and I went to go get a bite to eat a couple days ago.â He started. âWhile we were there, we ran into someone who knows you.â
âWho?â I asked, almost afraid of his answer. He paused until he stood right in front of me, his arms crossed over his chest. ââŠWanna tell me about (Y/N)?â I went silent for a second.
He knowsâŠ
âJoel, answer me.â
âUm.. h â how did you found out about her? Did Christopher tell you?â
âChris knows about this?â His tone was a bit louder. âNo! No he doesnât! All he knows is that Iâve been seeing someone. He doesnât know much about her.â
âSo now youâre lying to him too?â
âNo! I â I didnât mean â â
âJoel, what did you do?!â
âI messed up!â I exclaimed and covered my face with my hands. âI messed up, Richard. I shouldâve listened to you and now Iâm stuck with this big secret and this guilt that I Â started this all off on bad intentions.â I sniffled and sighed. âYes, I wanted to be with Emilia so much in the beginning. I was even willing to play with another girls feelings to do so..â He stayed silent.
âI never thought (Y/N) would become so important to me in the end. I didnât intend for me to fall for her⊠but Richard, I did.â He raised his eyebrow at me. âI found out what an amazing person she is and being with her⊠she makes it easy. Like I feel like I donât have to try so hard to keep a conversation going. We can talk hours and hours and still have something to talk about.â
Silence filled the air as I tried to gather my thoughts in order as I came clean to him. âRichard, I donât want to lose her. What we have is amazing â â
âExcept for the fact that it all started off on the wrong foot.â He said, his arms still crossed over his chest. âBut I â â
âNu â uh â uh.. you already said all that you needed to. Now itâs my turn.â I slowly nodded my head as I let him say what he needed to say. âJoel, youâre like a brother to me. All of you guys are like my brothers and I love yâall. But this  Joel⊠that was all on you. I gave you my advice, tried to direct you to another path and still⊠you managed to look me in the eye and lie. Youâre not only hurting her, youâre hurting those around you who know about her. Imagine how Chris is gonna feel when he finds out about this! He was rooting for you, man!â
He took a second to pause and then continued. âIt makes sense now. Why you never wanted to tell us who you were constantly talking to on the phone, why you and Chris seem to be talking more in private for a while now.. which I never thought that was a huge big deal until now. And⊠it makes sense why he got so excited when he learned that girl we met a few days ago was the one youâve been telling him about for weeks now.â
I sighed and bowed my head. âYou need to come clean.â
âI know. Iâm trying â â
âNot just to me.â I nodded. âIâve wanted to say something once I realized it started getting serious but I just.. I couldnât. I couldnât bring myself to do it.â I sighed. âIâm worse than her exâŠâ
âJoel, I care about you. So Iâm gonna tell you this because I love you, man..â He looks serious.
âYou either break it off.. or.. you come clean to her.â
âBut⊠Iâm gonna lose her either ways..â I looked up at him as he shrugged his shoulders. âThese are the consequences Joel. Itâs better she hears it from you and not somebody else.â It felt as if reality hit me like a brick.
I can actually lose herâŠ
He walked back to the kitchen and sat back down on one of the chairs. âDo the right thing, hermano. Please, do you guys a favor and just tell her.â It stayed silent in the apartment we were at. What have I done? Why did I do this?
I grabbed my keys and walked towards the door, opening it to only find Johann on one knee right in front. âUh..â I cleared my throat. âWhen did you get here?â I asked. âI didnât hear you knock on the door.â
âOh! Uh I.. haha I just got here, actually. I was.. tying my shoelace and was about to knock when I got back up before you opened the door so.. here I am.â He smiled as I walked out into the hallway, closing the door behind me. I looked down at his phone and noticed it was on camera mode.
âAre you.. vlogging today or something?â I asked. âHuh? Oh! Yeah! I am! Just wanted to post something up on my YouTube channel and what better content than going out with..â He held up his phone so it was on the two of us as he hit record. âJoel Pimentel!â He exclaimed as I slowly waved to the camera. âHola.â
He started talking to the camera as he spoke about what we were planning on doing today while my thoughts were not as happy as they were a few days ago.
Iâm in big trouble.
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This is so cute đ my heart canât take this much cuteness all at once! đ
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âHey! Youâve been pretty busy lately and I think itâs time we head out to Johannâs place today :) you down?â
Emilia texted me as I was still lying down in bed, not really planning on going out and just staying in bed⊠until now, that is. I havenât seen my group of friends, besides Yoandri, in a little while. My time has been spent with someone and my thoughts have been.. elsewhere.
Iâm just wanting to tell everyone and get this weight off of my chest, but at the same time, I canât. If (Y/N) ever meets the boys, Richard wonât recognize her, right? Heâs only seen her for a few seconds at that party we were at. Itâs not like heâll even remember what she looks like.
I know Chris is dying to meet her, having only heard the little stories Iâve told about her to him. Heâs been patient, understanding that I wanna keep it private for a while, but itâs obvious that heâs excited and wants to know who she is.
âHell yeah Iâm in! What time?â
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We all were kind of lounged around Johannâs kitchen while we ate some Chinese food that we ordered. It felt good to see my friends again. We were laughing and talking about the things weâve been up to lately while I thought about Emilia and (Y/N). Two similar, but totally different girls.
Somethingâs changed though. I donât see myself gravitating towards Emilia as much anymore, not like I used to at least. I feel like Iâve been lost in my thoughts recently. I need to get back into the conversation.
âSo, Joel, youâve been pretty busy lately. I feel like I havenât seen you in forever haha.â Emilia smiled. âWhat are you and the guys up to?â
âWeâre just getting ready to release the new album and working on tour dates.â I took a sip from my drink. âWeâve all been pretty busy, so Iâm happy that weâve got some time off.â
âLast time we saw you was at a party with some of the boys from your band.â Johann spoke. âYou left fairly early, bro. We didnât get to talk as much.â
âOh, yeah uh sorry about that. Something came up and I had to leave.â
âWas it about that girl you were talking to that night?â Emilia smirked and took a bite of her food as Yoandri looked my way with a knowing look on his face. âWait, what girl?â Johann asked. âUm.. I donât..â I could feel my face heating up. âOh come on! Sheâs the real reason why youâve been super busy, right?â I didnât speak. I didnât say it was true, but I didnât deny it either. âOh my God haha you ditched us for a girl?â Johann laughed.
âHey, sheâs not some girl.â I said. âIâm just stating the facts!â He smiled and leaned on his elbows that rested on the table. âWhat does she look like?â
âGuys, sheâs so pretty and sheâs actually real.â Yoandri laughed as Johann looked over at him. âYouâve seen her already?â He nodded as I bit my lip. âLet me see her. I canât believe you never told me about her.â I took out my phone, going straight to photos and I scrolled until I found a recent photo we took together. He took my phone in his hands and observed the photo as Emilia stood behind him, looking as well. âSheâs cute..â He scrolled a few more photos before handing me back my phone.
âOh my God, Joel! Sheâs so pretty!â She smiled as I blushed slightly at the thought of (Y/N). âShe is, isnât she?â I glanced down at the photo of when we went to the carnival together and smiled at the memory. âWeâve been seeing each other for a little while now.â
âWell, hey! Letâs celebrate.â Johann lifted up his drink and spoke. âA toast to new relationships and finding love in the most unexpected places.â If I had been paying attention, I wouldâve noticed that it almost sounded sarcastic.
At the end of the day, we helped him pick up the place and left on our merry way back to own our houses. I decided to stay behind and talk more with my friend while Yoandri and Emilia had left. It was nice getting to catch up with my friends, itâs definitely been a while. I was currently washing the dishes as Johann popped up behind me. âSo⊠whatâs really going on?â He asked.
âWhat do you mean?â
âOh come on, Joel. Iâm not stupid.â He placed a plate inside the sink and stood beside me. âYou were in love with Emilia a few months back and ready to do almost anything for her⊠what happened?â I shrugged my shoulders and continued washing the plates and cups. âI met someone new and well.. here I am.â
âThat quick?â He asked as I stayed silent. I can trust him⊠right? âItâs not a big deal.â I laughed it off as I finished rinsing the utensils and put them on the clean side of the sink. âNot a big deal? Joel, come on.. is this thing legit?â I washed my hands as I sighed, deciding to come clean to one person I trust. Heâs been my friend for a while and I can tell him anything, right? He wouldnât judge me and I can maybe start to feel some sort of relief by getting this off my chest.
âCan you keep a secret?â
He nodded and waited for me to spill the beans to him. âYou can tell me anything, Joel. Iâm your friend.â I have to say something. Iâm tired of feeling guilty and holding this in. I have to tell one person, at least. âIâm gonna be honest here.. I⊠I only used (Y/N) to get Emilia jealous in the beginning. That was the only reason why I talked to her in the first place.â
âAhh see? I knew you were still in love with her.â Johann smiled as I continued. âNo, listen. Yes, it was bad intentions at the start and I was head over heels with Emilia, but dude⊠once I got to know her, I was hooked. Sheâs really amazing.â I smiled. âSheâs so genuine and smart.. she makes me laugh and â â
âAanndd that was enough to get you over Emilia?â
âIâll always love her, yes. Sheâs my friend but..â I bit my lip. âWhenever Iâm with (Y/N), it just feels like itâs just us two and nothing else matters at that moment.â He stayed silent. âJohann, you have to promise me that you wonât tell her or anyone about this. What I did.. I donât want anyone knowing, especially her. I donât want to lose what I have with her.â
âHey, dude relax.â He chuckled. âNo te preocupes, you can trust me.â
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This guilt is starting to eat me out alive.
I should never have done this in the first place. I shouldâve just listened to Richard and leave her be at that party.
But then you never wouldâve known how wonderful she really is.
âAll things happen for a reasonâ she said. Maybe⊠I was supposed to find her. If I never did this, then I wouldâve missed out on such a great person⊠but this is wrong. How this all started was wrong and itâs all my fault. How am I ever going tell her about this? Will I ever tell her? I donât want to lose her. What we have is amazing and I donât want to throw that all away. Will she ever talk to me again if she were to find out?
No.. I canât tell her. I just canât.
I fucked this whole thing up. I donât want anybody else. I want her, only her.
Iâm not any different from her ex. In fact, I think Iâm worse. Using her just to try to get somebody jealous? Yeah, Iâm a complete dick. I just didnât expect for me to⊠actually really.. really.. like her. What have I gotten myself into? I wanted to tell her that night about everything. To just be able to come clean and hope that sheâll forgive me, but then she brought up her ex and I just couldnât bring myself to break her heart even more.
Iâm happy that I told Johann, though. Everybody else had left and he was there.. it just seemed right? I donât know, I just really needed to get some relief. Saying it out loud made me feel a little better, I guess.
(Y/N) and I were currently in my car, looking for something to eat until we found a Ricobeneâs near by, so we walked in and the sweet scent of food filled our noses. We ordered what we wanted to eat and found a spot we could sit at while we waited for them to call out our name. Her cheeks were rosy from all of the laughter we shared today and I honestly felt like we were on our way to being a happy couple. Like things are looking up for us, despite my biggest secret.
I canât believe Iâm lucky enough to be in the presence of this girl.
âHey uh I wanted to ask you something real quick.â
âSure. Whatâs up?â
âSo, a couple of my friends and I are planning on having a little cookout in like a week. Itâs just us coming together and having a good time.. and my bandmates will be there too. Well um.. I was wondering if you maybe wanted to come along? If youâre busy, I totally understand and itâs not â â
âI would love to.â She cut me off. âReally?â I asked as she nodded. âIs it okay with you if I bring a friend or two? Iâd like to have somebody there with me that I know besides you.â I laughed. âOf course. The more the merrier.â
I feel a little safe now to finally show her off to my friends. I mean, whatâs the harm now? I doubt Richard will know who she is, Johann promised me that he wouldnât tell anyone and the ones who know are excited to meet her. This is gonna be great, I know it.
It may have started off with me wanting to get with Emilia, but I found someone better and I donât want to let her go.
âIâll send you the details then.â I smiled as I saw her get up. âOh! Hold that thought, they just called our name. Letâs go get our food! Iâm hungry.â She laughed as she started walking away, me slowly following after her. I canât wait to show her off now that I feel less guilty and everyone wanting to meet her. This is gonna be good, I know it.
After we had picked up our food, we had walked out and went back to my car and I drove us to a Drive â In movie theatre. (Y/N) has told me in the past that she hasnât gone to one of these things in such a long time and wanted to go before they close it. I paid for our tickets and drove us to where thereâs not a lot of people parked beside us. We both got out of the car as I opened the trunk, setting up the blankets and pillows I had brought with me.Â
âWeâre all set.â I smiled as she climbed up, me following after her. âThe movie should start any minute now, so we came just in time.âÂ

She placed one of the pillows behind her back and sat up, reaching over for the food we had just bought earlier. âWhat? Iâm hungry.â She laughed and reached inside the bag, taking out the breaded steak sandwiches. âHey, I didnât say anything.â She handed me mine and got herself comfortable.
People were grilling, many brought chairs to sit outside their cars and others were waiting in line to go and buy some snacks. This is such an old school type of date and honestly I am living for it. Soon enough, âSpider â Man: Into the Spider â Verseâ started playing on the big screen as people were now getting themselves ready to see the movie.
âI used to come to the Drive â In every once in a while with my family when I was younger.â She spoke. âReally?â I asked as she nodded. âI loved it. There was one time.. haha me and my dad had brought chairs, and these were the type where you could lie back and look up at the sky. We sat outside of the car while the rest of my family stayed inside. In the middle of the movie, I guess my dad mustâve gotten way too comfortable because the next thing I knew, I could hear him snoring next to me.â She laughed. âI tried to wake him up because the people who were next to us could hear him and he just told me that weâre never gonna see those people again and went back to sleep.â
âOh my God..â I laughed as she leaned against me. âYeah, thatâs my dad for you.â Having her here in my arms.. I couldnât wish for anything better. It honestly feels like weâre the only two people here even those thereâs a little over a hundred of us here.
At some point during the movie, we had completely forgotten about it and just ended up lying down next to each other, sharing stories and stealing kisses. Honestly, tell me⊠what could be better than this? My index finger and thumb lifted up her chin so she could look directly at me as I leaned in for another kiss. I placed one of my hands on her waist, running my fingers up and down her side. I brought her a little closer to me as she pulled her lips away from my own and giggled. âIâm ticklish there..â
I raised my eyebrow and smirked. âOh, really? Do you mean.. here?â I tickled the side of her stomach as she let out a laugh. âJoel! S â Stop! Hahaha!â She tried to push me away from her, but I held her in place as I continued, wanting to hear her laugh once more. âJoel! People â hahaha! â People are g â gonna be looking at us â ssss!â I stopped my movements as I let her breathe for a few moments.
âOh my.. hahaha! Pinche Joel!â She chuckled and moved away as I lifted up my hands again. âN â No!â
âRelax!â I laughed. âI was just gonna do this..â I moved a strand of her hair away as I placed my lips on hers, giving her a quick kiss. âDid you think I was gonna tickle you again?â I smirked as she nodded. âI mean, I can always â â
âNo! Please!â We laughed as I leaned against my elbow, hoisting me up a bit as I looked at her. Her cheeks were rosy from smiling so much and her hair was all over the place⊠she was breathtaking. I got closer, leaning in as my lips hovered over hers for a few seconds. I could feel her breath against mine as I looked into her eyes. Sheâs so beautifulâŠ
âAre you gonna kiss me or not?â She asked as I chuckled, leaning down and placing a sweet kiss onto her lips.
Another perfect date. I canât wait for many moreâŠ
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#32 - âI look at you and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes.â with Richard?? post sex maybe?? đ©
ISA MI AMOL â„ïž
Iâm so sorry that this is late. But late is better than never, right? I hope you enjoy it! Writing this put me in such a fluffy mood oof đ„°
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âBaby.. baby..â I chuckled against her lips as she climbed on top of me, my hands on her bare waist as I slowly pulled away from her. âGive a man a couple minutes to recover, yeah?â She let out a small whine at the loss of my lips from hers as she leaned in once again. âI just.. want to.. feel you.. against me..â She spoke in between kisses as I smiled.
My hands roamed all over, memorizing every curve of her body as her intoxicating lips stayed on mine. Her fingernails slowly scratched down my chest and over my nipples. She pulled away, giggling as my fingertips ran across her sides. âStop..â She chuckled and looked down at me. âWhy? Is someone.. ticklish?â I held her against me as she tried to squirm away. âNo! Richard! St â aahh â stop! Hahaha!â She laughed as I continued tickling her. God, I could listen to her laugh all day.
âPinche Richard!â She cried out as I stopped abruptly, letting her catch her breath. âI haha oh my God.. I hate you.â
âI love you too.â
âI didnât say that.â
âNo, but I know you wanted to say it.â
âNo I didnât.â She giggled as I lifted up my hands, getting ready to tickle her again. âNo â no â no.. Richard. Stop..â She tried to pry my hands away from coming closer to her stomach.
âSay you love me.â I smiled as she cried to cower away. âWe could do this the easy way, or the hard way.â She smiled as she stayed silent. Fine, baby. Have it your way.
I brought my hand down and started tickling her once again as her screams of laughter filled the air. âN â No!â Her laugh is so contagious. âSay it!â She shook her head as she once again tried to pray my hands off of her. âThatâs all it takes! Tell me!â
âO â Okay! Okay!â She laughed. âI love you!â
âWhat was that? I couldnât hear you.â I chuckled. âI love you, you fucking idiot!â I stopped as she caught her breath. âWas that so hard?â She simply looked at me and shook her head. âOh my.. haha you.. I..â
I brought my hand up and moved her hair away from her beautiful features, cupping the side of her face while rubbing my thumb gingerly across her cheek. Her face was rosy either because of her laughing, or because the previous actions we did before this.. if you know what I mean. Maybe itâs a combination of both? Who really knows at this point?
âMi amor..â She looked up at me and smiled. âHmm?â
âDo you want to know something?â She nodded and placed her hand on top of mine. âI look at you⊠and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes..â She smiled and leaned in, kissing me. âRichard, IâŠâ I kissed her once again, cutting her off. âI love you, baby.â
âI love you.â
âAhh, you can say that now, but couldnât earlier?â I chuckled as she playfully hit my chest. âOh shut up. This, right here, is a sentimental moment and itâs a perfect time for me to declare my love for you.â She chuckled and gave me a sweet kiss. I held her there, keeping her close to me.
Just wait, mi amor. In a few weeks, I canât wait to show you that velvet box in my pocket with the prettiest diamond youâve ever seen. I canât wait to call you.. mi mujer, my wife.
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