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chellybear98 · 4 months ago
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(Unpleasant) Surprise...?
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Hey lovies! It's been a while since I've written... I'm finally getting the feeling to write again so I'm not gonna let it go to waste. I just wrote this but its not proof read or anything... just bare with me đŸ„č Let me know what you guys think! Should I write more? Request if you want me to write anything in particular! I don't mind writing for any of the kids but I don't write smut... Angst or fluff are my go to's! Any kind of feedback would be great!
Thank you! Hope you enjoy!
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Pairing: Channie x reader
Genre: slight angst?, fluff!
Word count: 2.4k
Summary: besties to lovers trope...? You take trip to visit the kids only to be greeted by a moody Chan! But why was he so moody?
Warnings: None? The use of the term "idiot" but in a playful way! Chan being a jerk but only for a millisecond...
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“Lixie! I just landed! Where are you?!” You said overly excited into the phone. You had flown all the way from Australia to Korea to see your favorite boys in the world. More specifically, your most favorite boy, Chris, or as the rest of the world knows him, BangChan. 
You and Chris had been best friends since kindergarten. Ever since he stood up for you in the playground, you have both been inseparable. But of course, like every friends to lovers trope, you inevitably fell in love with him when you both became teenagers. He, for obvious reasons, does not know about your feelings and you would prefer to keep it that way for the rest of your lives together. You really didn’t want to ruin the relationship you both already had by bringing up feelings that were quite obviously not reciprocated. 
You had decided to surprise the boys by going to Korea to visit but due to the fact that you had no idea how to get around Korea or even how to get to the JYP building, you had to inform at least one of the boys about your surprise visit. You had planned on Minho being the one you let in on the secret seeing as he was also one of your best friends aside from Chris, but the last time you FaceTimed Felix, he read you like an open book and he managed to get the information out of you. 
So here you are at the airport waiting for Felix to come pick you up so he can take you to the JYP building to surprise the boys. You had missed the boys and you had really wanted to see them. Felix had told you that Chris was under a lot of stress because of their comeback being right around the corner so you thought now would’ve been the best time to visit so you can help calm him down and make sure he’s taking care of himself. 
“I’m coming right now
 I think I see you!” Felix says over the phone. You look up ahead and see that he was right, he was running towards you. You were immediately wrapped in his arms as soon as he got to you. “I missed you, Noona!”. “Missed you too, Lixie!” You say as you return the hug. 
After the two of you finished with your reunion, Felix took your bags from you and led you to the car and he drove you to the JYP building so you can go see the other boys. When you got there the two of you made your way to the practice room where all the boys, except for 3racha, were. 
“Noona!!!” You heard as soon as you walked in. You looked up and saw Jeongin running towards you. He did the same as Felix did and wrapped you in his arms as soon as he got to you. The rest oft he boys following suite with the hugs as soon as Jeongin let you go. 
“Are you boys surprised?” You say as soon as you were finished with hugging them all. 
“Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?!” Minho says as he looks at you with an angry face. But you knew him better than that. He was’t really mad at you. You could see the excitement behind his eyes. 
“I was gonna tell you! But Felix figured it out before I could mention it to you and I didn’t want more than one of your to know.” You say with a slight pout. You know Minho stops with his tough guy image once he sees your pouty face.
“It’s okay
 I’m just glad I get to see you again. We really did miss you. Especially with how Chan has been acting lately
” Minho trails off as he looks at the rest of the boys who slightly nod their heads with a look of concern. 
“What’s wrong? What’s been going on with Chris?” You ask as your concern for him begins to rise. 
“He’s been extra moody and angry lately. He’s been snapping at us for no reason. He even yelled at Jeongin yesterday because he didn’t put away the dishes in a certain way when he did the dishes last night
” Hynjin says as he looks at Jeongin for confirmation. You look over at Jeongin yourself to see that he was nodding along to what Hyunjin was saying with a pout on his face. Jeongin is a strong young man who is very independent but you know how much he cares for Chris’ opinion and you know he felt bad for making Chris angry. 
“Innie
 Don’t let what he said get to you, okay? You know how he gets when he’s stressed. He didn’t mean it. I promise
” You say as you give him a hug. 
ïżœïżœOkay I think this is my sign to go surprise 3racha now
 Wish me luck!” You say as both you and Felix make your way out of the practice room and make your way towards the studio where the other boys were. Once you were outside of the studio door Felix stopped you before you went inside. 
“Noona, be careful okay? Chris Hyung really is in a bad mood
 he might yell at you too.” Felix says as he looks at you with worry on his face. 
“Dont worry about me Lixie
 You know I can handle him!” You say as you give Felix a reassuring smile before knocking on the door before entering. As soon as you open he door you see Jisung running towards you. 
“Noona! You will not believe how grateful I am that you’re here!” Jisung says as he grabs you by the shoulders and look deep into your eyes. You see the stress and tiredness in them as well as some fear. You know it was because of Chris. These boys hate letting Chris down. 
“Im glad that my presence makes such a big impact!” You say with a giggle as you give him a hug and look over to see Changbin looking at you with a tired smile. What you weren’t expecting to see though, was Chris with his head still in his laptop pretending like you weren’t even there. Your heart dropped a little but you pretended not to care since you didn’t want the boys to see you sad. You knew the boys all knew about your feelings for Chris and you were grateful that none of them ever said anything to him about it. 
You take deep breath as you look over at Chris and then you looked at the other boys who were also in the room. “Why don’t you boys go take a little break, go get something to eat and drink and just get some fresh air for a little
” You say. The boys agreed and they all began to leave the room before Chris finally turned away from his laptop screen. 
“We have work to do! We don’t have time for breaks!” He said quite loudly and it caused for everyone in the room to jump in surprise. 
You take deep breath before looking at the boys and you whisper a small “go” before turning to look at Chris who was avoiding looking at you. 
Once the boys were all out of the room you sat in the chair next to Chris. “What is wrong with you?” You say as you try to make eye contact with him. 
“Why are you here?” He says in return as he had a blank look on his face once he finally looks over at you. 
“Are you serious right now? You haven’t seen me in almost a year and this is how you greet me?” You say as you look at him in shock. He had been rather cold towards you lately but you thought that it was because of all the work he had to get done but now that you’re here with him, it feels like it was something more than just that. 
“You never told anyone that you were coming. Do you know how inconsiderate you are for doing that? We’re all busy. We don’t need the extra headache of having to babysit you.” Chris said. You were confused as to why he was being like this towards you but you were getting angry and annoyed. 
“Babysit me
? Chris I have no clue what has gotten into you but I know I didn’t fly all the way to Korea just to sit here and be insulted by my best friend. I came here because I missed you! We haven’t had a proper conversation in months and I was worried about you! I had to make sure that you were okay with my own eyes and clearly you’re not okay. So either you tell me what’s actually going on with you or I find a way to figure it out myself. Your choice. Either way, you’re not getting rid of me.” You say with a straight face as you try to look as tough as you can but you were actually on the verge of tears. 
Chris looks at you with his jaw clenched. You knew he was actually thinking about it. You can tell that he wanted to talk about it but something was holding him back. 
“Why are you holding back? Why don’t you want to tell me? Do you not wanna be best friends anymore? Is that it? Are you finally sick and tired of me?” You continue to ask questions without waiting for a response as your voice wavers. Your tough act dropping as you cant hold your emotions in anymore. A single tear rolls down your face and that is what breaks Chris. He immediately reaches out and pulls you into his arms. 
“I’m sorry for being such a terrible best friend. Im sorry for being cold to you for the past couple months. Im sorry for making you think that any of this was your fault. None of this is your fault. It’s all my fault. I let my emotions get the best of me and I pushed you away because of it
 I can never get tired of you. I miss you every second of everyday that I’m not with you.” He said as he continues to hold you as you let your silent tears fall. You were still so confused. You pulled away from his hug slightly to look into his eyes. 
“What do you mean? Why did your emotions get the best of you?” 
“I mean
 I
” He pauses for a minute as he looks into your eyes. It seemed like he was preparing himself for what he was about to say. 
“I don’t want to ruin our friendship but I think I already did that when I started acting cold and distant
 Again, I’m so sorry for that. I didn’t mean to make you think that any of this was your fault. Its just
 I don’t think I can hold it anymore. Lately you’re all I can think about. Any spare moment that I get, all I think about is you. I’m in love with you
 Ive been in love with you for years but I never said anything because I didn’t want to ruin what we already had by making things awkward for you.”
“You are such an idiot!” You say as you pull away from him completely and you smack him on his arm. 
“Ow! Why would you hit me?!” 
“Because you’re an idiot! How could you possibly think that you confessing your feelings to me would make things awkward? I’m in love with you too! I have been since we were teenagers!” 
“Okay wait, you technically are an idiot too
 just saying
” he says with a small smirk. 
“What?! How?!”
“Because you also didn’t confess your feelings for me earlier
”
You stayed silent for a bit because you knew he was right. You were both in the same boat. 
“Guess we’re a pair of idiots then
” You say with a giggle as you look into his eyes. He then leaned over and grabbed you, pulling you onto his lap as he wraps you in his arms.
“I really did miss you, idiot
” 
“I missed you too, idiot
” You say as you rest your head on his chest. 
“You gotta stop yelling at the boys when you get frustrated
 they’re all afraid of you when you get angry.” You say after a few moments of silence. 
He starts giggling at your words. “They are not afraid of me
 they’re just a little intimidated sometimes but they know me
”
“You still have to apologize to them though
 for the way you’ve been treating them lately.”
“Yes, ma’am! I promise that ill apologize to the kids
 but only if you promise to be my girlfriend” He says with a cheeky smile on his face. 
You look up at him in shock at his words. You really weren’t expecting him to want to be boyfriend and girlfriend right now, but you weren’t gonna complain. 
“Okay, deal!” 
You both continue to sit there, with you in his lap for a couple more minutes until Changbin and Jisung walked back into the room with boxes of food in their hands. Changbin was the first to say something when he sees you in Chris’ lap. 
“Please tell me that the two of you finally confessed and that we don’t have to keep pretending that we don’t see the way you two look at each other with heart eyes!” He says in a pleading tone. You couldn’t help but laugh at the way he was so stressed about the mundane situation. 
“Don’t worry Binnie! Chris stopped being a chicken and he finally confessed
” 
“Hey!” Chris exclaims as he pokes your side playfully. You giggle in response and immediately stop when you hear a gagging sound coming from Jisung. You quickly look over at him, only for him to start complaining. 
“Okay, im a fan of love but I really don’t want to see the two of you being all lovey lovey
 its weird and gross
 its like seeing your parents kiss
” He says as he unconsciously shudders in disgust. Chris, Changbin and you all begin to laugh at Jisung’s reaction. 
You really were happy that you made the decision to visit
 
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chellybear98 · 11 months ago
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Should I write again???
Hey Munchkins!! I've been inactive for a veryyyyy long time! 😭 I've been thinking about writing again tho! This time for Stray Kidz!!! (don't @ me 👀.... I know I keep jumping from fandom to fandom but I swear I'm gonna try my best not to drop off the face of the earth again this time)
Should I try writing again? My bias is Channie so maybe I'll be writing about him the most but let me know if you guys are interested in reading anything in particular! (please send in requests)
I also work full-time and I'm a full-time college student 😭 Don't ask me how I do it because I also have no clue... so I'll try to get the requests out asap when you send them in but no promises!
Anyywayyysssss Let me know if you guys are interested! 💜
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chellybear98 · 4 years ago
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chellybear98 · 4 years ago
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Anonymously ask me one thing & I'll answer it, no matter what.
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chellybear98 · 5 years ago
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I’ve been so inactive lately đŸ™ƒđŸ€Ł I’m sorry đŸ„ș❀
1. You got it - Vedo
2. For the night - Pop Smoke
3. Beso - CNCO
4. Money in the grave - Drake
5. Woman like me - Little Mix
6. No guidance remix - Ayzha Nyree
7. Dem nuh ready yet - Sean Paul
8. Already - Beyoncé
9. Dear promoter - Kes x Voice (had to put a song from my home đŸ‡čđŸ‡č)
10. Touch it - Ariana Grande (Acoustic version)
I tag @h-bea92 @apla-o-eaytos-mou @anevayys-writings and whoever else wants to do it 💜
post a selfie, your top ten songs, and tag five others!!
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wasn’t gnna answer this yday but now I’m bored so-
1. TKN - ROSALÍA & Travis Scott
2. Ring ring - Juice wrld & Clever
3. Soul burn- city morgue
4. Beso- Cnco
5. HawaĂ­ - Maluma
6. I dunno - Dutchavelli x Tion Wayne x Stormzy
7. Relaciones- Lunay
8. Who needs love - Trippie redd
9. Bussin 2.0 - Saweetie & Tay money
10. Welcome to the party - Pop smoke
Tagged - @glossedchaos @calums-betch @ohitsnicolexo @sweetlikehooney @anninhiliation only if u want to obvs
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chellybear98 · 5 years ago
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SHUT THE FUCK UPPPP
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chellybear98 · 5 years ago
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His smile, his goofy side, the way you can’t spell, the way you love others are some of the many reasons that we love you!
Happy Richard CamachoïżŒ Appreciation Day!
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chellybear98 · 5 years ago
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excuse me while i go cry!!!
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chellybear98 · 5 years ago
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Why hasn’t he shaved his head yet?
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chellybear98 · 5 years ago
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I literally feel like strangling Johann rn đŸ˜€đŸ˜Ą
Chapter 17
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There’s 3 different P.O.V.’s in this chapter you guys! Lmaooo 
Previous Chapter
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(Y/N)’s P.O.V.
Seeing him begging for forgiveness the other day has made me think of a lot of things. He looked so hurt and it made me want to hold him in my arms and forgive him right then and there, but I couldn’t shake the thought of what he had done.
I’m so conflicted. I just want to punch him in his perfect teeth but I also just want to kiss those plump lips of his. I know I said that I didn’t want anything to do with him and that we’re over
 but I still can’t help but feel differently. My head says one thing but my heart says another.
He’s still holding onto the hope that we can be together and I don’t know whether to push him away or kiss him. I don’t know what to do. Maybe I’m overreacting? Am I just saying that to myself just because I love him and I want to start over?
Pfft what am I even saying? He’s the one who threw it all away, not me.
“C’mon, (Y/N), tell me something about yourself.” Johann said as he leaned in and rested his chin on his hand on the table between us. “There’s not much to tell.” I took a sip of my coffee as he shook his head. “Not much to tell? Everybody has a story, nena. I’m just interested to know what yours is.” He smiled. “Let’s start off with one thing..”
“One thing. Okay uh..” I thought for a moment. “Something simple. Maybe something nobody else knows about you..?” I cleared my throat. “Um.. I can dance.”
“Enserio?” He asked and I nodded. “Yeah.” I chuckled. “Not many people know, but it’s the truth. I haven’t been able to really dance in a while because I’ve been busy, so I’m hoping to get back into it.”
“You gotta show me your dance moves one of these days.” He smiled. “I don’t know about that. Maybe one day.” I took another sip of my drink. “Mmm what about you?” It was my turn to ask. “Ahh there’s not much to tell.” He chuckled, picking up one of his tacos from his plate as I raised my eyebrow. “Now you’re using my words against me.” We continued talking for a few minutes before it became quiet between us.
I wish I was with Joel at this moment in time and not with one of his friends. This still feels kind of wrong and I don’t know why I’m even doing this. Hanging out with him just doesn’t feel the same as being with Joel. I know he said that he’ll help me get over him, but is that really what I want?
I moved a strand of hair away from my face. “Joel came to visit me the other day..” I said. “Oh, really?” He lifted up his head slightly and folded his arms across his chest. “And what did he want?”
“He just wanted to apologize and wants another chance.” I looked down at the empty plate in front of me as I thought about Joel’s tear stained face engraved in my mind. “He wants me to go to the airport so
 I can go with him. So we could, I don’t know.. see the world, as he put it..”
“So.. are you going to give it to him or..?” I shrugged my shoulders and sighed. “I don’t know
 I want to. I really really  want to, but – ”
“You’re seriously thinking about it?” He cut me off. “Well no I
 I mean..” He shook his head and sighed. “Mira, (Y/N), listen to me and listen to me well..” He started off. “He’s not worth it. Do you think he’s actually gonna have time for you considering the schedule he has? He’s busy 24/7..” He took my hand in his own and it just felt
 weird.
“It’s time for you to forget about him and move onto more important things. You need to move on with your life and not wait around for someone who can’t give you the time of day and put in the work.” He smiled and rubbed his thumb over the top of my hand. “I
 I guess you’re right.” I mumbled, slowly nodding my head. 
“Trust me
 I know what you need.”
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“Is there anything else I can help you with?” I asked the customer as they shook their heads. “No, I think that’s about it. Thank you.” I nodded as they walked through the isles to get what they wanted. I sighed an continued hanging clothes on the racks as Andrea walked up to me. “Hey bubblebutt.” She smiled at me and I chuckled. “Hey numnuts.”
“How are you feeling today?” I raised my eyebrows and shook my head. “I’m fine.” I picked up another article of clothing and put it in a hanger as one of her hands rested on her hip. “Are you really?” I nodded. “Mhmm..” She sighed and handed me some clothes so she had a reason to be standing next to me and talk. “I hung out with Johann recently.” I spoke.
“Johann? From.. the cookout?” She asked and I nodded. “Yeah, he’s been wanting to check up on me and see how I’m doing.”
“Oh yeah? And how’s that going?”
“I’m not really sure. He’s nice but.. I don’t know. I’m kind of at a loss right now.” I hung up the last pieces of clothing onto the racks as I sent someone else to go put them away while I stood there talking with her. “I don’t really know how I feel about him.” She said as she crossed her arms over her chest. “When we met him, something just didn’t quite feel right.”
“Well, he was truthful with me. He told me that he found out what Joel was doing and thought that I should know firsthand what was going on. He had the balls to tell me and Joel didn’t.” I looked around and saw Enrique talking to customers that needed help with something. “I feel like he would tell me the truth even though it hurts. I respect honesty, you know that Andrea. That’s one of the reasons why I’ve been seeing him.”
“And the other reason?” She asked as I saw Enrique looking over at his lover and wondered why someone can’t genuinely look at me like that – with love in their eyes. “
 A distraction..?”
“(Y/N), you can’t be serious.”
“And that’s what it is. It’s nothing serious.” I said. “You’re hanging out with one of his best friends. How do you think this will end?” She asked and shook her head. “(Y/N), I’m telling you this because I love you
 but something isn’t quite right about him. Frankly, I don’t know why Joel ever associated himself with someone like him but that’s besides the point.” She gave me a sad smile.
“I know what that little shit did, but.. I knew there was something magical between you two. If only you could see the way he looked at you would you understand what I’m trying to say. I’m all for women empowerment and how we don’t need no man, but honey
 that man loves you, despite of what he did.”
It’s almost as if I’m asking myself if I should stay or if I should go. Johann told me to forget about him and move on, and Andrea said that I should listen to my heart and don’t give up on love.
I gave her a small smile and saw a customer walking towards us, getting ready to ask us a question. “Hi, I’d like to try these clothes on.” I nodded and handed her a number. “Just go right on in.”
I’m so confused.
~1 Week Later~
Joel’s P.O.V.
I don’t know what I was expecting when I went to go to (Y/N)’s house begging for forgiveness a few days ago. She wants nothing to do with me anymore and it’s all my fault. I lost her
 I completely lost her and I have no one else to blame but me. I found myself subconsciously going out of my way to make her laugh and felt myself gravitating towards her more and more and then I fucked it up in the end.
“Joel, c’mon! We’re gonna be late!” Erick said as he was quickly grabbing his things and making sure he had all the things he needed. “Tour starts today!” I got up from bed and quickly grabbed my shoes. I haven’t heard from her these past three days and I’m praying to God that she’ll be at that airport. I know she said that she didn’t want anything to do with me, but I don’t know
 I just.. I have a feeling that she might be there. I don’t know how to explain it, but I do. Maybe there’s a chance for us to start all over again? Maybe she’ll surprise me?
I did a quick over check to make sure I had everything. Suitcase? Check. Passport? Check. Phone? Check.
I haven’t mentioned the whole situation to anybody just yet. I guess I had kind of hoped that I could fix us before we left. That maybe I wouldn’t have to explain to everyone why I suddenly stopped talking to (Y/N). I walked around the room to see if I’m missing anything as Erick opened the door and started walking out, me following behind him. “Let’s go.” He smiled.
The whole ride to the airport had me anxious. Will she be there? Did I do enough to get through to her so we could start over? I really don’t know. She said she loved me

I guess this moment will tell me if we still have a chance. I’ll pay for her ticket so she can come with me and I can show her places she’s never been to before
 or I’ll stay here if she wants me to so I can mend the broken bond between us.
“C’mon guys. Our flight leaves in 25 minutes. We gotta hurry up!” Clara spoke as we all got out of the car and ran inside the airport. We handed over our luggage that passed into the aircraft hold, went through security gates and into the departures hall and I still didn’t see her. There’s only a few minutes left. Please, (Y/N)
 please tell me you’re coming.
I paced back and forth, looking side to side in hopes that she’ll come running through the door. “Joel?” I heard someone’s voice calling my name. I turned around, hoping to see her beautiful face, but was a bit bummed when I saw it was just Johann. “Hey dude. What are you doing here?” I asked as I walked up to him and greeted him with a hug.
“I heard you were leaving today, so I figured I’d see you real quick for a few minutes.” He smiled as I looked around. “Hey uh.. quick question. I know you don’t really know (Y/N) all that well, but.. have you seen her here at all? Do you know if she’s here?”
He shook his head. “No man, I haven’t seen her since the cookout.” My shoulders slumped as I thought about the last time we spoke. “Are you expecting her?” He asked. “I was.. I was kind of hoping that she would come and see me.”
“Man, I don’t know if that’s gonna be possible.” He swayed from side to side as he looked down at his watch. “Well, you don’t know that.” I sadly chuckled and thought back to our last conversation.
“Well as a matter of fact, I do.” He placed his hands inside the pockets of his jeans and looked up at me. “What do you mean?” I asked. “Joel, I’m not stupid..” He raised his eyebrow and gave me a small smile. “Let’s stop beating around the bush and talk about the elephant in the room.” He walked closer and spoke. “I know.. that she knows your secret..” I backed away from him and cleared my throat.
“She’s not coming.” He stated. “How do you know?” I asked.
“Dude, the way how she left Christopher’s made it pretty obvious. The look on her face
 yikes.” I frowned at the thought of her crying because of me. “But there’s still a chance – ” He chuckled and shook his head. “No way. Open your eyes, Joel.” He placed his hand on my shoulder and side smiled at me. “You lost her buddy. I’m sorry.”
“Johann?”
“Yeah?”
“I’ve been thinking about that night for a little while and I’ve had the same question pop up in my head over and over again..” I said and slowly shrugged his hand off my shoulder. “Oh, yeah? What’s that?”
It just dawned on me

“How did she find out anyways? You were like the one person I told my secret to and the night she met you
 everything changed.” His posture changed for a split second before reverting back to how he was. “What are you saying? You think I  told her or something?”
“I don’t know, you tell me.”
“Accusing me? Me?  Seriously?” I crossed my arms over my chest and sighed. “Joel, I’m your best friend. You’re confused and hurt and I get it! I’m not gonna hold what you say to me against you because of what you’re feeling. Besides, we don’t have time to get into it. You need to get on your flight.” He started to slowly push me to the gates before I stopped him.
“No no no wait a minute, I’m being serious.” I turned around and glanced back to see if she’ll be there. “How did she find out?”
“Joel, this is silly! You need to – ”
“What? I need to what?” I opened my arms and I could feel my anger rising. “Johann, I need answers now. Did you do it?”
Silence.
No answer is an answer.
“You told her, didn’t you?” I asked, confirming to myself. “You lying – backstabbing – son of a bitch. I trusted you!” He held up his pointer finger and slowly spoke. “I’d be very careful on how you word your next sentence, Joel.”
“Or what? What else can you possibly do?”
“Joel, c’mon! We gotta go!” Christopher spoke as I saw him walking towards the gate. “Looks like you’ll find out soon enough.” He reached down and held up my luggage. “I suggest you get on that plane and start that tour. I’m sure the cncowners would love  to know what’s in store.”
“You’re not gonna say anything.” I pointed at his chest. “I’ve worked too fucking hard for this and I’ll be damned if you – ”
“Joel!” I heard Clara’s voice coming closer to me. “We have to go! Now!” I turned to look at her before putting my attention back on Johann. “You’re gonna stay away from her too.”
“Oh, am I?” He raised an eyebrow. “You’re not gonna be here and she’s gonna need someone to.. be her shoulder to cry on, if you will.” He came closer to me. “Let me make this clear.. you contact her, I’ll spill your secret. Not only will your career will be over, but think of the boys. This is their job too you’re putting on the line. Once your fans find out what you did, there goes the band. Your five minutes of fame will be up. You’ll be history.”
“Why are you doing this? What have I ever done to you?”
“Maybe I want what you have. If I can’t have it, then I’m gonna have to get creative and take something else.”
I felt Clara grab onto my arm as I was slowly being dragged away. “Joel, ya vamanos! We need to go!” Johann smiled as my bags were being taken by Richard. “I’ll see you around, Joel.”
“No.. no, wait! I need another minute! She’s not here!” I spoke as I was getting closer and closer to the gate. “I’m sorry, Joel, but we have to go.” Clara said and handed in my ticket. I turned around last minute and saw him standing there waving bye as I got on the plane. “Have a safe flight!” He yelled out.
I slowly found my seat and saw Richard putting my luggage away up on top of the cupboard. “Dude, why the hell did you take so long?” He asked and I frowned. Why did I get my hopes up? I should’ve known..
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“You okay?” I shook my head. It’s time to start being honest. I have to tell everyone. “No
 something’s wrong. Something’s completely wrong.”
“Why? What’s going on?” He said as he sat down next to me. “It’s Johann
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Things are about to get rough

Johann’s P.O.V.
I stood there as I watched him get on the plane, now knowing the truth. “That’s right. Get on the plane..” I mumbled as the doors shut. I wasn’t really planning on telling him, but he just kept on pushing and pushing. This worked out better anyways.
Joel got everything.
He won La Banda, therefore him getting to live out his dream and perform for his fans
 he has more followers, obviously because of his fame
 he has the looks and the voice that the girls just go crazy for
 and he got the girl. Not the one he originally wanted, but someone new.
Well if I can’t have everything, then I’ll have to take what I can. This is the one thing I won’t give him. It’s my turn for a little taste of what he has, or in this case, had. Jealousy really does a thing to a person, doesn’t it?
“Excuse me.. pardon me.. please I just..” I heard a voice voice coming closer to me. I turned my head and saw (Y/N) making her over.
What the fuck?
“Johann?” I turned fully and gave her a sad smile. “Hey, what are you doing here?” Seriously, what the hell is she actually doing here? I thought she said she was busy?
“What are you doing here?” She asked. “Well, I was just here to say bye to Joel. He’s my best friend after all, so I thought I’d catch up with him real quick before he left.”
“Oh.. well um.. is he still here?” I shook my head. “No, you just missed him.” Her shoulders slumped as she looked out the windows around us and wrapped her arms around herself. “Oh..”
“But I tried to stop him.” She glanced up at me. “I figured you would stop by, considering how our last conversation went, and see him off or something. So I tried to buy you a little time, but he wouldn’t listen. Said he had a tour to get to and he got right on that plane and left me standing here alone.”
She frowned slightly and bit her lip. “I’m sorry.” She shook her head. “No uh don’t be.. you.. you tried. That’s what matters, I guess.”
“Were you here to say goodbye?” I asked. “Something like that.. as much as he hurt me, I still..” She sighed. “Was I naïve enough to think he would wait for me, Johann?” I wrapped my arms around her shoulders as I guided her away with me. “Let’s not talk about that, his job is way too important anyways. C’mon, I’ll buy you breakfast. I’m sure you must be starving.” I smiled as she slowly nodded. “Yeah.. let’s just go.”
Game.
Set.
Match.
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đŸ’© IS ABOUT TO GO DOWN!!! My heart isn’t ready for this 😭
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I didn’t proof read this, so I’m sorry if this is shit lmaoooo the angst you guys have been waiting for is literally around the corner 👀
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(Y/N)’s P.O.V.
“Let’s just get the Caniac Combo and split it. We’ll switch out the coleslaw for another Texas toast so we each get one. Sounds good?”
“I’m alright with that.”
Victoria and I were currently waiting in line at Raising Cane’s ordering some food for the both of us. “Go and find us a seat. I’ll pay this time.” I told her as she smiled. “You’re too good to me. This is why you’re my best friend.” She laughed. “I got next time, okay?” I nodded as she walked away to one of the booths next to the window.
“Cual quieres?” I heard someone behind me ask. “Pues.. let me see what they have first.”
“I can just get you the kids combo since you’re sho – “
“Don’t say it.” I heard him laugh. “I’ll just get the sandwich combo.” I walked up to the cashier and ordered our food. “Okay, your total is $11.55.” I took out my wallet and handed him my debit card, handing it back to me after it got approved and told me it’ll be ready in a few minutes. I grabbed our two cups and walked off to the side getting our drinks. I turned my head to look over at who was behind me and I swear
 I’ve seen these two guys somewhere before.
I can’t keep looking at them for too long or else they’re gonna think I’m some weirdo. So I took our drinks in my hands and walked to the booth where Victoria was sitting as my attention went back to those two boys. “Thank you so much girl.” She took one of the drinks and put the straw through the small hole, bringing it up to her lips and taking a sip. “You alright?” She asked as I nodded.
“Yeah no uh.. sorry, it’s just that those two guys over there look really familiar. I feel like I’ve seen them before.” She directed her eyes to the two guys laughing as they got their drinks as she turned back to look at me. “They’re cute.” She stated. “
 Really cute.”
I started walking back to the cashier to go pick up our food, which was gonna be done any minute, before Vicky stopped me and said. “Do you think they’re single?” I laughed and told her to go and strike up a conversation with one of them if she’s interested. “(Y/N)?” I heard one of cashiers call out my name as I walked to go and collect our food.
I noticed one of the guys turned their attention towards me as my name was called. I didn’t think too much of it, so I grabbed our tray and brought it back to our table. I slid in the booth, got comfortable and we both started eating. “So, this cookout that’s coming up..”
“What about it?” I took one of the fries and brought it to my mouth, taking a bite. “How many boys are we thinking are gonna be there?” She asked as I laughed. “Ahh Vicky, you’re so lucky I love you.”
“Come on!” She chuckled and took a chicken tender in her hands. “I’ve been single way too long. I want to get back out there. Maybe find a prince charming to sweep me off my feet like you did.” I smiled and grabbed my drink. “I’m sure there’s gonna be cute guys at the campfire that you can flirt with all night long.”
I looked around and saw one of the guys that caught my attention earlier keep looking my way. I gave him a small smile and got back to talking with Victoria. Why does he look so familiar and why is he looking my way? Do we know each other or something? Is that why he’s looking over at us?
“Hey, don’t look now but those guys we saw earlier are looking our way.” I spoke as I took a bite of my Texas toast. “Oooh should we try and get them to come over here and strike up a conversation?”
“Vicky..”
“Oh come on! If they come over, you can maybe find out why he looks so familiar and I can get a chance to talk to them. It’s a win – win situation.” She looked over her shoulder and gave them a smile. I can’t control her. Vicky’s gonna do what Vicky’s gonna do. After a few minutes, she stood up and told me she was going to get “a refill for her drink”. Which was complete bullshit because she hardly drank any of it in the first place. Sure enough, as soon as she got close enough to get a refill, one of the guys stood up and followed after her. I swear, she’s a magnet for guys.
I just watched the whole thing go down a couple feet away. They started talking to each other until he walked back to his seat with his friend. “So, what did the great Victoria find out about that guy?” I asked as I bit into one of the chicken tenders in my hands. “Well, his name is Richard and his friend over there is Chris. I invited them to come and sit by us, but they’ll only come over if you give the okay.”
“Oh my God, Vicky..”
“Trust me! I think I might know the reason why he looks familiar to you..” She spoke. “Why?” I asked. “Because..” She leaned in, as if almost whispering. “He’s in a band..” I stayed quiet, not really understanding why she told me that. “Okay.. and?” She sighed and kept going. “Okay, let me make it easier for you. The reason why they look familiar, is because you’ve been listening to their music lately
 Joel is in that same band.” She said as it finally clicked. 
“Oh my – “
“Exactly! So, now my question is.. do you wanna get a chance to talk to some friends of his and get to know a little about them? Maybe get a little insight to how Joel is when he’s busy with his band.” I looked over at the two guys waiting for an answer. “I
 I guess it wouldn’t hurt.” I slowly nodded, indicating that it was okay for them to come closer to us. They grabbed their trays and made their way on over, setting down their food.
“Hola.” They greeted us as we greeted them back.
“Uh I’m Richard.”
“I’m Chris.”
“I’m Victoria.”
“And I’m (Y/N).” They smiled as Richard cleared his throat. “I hope we’re not intruding. I know this is probably a bit weird.”
“Oh no don’t worry about it. (Y/N) here has just been dying to talk to you.” She nudged my shoulder as I gave her a look. “Really? Are you a fan?” He asked. “Um.. something like that.” I smiled. “I actually know a friend of yours. Well, one of your bandmates.” Chris looked like he wanted to ask me something, but stayed quiet. “Oh, really? That’s awesome!” Richard said. “Who is he?”
“Joel Pimentel.”
“I knew it.” Chris mumbled and smiled as I looked at him. “You know her too?” Richard asked. “N – No it’s just uh Joel has mentioned her to me before. I heard her name being called and I just.. I had a feeling, but I wasn’t sure until now.”
“All good things I hope.” I chuckled as he nodded. “Trust me, all good things.” He laughed. “It’s great to finally meet you in person.”
“I’m happy I’m finally meeting you too! I thought I was gonna meet you guys at the cookout, if I’m being honest.” I smiled. “You guys coming?” He asked. “Yeah, Joel told me about it last time we were together.”
“How did you guys meet, if you don’t mind me asking?” Richard asked as I thought back to that night. “Uh haha we actually met at a party a little while back. I was actually with Victoria.” I mentioned over to my friends as she smiled. “He came up to me out of the blue, we talked for a while and at the end of the night he asked me for my number.”
“He made the first move?” Chris asked as I laughed. “He did!”
“What’s crazy is the fact that I heard a few guys from a boyband were at that same party that night, but who would’ve guessed it would be you guys. She happened to run into Joel and here we are.” Victoria smiled. “Wait uh ha rewind real quick. How long ago was this?” Richard asked. “It was a couple months ago. It was at a nightclub around the area.”
“Please refresh my memory.” He chuckled. “Which club was that?”
“It was at Late Bar. There was a party there and we ended up meeting each other. We shared a couple drinks until this one..” I mentioned over to my friend, laughing. “Pulled us away.”
Richard’s demeanor changed for a second before nodding his head. “Wow that’s uh.. haha that’s crazy.” He smiled as Chris laughed. “Dude, what are the odds? Hey, I’m happy for you guys.” He smiled.
After Victoria’s and Christopher’s constant flirting and me getting to know more about their band through Richard, they had to leave. We threw our garbage away and all walked outside together. “Hey, I’ll see you guys again in a few days, yeah?” Chris asked as we nodded. “We wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
I noticed Chris send Victoria a wink before walking to his car, Richard following behind after saying goodbye. Me and Vicky walked to her car, got inside and sighed. “I think he likes me.” She blushed as she started the ignition.
“Of course he does. Look at you! You’re hotter than any day in July.” I laughed as she drove out of the parking lot. Seeing Richard and Chris made me super excited to meet the rest of Joel’s bandmates. I can’t wait for this cookout coming up!
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Joel’s P.O.V.
I sat on the couch with my phone in my hands scrolling through Twitter, Richard sat on one of the kitchen chairs while the others went to go and buy some things we needed for the campfire. It’s been almost half an hour and Richard hasn’t said a single word to me. Actually, I’ve noticed that behavior for the past couple of days. I wonder what’s got him so upset? I actually invited Johann over so we could go out later on today. He’s supposed to be arriving any minute, I think.
“Hey, Richard..” I tried to start up a conversation. “How have you been lately?”
“Fine.” I waited a few moments to see if he would give me more than just a one word answer.
Nothing.
“It’s just uh..” I cleared my throat. “I don’t know. I feel like things are weird between us and I just wanna know if you’re alright.”
“I said I’m fine.”
I sighed and scratched the back of my neck. “Okay
”
Silence

“Did I
 did I do something?” He stood up and looked over at me, slowly walking my way. “I don’t know, Joel. Did you do something? Something you weren’t supposed to do?”
“What are you talking about?” I asked. Richard can be a bit of a hothead sometimes, but this looks different. “You know, I didn’t actually think you’d go through with it. I forgot about that night until the other day.” He spoke. “I’m just hoping I’m wrong. Tell me I’m wrong, Joel.”
“Wrong about what?” Where the hell is he going with this? What did I do? He looks so disappointed
 what happened? “Chris and I went to go get a bite to eat a couple days ago.” He started. “While we were there, we ran into someone who knows you.”
“Who?” I asked, almost afraid of his answer. He paused until he stood right in front of me, his arms crossed over his chest. “
Wanna tell me about (Y/N)?” I went silent for a second.
He knows

“Joel, answer me.”
“Um.. h – how did you found out about her? Did Christopher tell you?”
“Chris knows about this?” His tone was a bit louder. “No! No he doesn’t! All he knows is that I’ve been seeing someone. He doesn’t know much about her.”
“So now you’re lying to him too?”
“No! I – I didn’t mean – ”
“Joel, what did you do?!”
“I messed up!” I exclaimed and covered my face with my hands. “I messed up, Richard. I should’ve listened to you and now I’m stuck with this big secret and this guilt that I  started this all off on bad intentions.” I sniffled and sighed. “Yes, I wanted to be with Emilia so much in the beginning. I was even willing to play with another girls feelings to do so..” He stayed silent.
“I never thought (Y/N) would become so important to me in the end. I didn’t intend for me to fall for her
 but Richard, I did.” He raised his eyebrow at me. “I found out what an amazing person she is and being with her
 she makes it easy. Like I feel like I don’t have to try so hard to keep a conversation going. We can talk hours and hours and still have something to talk about.”
Silence filled the air as I tried to gather my thoughts in order as I came clean to him. “Richard, I don’t want to lose her. What we have is amazing – ”
“Except for the fact that it all started off on the wrong foot.” He said, his arms still crossed over his chest. “But I – ”
“Nu – uh – uh.. you already said all that you needed to. Now it’s my turn.” I slowly nodded my head as I let him say what he needed to say. “Joel, you’re like a brother to me. All of you guys are like my brothers and I love y’all. But this  Joel
 that was all on you. I gave you my advice, tried to direct you to another path and still
 you managed to look me in the eye and lie. You’re not only hurting her, you’re hurting those around you who know about her. Imagine how Chris is gonna feel when he finds out about this! He was rooting for you, man!”
He took a second to pause and then continued. “It makes sense now. Why you never wanted to tell us who you were constantly talking to on the phone, why you and Chris seem to be talking more in private for a while now.. which I never thought that was a huge big deal until now. And
 it makes sense why he got so excited when he learned that girl we met a few days ago was the one you’ve been telling him about for weeks now.”
I sighed and bowed my head. “You need to come clean.”
“I know. I’m trying – ”
“Not just to me.” I nodded. “I’ve wanted to say something once I realized it started getting serious but I just.. I couldn’t. I couldn’t bring myself to do it.” I sighed. “I’m worse than her ex
”
“Joel, I care about you. So I’m gonna tell you this because I love you, man..” He looks serious.
“You either break it off.. or.. you come clean to her.”
“But
 I’m gonna lose her either ways..” I looked up at him as he shrugged his shoulders. “These are the consequences Joel. It’s better she hears it from you and not somebody else.” It felt as if reality hit me like a brick.
I can actually lose her

He walked back to the kitchen and sat back down on one of the chairs. “Do the right thing, hermano. Please, do you guys a favor and just tell her.” It stayed silent in the apartment we were at. What have I done? Why did I do this?
I grabbed my keys and walked towards the door, opening it to only find Johann on one knee right in front. “Uh..” I cleared my throat. “When did you get here?” I asked. “I didn’t hear you knock on the door.”
“Oh! Uh I.. haha I just got here, actually. I was.. tying my shoelace and was about to knock when I got back up before you opened the door so.. here I am.” He smiled as I walked out into the hallway, closing the door behind me. I looked down at his phone and noticed it was on camera mode.
“Are you.. vlogging today or something?” I asked. “Huh? Oh! Yeah! I am! Just wanted to post something up on my YouTube channel and what better content than going out with..” He held up his phone so it was on the two of us as he hit record. “Joel Pimentel!” He exclaimed as I slowly waved to the camera. “Hola.”
He started talking to the camera as he spoke about what we were planning on doing today while my thoughts were not as happy as they were a few days ago.
I’m in big trouble.
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This is so cute 😭 my heart can’t take this much cuteness all at once! 😭
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‘Hey! You’ve been pretty busy lately and I think it’s time we head out to Johann’s place today :) you down?’
Emilia texted me as I was still lying down in bed, not really planning on going out and just staying in bed
 until now, that is. I haven’t seen my group of friends, besides Yoandri, in a little while. My time has been spent with someone and my thoughts have been.. elsewhere.
I’m just wanting to tell everyone and get this weight off of my chest, but at the same time, I can’t. If (Y/N) ever meets the boys, Richard won’t recognize her, right? He’s only seen her for a few seconds at that party we were at. It’s not like he’ll even remember what she looks like.
I know Chris is dying to meet her, having only heard the little stories I’ve told about her to him. He’s been patient, understanding that I wanna keep it private for a while, but it’s obvious that he’s excited and wants to know who she is.
‘Hell yeah I’m in! What time?’
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We all were kind of lounged around Johann’s kitchen while we ate some Chinese food that we ordered. It felt good to see my friends again. We were laughing and talking about the things we’ve been up to lately while I thought about Emilia and (Y/N). Two similar, but totally different girls.
Something’s changed though. I don’t see myself gravitating towards Emilia as much anymore, not like I used to at least. I feel like I’ve been lost in my thoughts recently. I need to get back into the conversation.
“So, Joel, you’ve been pretty busy lately. I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever haha.” Emilia smiled. “What are you and the guys up to?”
“We’re just getting ready to release the new album and working on tour dates.” I took a sip from my drink. “We’ve all been pretty busy, so I’m happy that we’ve got some time off.”
“Last time we saw you was at a party with some of the boys from your band.” Johann spoke. “You left fairly early, bro. We didn’t get to talk as much.”
“Oh, yeah uh sorry about that. Something came up and I had to leave.”
“Was it about that girl you were talking to that night?” Emilia smirked and took a bite of her food as Yoandri looked my way with a knowing look on his face. “Wait, what girl?” Johann asked. “Um.. I don’t..” I could feel my face heating up. “Oh come on! She’s the real reason why you’ve been super busy, right?” I didn’t speak. I didn’t say it was true, but I didn’t deny it either. “Oh my God haha you ditched us for a girl?” Johann laughed.
“Hey, she’s not some girl.” I said. “I’m just stating the facts!” He smiled and leaned on his elbows that rested on the table. “What does she look like?”
“Guys, she’s so pretty and she’s actually real.” Yoandri laughed as Johann looked over at him. “You’ve seen her already?” He nodded as I bit my lip. “Let me see her. I can’t believe you never told me about her.” I took out my phone, going straight to photos and I scrolled until I found a recent photo we took together. He took my phone in his hands and observed the photo as Emilia stood behind him, looking as well. “She’s cute..” He scrolled a few more photos before handing me back my phone.
“Oh my God, Joel! She’s so pretty!” She smiled as I blushed slightly at the thought of (Y/N). “She is, isn’t she?” I glanced down at the photo of when we went to the carnival together and smiled at the memory. “We’ve been seeing each other for a little while now.”
“Well, hey! Let’s celebrate.” Johann lifted up his drink and spoke. “A toast to new relationships and finding love in the most unexpected places.” If I had been paying attention, I would’ve noticed that it almost sounded sarcastic.
At the end of the day, we helped him pick up the place and left on our merry way back to own our houses. I decided to stay behind and talk more with my friend while Yoandri and Emilia had left. It was nice getting to catch up with my friends, it’s definitely been a while. I was currently washing the dishes as Johann popped up behind me. “So
 what’s really going on?” He asked.
“What do you mean?”
“Oh come on, Joel. I’m not stupid.” He placed a plate inside the sink and stood beside me. “You were in love with Emilia a few months back and ready to do almost anything for her
 what happened?” I shrugged my shoulders and continued washing the plates and cups. “I met someone new and well.. here I am.”
“That quick?” He asked as I stayed silent. I can trust him
 right? “It’s not a big deal.” I laughed it off as I finished rinsing the utensils and put them on the clean side of the sink. “Not a big deal? Joel, come on.. is this thing legit?” I washed my hands as I sighed, deciding to come clean to one person I trust. He’s been my friend for a while and I can tell him anything, right? He wouldn’t judge me and I can maybe start to feel some sort of relief by getting this off my chest.
“Can you keep a secret?”
He nodded and waited for me to spill the beans to him. “You can tell me anything, Joel. I’m your friend.” I have to say something. I’m tired of feeling guilty and holding this in. I have to tell one person, at least. “I’m gonna be honest here.. I
 I only used (Y/N) to get Emilia jealous in the beginning. That was the only reason why I talked to her in the first place.”
“Ahh see? I knew you were still in love with her.” Johann smiled as I continued. “No, listen. Yes, it was bad intentions at the start and I was head over heels with Emilia, but dude
 once I got to know her, I was hooked. She’s really amazing.” I smiled. “She’s so genuine and smart.. she makes me laugh and – ”
“Aanndd that was enough to get you over Emilia?”
“I’ll always love her, yes. She’s my friend but..” I bit my lip. “Whenever I’m with (Y/N), it just feels like it’s just us two and nothing else matters at that moment.” He stayed silent. “Johann, you have to promise me that you won’t tell her or anyone about this. What I did.. I don’t want anyone knowing, especially her. I don’t want to lose what I have with her.”
“Hey, dude relax.” He chuckled. “No te preocupes, you can trust me.”
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This guilt is starting to eat me out alive.
I should never have done this in the first place. I should’ve just listened to Richard and leave her be at that party.
But then you never would’ve known how wonderful she really is.
“All things happen for a reason” she said. Maybe
 I was supposed to find her. If I never did this, then I would’ve missed out on such a great person
 but this is wrong. How this all started was wrong and it’s all my fault. How am I ever going tell her about this? Will I ever tell her? I don’t want to lose her. What we have is amazing and I don’t want to throw that all away. Will she ever talk to me again if she were to find out?
No.. I can’t tell her. I just can’t.
I fucked this whole thing up. I don’t want anybody else. I want her, only her.
I’m not any different from her ex. In fact, I think I’m worse. Using her just to try to get somebody jealous? Yeah, I’m a complete dick. I just didn’t expect for me to
 actually really.. really.. like her. What have I gotten myself into? I wanted to tell her that night about everything. To just be able to come clean and hope that she’ll forgive me, but then she brought up her ex and I just couldn’t bring myself to break her heart even more.
I’m happy that I told Johann, though. Everybody else had left and he was there.. it just seemed right? I don’t know, I just really needed to get some relief. Saying it out loud made me feel a little better, I guess.
(Y/N) and I were currently in my car, looking for something to eat until we found a Ricobene’s near by, so we walked in and the sweet scent of food filled our noses. We ordered what we wanted to eat and found a spot we could sit at while we waited for them to call out our name. Her cheeks were rosy from all of the laughter we shared today and I honestly felt like we were on our way to being a happy couple. Like things are looking up for us, despite my biggest secret.
I can’t believe I’m lucky enough to be in the presence of this girl.
“Hey uh I wanted to ask you something real quick.”
“Sure. What’s up?”
“So, a couple of my friends and I are planning on having a little cookout in like a week. It’s just us coming together and having a good time.. and my bandmates will be there too. Well um.. I was wondering if you maybe wanted to come along? If you’re busy, I totally understand and it’s not – ”
“I would love to.” She cut me off. “Really?” I asked as she nodded. “Is it okay with you if I bring a friend or two? I’d like to have somebody there with me that I know besides you.” I laughed. “Of course. The more the merrier.”
I feel a little safe now to finally show her off to my friends. I mean, what’s the harm now? I doubt Richard will know who she is, Johann promised me that he wouldn’t tell anyone and the ones who know are excited to meet her. This is gonna be great, I know it.
It may have started off with me wanting to get with Emilia, but I found someone better and I don’t want to let her go.
“I’ll send you the details then.” I smiled as I saw her get up. “Oh! Hold that thought, they just called our name. Let’s go get our food! I’m hungry.” She laughed as she started walking away, me slowly following after her. I can’t wait to show her off now that I feel less guilty and everyone wanting to meet her. This is gonna be good, I know it.
After we had picked up our food, we had walked out and went back to my car and I drove us to a Drive – In movie theatre. (Y/N) has told me in the past that she hasn’t gone to one of these things in such a long time and wanted to go before they close it. I paid for our tickets and drove us to where there’s not a lot of people parked beside us. We both got out of the car as I opened the trunk, setting up the blankets and pillows I had brought with me. 
“We’re all set.” I smiled as she climbed up, me following after her. “The movie should start any minute now, so we came just in time.” 
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She placed one of the pillows behind her back and sat up, reaching over for the food we had just bought earlier. “What? I’m hungry.” She laughed and reached inside the bag, taking out the breaded steak sandwiches. “Hey, I didn’t say anything.” She handed me mine and got herself comfortable.
People were grilling, many brought chairs to sit outside their cars and others were waiting in line to go and buy some snacks. This is such an old school type of date and honestly I am living for it. Soon enough, ‘Spider – Man: Into the Spider – Verse’ started playing on the big screen as people were now getting themselves ready to see the movie.
“I used to come to the Drive – In every once in a while with my family when I was younger.” She spoke. “Really?” I asked as she nodded. “I loved it. There was one time.. haha me and my dad had brought chairs, and these were the type where you could lie back and look up at the sky. We sat outside of the car while the rest of my family stayed inside. In the middle of the movie, I guess my dad must’ve gotten way too comfortable because the next thing I knew, I could hear him snoring next to me.” She laughed. “I tried to wake him up because the people who were next to us could hear him and he just told me that we’re never gonna see those people again and went back to sleep.”
“Oh my God..” I laughed as she leaned against me. “Yeah, that’s my dad for you.” Having her here in my arms.. I couldn’t wish for anything better. It honestly feels like we’re the only two people here even those there’s a little over a hundred of us here.
At some point during the movie, we had completely forgotten about it and just ended up lying down next to each other, sharing stories and stealing kisses. Honestly, tell me
 what could be better than this? My index finger and thumb lifted up her chin so she could look directly at me as I leaned in for another kiss. I placed one of my hands on her waist, running my fingers up and down her side. I brought her a little closer to me as she pulled her lips away from my own and giggled. “I’m ticklish there..”
I raised my eyebrow and smirked. “Oh, really? Do you mean.. here?” I tickled the side of her stomach as she let out a laugh. “Joel! S – Stop! Hahaha!” She tried to push me away from her, but I held her in place as I continued, wanting to hear her laugh once more. “Joel! People – hahaha! – People are g – gonna be looking at us – ssss!” I stopped my movements as I let her breathe for a few moments.
“Oh my.. hahaha! Pinche Joel!” She chuckled and moved away as I lifted up my hands again. “N – No!”
“Relax!” I laughed. “I was just gonna do this..” I moved a strand of her hair away as I placed my lips on hers, giving her a quick kiss. “Did you think I was gonna tickle you again?” I smirked as she nodded. “I mean, I can always – ”
“No! Please!” We laughed as I leaned against my elbow, hoisting me up a bit as I looked at her. Her cheeks were rosy from smiling so much and her hair was all over the place
 she was breathtaking. I got closer, leaning in as my lips hovered over hers for a few seconds. I could feel her breath against mine as I looked into her eyes. She’s so beautiful

“Are you gonna kiss me or not?” She asked as I chuckled, leaning down and placing a sweet kiss onto her lips.
Another perfect date. I can’t wait for many more

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THIS! I LOVE THIS ♄ IM ALL SOFT NOW THANKS 🙃
#32 - “I look at you and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes.” with Richard?? post sex maybe?? đŸ˜©
ISA MI AMOL ♄
I’m so sorry that this is late. But late is better than never, right? I hope you enjoy it! Writing this put me in such a fluffy mood oof đŸ„°
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“Baby.. baby..” I chuckled against her lips as she climbed on top of me, my hands on her bare waist as I slowly pulled away from her. “Give a man a couple minutes to recover, yeah?” She let out a small whine at the loss of my lips from hers as she leaned in once again. “I just.. want to.. feel you.. against me..” She spoke in between kisses as I smiled.
My hands roamed all over, memorizing every curve of her body as her intoxicating lips stayed on mine. Her fingernails slowly scratched down my chest and over my nipples. She pulled away, giggling as my fingertips ran across her sides. “Stop..” She chuckled and looked down at me. “Why? Is someone.. ticklish?” I held her against me as she tried to squirm away. “No! Richard! St – aahh – stop! Hahaha!” She laughed as I continued tickling her. God, I could listen to her laugh all day.
“Pinche Richard!” She cried out as I stopped abruptly, letting her catch her breath. “I haha oh my God.. I hate you.”
“I love you too.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“No, but I know you wanted to say it.”
“No I didn’t.” She giggled as I lifted up my hands, getting ready to tickle her again. “No – no – no.. Richard. Stop..” She tried to pry my hands away from coming closer to her stomach.
“Say you love me.” I smiled as she cried to cower away. “We could do this the easy way, or the hard way.” She smiled as she stayed silent. Fine, baby. Have it your way.
I brought my hand down and started tickling her once again as her screams of laughter filled the air. “N – No!” Her laugh is so contagious. “Say it!” She shook her head as she once again tried to pray my hands off of her. “That’s all it takes! Tell me!”
“O – Okay! Okay!” She laughed. “I love you!”
“What was that? I couldn’t hear you.” I chuckled. “I love you, you fucking idiot!” I stopped as she caught her breath. “Was that so hard?” She simply looked at me and shook her head. “Oh my.. haha you.. I..”
I brought my hand up and moved her hair away from her beautiful features, cupping the side of her face while rubbing my thumb gingerly across her cheek. Her face was rosy either because of her laughing, or because the previous actions we did before this.. if you know what I mean. Maybe it’s a combination of both? Who really knows at this point?
“Mi amor..” She looked up at me and smiled. “Hmm?”
“Do you want to know something?” She nodded and placed her hand on top of mine. “I look at you
 and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes..” She smiled and leaned in, kissing me. “Richard, I
” I kissed her once again, cutting her off. “I love you, baby.”
“I love you.”
“Ahh, you can say that now, but couldn’t earlier?” I chuckled as she playfully hit my chest. “Oh shut up. This, right here, is a sentimental moment and it’s a perfect time for me to declare my love for you.” She chuckled and gave me a sweet kiss. I held her there, keeping her close to me.
Just wait, mi amor. In a few weeks, I can’t wait to show you that velvet box in my pocket with the prettiest diamond you’ve ever seen. I can’t wait to call you.. mi mujer, my wife.
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