cherrystarx

[cherrystarx]

sports are insane. i just know a bunch of people now. nobody should know the names of this many people

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“Don’t live in the past” okay well the people i loved are there.

[cherrystarx]

***SPOILER***

in the sequel i want jinu alive and well and idc how cuz honestly they didnt show his ded body okay😤 work your plot armor magic or whatever 😤

YOU CANNOT JUST MAKE A FULL OUT CHEMISTRY LAB IN THE MOVIE AND END IT LIKE THAT

unacceptable

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they did not just make a kpop obsessed fictional man’s whore watch a movie with jinu in it

[cherrystarx]

READING SHOUJO MANGA AND RANDOMLY GETTING BACK MY WILL TO PURSUE MY GOALS AND GET MY LIFE BACK TOGETHER FEELS UNNECESSARILY FUNNY AND ABSURD

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i'm like what if laufey songs all came together to conceive a human and then gave a little kiss on top of its head after giving birth but then i got abandoned so now i lurk in every corner of love to search for the warmth i felt back then

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miserable about being miserable misery>writes about misery>more misery cuz wdym i only write about my misery>even more misery>ngl lowkey happy cuz i can write now but still misery cuz wtf?>misery ends cuz my mind's a bitch then im miserable that i can't write anymore (i mean i can but the overwhelming urge isnt there anymore)>the misery returns a few days later>cycle of misery continues triumphantly

[cherrystarx]

misery is a very humane feeling ngl i'm feeling so much i'm such a human- *pat pat*

[cherrystarx]

being able to only write about my misery is pretty depressing ngl brb gonna write about that too

[cherrystarx]

paradoxes are really poetic idk

[cherrystarx]

i'm half misery, half guilt and full of regret, full of anguish, full of remorse, full of death, full of greed, full of yearning, full of yearning, full of yearning, over things inevitable and beyond my own comprehension perhaps, over things that could've been and things that had been, over things i could've- should've done even if there was no way for me to do so, over a version of me that could've been. would it even be me anymore if i never was so? so hard and cruel to myself it's all i've ever known please- please. Please, your gentleness feels like a knife digging at the veins of my heart. wouldn't you have enough mercy to let me go- to leave me to rot in my own misfortune? if you peeled off my defenses, i'm afraid you'd find nothing waiting for you inside but my insipidity that's all i've ever been all my life. Afraid. if you've been drowning for too long, would your body let you cry out in despair, risk letting you die out of suffocation? i think not.

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chatgpt is the coward's way out. if you have a paper due in 40 minutes you should be chugging six energy drinks, blasting frantic circus music so loud you shatter an eardrum, and typing the most dogshit essay mankind has ever seen with your own carpel tunnel laden hands

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art so good i can only sob in my corner while ingraining the image in my mind

[cherrystarx]

when pinterest decides to randomly pop up a cheol miae post on my feed and now im just dying rotting crying over my number 123479253th roman empire again

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they should really warn you ahead of time about how much of adult life hinges on being able to navigate other Ppls childhoods. Like lot of the time in order to complete a task or even just communicate effectively you need to get a sense of ‘wtf happened to this guy in high school’

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Carden, that's no way to flirt with your girl. That's not how you do it.

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