cherrytheshape

[cherrytheshape]

so. um. hello

it's been. quite a while.

i'm here to say, this. might be the permanent end of this account. it took a lot of thought, but. i think i'm going to delete this blog. and everything on it.

admittedly, this isn't because i hate this blog or who i was when it was created. but because i've come to terms with who i was. i was naive and edgy and sorta mean. i was also stubborn and never took anything seriously.

however, i've also come to terms with the fact that i was under a lot of pressure at such a young age. a rough relationship with my family, a toxic boyfriend who couldn't care less about my feelings, and a feeling of complete loneliness and helplessness. this blog was my edgy, not at all serious little coping mechanism. and honestly? i think i'm finally ready to let go of it all and move on.

to anyone who's been here from the beginning, thank you. you gave younger me more joy than anyone or anything else could have, at the time of this blog's creation. and i thank you for that from the bottom of my heart. people say online friends aren't real friends. but to be completely honest, i definitely considered yall my friends, back then. maybe that's stupid to admit, but it was a fun run.

i do still make art and stories [mostly fanfics] and talk about them on my other account if anyone wants to follow me there [@trashgoblincreature] and i also have a new jsab blog which. while i haven't worked on it often, i do plan to be more active there, once in a while [@jsabfreshnewbeginningsau]. there's also my discord [trash_g0blin] if anyone wants to talk

so. if i do delete this blog, it will probably be in about a week. until then, i hope yall are doing well <3

~ Goblin [p.s. Goblin is one of the nicknames i go by now. yall once knew me as Al back when i was still convinced i was cis lmao]

[cherrytheshape]

so. um. hello

it's been. quite a while.

i'm here to say, this. might be the permanent end of this account. it took a lot of thought, but. i think i'm going to delete this blog. and everything on it.

admittedly, this isn't because i hate this blog or who i was when it was created. but because i've come to terms with who i was. i was naive and edgy and sorta mean. i was also stubborn and never took anything seriously.

however, i've also come to terms with the fact that i was under a lot of pressure at such a young age. a rough relationship with my family, a toxic boyfriend who couldn't care less about my feelings, and a feeling of complete loneliness and helplessness. this blog was my edgy, not at all serious little coping mechanism. and honestly? i think i'm finally ready to let go of it all and move on.

to anyone who's been here from the beginning, thank you. you gave younger me more joy than anyone or anything else could have, at the time of this blog's creation. and i thank you for that from the bottom of my heart. people say online friends aren't real friends. but to be completely honest, i definitely considered yall my friends, back then. maybe that's stupid to admit, but it was a fun run.

i do still make art and stories [mostly fanfics] and talk about them on my other account if anyone wants to follow me there [@trashgoblincreature] and i also have a new jsab blog which. while i haven't worked on it often, i do plan to be more active there, once in a while [@jsabfreshnewbeginningsau]. there's also my discord [trash_g0blin] if anyone wants to talk

so. if i do delete this blog, it will probably be in about a week. until then, i hope yall are doing well <3

~ Goblin [p.s. Goblin is one of the nicknames i go by now. yall once knew me as Al back when i was still convinced i was cis lmao]

[cherrytheshape]

if. if people could stop coming here and go to my new blog [@jsabfreshnewbeginningsau] it'd be great-

yall im waiting for asks. this blog, right here, is pretty much dead, please-

[cherrytheshape]

The sun arises on a new day...

[... An uncannily familiar sight. A man is sat in front of a tree. He's surprisingly tall... at least, for a hero, he is. The tree gives off a soft glow, almost like a response to the man's presence. It's... a peaceful sight. Things are quiet... One could only wonder how long the peace would last, knowing this world's history.]

Ceruli is available for asks.

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hello yes what if. uhm. what if. i. was planning on. making a new jsab ask blog. but. w. with my new art style-

just. a hypothetical question. what if.

ngl im really thinkin about it-

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ayo might fuck around and make a new jsab rp/ask blog, for old time's sake lol jk jk

unless-

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so. anyone else see that lore stream where they said p03 and leshy are canonically divorced?? well, i heard this audio and-

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‘Ello, just stumbled upon this, you are underrated my friend, yes you do infact deserve some love, and I would love it if you tried new things, currently going through a jsab relapse before the annual update drops, so here I am.

[h]

[bruh, i. needed to wake up to this- thank you-]

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should i start something else?

i will not abandon this blog. i’m just realizing, it’s not as often that i want to work on it as i’d hoped. i went from 210 followers to 168, and it’s not helping with my motivation issues. i will still work on this, it’ll just not be often. i’m currently becoming more and more interested in stuff like inscryption and fnaf sb, and i wanna know if i should maybe try doing more stuff based around that. i’ll admit, i love this blog. i love the stuff i planned to do with it. but i’m finding that i’m less and less interested in working on it, and more and more interested in other fandoms, and even an original story i created. should i try new stuff? would everyone be okay and support me, if i tried something new? again, i will not abandon this blog, it’ll just be rare that i work on it, because there’s other stuff, too. so, should i start another account, entirely, for the other fandoms i’m getting into?

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welp. uhh. so i got dragged back into the fnaf fandom by the hair. sue me-

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I redid it as not an ornament and he's better, now-

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HE IS HERE

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Welcome to another fun edition of "engineering class gives me too much creative freedom". Today, we made christmas tree ornaments, and...

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Nobody:

Me, about ready to stay up all night finally working on a celebration for 200+ followers: heehoo p r o d u c t i v i t y

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Who's the cutest shape here? Say I

Heli: She's over by where the tree was, with the others. Not too far, from here.

Sea: She might be the most innocent person in the world. Next to Pent, o' course...

Tria: She's sweet, always willing to help, and... tiny enough for even Blixer to carry on his shoulders. I'd say she's probably the most adorable one I know!

[cherrytheshape]

So i mighta gotten too much freedom with the freestyle project we had in engineering