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Thank god for chronic heartburn every time I even try to eat ✨

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…It’s your choice anyways.

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i love using this video as meanspo. sometimes im midbinge and suddenly remember a clip from this and my hunger disappears instantly. it feels so much more personal and real and raw and relatably applicable to me when you actually hear someone say it out loud as if they were talking directly to you. new fav meanspo!! need more like it for sure!!!

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i envy girls who developed their ed at like a bmi of 20 to “feel like theyre in control”

like obviously all eds are valid

but like im doing this so i dont have to fantasise about cutting all the fat away from my stomach everytime i look in the mirror

but then again body dysmorphia is fucking brutal vant blame them

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"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

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21+ Edblr moots plsss 🩵🩵

Pls reblog if u are we need a good community here fr 😭 i cant be interacting w minors i just cant bro ❌

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*completely ruins myself to the point I don't recognise myself* am I good enough now?

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do you want to be upset that you're hungry or do you want to be upset that you're fat?

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can you tell from my posts that I wasn’t loved as a child

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unfortunately i actually AM impossible to love and its not just all in my head

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It sucks to be self aware actually

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where’s the gun I was vulnerable with someone

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stay hungry

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i might lose my spark but i'm thinner and that's all that matters

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Before you eat

Just think about it: Do you wanna feel skinny and happy or fat and miserable?