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back on tumblr HELLO!!!!!! i'll be posting my old art slowly and hope my acc won't be hacked AGAIN

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A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

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reblog to remind prev they're not a bother and their presence is wanted <3

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Reblog if your art project has not, does not, and never will make use of generative ai at any point in your creative process.

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Trying out something a little different >:D

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majima, lord of the night

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yakuza girlboss

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This would be me if I had like 1 billion dollars to buy a kiryu plush

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Made a team crystal border! F2U credit isn’t needed but is appreciated

Artfight user —> Maytrap

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Clone trooper round up!!!!! I now have over 30 clones and I can only post 30 images in a tumblr post so let’s see how this goes. If your fave clone isn’t here, let me know and I’ll see what I can do. Shop is here. (And if you’re seeing this Jun 25 2025 thru July 9 2025, I’m having my big summer sale with 25% off earrings! So come on over!)

Not pictured: Season 2 Crosshair, Season 2 Hunter. <3

Shop is here. Love y'all!

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Byakugō 🔷

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Don't talk to her and her husband ever again ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

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Good morning Hibikuze nation (me and myself) *(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*ଘ

A little while ago I had the idea of drawing my beloved Hibiki and Kuze wearing matching kimono, I got carried away with the sketch and I actually ended up rendering it! I love how it turned out 🥺💗

I really like to imagine Hibiki dragging Kuze everywhere she wants to go 🤭 (he's enjoying it i swear)

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meet my f/o template!

forgot to add my creds to this oops. anyways, if you use, you can @ me or link the post LOL here's an example :)