One day I will choke my mind ✦ Storyteller ✦ Yandere lover ✦Thrillers
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TOTALLY forgot to introduce myself on my blog. 😭 you’d think i’d remember after being on the platform for a while.
Hi! I’m a 18 years old female. Bisexual, and i’m single (honestly feels weird to say but yeah, just came out a horrid talking stage)
I’m from Malaysia, and no, just because i’m from Malaysia don’t mean i’m Malay.
I’m a bookworm at heart, and most of my hobbies are pretty basic, so i’ll save you the time of reading that! You’re very welcome.
My likes:
- Helluva Boss
- Mostly mystery books, maybe sprinkle some fantasy. (no i don’t really like booktok books, but some are great!)
- A series of unfortunate events
- Ms Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children
-Bullet Train( GO WATCH THE MOVIE 🧎♀️it’s so good! Book’s even better!)
- Welcome Home (aka Wally Darling and the gang)
- most videogame lore regarding puppets or toys (don’t ask me why i don’t know either🫠)
-puppet horror(e.g don’t hug me i’m scared)
-Indian culture(trying to relearn my mother tongue and culture)
-Cartoon show lore (e.g. amphibia, owl house, gravity falls and adventure time)
-Zombie or thriller kdramas
-Neuroscience and the brain🫶🏻
- Brooklyn 99
-clowns, puppets and jesters (don’t call yourself a fool, i like fools😭)
Dislikes:
-racist people, transphobic people, rudeness or pedophiles(like seriously i may be naive but i know one when i see one👌)
I will update this list when needed, but i am indeed open to dms or any asks to write, as i am currently going back to writing.
Happy to meet other people! My notifications are usually off so please keep in mind I’ll take a few hours to respond.🫶🏻
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I LOVE THIS SO MUCH ITS SO CUTEE AHHHHH IM DYING
Always a good time to burn down yet another village!
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Some b u g s drawn during Oste’s HK stream :3
Still figuring out Hornet’s horns.
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little ghost’s shade! I seriously love the game design
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I love moths in real life, but GOD, fluff’ the Radience
Anyway uh, here’s another hollow knight thing, felt proud with the moth big, and the shading! The depressing bug game has just rotted in my brain right now lol. Also there’s two alts down below, one without text and one without (most) of the infection. I kinda wanna draw the mantis lords next but idk, we’ll figure it out, there’s so many of these guys in this game
Edit: guess who spelled too wrong for no cost too great and only just now noticed
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The mood stabilizers made me feel nothing or made me very angry sadly. Found out I wasn't supposed to be on them/as high of a dose. Doctors were stunned to find out I was put on them :')
And ehhh over here is such a mess, as you probably see all over the internet 😭 let's make our own country or something ;D
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oh that’s horrid! hopefully everything went well in the end. and it’s ok, hopefully everything passes over time. new government new possibilities who knows? 🫠
and yeah at this point might as well start our own country 🤓
If you had to name a country, what would it be?
Love you 💘!
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Never heard of umami :0 I honestly compare it to chicken :'D it's some type of fish apparently
And yess I was talking about Mr. Krabs! Would totally give him little tiny dollars or something and the cutest photoshoot omg
And please take me to your country, I hate it here lmao. Idk I'll find my way to you (I wish, you're so cool)
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Oh umami is like a type of flavour, just a way to describe it i think? Not too sure on like the actual dictionary definition.
It’s the chicken of the sea i guess?🤓 AND I KNEW IT! See this is why people say great minds think alike. i would die happy seeing that photoshoot. Either that or photoshop🥲
Also your country is probably great 😭 trust me when i say that it’s also meh here.
AND NAH YOU COOLER🧎♀️
Love you 💘!
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I was diagnosed multiple times as a kid from the age of 12, all the way up till 18 when I could get a full diagnosis and all that lovely stuff. Like at 12-17 they could say I have early signs of it, but nothing further could be done. Though got put on mood stabilizers and anti psychotics during the ages of 12-15 :')
Yay my lore
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Oh that’s interesting! Do the mood stabilizers help? Also thanks so much for sharing your lore😭 was genuinely curious about it. Thanks so much!!
Love you 💘!
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This is gonna be a long one since I sent 3 asks (oops)
I meant how's your day going oh nooo 😭 I really gotta spell check sometimes or I'll get bad typos like that .
And omg no keroppi? I take it not from the states (or obviously Japan). He's a little frog guy from Sanrio.
My favorite Helluva Boss character! I do indeed love Millie so much. But my favorite is actually Fiz! I love clown characters and I just love how sweet and gentle he is (with another reason but I won't list it here). Literally me.
Crab! I do like eating crab, but the fake crab. Can't understand boiling the poor thing alive & couldn't being myself to trying the real thing. But I meant I like crabs as in the animal itself. They're very cute to me and would love a pet crab. Maybe I'd name him Krabs, gotta think on that.
Stray kids! I think my bias might've been Felix, loved him a ton. I haven't listened to them since middle school, now about to graduate high school :'))
Also, I just realized I mixed my emojis 🥲 I use (🍰) for another anon. I am so sorry 😭😭 my brain has gotta keep up sometimes.
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Don’t worry bout the spell check, i had a good laugh bout it😆
I KNOW RIGHT FIZZ IS THE SWEETEST! He’s just a little cutie, i love how soft he is. Also how does fake crab taste like? Does it have an umami flavour?
And i’m so sorry, but the Krabs name had me thinking, like what if you dressed the crab up like Mr.Krabs from Spongebob Squarepants, and just let him walk around fake money? That’d be sooo cute!🥺
And yes, i’m not from the states or Japan🤓 sadly my country is like really small, but i love it here regardless 💗
But Felix being your bias is understandable, gotta love him.
Also have a good last year at high school! Hope everything goes well for you!
Anyways, love you 💘!
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Also saw your post in the irl yan community!
I'd love to see your real self! I get making a fake sona to please other or to seem better as you are. Saying that ad someone with BPD and who mirrors others every single time. It's easier said than done
Like please be as raw as can be, if you can
You're like my favorite part of my day now & I'm so impatient for your responses. I keep checking if you're online or checking if you like anything new. Sorry if that's a little too honest but oh well, it's in the open now :') can always not do that if you prefer
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yea that’s true😭 and yes maam i will do my best to show my real self🫡 i’m so so sorry if i’m a little late cause i’m studying most of the day. Also don’t worry, i’m really just as impatient for your messages🫠 so it’s perfectly alright! I’m quite fine with it.
Also how did you know you had BPD? Was it self diagnosis or did you ask someone else? Just curious! If you aren’t comfortable talking about it it’s I’m fine!
Love you 💘!
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I am excitedly waiting your responses (*˙︶˙*)
Honestly was my favorite part of today, along with finding a cute Hello Kitty and Keroppi cup I shall use for either my load of pencils or random tiny stuff I find/use
Since you told me to push, I shall push (at least a little, can't be too overwhelming to new friends, not yet at least)
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hehehehe hi new friend, you’re my favourite part of today too the way you popped up😭 i’ve never heard of a Keroppi before, i don’t think they have it where i live but i could be wrong🤓
Also, it’s perfectly alright to be overwhelming with friends! Some friends maybe you want to go easy, but sometimes when you meet the right people you just click💗
and MAN i can’t believe you pushing for friends cause of what i said😭 i don’t even push myself i better start taking notes🫡
hope your day is going well and love you 🍰!
I shall wait for your next response excitedly (you can’t see it but i’m kicking my feet so hard right now)
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I'm so happy you responding! Got so nervous I was annoying (tried so hard not to send more asks) :')
And omg a fellow helluva boss fan!! Love Stolas and Fiz so much <33
I used to be so into Kpop, Stray Kids used to be my favorite. Still have my drawings of their characters somewhere
And totally get booktok, it's funny to see in videos of people talking about them but witnessing it in real time fires me up 🥲
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IT’S OK MAN BE ANNOYING LEAST YOU BEING YOURSELF💗 and i didn’t know you like stray kids, nice to meet a stay! Who’s your bias?
AND YAYYY ANOTHER HELLUVA BOSS FAN🥹 i wonder who’s your favourite character? I’d like to guess Millie from your personality but i’m usually wrong🤓
And honestly yeah i do be eating popcorn whenever i see some new booktok trend cos GODDAMN they be creating some entertainment for me. It is indeed like a wildfire, just this the only one i enjoy.
Anyways love you 💘! Thanks for asking🥺
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Hi hi sorry to come in again
How has your dad been going? :3
It's like almost 5pm here as a send this (even though I've only been up a couple of hours) and I got some bath and body works for the first time in my life, I get the hype now 🦀 (I like crabs)
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my dad? Well dang thanks for asking😭 he’s great and doing his things, and i hope your dad’s alright himself! also what bath and body works stuff did you get?? Any recs? I tried the soap once and it was too strong for my weak nose🥲
As for the crabs, i can’t tell if you enjoy them as pets, or as food. 🧐 maybe i’m just dyslexic 🫠 hope you enjoy your crab, and if you had a crab as a pet what would you name it?? anyways love you 💘 anon!
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What are some of your interests ?
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i’ve been rewatching helluva boss , cause i miss fizzarolli sooo much😭, and wittle stolas(i don’t care what anyone says he’s a little boy in my eyes) i do enjoy kpop a lot, but i generally enjoy most music.
i enjoy reading quite a bit, but i’ve grown a little annoyed of booktok, so i’m a little sorry but i tend to hate books promoted by booktok (usually when i want a pure fantasy book i get smut, which is usually not something i want to read to calm down)
This is probably becoming a rant as it is, so i’m going to stop. 🫠 love you 💘!
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I just asked because I'd love to maybe be future friends, since you seem to be looking for one & I'd be more than happy to see how things go
Sorry if I'm pushing :')
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hii! Also of course, i’m always excited to have new friends!💗 nice to meet you, and please push😭 i always assume people don’t want to talk to me unless they’re persistent.
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felt bored, thought i’d draw a random vessel getting infected, and yes it’s falling through a chasm😭
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i need someone to be obssesive over SO bad😭 like why is it so difficult to find friends i can happily be possessive about🫠 i can’t help it! At this point it isn’t a want, it’s a need. The way I’m just so desperate for someone to reach out to me to be friends is crazy, like please. Don’t take your time, i’m waiting for a friend sooo badly.
I may be a teensy weensy naive (or so i’ve been told at least), but I promise you, I would do murders for you, future buddy. Am I crazy or does this make sense? I hope it does.
I dunno, maybe the lack of sleep is getting to me. I think soon i’ll stop waiting, because when will you find me? Will you find me? Please find me, you don’t know how much i’m craving this, it’s driving me crazy. T-T
#irl yandere#yandere#obsessive love#yandere obsession#like pal where are you i’ve been waiting for AGESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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