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[chorodeamor]

04/04/2024 2 pm

[chorodeamor]

Some things that you don't listen to during the day

Some things that you don't pay attention to during the day

And some songs you always skipped but had never listened to before

Because you wanted the familiar feeling again

Like how you're home

And you lay on your bed closing your eyes

The mattress isn't the best

But it's become soft after all these years

I'd still want the same one

- Shh <3

[chorodeamor]

03/04/2024 11 pm

[chorodeamor]

When I was a kid I thought love was something which wasn't cool and then, I grew up looking for love everywhere and in everyone but couldn't find it in most. Then I grew again and thought love was finding someone who likes the same things as me, listens to the same music as me, is afraid of living like me but then I grew again and learned that it doesn't have to be that way- after all, I'm the person I have the hardest time loving. So, if that's not the case could it be that love is when someone likes different things and is excited to live life? I was still searching for it, when I grew again- just a few minutes ago, that wasn't it either. A girl said that I shouldn't be looking for it. All this about love but, I'm not sure I'll be a worthy lover to fight the world for. What if I'm not as good of a lover as I claim to be?

[chorodeamor]

Different perspectives

All that I've heard

In just a few months

I don't know if they all have the same problems

Some do

I don't know what to do

I've never been this clueless

I'd like someone to guide me through the fog

I wish there were a guide

I feel awful when I see someone kind and nice

It reminds me of what they must go through just to be kind

I would never wish this upon anyone

I don't think I deserve all this suffering too

Or maybe I do

There again

A different perspective

Tolstoy this time

Why do I know all the answers but at the same time I don't?

I wish God were real

I wish I believed in him

I also wish I weren't kind…sometimes

I just need someone to lean on

I'm tired

Someone who knows me

- Shh <3

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